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The sad thing is she's working the next 4 afternoons/nights in a row. I'd rather she just hadent brought up the sex thing then I wouldn't of seemed "disappointed" or tried to change her mind or whatever. Just sorta leaves a bad taste

I really think the meds might've played a big roll as she drank prob the equiv to a bottle of wine and has only been on the meds for a few weeks. Just going to play it by ear I guess

I just mean, it's not the most absurdly unreasonable thing to randomly feel sick and have a huge mood switch when mixing alchohol with anti depressants for the first time

I might be being childish, she has only been on her anti depressants for 3 weeks and hadent mixed alcohol before nevermind a whole bottle of wine so I guess it's reasonable

I feel that way. I feel like my behaviour wasn't unreasonable tonight, but I was made to feel like it was. Idk **** it

I can honestly say I wasn't trying to sleep with her tonight, she suddenly was super keen too. Then become sick from her tablets, then felt better but got upset etc idk. I mean I wasn't expecting anything the whole instigating it then switching so quickly just bothered me but maybe it was the...

We went out tonight, she was charming at first we just went to eat. Then she wanted to go out for some drinks which we did, she said she wanted to sleep with me that night was dying to leave etc, then all of a sudden put her head in hands. Said the alchohol wasn't mixing well with the anti...

I just got back from my dad's this evening, Going to try to make this a good week, the past few days were fairly profitable online poker wise haven't had the opportunity to play any live. Tomorrow i'll get up earlyish and go to the gym, try to cook something then I have an appointment with a...

I guess I feel a vague degree of closure, in the sense that I know what she is, I know I can't ever "have her" and she'll never be a reasonable person. But she is still someone I find absurdly attractive, she lives 5 minutes away and generally I miss her, however whenever she reaches out, I seem...

Whist I do realise long term, even short term this will go nowhere, is there anything I could do now to seem more attractive to her ? There seems to be the pattern of her sending a nice message or 2, then disappearing for a couple of days or becoming distant and so on. Obviously we've only been...

When I read messages like that and hear her voice it all seems so real, but in the last month alone I have to remind myself, Rape Claim, unnessecary police report, blocked on everything, lies, etc etc.

After not speaking for 2 days I woke up to this Her: Can I tell me you something ? Me: Sure, anything. Her: You're the only person who fills the empty lost gut feeling I get.... As we haven't been talking for so long I forget we have eachother there And when I feel like this sick, this empty...

I've screenshotted this post to remind myself constantly, thank you.

Sigh I know, I re read the last 4 pages today. All I can do is ignore my feelings

If anyone else has anymore material particularly applicable to my situation I'd be very grateful :)

Watched both vids, found the first a lot more useful but both very good. Didn't end up hearing from her last night, replied to her first text at around 10pm, then around 1.30 I texted to say it was probably a bit late to call her given she had work early in the morning and I didnt want to keep...

I really enjoy your writing style I must say, you're clearly very experienced with these women. I know I have to try and get out of this, maybe she'll make it easy on me and disappear again, not that I hope for that but whatever. I glorify the relationship in my mind so much, she's so unreliable...

I do have a much better understanding thanks to this thread, I guess the message is ... I'll never understand ? They're not logical creatures and she could say something to me one day and feel the exact opposite or block me out forever the next. This advice wasn't wasted on me and it's been...

I mean she is pretty nuts, she's sort of well known where I live for being a bit off her face. But she's a nice person from what I can gather, does a lot of voluntary work at a cat home judging from her FB

Basically we made a video together and at one point she said she could easily ruin my life idk why and I emptied that was rich coming from the girl who sucked my well you know on vid, sure it would be much easier for me. (Bad move on my part) and she went to the police about it that's the short...