Thanks for support guys! Jack, I appreciate that you watched the vid. And NDJ, he was just joking around and I find it funny anyway so I'm totally fine with that. She didn't hear it anyway.
Friday, May 4th
YEAH! GOT A NUMBER CLOSE
I'm proud of my achievement. It wasn't on Laos or HB big boobs though. It was on some cute asian girl at the mall. My 2nd attempt at number closing in my whole life haha. Gotta be proud
Anyway, let's start from the beginning...
School started alright. I was out of state and a little nervous about things, but I remembered that what I did was to progress further in life, not to get a girl. I wasn't so focused on Laos today.
During physical education class, I played volleyball with the people. They were all nice, and that popular girl too was. I felt more relaxed talking to her. What's with social status anyway? Cool guys and cool girls are just people anyway, and we are all equal.
I talked with HB big boobs and we had nice conversations. She seemed excited when she learned that I was going to Boston too in 2 weeks. She was wearing a beautiful top and her boobs are woohoo... I like assuming that she is chasing me, so I tease her about her stalking me to Boston and she's like : Yeah, obviously XD haha. Blablabla, she's hot but I have to tell her she is.
HB Blonde is always as attractive. She's so playful and kind with everybody. Damn, but too bad she said no haha. I'm fine with that!
I was kind of nervous about talking to Laos. I finally did. Man, what happened? Like, she wasn't as attractive anymore. Her eyes looked kind of fearful, or tired or sad. I asked her if she was sad, and she said no I'm just tired. I then touched her hair saying it's alright and she laughed. My neediness for her just ****ing flew away. What the hell? Like, the day before I was almost in love with her (which couldn't make any sense really since we never dated or anything), and now I'm like... yeah she's fine. I then told myself, maybe I should have tried to get the date anyway, but it wouldn't feel as genuine because I actually felt only little for her at this point. What happened to her cute smile, her cute look on her face?
In some ways, I'm glad that neediness flew away. Maybe it's because I knew I was getting out tonight with bulkybrah to do some pick up at the mall. I knew that my life would change here.
And it probably did!
So I took the bus and the subway until I got to the mall at like 3:40. I texted bulkybrah and he told me that he'll come in like 1 hour 20 mins, so I said Alright and I went to eat some fast food. I listened to some good self-hypnosis and I took a little nap. Security told me to get out so I did lol XD and I waited more. He finally arrived at like... 6:30! At 6 I was getting very impatient and I started worrying that maybe he wouldn't come at all. But I'm glad he came, he's a very cool dude to be around
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So we started walking around, not really knowing how to start. I suggested that we say hi to random people, so we did. I started saying hello to random strangers as they looked at me weird. Bulkybrah did the same too and it was a nice little warm up. We wanted to find the Forever 21 store, so we asked some girls to tell us exactly where it is. We didn't feel ballsy enough to say compliments, so we started like that. Good warm up too. On our way to finding the shop, we see that cute little asian girl by herself. She looked young, but not so approachable with her arms crossed and bored look on her face. We looked at her, and then I hesitated to go for like 1 minute. Then, I asked Bulkybrah if he wanted to do it. I told him that if he doesn't do it, I will do it. Then, I told him that if I do it, he'll have to do it too. We pinky sweared, and I went up to her, not feeling that nervous! I was surprised with myself!
Me : *walks up* Hey! How are you?
Her : Good
Me : *Pulls out hand*
Her : *Looks at my hand, confused but smiling*
Me : Let me present myself. I'm Mindgamez!
Her : *Shaking hands* ____
Me : Actually, I came here to say hi to you simply because you were cute!
Her : Ohhh thanks!
Me : Do you work here?
Her : Yeah
Me : Ohh, cool. You looked bored so I though that why not come and talk to you
Her : Haha, thank you!
Me : How old are you?
Her : I'm 16
Me : Hey that's perfect! I'm 16 too
Hey, do you want to exchange numbers so maybe we can meet up again?
Her : Huummm...... yeah okay
Me : To which school do you go?
Her : Actually I don't go to a school here
Me : Oh really? You're not from here?
Her : No, I'm from ____
Me : Ohhh nice. I have a friend that is from here too. It's so far away though. Do you come here often?
Her : Yeah
Me : Ohhh alright...
At this point, I though that it would be too complicated to meet up since she lives very far away, out of my town.
Me : Well, seeya! It was nice meeting you.
Hey : Haha byyyeee! ;D
I left, and did some handshake with Bulkybrah that congratulated me.
I told him that it was his turn. We saw 2 cute girls, he went to them from the back and said : Hey! They didn't turn back (because probably they didn't hear him), so he came back to me. I still congratulated him for trying.
We went to McDonald's to meet up with Bulkybrah's best friend. He's really cool too, but he didn't approach girls though! He didn't find the opportunities and wasn't feeling so down for it. I believe there were many good opportunities though. We went back to the mall again. Bulkybrah did something again.
Then, he approached 2 girls and it went like this : Hey, did you know that you are really cute? (or something like that). The problem is that Bulky continued walking and they did too so they kind of ignored him XD. Too bad I guess.
We passed near the cute asian girl from last time. She had a big smile and we waved at each other. My 2 buddies told me that she was fine and we laughed because I didn't actually get her number! I went back to her, almost running.
*Walking towards her, feeling more nervous this time*
Me : Heey!
Her : *turns head towards me, smile*
Me : You know why I feel stupid? XD
Her : Why?
Me : I actually approached you, but I totally didn't get your number! Haha!
Her : XD
Me : Alright, hum... what's your name again?
Her : ____ *too quiet*
Me : Whaat? Arianeee?
Her : Nooo! XD It's ____
Me : Oh okay! Yeah yeah I remember.
*I wrote her name in my contacts lists and I gave her my phone so she could write her number*
Me : Alright well, it was nice to see you! I really gotta go see my friends again!
Her : Hihihi X)
Me : Alright!
*Hug*
Me : Ahh, your body feels so soft!
Her : Hahaha!
Me : Seeya!
Her : Bye!
Man... she was shy this is for sure. Easy target... no? I mean, she didn't **** test me or anything. Everything was flowing right and I had nothing going bad against me. Well, it's a fantastic start (; gotta keep doing that! Feeling proud.
So we went outside together. Bulkybrah better likes outside and he joked around that the rain in the evening felt more romantic and it gave him the mood. It's true that we felt better outside in the breeze! We were walking and we saw 2 cute girls behind us. We hesitated a bit, then he turned back a second time and introduced himself.
Brah : Hey, did we ever told you girls that you are cute?
Girl 1 : Awww, thank you!
Brah : Hi, I'm Bulkybrah.
Girl 1 : I'm ____!
Girl 2 : And I'm _____.
Me : Ohhh, that's a beautiful name *flirtatious voice*
Brah : To what school do you girls go to?
Girl 1 : _____
Blablabla, I don't remember what he said.
Girl : Alright, we have to leave now!
Me : Hey hey hey wait buddies! I didn't introduce myself and you guys are already leaving?
Girl(I don't remember which one) : Hahaha, well sorry!
Me : Waait XD.
*I ran a little and went in front of them*
Girls : Ahhhh XD hihihi
Me : *extending both hands* I'm Mindgamez!
Girl 1 : _______
Girl 2 : _______
Me : Hello Girl 2, you are very beautiful.
Me : Can I get me your number?
Girl 2 : Noo sorry XD
Blabla, escape some seconds later after some playful persistence. It was funny and fun!
Me : Well seeya, it was nice meeting you guys!
Bulkybrah : Seeyaaa (or wtver what he said)
Girl 1 : Goodbye! It was really cute though, thanks!
Man, I felt like a pro during this approach. They were like HB6-7s. I didn't gave myself any excuse and I just did what I had to do. Gotta congratulate Bulkybrah for initiating the conversation. He was doing good, that's for sure. Nervousness was so little during this approach!
So that pretty much ended our day. We walked a bit more, went to the arcade for fun and then I exchanged numbers with Bulky's best friend. Wonderful evening we had!
Hey, Laos's just another girl. She's not perfect. I can get many more girls and I know I'll be in abundance sooner or later.
I don't do that because I'm in desperate need for females, but because I want to progress and become my best self. I want to be confident, and I want to become a leader. I will be!
Sincerely, big thanks to everybody on this forum for the help and support. I think that I've made great progress since I first started doing this.
THANK YOU GUYS! MUCH LOVE! I'll continue doing what I do because I love it.