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I would just like to have 1 conversation with her, to find out why she has done all of this ? I'm so confused and hurt, we spoke every day for months surely a 5 minute talk would be reasonable? But it's nearly impossible now.

Just to clarify after the last time i saw her, she has blocked me on everything possible and seemingly even gone to the police about something, idk what ... possible rape allegation ? the video ? idk. As the police have not been in touch in almost a week im assuming it's not too serious. But I...

I made a very similar post to this 3 months ago whilst the relationship was still ongoing, I should've taken this forums advice but I wanted to make this an update. MY BORDERLINE STORY: There's no real way to keep this short but I shall try, I am a 22 year old professional poker player who...

Today's update: I just took her to work, she has a very short day today roughly 3 hours and as we got closer I said anyway, so shall I pick you up 7ish for dinner? Her response "errrm idk if im feeling it tonight, shall we do something tomorrow like go to the gym and spend the day together then...

I read the above article and **** it gave me shivers, Soulforge you're right. She knows im trapped and going nowhere. She's thrown me the occasional bone and in exchange ive given her everything. I almost think I would've been the same if not similar with a non BPD girl. I almost find it sorta...

Sigh, I know this is true. She's just all I think about, it's like everything else matters significantly less. I hadent slept with anyone since my 3 year long relationship ended about 9 months ago. So I guess I've latched onto her even harder than someone normally would, and she knows this.

I can't face the reality of this ending or her cutting me off because without her I have nothing, but without me she still has plenty

She is reasonably high functioning in the sense she's held down a 4 day a week job at a bar for approx 6 months. Everyone she meets seems to really like her, and she's very aware of what she has. I just always seem to get the worst of her. Though she'll often make comments about how she loves...

I guess in an ideal world we'd be madly in love and be happy forever? Idk I have super bad oneitos for her. I've jerked off to the video we made together pretty much every night since we slept together. It hurts so bad that practically seconds after swallowing the pill she's telling me about...

Cutting her off just seems impossible atm, is there nothing else ? I'm still rather new to this

I'm desperate to **** her again, but I feel as if I've almost been friendzoned by her, which makes sense to some degree. Especially with her ****ing someone else within 3 days of me. Any tips for that ?

You're not one of those guys who doesn't know she has BPD or doesn't even know what BPD is. Hell, she's even told you. But you're so desperate for any form of attention or sex that you'll continue to mess with a mentally deranged person. You're asking for all kinds of trouble with this one...

Hi, I am new here. I have spent the last few weeks browsing various forums for some insight into BPDS, and found the best stuff here so I figured I would post my story ... and hope for the best? To give you some insight into my life without going into too much detail I am a 21 year old semi...