RedScorpion
Senior Don Juan
- Joined
- Jul 23, 2012
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- 418
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- Age
- 37
Don't feel too bad. I know it feels like you've given all the power to her, embarrassed yourself, even destroyed any chances of getting her back. I know because I've done it. The thing is, I like to think of this as a note to her, in her mind, as an opportunity for her to make things work. Get back as friends or be friendly or whatever. This will be a positive 'power' thing for her right now. Negative for you, for only right now. Take it at least three weeks from now. She will consider that there's been no contact. No attempts to. And she will remember this talk. She will think 'Hm, maybe I shouldn't have been a b***h.' 'Maybe I should have been friendly' 'Why isn't he even trying? Am I not good enough?' And the answer you must respond, through your actions and in yourself (not verbally at all to her), is NO. That's when the power, as it were, shifts back to you. Because you have proven you're strong enough to live without her, without her influence in your life. The most important thing is that you can't really fake it, because your emotions will leak through your body's actions. I would seriously let go, tell yourself to let go, feel that you have let go. And y'know, if you decide that maybe it can and will work out in the future, you can allow yourself to feel those feelings again. That way, you have entire control ('power') over yourself, denying her those priviledges (knowing or unknowingly).dbx said:wish i didn't break NC now. i said thanks and she asked how it went, but she has ignored my other messages. now i'm just frustrated she's ignoring me. feels like it's opened everything back up. it's not as bad as it was and i've made sure my messages come across fairly care free, but would rather have not said anything now.
hope others can learn from my mistake. what a b!tch. email must have been a lie. she must have simply wanted to get the power back - now i'm the one that sent the last message and it's not closed for me. she really didn't need this - she wanted to end it more than me!
what a cvnt.
This really is the best way.