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I'll take a look, thanks

I don't have a great answer for that question, I guess I am suffering from oneitis. It's painful, and I know I'm not helping myself enough. I don't claim to have done the right things

I don't mean anything i say disrespectfully as despite everything I did and she did I still adore her so incredibly deeply. There's nothing I'd like more in the world than to here from her even though I know it would achieve nothing

It has been an eye opener has to how many issues i have, I know I only refer to her as the other borderline because thats how I came to know her, I'm not putting her down by saying it Just the girl I was originally seeing would talk about this girl so much, how alike she felt they were due to...

I've taken this and your second post on board, thank you. I do realise how ****ed up I must seem and I'm going to look for some help, I've already started speaking to friends I've made in the past but haven't spoken to in years and should be meeting another girl for a drink this upcoming Friday...

I've been feeling a bit better today, ate 3 meals, went to the gym, and kept contact with the second borderline to a minimum though that is hard as she's really struggling at university and seems to be quite homesick. However I am focusing on myself and trying to move on as best I can, I've been...

Yeah I guess that's true. In a way I really feel like I lack an identity atm, she kept me so busy

I mean it wasn't quite that simple but I see your point

When I look at it from that perspective her agreeing to meet me and sleeping with me after seeing a picture of myself with her BPD friend makes more sense, and only after that deciding to block me and go to the police once she knows she could have me no matter what. Or something along those...

Of all the great posts I've seen this is probably the best. I was thinking in my head what I'd do if she unblocked me on something, or if I saw her randomly or w/e

On the bright side, it's been a week since the police were round whilst I was out and they've still not called me / been back :)

I'm fairly ignorant on mental health / PDs ... why would that change things if I was ? just curious. Thanks man, realizing the last part already :/

Well the original chose to block me and go to the police, the other spends most nights on the phone to me often crying about how sad and lonely she is. It feels wrong to discard her after going out of my way to find her, isn't that a bit cruel ? She can't do me any damage atm, she wont be...

It's very different, I spend most days with my original BPD for idk 5 months ? Maybe close to 6 even on working days we'd end up together in some form. This one is 5 hours away for 70-8-% of the year, and knows my pathetic history as well as my first BPD's. I see her as more of a LR friend...

]So let me get this straight, she’s BPD and you’re thinking about entering a LDR with her. Good luck with that.[/QUOTEee] I wouldnt say that no, obviously im hurting from my original BPD, but this girl has really been there from me as she knows her and has chosen my side. I feel a vague degree...

The other Borderline who I met once has been messaging a lot, sent me many nude pics and asked if I could send her a care package, even if it's just a book. She says she misses me and wants to sleep with me badly when she's home in december. I like her a lot, and cherish her phone calls. She...

Maybe i need to stop speaking to the other Borderline, as it's becoming too big of a part of my day having to speak to her so much and it wont go anywhere with her so far away most of the year

I mean given the circumstances and her actions I think it's a pretty safe bet that I'll never hear from her again personally. Just hoping I don't hear from the police, but that's naive they obviously came here for a reason. Doubt they'd just decide not to come back because I wasn't home

Just ****s my brain to know after 6 months, all this time and effort ... it ends like this, not even some parting words

I guess, what I'm asking is what's the play from here ? Just forget it, move on and hope to not hear from the police ? It's been all I've been able to think about for the past 2 weeks, her final actions confuse me so so much. I am very close with the other Borderline still, despite her being 5...