and i just found out she blocked me on gchat after ignoring her "how are u???" txt a few days ago.
this sucks. i dont know if i'm strong enough to do this guys. it doesn't feel like it. its against my character to be mean and cut ppl off but i thought NC was supposed to make me better. i'm...
Guys so I just left the country for work related activities and to visit family. I work for an international organization that issues recognized diplomatic passports for its staff so that we get our jobs done without the burden of visa applications and so forth. Mine expired. Guess who is the...
Guys so I just left the country for work related activities and to visit family. I work for an international organization that issues recognized diplomatic passports for its staff so that we get our jobs done without the burden of visa applications and so forth. Mine expired. Guess who is the...
count your blessings. i was in a similar situation but the table got turned on me after i fell for her. now i hate my job.
you're absolutely doing the right thing. keep your business and your interests completely separated. if this affects her performance at work then LGBF her and keep it at that.
goodmorn men,
so i get a text at 2am asking "how are you???." this is the same person who i chased around 3 countries (crazy afc story, may share soon) trying to get her to come back and when we finally meet says she loves another guy to my face.
so why do u wanna know how i am? i'm good. and...
i am trying to move on and it's like she doesnt want me to with that phone call today. why play games? life's too short mates...enjoy it and be mature and manly about things. f the rest. i'm NEXTING already.
hope i keep this mentality going;
positivity ALWAYS!
so day 2 with no weed and alcohol. feeling good. emotionally stronger. worked out and ate better today. also bought dinner but couldn't finish it so i wrapped it up and gave it to a poor woman + child. felt better.
did meditation today, it helps a lot. i'm on a good path and hope i will...
so no call from her. mixed feelings. like why the hell would she call in the first place? how immature can u be to do that and then not call. she's stupid. maybe her first call was by accident. whatever. honestly wish i didn't answer her call but i had no idea it was her because i deleted her...
guys this b just called me.
i deleted her number so i didn't know who it was. i answered and the person hung up. i called back and no answer. then another call 5 mins later and its her. so i played it cool, said i was ok and that was it. she said she will call me later.
wat the...
i hope u fcking puke everytime i go without a meal. u destroyed me only because i let u. i wasnt strong enough to break it off when i WANTED TO. now im suffering because i invested so much in this emotionally. now my job sucks and i cant even stand the thought of being in the same building as u...
back from gym
made a new friend; my gym coach. he saw i dropped weight like crazy over the last week or so. asked whatsup, said i have anxiety....which i do. this is my first official friend since i arrived here a year ago....a note to others, dont let ur girl become ur life...i let mine do so...
It shouldn't matter how she feels bro.
It ended last october so you have no commitments to pay off.
Spin plates, even if its infront of her and let her hamster run wild (which it will). When she gets mad, LGBF her.
thanks guys! will keep at it. honestly SS has been a life changer; and i'm only getting started!
going to gym in an hour.
sending nothing but positive vibes your way gentlemen!
oh also;
today is day 1 of my 'quit smoking weed' challenge. wish me luck! wanna clear my head and gain my inner-self again. as much as i love it, i dont think its gonna help me now
none taken at all! and you are right; its like i'm trying to find an excuse to contact her again..she sent a txt 9 days ago (how are u) and i never replied. i feel bad because i'm not usual that type of person to cut off ppl. but i will do this challenge for as long as I can because i KNOW i...
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