LearningSlowly said:
I've been sensing this a lot lately. I think you need to get back into the headspace you were in when you first picked up Kaitlin and you'll find yourself with a lot more opportunity than you think.
I don't think it's my mindset really. I think that it's more the factors that I described, because if I meet a girl that's super interested I really don't have a place to take her and then I must rely on her.
Anyway...
1/17/12
First day of midterms, not too shabby.
Gym was easy for me, both the written and physical parts. Did 55 pushups in a minute, 56 crunches in a minute, and 19 laps around the gym in 8 minutes. I'm proud of what I've been able to accomplish with my body.
English was a bit more difficult, but only barely. The teacher graded our papers as we finished, and since I was the first or second one done I had my graded almost instantly as an A. Apparently few kids got A's so he was happy with that one.
I'm starting to notice this girl named HB Mackenzie at school that I used to pay little mind to. She's not the most gorgeous chick, but she has a pretty rockin body and looks good when made up. I'll probably take a crack at her.
Chilled at home because of the half day, played some Xbox and made myself a lunch. Went to the gym later, cut my cardio in half due to the 8 minutes I spent running hard in gym class:
1x8 1x6 1x5x25 Weighted Pullups
3x8x45 Dumbbell Rows
3x8 Narrow Grip Pullups (somewhat sloppy form on the last reps)
3x7x80 Bent Rows (did 8 but the form was iffy so I'm counting 7)
2, 4, 3 L 5, 3, 3 R Alternating Grip Pullups
Checked my phone after I was done my workout, got a text from HB Kaitlin. I probably shouldn't have done this but after reading AlexLefty's FR I had an idea...
I called her back, told her very calmly that I wasn't mad but that this was the 3rd time she flaked and it seems like she still has something for her boyfriend. Told her not to talk to me unless she meant it, then hung up.
She started texting me almost instantly, saying she was sorry, and I told her I don't want her to say she's sorry I want her to show she's sorry.
Point being, I told her that I don't deal with girls that disrespect me 3 times in a row, she says she's going to try really hard to come over after exams on Thursday. That would work for me.
As I'm about to go to bed I get a call from her, she says she's sorry again and asks me why I'm being so mean to her, I just tell her that I'm a little upset about how things went down on Monday. She tells me she'll make it up to me and we say goodnight and that's the end of the call.
I'd post the text conversation but I'm exempt from the midterm in this class so if they see me on my phone I'll probably get f***ed...
Anyway that's about it, tell me what you think and I'll read this thread when I get home in a few hours.
Peace sosuave.