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I suppose she's never done anything to me, she's put me through 0 pain and I went out of my way to contact her because I knew what she had. She's also always very interested in hearing about my problems so it seems unfair to cut her off just because she's a bit toxic. She's also approx 5 hours...

I'm feeling weirdly good right now as she's texted me, despite the obvious lies and seediness hidden in the message. She wanted to call me, she missed me, it feels so good. I felt so ashamed of myself for sending such needy messages earlier when in reality she called me after 3 weeks NC to talk...

It just seems silly to me, as she's adding shadiness to it by saying she was in someone's car, it's unnessecary. I hate this

I wonder why though ? Saying she was busy/rushed for work would seem pretty reasonable and I couldn't really question it. Waste of a lie imo.

I mean she has a 6 digit password and one of the messages clearly said "read" at 2pm. There's no way she'd let any friend male or female know her password, and she certainly wouldn't be cool with them randomly opening a message at will, it's not like you can do that by mistake on an iPhone...

She just replied approx 7 hours later with this " ❤️ These messages are lovely! I shall reply when I've finished work - unfortunately I left my phone in my friends car and didn't get it back until 5pm so have been so short on time to reply! Can we have a phone call later? Miss you curly! Xxxxx"...

i I'm looking into it, already been to the doctors so waiting for a referral

I suffer from trichotillomania which basically means when I'm anxious I rip my hair out, in the past 6 hours ive ripped out more hair than I had in the last couple of weeks or so combined, now I need to go to the barber to get it dealt with on monday god this is frustrating I hate how this has...

I feel like I've made such a fool of myself today, she must just think im absurdly pathetic. But as you say 2 days ago the girl was describing how she cut her wrists open and tried to jump in front of moving vehicles at night so I mean being overly worried / looking for ways to make small talk...

I see what you're saying that's basically true, if she'd sent me a couple of nice messages id be in a fantastic mood even still and probably not be posting. I feel as if I've shown a lot of weakness, as in I let her block me for 3 weeks, go to the police, bad mouth me to the other Borderline but...

I understand what you're saying, I'll re read this to remind myself but she can be a very reasonable person. She'd know that id be concerned for her well being, I would've expected her to at least send a text. It was roughly 1pm I texted her and she doesnt start work until 5pm. Even by her...

I just dont get it, less than 2 days ago we talked for hours, she told me so much. we were talking about meeting up, today all texts / call ignored and the majority of the messages were just expressing genuine concern, as I am concerned. I thought by leaving things for a day and a half I...

This is so upsetting, I tried to call her today but no answer I just have this awful pit feeling in my stomach she'll hurt herself or do something silly. Since speaking to her I've worried about non stop almost like a child, I sent a message first just mentioning some green olives I had (that...

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She said during the call she liked how addicted I was to her, that I'd taken such a huge interest in her disorder in the past etc but she thought it was cool how both times she's dissapeared for a few weeks I've made no serious effort to contact her which showed I could live without her. I...

The thing is as people, her and I get on incredibly well. She also has this very childlike persona at times where she's curious about everything, giggly, shy etc just incredibly sweet. It's difficult to explain

I mean that is basically how I've spent the last 3 weeks feeling to be blunt, I assumed she was gone forever especially given the mistakes I'd made to add to things.

I appreciate what you're saying, I suppose she's just someone I crave so deeply. I was thinking maybe I could just become less obsessed, keep her on FB and chat occasionally on the phone if she calls, and if she wants to meet up once a or twice month or whatever that would be great too. As...

I suppose there's nothing I can really do until I'm back home in 5 days, until then I'm just going to try and avoid saying anything stupid or bothering her in any way as I know she's working all weekend anyway. I had a huge high whilst I was speaking to her, and felt amazing when I went to bed...

I appreciate the time you've spent sharing your wisdom man I mean that, thanks to everyone in fact. This thread has been an eye opener