Aight V2Logger.. You've been kicking my ass, so now it's my turn.
Don't sent the fn card. Here is what will happen:
You will feel a little better when you buy it, it will feel like old times again. You'll think for 30 hours what to write on it. It will be perfect in your eyes. You'll make it not to gushy, but nice enough that she knows you still care.
Then you'll send it, you'll feel really good.
Then she'll get it. You'll start to get nervous once you know it's been 2 days since you mailed it. She'll get a shot of confidence because you're still there for her and you'll validate her thinking in breaking up with you because obviously if you're still hanging around, she knows she was as good as you can get, even though she knows she f'd you over. You might or might not get a 1 line response... Either way, you won't be happy with it.
Then you'll kick yourself and be like WTF did I send her that fn card? Back to day 1 of NC.
Stick to the course son. Remember:
- Sleeping is better than not sleeping.
- Thinking about an ex you haven't talked to in over 2 months is better then getting punked by an ex again after 4 months.
- Having some pride is better than her responding out of feeling sorry for you.
If she missed you, a text message of 'Hi' would be all that she needed to send.