My senior year and field reports

[eaglez1177]

time to digest

12.3.09 Early Release

So today there wasn't much going on, since it was a half day. Nothing interesting here, no spitting game, just talking to friends and enjoying getting out of school.

Skateboard & Blondy Blond scene girl, good friends With Nye ( Gothic chick)

So Nye brought her skateboard to school and said something about skating afterschool, which I was fine with. When I got home around 12:00 PM from school, I get a text from her saying " Alex just got off from work, are you going to head over?" I was taking a nap at this time, so i replied . She sent back " now! band practice go go!" I knew this meant blondy was there, so i decided to go. About 30 minutes later, after I showered and got drove there, I arrived at Alex's place. Alex was still on his way home, And Nye opened the door for me, so I walked in and saw Blondy and Nye hanging out, so it was just us three. Nye left the room to play with the dog, which left me and Blondy alone in Alex's room. Blondy was sitting on the computer, surfing through facebook and I said " Jeez, you're such a facebook wh0re. you should write me a comment" and she does. We talk a bit more, and when Nye gets back we end up skating. It felt weird skating with peopel worse than me, I'm so used to skating with people who are amazing compared to me. Long story short, we end up skating to a park, where we playfully slide down the slide on our boards and everyone gets injured. Kino and laughing, nothing too serious. You could help teach them how to skateboard since they arent that good...makes for easy kino

Alex arrives.
Alex eventually comes up in his car and meets us at the park. We hop in and we head back to Alex's house. More talk and I find out Blondy does Gymastics, so I say " No way! You've gotta show me" So we end up leaving the house together and she does a cartwheel and backhandspring. We go back into the house, and we spend some time as our " Band". ( We made a ridiculous band named" Kikyokat") and we looked up music videos for us to cover, which I wasn't taking serious because I didn't think our band could do crap, and I was joking. I spent some time looking at an old middle school Yearbook, and Blondy is singing to some Paramore and junk, and she tries to grab my attention by playfully singing for me, and what not. She gives me some huge IOI's, like serious. When I layed down on the bed, She was almost about to mount me, then she said " That'd be so weird!" I was confused, so I asked " What?" She said " If me and you had sex. You know, weird for the band." I smiled and said " haha what?! you're crazy! i'm not that easy" ( Yeah Idk why I say that often, it's just a stupid thing I say when a girl gets a little too flirty, it's like a reflex. Is it a bad thing?") just make sure if you say this you say it very jokingly, so that the girl doesnt think ur being actually serious. not only that, i think maybe if you said you werent that easy, the girl might start playing hard-to-get simply cuz she doesnt wanna be the one whos easiest to get with.she laughs and said " haha you? You wish I was that easy!" as she hops off of me and we playfully lay next to each other on Alex's bed. her head is against mine, and although the rest of our body wasn't touching, shes still singing. Huge IOI, i know, but I decide not to escalate. why? why did you not decide to escalate? ask yourself this and fix it. This chick is really into you, dont let this opportunity go to waste. take advantage of it while you still have time, cuz time will eventually run out if you dont make a move soon.



A huge turn off.
One reason was because She SMELLED SO BAD.Think of her as this blond white girl, who wears a lot of make up, has some weird natural smell ( It's not bad, but it's not sexy either) and I don't think she's showered since the morning. Not very appealing, right? Eugh and her breathe wasn't perfect either. huge fvcking turn off. majorly.yeah that sucks man. I guess the only thing you could really do was just try to make some extremely indirect comment that "the room smells" or "somethin is stinky", but above all, DO NOT make it obvious that you know she smells. I think simply sayin a very indirect comment or just beating around the bush may be enough to get her to change her perfume

"Wrestling "
She eventually picks up the volleyball and we playfully slap it around, before Alex's madre flips out and says " no playing ball in the house!" Blondy says " Duy, let's go play outside!" and I smile and say " nahhh." she tries to convince me and eventually I say "okay, but give me the ball". She disagrees and we kinda wrestle to get the ball, we end up all over the place, ontop of alex's bed. we wrestle to get ontop of each other and my **** is pretty much rubbing all over her ass and chest. I get a good feel of her boobs a few times lmfao and eventually I end up behind her, doggy style, we end up staying in that position for atleast a minute or two before she says " This looks so wrrrongg!!!!".haha dude she fvckin wants it Still behind her struggling to free the volleyball from her arms, I say " It's only wrong if you think it's wrong" ( haha dumb thing to say? lol )nah lol and eventually I get off and she says " no really, let's go play ball now!" so I walk out and we smack it around a bit.fvck this girl dude. She really wants it. I can just tell.

So anyways, We skate some more when Isaac comes home ( Alex's older brother ) at first it's just us two guys skating, then eventually the girls stop looking up music videos and decide to come out and skate. Fun fun fun, I land a few sloppy kickflips and Ollie over a brick ! we skate around more and thats where it got a bit weird.

Blah blah
Blondy was basically skating by herself, going as fast as she could. I'm not sure why she isolated herself from her good friend Nye, and the rest of us ( Isaac and I ) but she was a speed demon. Then I was there, next to Isaac, just messing around and ollie over small things. Nye was in the back, struggling to pick up speed and keep on the board. Eventually, it gets late and I drive home. End of that day.

Maybe in the future, like this weekend, there will be a party and we will all go together as a group. Maybe blondy will smell much better, and the mood will be better for hooking up, plus booze. Today was fun though, no lie.


A note on conversation: Courtesy of George
So today was the day I got to talk to him about his meeting with the principle, and being the great conversationalist he is, I thought he would have some interesting stories of building a connection with the guy, because he befriends every cool teacher in our school. He ended up saying how boring the principle was, like he didn't watch movies and dedicated his life to teaching and students pretty much. He noted that the principle didn't even watch movies like most of the teachers he befriends, and how if the principle watched anything, he could of had hours of conversation.

This reminded me of how he always asks a teacher for lunch ( he is ranked #2 in our class, so he had a private lunch with him) if they saw a certain movie or a Tv show when the conversation runs dry. George is currently working on a script for a movie, so he has the knowledge of working on the basics, plus he is a movie junkie. He has an insane college of Blu rays and DVD's at home, and it makes me think of how he builds rapport with teachers and just anyone in general, because he always talks to me about movies.

Basically, He has a sh1t load of knowledge on a broad topic, Aka: Movies, actors, producers, interesting sh1t like that. Everyone loves movies and Tv shows, so they can almost always relate, thus leading to rapport, which I thought was an interesting note.

 

[BongDuy]

12.4.09

I don't remember anything in particular that happen at school. Nothing seems worth mentioning besides I feel like im gaining an upper hand in certain conversations, because sometimes silence is golden. I feel so funny when girls ask me a question, or give me a funny look and all i return to them is a silent smile. Other than that, I just had a pretty good time talking to my friend George and just being friendly with anyone interesting.

Lili ( Asian girl I met on youtube/ Swimmer / Freshmen)
Yeah so I was surfing facebook and I had this alert that was one of those personal questions that asks about your friends, and Lili's question for me was
" Would you kiss Duy back if they bent in to kiss you?" which was either a yes, no, or skip answer. She answered yes, So i replied " Would you enjoy watching Duy go to jail after that kiss? " She then said "only if you're a bad kisser ". I respond " too bad you'll never find out" and finally, she comments saying "lmao , yesss too bad indeed ."
She eventually also comments saying that we should burn soon, So i send her a private message through facebook saying
" yeah we can burn together. just dont post anything about it on my facebook wall because i have family added. "
Her: ohdannng; didnt know thatt .
me: let's do something this weekend
her: come over , i got the chilllest spot to burn by where i live . &i have some jointss
me: sounds great, but no bong? I haven't smoked in such a long time, it's almost like you're taking away my smoke free spree...
* lol i know so cheesy *
her: broke my bonggg . &lmao , is that a bad thing ?
me: well it means you're irresponsible lol. and no it's fine, it's just I don't want to hack a lung...
her: Soooo , yes burning saturday ?
me: sounds good. address?


Now here comes my big question, Is it wrong for me, 18 year old senior in highschool, to screw around with a 14/15 year old freshmen from another school? I mean, It could be OUR little secret, but I don't know her well enough to call whether or not she will tell her friends or if it'll somehow slip up. Plus I don't think she's slutty enough to just have a fvck buddy, and I don't want to go to jail. I can't go to jail for making out with an underage girl can I? Damn why do I get attention from the wrong crowd.

 

[BongDuy]

12.5.2009

So last night I got a call from a skater friend of mine, and I remember telling I'd meet Lili sometime in the afternoon. I decide to skate from like 9- sometime in the afternoon. Long story short, I spent most of my morning skateboarding and I had a ton of fun, because my landings of kickflips went from 5% to like 25% in a few hours. I landed a few more tricks, and I got to use a quarter pipe/ half pipe/ and a bunch of other vert stuff. I texted lili sometime at 12 and told her i'd drop by at 3.

I thought I was going to be the only guy there, so I showered, shaved, and shaved my junk. All that , "just incase". I even brought a condom. When I called her to come out, she put me on the phone with a guy friend of hers, named Kyle. I meet them and get into the house. At first I feel a little out of place, because I remember myself being bad at meeting new people. I started talking to kyle more and more, and we got pretty comfortable. We had plenty of laughs and fun after smoking a joint. The crazy thing was Lili suggested we watch Porn, with me and kyle in the same area. At first, im a little "iffy" but i didn't say no. We watched a bit and i teased her by asking " When you smoke with Lili, does she always watch porn?" Apparntly Kyle is an old time friend, from 4th grade, so i dont think shes screwing with him, because he is a thin white kid, with a skater look, so logically, hes in the friend zone.

Eventually, it gets dark, and Kyle decides he wants to walk home, since he doesn't want to walk at the night. At first, Lili is like " nooo! don't leave!" and when he finally did, she seemed a little nervous, probably because she thought I was going to try to do something to her. This is where things got interesting.

Lili ( Asian girl I met on youtube/ Swimmer / Freshmen)
After Kyle leaves, the kino and seduction begins. She sits on my lap, to watch some trippy youtube videos, and we talk. We end up talking about sex a few times, and she eventually sits up, saying " you're not very comfortable." She gets up to go to the kitchen, and I lay on her couch. when she got back, She sits infront of my hips and lays back. we do this a few times, and eventually we end up in a tickle fight, and we end up holding hands, as she lays next to me. She says things like
" I'm so sleeepy"
" I've never given a hicky. do you know how to give a hicky??"
I knew I could of made a move. I totally could of hooked up with her, because the kino was insane. She would cuddle with me, she would have her ass rubbing up against my d1ck, and she was all touchy feeling. I knew the IOI's and I hesitated. Turns out she's 14, and I just can't imagine making a move on a minor like that.

When I talked to my good friend Derek about it, asking if he would mess with a young girl, he said no. But then he learned that I was comming over to smoke, so he said " Listen, you're already doing something illegal. hook up with her "

While we laid together, Her head was against mine, and her eyes made contact with mine. I just kept my cool and we talked about anything. I'm not sure what we talked about, but I remember the kino was on fire. It was how I knew she wanted me. She would say " You smell great." and start smelling my shoulders and neck. I returned the kino with more kino, tickling her, feeling her hair, stroking her face and all this seductive stuff. I almost feel bad, because I know I was driving her wild. She looked me in the eyes like she wanted me, and I ended up leaving her cold and unsatisfied.

I can't stress the amount of kino we had. After kyle left, Lili joined me on the couch as we cuddled together and began to playfully lay there for a good hour, just talking, connecting, and touching. It was great.When Lili said " I've never given a hicky. do you know how to give a hicky??" I didn't want to say " yes or no" so i said maybe. She stopped there and I suggested to give me a hicky, and she did. She stopped and said , "you gotta do my arm too" and so i playfully bite her as she bites me. She ends up biting a bit hard, and it leaves a mark. We compare it to her lips and once again, we are betting against each other. I tell her her lips are paper thin, and she denies it and I say " prove it." I could of kissed her then too, but I held myself back.
I felt her boobs a few times and I jokingly teased her to having " big pepperoni nipples" and I told her to prove it when she denied it. She gave me this Bs excuse ( " I dont know how to prove it!" ). I didn't bother saying anything else, becase I knew she wouldn't just give it up like that. She talked about some of her experience, like while we were watching porn ( kyle was over at this time ), she said " have you ever seen a penis cvm?" i told her of course, and she somehow said something about how it tasted. She then looked at me and with her two fingers, said " Two times." But while we kino'd like crazy, i would occasionally slip my hands up her legs and pull away. When she sat behind me, i did this a lot and she took my hands, and placed them infront of me and said " keep them to yourself" as she continued to poke me and feel up on my body and give me a back massage. I eventually touch her, of course, and she doesn't reject immediately. However, she does this to me like three times, each of them playfully, as if she was trying to act like she was above screwing around with me.

Her kino on me was so insane, I said a few times " I can't believe you're still a virgin." and she said " I tell myself the same thing." She said she wanted to lose it to that someone, " Special" and I jokingly said " By special, you mean that guy you met on youtube and taught you a little about swimming?" I don't remember what her response was, but I had her laughing and in my arms.


I knew she wanted to kiss me when I said goodbye. While we were cuddling, her dad called and I heard him talking. He said that her mom was on her way, so lili suggested that it would be a good time to leave. As we said goodbye, she said " Are you forgetting anything? If my parents find anything, they'll kill me!" I playfully reply " Yeah hmm. I'm forgetting your big screen TV. Your little monkey on the keychain. Oh and you!" As I open my arms for a nice hug. I ended up giving her a nice hug. As we departing, our arms dragged together, and i guess she took it as a green light and leaned forward, with her lips slightly puckered and eyes beginning to shut. I rejected the kiss by backing off with a smile. she says " We should hang out again" and as we separate, I smile and say " We will"

 

[College.Junior]

When I say the following it's because I care:

Dude good call in not kissing her man. Don't try and get with 14 year old girls, it's an emotional breakdown (for them) waiting to happen. Just game people in your age bracket, like seriously dude. The consequences FAR exceed the benefits.

Seriously if you keep this up you'll regret it. God it's so ****ing gross, I mean 14. That's like a child. STAY THE **** AWAY.

Edit: Just saw you were 18, this is NOT okay

 

[eaglez1177]

time to digest

12.4.09

Lili ( Asian girl I met on youtube/ Swimmer / Freshmen)
Yeah so I was surfing facebook and I had this alert that was one of those personal questions that asks about your friends, and Lili's question for me was
" Would you kiss Duy back if they bent in to kiss you?" which was either a yes, no, or skip answer. She answered yes, So i replied " Would you enjoy watching Duy go to jail after that kiss? " She then said "only if you're a bad kisser ". I respond " too bad you'll never find out" and finally, she comments saying "lmao , yesss too bad indeed ."
She eventually also comments saying that we should burn soon, So i send her a private message through facebook saying
" yeah we can burn together. just dont post anything about it on my facebook wall because i have family added. "
Her: ohdannng; didnt know thatt .
me: let's do something this weekend
her: come over , i got the chilllest spot to burn by where i live . &i have some jointss
me: sounds great, but no bong? I haven't smoked in such a long time, it's almost like you're taking away my smoke free spree...
* lol i know so cheesy *
her: broke my bonggg . &lmao , is that a bad thing ?
me: well it means you're irresponsible lol. and no it's fine, it's just I don't want to hack a lung...
her: Soooo , yes burning saturday ?
me: sounds good. address?


Now here comes my big question, Is it wrong for me, 18 year old senior in highschool, to screw around with a 14/15 year old freshmen from another school?That is totally wrong. Your 18 years old man. Your an ADULT. There is sooooooo much sh*t that can happen to you if you're messin around with someone that age. I mean, It could be OUR little secret, but I don't know her well enough to call whether or not she will tell her friends or if it'll somehow slip up. Plus I don't think she's slutty enough to just have a fvck buddy, and I don't want to go to jail. I can't go to jail for making out with an underage girl can I?No, but what can happen is she can twist the story any which way she wants. What was originally a makeout can be fabricated into a story of how you sexually assaulted her. Damn why do I get attention from the wrong crowd.

12.5.2009

So last night I got a call from a skater friend of mine, and I remember telling I'd meet Lili sometime in the afternoon. I decide to skate from like 9- sometime in the afternoon. Long story short, I spent most of my morning skateboarding and I had a ton of fun, because my landings of kickflips went from 5% to like 25% in a few hours. I landed a few more tricks, and I got to use a quarter pipe/ half pipe/ and a bunch of other vert stuff. I texted lili sometime at 12 and told her i'd drop by at 3.

I thought I was going to be the only guy there, so I showered, shaved, and shaved my junk. All that , "just incase". I even brought a condom. When I called her to come out, she put me on the phone with a guy friend of hers, named Kyle? Why would she do that. I meet them and get into the house. At first I feel a little out of place, because I remember myself being bad at meeting new people. I started talking to kyle more and more, and we got pretty comfortable. We had plenty of laughs and fun after smoking a joint. The crazy thing was Lili suggested we watch Porn, with me and kyle in the same area.hahaha what the fvck!? wow man this girl must have been really fvcking horny. That happens when girls smoke weed. At first, im a little "iffy" but i didn't say no. We watched a bit and i teased her by asking " When you smoke with Lili, does she always watch porn?" Apparntly Kyle is an old time friend, from 4th grade, so i dont think shes screwing with him, because he is a thin white kid, with a skater look, so logically, hes in the friend zone.

Eventually, it gets dark, and Kyle decides he wants to walk home, since he doesn't want to walk at the night. At first, Lili is like " nooo! don't leave!" and when he finally did, she seemed a little nervous, probably because she thought I was going to try to do something to her. This is where things got interesting.

Lili ( Asian girl I met on youtube/ Swimmer / Freshmen)
After Kyle leaves, the kino and seduction begins. She sits on my lap, to watch some trippy youtube videos, and we talk. We end up talking about sex a few times, and she eventually sits up, saying " you're not very comfortable." She gets up to go to the kitchen, and I lay on her couch. when she got back, She sits infront of my hips and lays back. we do this a few times, and eventually we end up in a tickle fight, and we end up holding hands, as she lays next to me. She says things like
" I'm so sleeepy"
" I've never given a hicky. do you know how to give a hicky??"lol omg
I knew I could of made a move. I totally could of hooked up with her, because the kino was insane. She would cuddle with me, she would have her ass rubbing up against my d1ck, and she was all touchy feeling. I knew the IOI's and I hesitated. Turns out she's 14, and I just can't imagine making a move on a minor like that.

When I talked to my good friend Derek about it, asking if he would mess with a young girl, he said no. But then he learned that I was comming over to smoke, so he said " Listen, you're already doing something illegal. hook up with her "noooo

While we laid together, Her head was against mine, and her eyes made contact with mine. I just kept my cool and we talked about anything. I'm not sure what we talked about, but I remember the kino was on fire. It was how I knew she wanted me. She would say " You smell great." and start smelling my shoulders and neck. I returned the kino with more kino, tickling her, feeling her hair, stroking her face and all this seductive stuff. I almost feel bad, because I know I was driving her wild. She looked me in the eyes like she wanted me, and I ended up leaving her cold and unsatisfied.

I can't stress the amount of kino we had. After kyle left, Lili joined me on the couch as we cuddled together and began to playfully lay there for a good hour, just talking, connecting, and touching. It was great.When Lili said " I've never given a hicky. do you know how to give a hicky??" I didn't want to say " yes or no" so i said maybe. She stopped there and I suggested to give me a hicky, and she did.i never let girls give me hickeys cuz i hate it when they fvckin mark you on your neck like that. Makes me feel like im their property, which im not. She stopped and said , "you gotta do my arm too" and so i playfully bite her as she bites me. She ends up biting a bit hard, and it leaves a mark. We compare it to her lips and once again, we are betting against each other. I tell her her lips are paper thin, and she denies it and I say " prove it."lol wow I could of kissed her then too, but I held myself back.wow great job man. thats really really good control.
I felt her boobs a few times and I jokingly teased her to having " big pepperoni nipples" and I told her to prove it when she denied it. She gave me this Bs excuse ( " I dont know how to prove it!" ). I didn't bother saying anything else, becase I knew she wouldn't just give it up like that. She talked about some of her experience, like while we were watching porn ( kyle was over at this time ), she said " have you ever seen a penis cvm?"WTF i told her of course, and she somehow said something about how it tasted. She then looked at me and with her two fingers, said " Two times." wowww man. stay the fvck away from this girl. she is a fvcking slvtBut while we kino'd like crazy, i would occasionally slip my hands up her legs and pull away. When she sat behind me, i did this a lot and she took my hands, and placed them infront of me and said " keep them to yourself" as she continued to poke me and feel up on my body and give me a back massage. I eventually touch her, of course, and she doesn't reject immediately. However, she does this to me like three times, each of them playfully, as if she was trying to act like she was above screwing around with me.

Her kino on me was so insane, I said a few times " I can't believe you're still a virgin." and she said " I tell myself the same thing." She said she wanted to lose it to that someone, " Special"lol that is such bullsh*t. Girls NEVER tell the truth about their virginity and I jokingly said " By special, you mean that guy you met on youtube and taught you a little about swimming?" I don't remember what her response was, but I had her laughing and in my arms.


I knew she wanted to kiss me when I said goodbye. While we were cuddling, her dad called and I heard him talking. He said that her mom was on her way, so lili suggested that it would be a good time to leave. As we said goodbye, she said " Are you forgetting anything? If my parents find anything, they'll kill me!" I playfully reply " Yeah hmm. I'm forgetting your big screen TV. Your little monkey on the keychain. Oh and you!" As I open my arms for a nice hug. I ended up giving her a nice hug. As we departing, our arms dragged together, and i guess she took it as a green light and leaned forward, with her lips slightly puckered and eyes beginning to shut. I rejected the kiss by backing off with a smile. she says " We should hang out again" and as we separate, I smile and say " We will"phew. Man good job holding back. You definitely made the right move.

 

[BongDuy]

12.07.09 Spirit week : St patrick's day

My morning was pretty boring. Just talked to the trio ( Brenda, Edith, Kristina) and some of my skater friends. Just talk talk, nothing interesting here. Kristina told me she was Irish, and I wanted to kiss her on the cheek, but for some reason I didn't do it. Brenda, being the ginger she is, reminded me of an Irish girl, so I wanted to kiss her. Didn't do it until lunch. ( yeah i do the cheek kissing thing, just because no other Asian does it so it makes me a little more unique and outgoing :] )

Swim Coach
Went through the day, as usual but I talked to my swim coach when he pulled me out of my 2nd hour to work out about Lili. I explain the situation and he said " Man, you're really pushing the limits here aren't you?" He ended up saying that I shouldn't expect her to be girlfriend material ( obviously ) and that If I hang out with her, I should CLEARLY explain that things won't go anywhere, so that she isn't mislead to believing in anything. He also said that there was nothing wrong with a blwjob or a handjob, but I just shouldn't have sex with her at all. He basically said that Chances are, things won't go bad because although there are illegal laws out there ( like against adults and minors having relationships, and being a homosexual ) they aren't really heavily enforced unless it really is rape, as in there is no consent, or the age gap is huge. Im not saing 4 years isn't huge, but yeah i couldn't help but agree. He backed it up by saying that we're both in highschool, and that sh1t won't hit the fan unless I was like 34. I told him that She may turn the story around, but he simply said she could do that anyways. Either way, im still torn between either getting some foreplay from this girl, or just being smoke buddies.


Jackie ( little mexican girl, Met her at the homecoming game )
So during lunch I saw Jackie and I went to hug her. I walk away to talk to some other people and At first she was perfectly fine, but Later on in Lunch, I saw her walking by herself. I didn't see her face, so when I said " Hey jackie, whats up?" She simply replied " Lost my credit card..." as she sped off to look around the vending machines. When I went over to her later, ( She was around my friends, so it was convenient ) She obviously had been crying, because she had the sniffles and the red nose. When the bell rang to signal 5th block, I decided I wanted to try and make her feel better. As she walked alone, ahead of everyone else, I snuck up and locked arms with her. I looked at her and said " I'm walking you to class". She looks at me, sniffles and says " Oh, so now you want to walk me to class?". I tell her that I'm feeling " Generous " today, and that today is a good day. ( by now I forgot that she had lost her credit card just a few minutes ago...) She asks " Oh yeah? What's so good about today?" I reply to her saying " Well i'm alive and breathing right? that's pretty awesome" and she smiles, and agrees. I tease her by stopping once or twice while we walked to her class, by saying " okay, now you're going to take me to my class!" she enjoyed it and we hugged goodbye.

Later on that day... I see jackie Standing by herself by the bus ramp as everyone around us is trying to find their bus ride home. I notice that her ex boyfriend is hugging the sh1t out of Nicole ( the hot girl in our school ) so I walk up to her and smile. She smiles back with her nose still red ( probably from crying because she lost her Credit card, not her ex boyfriend ), and I say " Let's make them jealous". We hug for a bit and it's nice. I think she expected me to kiss her on the cheek ( Which i didn't, i'm not sure why ) but I say goodbye and Simply walk away.


A damsel in distress
Okay so here is my question. How should Someone deal with a girl that is sad/ upset? I mean, I don't want to end up an as an emotional Tampon, which is why I did NOT ask her what was wrong, but I tried to cheer her up by making her forget about her problems. Is this the right way to go with these things? I mean, I know when im upset, I feel much better when I talk things out and all, but What would everyone else do?

Nicole. Animal rights girl/ Girl who doesn't think im much of a creep anymore/ Sophmore
So I see her again and She actually talked to me. During Lunch, She was with my friend Ricky, and they were sitting together. I go up to him and ask, " Where's george?" Ricky doesn't reply but he does some playful gay sh1t to me ( nipple squeeze ) and Nicole answers for him. She says " He's walking around that way." And I simply thank her and walk away. I realized that she was a huge animal lover, so I mention that I may be getting a new puppy! ( Yeah, totally awesome ) and it starts a small chat between us. It doesn't last long though because The bell rang. It's not really even worth mentioning, but I just thought it was cool that I got rid of some of that "Creepy" status and I'm getting better work talking. My main focus...

 

[eaglez1177]

I was home all day today cuz it was senior cut day lol. state champions woo!

12.07.09 Spirit week : St patrick's day

My morning was pretty boring. Just talked to the trio ( Brenda, Edith, Kristina) and some of my skater friends. Just talk talk, nothing interesting here. Kristina told me she was Irish, and I wanted to kiss her on the cheek, but for some reason I didn't do it. Brenda, being the ginger she is, reminded me of an Irish girl, so I wanted to kiss her. Didn't do it until lunch. ( yeah i do the cheek kissing thing, just because no other Asian does it so it makes me a little more unique and outgoing :] )

Swim Coach
Went through the day, as usual but I talked to my swim coach when he pulled me out of my 2nd hour to work out about Lili. I explain the situation and he said " Man, you're really pushing the limits here aren't you?" He ended up saying that I shouldn't expect her to be girlfriend material ( obviously ) and that If I hang out with her, I should CLEARLY explain that things won't go anywhere, so that she isn't mislead to believing in anything. He also said that there was nothing wrong with a blwjob or a handjob, but I just shouldn't have sex with her at alllol ur swimming coach said this? lol wow. Anyways, I still disagree with that. What happens if she gives you head, and then say you do something to really piss her off and she starts goin around tellin ppl that you "forced" her to give you head? Just stay away from it man trust me, i know the chances of you gettin in trouble with her are small, but still, its not worth the risk. If you ever got tied up in that Megan's Law, you're literally screwed for the rest of your LIFE.. He basically said that Chances are, things won't go bad because although there are illegal laws out there ( like against adults and minors having relationships, and being a homosexual ) they aren't really heavily enforced unless it really is rape, as in there is no consent, or the age gap is huge. Im not saing 4 years isn't huge, but yeah i couldn't help but agree. He backed it up by saying that we're both in highschool, and that sh1t won't hit the fan unless I was like 34I still disagree. Sh*t like this happens ALL the time. Teenagers who are 17, 18, or 19 years old get completely fvcked for the rest of their life for something they did with a girl who was 13,14, or 15. Happens quite often.. I told him that She may turn the story around, but he simply said she could do that anywaysIts your decision, but come on man, your fvckin 18 years old and shes 14. 14! I have a little brother who is 14! I really advise against it. Just get your mind off her, and find someone else. Theres many, many more and better girls you can get with. I know you can do better.. Either way, im still torn between either getting some foreplay from this girl, or just being smoke buddies.


Jackie ( little mexican girl, Met her at the homecoming game )
So during lunch I saw Jackie and I went to hug her. I walk away to talk to some other people and At first she was perfectly fine, but Later on in Lunch, I saw her walking by herself. I didn't see her face, so when I said " Hey jackie, whats up?" She simply replied " Lost my credit card..." as she sped off to look around the vending machines. When I went over to her later, ( She was around my friends, so it was convenient ) She obviously had been crying, because she had the sniffles and the red nose. When the bell rang to signal 5th block, I decided I wanted to try and make her feel better. As she walked alone, ahead of everyone else, I snuck up and locked arms with her. I looked at her and said " I'm walking you to class". She looks at me, sniffles and says " Oh, so now you want to walk me to class?". I tell her that I'm feeling " Generous " today, and that today is a good day. ( by now I forgot that she had lost her credit card just a few minutes ago...) She asks " Oh yeah? What's so good about today?" I reply to her saying " Well i'm alive and breathing right? that's pretty awesome" and she smiles, and agrees. I tease her by stopping once or twice while we walked to her class, by saying " okay, now you're going to take me to my class!" she enjoyed it and we hugged goodbye.

Later on that day... I see jackie Standing by herself by the bus ramp as everyone around us is trying to find their bus ride home. I notice that her ex boyfriend is hugging the sh1t out of Nicole ( the hot girl in our school ) so I walk up to her and smile. She smiles back with her nose still red ( probably from crying because she lost her Credit card, not her ex boyfriend ), and I say " Let's make them jealous". We hug for a bit and it's nice.You couldve tried a kiss close here. Right after you say "lets make them jealous", you put your hand on her cheek, and lean in to her for a kiss. I think she expected me to kiss her on the cheek ( Which i didn't, i'm not sure why ) but I say goodbye and Simply walk away.


A damsel in distress
Okay so here is my question. How should Someone deal with a girl that is sad/ upset? I mean, I don't want to end up an as an emotional Tampon, which is why I did NOT ask her what was wronggreat job, but I tried to cheer her up by making her forget about her problems. Is this the right way to go with these things?Yes, this is def the right thing. Girls will remember things like that in particular if theres a certain guy in their life that can make them happy when they feel sad. You did the right thing. I mean, I know when im upset, I feel much better when I talk things out and all, but What would everyone else do?

Nicole. Animal rights girl/ Girl who doesn't think im much of a creep anymore/ Sophmore
So I see her again and She actually talked to me. During Lunch, She was with my friend Ricky, and they were sitting together. I go up to him and ask, " Where's george?" Ricky doesn't reply but he does some playful gay sh1t to me ( nipple squeeze ) and Nicole answers for him. She says " He's walking around that way." And I simply thank her and walk away. I realized that she was a huge animal lover, so I mention that I may be getting a new puppy! ( Yeah, totally awesome ) and it starts a small chat between us. It doesn't last long though because The bell rang. It's not really even worth mentioning, but I just thought it was cool that I got rid of some of that "Creepy" status and I'm getting better work talking. My main focus...if she loves animals, that should give you A LOT to work off of conversation-wise. Animals is such a broad topic, you could go on for a while about that.

 

[BongDuy]

12.08.09

Drove to school today, and parked at a friend's house, who lived close by to the school as well. pretty much we all planned to go skate at a skatepark called ramp 48, which we did. It also helped release some stress a little later, which I will go on about in a bit.

The last of Monica The ex girlfriend
So in my 4th period, my friend Marissa and I talk about Monica. Basically, I tell her that this whole thing blows, and that it's whatever. She tells me that Monica has a date this weekend, on saturday with a guy from another school. I instantly feel myself feel sick to the stomach. Before she could finish talking about the whole thing, I interrupted her saying " Okay, say no more." with my hands up because I really didn't want to hear another word.

I realized that I was obviously not over her, and that we couldn't be friends. The whole me wanting to be friends with her, was just a crappy way that I thought I could get back with her. How stupid of me, right? But i'm glad I did before I talked to Monica. I was going to tell her exactly
" Listen, i know things have been strange since the break up. But I just want you to know, I really do want us to be friends."
Thank god I didn't. The thought of Monica kissing this random stranger, or even maybe fvcking him sent me through an emotional rollercoaster. Thinking of it now, it's terrible news. But at the same time, It's shown me the light and truth. The truth is, i'm not over her, and I may not be for a long time, so not talking to her would be the best solution for this. No contact all the way. Deleting everything about her and getting rid of everything that may remind me of her. I feel at an all time low and This is it, I hope.

Lili Freshmen/ Asian/ Smoker / Jailbait
So last night, she sent me a text and started talking to me. That doesn't last long because I tell her a bs excuse to get off texting her, something about homework or eating. I sign onto Aim, and she starts talking to me once again. She changes her status on facebook and aim, saying ridiculous things like " Missing someone " " CRUSHINGGGGG <3" and some other bs. She starts talking to me, and she busts out the " I love you" statement by sending me

her: lookie , http://truthboxpics.s3.amazonaws.com/secrets/s3_147843-1254148434.png
my secret message to you

I end up changing the topic into family or something. blah blah. It's so obvious she isn't on the maturity level to just mess around without getting attached. I mean, I cuddled with her and she goes all crazy for me, which is flattering and all, but just the wrong age. I want to tell her in person that things won't work and that we can only be friends, without any benefits ( no matter how hard I want head, which I really... Really do...) but I don't want to do it over text/ phone/ or aim. I made the mistake of telling her early on the convo that we could hang out this weekend, so maybe that'll be a good time.

Jackie Short Mexican girl
So the reason why i didn't go for a kiss close or anything, is because she has a boyfriend right now. She walked me pretty close to class, although not all the way. whatever though, nothing too serious here


Im an ass hole
So i'm not sure if its because I find a lack of things to say, but sometimes I end up just teasing a girl, maybe a little too much. It's just something I noticed, and I think the whole being a confident, ****y, funny guy is fine and all, but maybe im confusing ****y with ass hole. Just going to try and say less "negs" or stupid things to girls, and just people in general.


Right now...
I really feel low. Over Monica. Over the whole jailbait situation. I really don't want to have anything to do with girls, but at the same time i want to keep going and to keep progressing. I just feel so anti-social ( At least at THIS very moment ) Hopefully after a good nights rest, Things will look brighter tomorrow. I hate to sound like a b1tch, but these girls are stressing me out. I guess i'll just ride it out and let time do it's thing.

 

[colombiandude]

Yo, dont be discouraged man. Youve gotten sooooo far from when you started in September. And i wanna see how far you get by the end of the year. And you really want head that much? When was the last time you get head or a handjob? if you dont mind me asking. lol.

 

[BongDuy]

Yo, dont be discouraged man. Youve gotten sooooo far from when you started in September. And i wanna see how far you get by the end of the year. And you really want head that much? When was the last time you get head or a handjob? if you dont mind me asking. lol.

Freshmen year, about 3 years ago.

 

[colombiandude]

OH S**T. ok. that sucks big balls. wait. so whats up with that large gap of no action? If anything you should be more successful now. btw i got too lazy about halfway through your journal and skipped to the end. How long before you asked her to give you head? (im sorry for making you think of her. :[)
And i can understand that.

 

[sageproduct]

Hey man once again I don't have much to offer right now, but just wanna share a quick tip for fighting one-itis...What I've been doing to fight it is anytime your brain has a thought about the one-itis girl, immediately think about several other girls too. It doesn't matter who the other girls are, just anyone you might like even a tiny bit. It's worked for me...just conditioned my brain to thik about multiple girls, not just one...

 

[BongDuy]

OH S**T. ok. that sucks big balls. wait. so whats up with that large gap of no action? If anything you should be more successful now. btw i got too lazy about halfway through your journal and skipped to the end. How long before you asked her to give you head? (im sorry for making you think of her. :[)
And i can understand that.

There was a large gap of no action because I only lucked out by getting a fat chick with low self esteem. During my sophmore and junior year, I had no game and I totally missed a few chances for easy hook ups because I just had no clue what to do. I was a huge AFC, and my mind set was basically " If a girl likes me, She will approach me, talk to me, and make a date so that we can hang out". Yeah, I was TOTALLY off, but luckily I learned better so that I can make my senior year much better.

I was in a relationship with Monica for 1 week when I tried to go down on her. we did a lot of girlfriend/boyfriend things for about 3 weeks after I kissed her at homecoming ( Holding hands, kissing *mouth to mouth* publicly, walking her to class ) before becomming official

And thanks for the tip Sage, I'll keep it in mind

 

[colombiandude]

Oh werd? That seems a bit too fast...lol. imo at least. I would wait at least 2 months if the girl wasnt easy. Maybe a handjob at 1 month. it all depends on the girl. but based on what youve told us about her, that was way too early. W/e life is a learning experience. Now you know not to rush. lol.

 

[BongDuy]

12.9.09

Well I drove to school today, which was awesome. Parked in the parking lot and just as I got there, the bell rang So I walked straight to class. Nothing too interesting happen today actually, didn't really talk to anyone new or have much else to say. I talked to friends, blah blah. Jackie ( short Mexican girl)Walked me to class. Donated blood for the first time today, which wasn't that bad. not much else to say.

 

[BongDuy]

12.11.09
So since I haven't really met any new girls or anything interesting, i'll just try and keep my senior year's journal up with anything.

Brenda Red hair / Old one itus
So I sprayed some new Cologne that smelled very sweet, like chocolate and carmel. During the morning I talked to brenda and we talk for a bit. She says she loves the way I smell, and asks what It is. I tell her its my natural scent without anything on with a smile, and we continue to talk. she mentions that she always texts people so i tell her to text me first hour. She doesn't. During Lunch, I am with some of her friends ( Edith and Kristina ) and she approaches me saying " oh my god duy! I forgot!" So I playfully say " I can't even talk to you." And she turns me around and gives me this big fat hug. She says she will text me 6th hour. She doesn't once again, and while im walking to the student parking lot, after 7th hour, I see her. She looks at me and says " Duy I..." and before She finishes I playfully whip her with my keychain chord and I walk away. She sends me a text later saying " duy im so so sorry ms. H ( her 7th hour teacher ) was b1tchin about using my phone." I send her " ill tell you what, you can make it up to me when we hang out this weekend". Her reply is " But i work tomorrow and sunday " and i finally send " maybe ill visit you, and you can make me some food"


New cologne
went around with my new cologne and I asked the opinions of everyone. They all agreed it was sweet, some said a bit girly and some said it was perfect. It's Angel men by Thierry Mugler, so i'll probably use it occasionally like for dates. It's a very sweet smell, so im not sure if i could wear this every day, but im sure it would be great for intimate moments


Awkward moments
So I noticed that when I was at lunch, talking to my friend George/ Ricky/ and Even nicole ( Girl who once thought I was a little weird) That I opened up to this girl without knowing it. I said the stupidest thing to her, I asked
"Don't you have a sister? What's her name?" She replies " Kia" " Doesn't she have a similar name as yours? ( I didn't know her name at this point)" She replies " Uhh.. not really? I'm kristina" and at first I think to myself, damn this could be awkward. I stop talking to her for a bit, and I start asking about my cologne, and then she re opens up with me saying " Oh so thats you that smells like that?" I tell her to smell me and she does, and she tries giving me some bs crap about why she can't tell me how good it smells. I ask her " 1-10, what would you rate that?" She says " Don't worry about it" With a smile on her face and continues to say " It smells good though." This girl isn't particularly cute or anything, Just a random girl.

Actually I was thinking that the point of this post was that Awkward moments are only awkward if you make them awkward. If you really believe, or can even act out, that everything is okay, then I personally believe that It will all work out.

Anna Asian who lives near by, kino'd me a lot at the pool
So I saw her post a status thing on facebook saying " Watching looney tunes" and I replied
me: Bill nye > Looney tunes
her: no no no. Looney tunes is the best
me: I've never really seen it before actually.
her: for real Duy? even when you were little?
me: i remember seeing the opening. maybe you could show me some of your favorite episodes =)
her: lmfao I haven't watched it in years until today I dont even remember like 3 haha
me: that's cool, we can watch it together from the beginning lol
her: that would actually be really fun
me: lol sounds like a plan. what are you doing tomorrow afternoon?
her: rest then maybe go ice skating, why?
me: welll, i was going to say we should watch loony tunes, but i guess ice skating will be much more fun. What time will you pick me up?

lol jaykay
her: haha another day you'd actually sit there and watch them all?
me: maybe. depends on how good of a host you are.


...And she never responded. At least I tried to do something with her :/

 

[eaglez1177]

time to digest

12.11.09
So since I haven't really met any new girls or anything interesting, i'll just try and keep my senior year's journal up with anything.

Brenda Red hair / Old one itus
So I sprayed some new Cologne that smelled very sweet, like chocolate and carmel. During the morning I talked to brenda and we talk for a bit. She says she loves the way I smell, and asks what It is. I tell her its my natural scent without anything on with a smile, and we continue to talk. she mentions that she always texts people so i tell her to text me first hour. She doesn't. During Lunch, I am with some of her friends ( Edith and Kristina ) and she approaches me saying " oh my god duy! I forgot!" So I playfully say " I can't even talk to you." And she turns me around and gives me this big fat hug. She says she will text me 6th hour. She doesn't once again, and while im walking to the student parking lot, after 7th hour, I see her. She looks at me and says " Duy I..." and before She finishes I playfully whip her with my keychain chord and I walk away. She sends me a text later saying " duy im so so sorry ms. H ( her 7th hour teacher ) was b1tchin about using my phone." I send her " ill tell you what, you can make it up to me when we hang out this weekend". Her reply is " But i work tomorrow and sunday " and i finally send " maybe ill visit you, and you can make me some food"


New cologne
went around with my new cologne and I asked the opinions of everyone. They all agreed it was sweet, some said a bit girly and some said it was perfect. It's Angel men by Thierry Mugler, so i'll probably use it occasionally like for dates. It's a very sweet smell, so im not sure if i could wear this every day, but im sure it would be great for intimate momentsif a girl likes the way you smell, it will definitely turn her on


Awkward moments
So I noticed that when I was at lunch, talking to my friend George/ Ricky/ and Even nicole ( Girl who once thought I was a little weird) That I opened up to this girl without knowing it. I said the stupidest thing to her, I asked
"Don't you have a sister? What's her name?" She replies " Kia" " Doesn't she have a similar name as yours? ( I didn't know her name at this point)" She replies " Uhh.. not really? I'm kristina" and at first I think to myself, damn this could be awkward. I stop talking to her for a bit, and I start asking about my cologne, and then she re opens up with me saying " Oh so thats you that smells like that?" I tell her to smell me and she does, and she tries giving me some bs crap about why she can't tell me how good it smells. I ask her " 1-10, what would you rate that?" She says " Don't worry about it" With a smile on her face and continues to say " It smells good though." This girl isn't particularly cute or anything, Just a random girl.just make sure you dont put too much on. To me it sounds like the smell was very strong, otherwise why else would she say "ohh so thats you who smells like that"

Actually I was thinking that the point of this post was that Awkward moments are only awkward if you make them awkward. If you really believe, or can even act out, that everything is okay, then I personally believe that It will all work out.right on that one

Anna Asian who lives near by, kino'd me a lot at the pool
So I saw her post a status thing on facebook saying " Watching looney tunes" and I replied
me: Bill nye > Looney tunes
her: no no no. Looney tunes is the best
me: I've never really seen it before actually.
her: for real Duy? even when you were little?
me: i remember seeing the opening. maybe you could show me some of your favorite episodes =)
her: lmfao I haven't watched it in years until today I dont even remember like 3 haha
me: that's cool, we can watch it together from the beginning lol
her: that would actually be really fun
me: lol sounds like a plan. what are you doing tomorrow afternoon?
her: rest then maybe go ice skating, why?
me: welll, i was going to say we should watch loony tunes, but i guess ice skating will be much more fun. What time will you pick me up?

lol jaykay
her: haha another day you'd actually sit there and watch them all?
me: maybe. depends on how good of a host you are.


...And she never responded. At least I tried to do something with her :/good effort

 

[saturos]

For cologne you should do one spray to the chest and one spray on the neck. Sometimes just the chest depending on the strength. Literally, never more than this.

 

[BongDuy]

12.12.09

So yesterday I had told Lili that I was comming over to smoke. The temptation of getting some foreplay was a bit much, so i decided to bust a nut early. When I was done, I had lost all motivation to come over Her house, I thought to myself " Well, now since that's outta the way... why am i going over there again?" I ended up driving over there around 1 because I already had made plans on her, and I decided free weed wouldn't be bad.

Lili Jailbait
So I arrive at her house, and it's just her. We smoke and we just chill for a bit. During the time we're together, She calls friends over, first two guys ( Kyle, from last time, and his quite friend who reminded me of mclovin) and after they left, two girls came ( Calm down guys, they were both freshmen and probably 14) One girl was ugly as hell, she had braces and wouldn't shut the hell up. The other girl was pretty cute, but she was obviously way too young.

While I was over there, Lili kept trying to isolate me. While I was laying on the couch, she laid next to me and asked " Want to see my room?" I said " Sure." Expecting her to try and make a move. She laid on her bed and I laid, with my back against her chest. She says " Ew im spooning you." and flips me over, but I resist and lay on my stomach. Shes on my back and it's starting to annoy me actually. All the talking she is doing, and all this touching feeling stuff, it's becoming a bit much. I would close my eyes and imagine her, and when I opened them, she looked like she was fvcking 12. So I decided It would be best to leave early, so around 4:30 PM, as the three girls are doing their own thing in the bathroom ( Taking pictures ), I lie to her saying that my Mom wants me home at 5:00. At first she tries to get me to stay by asking " Why?" and saying " You can't drive."

Honestly, at the time I thought I could, and I did. But when I got home, I realized how High I was. Not very smart, but im safe and im glad im out of that situation. I don't think I will ever hang with her, atleast until she's 18. lol...

Jackie Little Mexican Girl/ I usually walk her to class or she walks me to class
So on facebook her status changes from Relationship to single. She just broke up with an Asian guy, not sure if that'll be a factor, but I will start making it more clear that im interested in her. The thing is she is also an Ex of my friend ( Not the asian guy she recently broke up with, but a few years back my buddy Juan dated her. ), and Im wondering will that effect our friendship? What about that " Bro code" ?


Myself
As i'm trying to improve, im working on being a lot less boring. I hear this comes through time, as you practice socializing with people and doing your own hobbies, so im going to let this ride. My biggest three goals are conversations + Being interesting + Being Fun.

 

[YogurtSlinger]

12.12.09
She just broke up with an Asian guy, not sure if that'll be a factor, [/B].

Asians have the smallest average pecker size. It may help you out.