Monday, April 2nd
Good day! HB Laos is into me, no doubt about that.
Started off slow and I was out of state. It's usually like that on Monday mornings when I'm stressed about the exams, not in the mood, tired, etc. Dumb excuses I know, but they can still affect me on some level. I was listening to The Blueprint last night. There's only 1-2 hours remaining and I listened to the whole stuff. I slept less lol.
Talking to anybody and to some girls help me warm up a little. It's fun. This ugly girl friend asked me what do I do with my life. I told her I was a stripper and she started smiling. It was funny.
HB big boobs went back from her trip to France. I wanted to talk to her again, but I was thinking too much about what to say, so we didn't have any meaningful conversations.
I'm not interested in HB Frizzy anymore. I'm getting tired of her **** tests all the time! It's getting quite annoying lol.
Alright. Now, the interesting part.
I told myself I would go to HB Laos's table and eat with them. I was at my usual table at the start, but I decided to eject to switch after I ate my first piece of sandwich. As I started walking, nervousness started to arise. Nervousness mixed with excitement. I sat there, and she immediately started laughing with her 2 buddies, one asian dude (let's call him Yi) and another guy (let's call him H). They told me that they were talking about me.
Me : Hey, what's happening?
Laos : Hahaha! Nothing
H : You came here at the perfect time! We were talking about you!
Laos : *ejects to get her food in the microwave*
H : HB Laos dreamed about you last night!
Laos : *walking back to the table* *giggles*
H : It was an erotic dream!
Me : *Opened my mouth wide wide a subtle smile*
Blablabla.
Laos : Okay! Lemme explain. There was you and Yi. You both said to me that you loved me! I told Yi that I didn't like him and he started crying like a little baby!
Blablabla, laughs
Me : Haha, what happened with me?
Laos : Nothing! I don't know!
Me : Hey, don't change things up!
H : Mindgamez kissed you on the cheek!
Laos : Haha, nooo! XD
Me : Hey, it's alright! There's nothing wrong with fantasising about getting a threesome with 2 handsome asian guys. Learn to assume yourself!
Laos : *giggles*
And I don't remember what happened next. I kind of lost steam here. I can be good with maintaining short interactions, but when I have to sit with her for a good 30 minutes, I run out of things to say. I gotta get used to silences and pressure more. At some point, I though that I kind of screwed up. We left on separate ways. I went to throw something in the garbage, and HB Laos was already kind of far away. I tried to catch her up, she turned around and looked at me, then she continued walking lol. I saw my cool dancer buddy and I said hi to him. She left and that's it.
I went outside to play some football with my buddies. My friend that was putting me down about my pick up stuff, he told everyone about it probably. Truth is, I don't try to read body language anymore, I don't have any magic technique. This other guy friend shouted as I arrived : Hey! Did you read her body language right? Was it positive? The guys around us started laughing. I was kind of annoyed, but amused at the same time because I knew this meant that they were maybe jealous. Anyway, I try not to listen to them too much.
Later after school, I see her walking by herself. I follow up from behind and I talk to some buddy pretending I didn't saw her. She then turns around.
Me : HB Laos? What the hell are you doing here?
Laos : Haha, you're following me!
Me : No, you're the stalker!
Buddy : Ohh, Mindgamez is seducing!
*At this point, I just ignore my buddy and I focus on her*
Blablabla
Me : I know you always dream about me at night!
Laos : *giggles*
Me : And when you're about to sleep, you hug your pillow and you imagine that it's me.
Laos : *giggles* (All she does is giggle but she's pretty shy)
Me : *put my hand on shoulder* It's alriiiight
Then, she bumps into some random janitor because she wasn't paying attention.
Janitor : What the hell!
Laos : Waah, eww!
Me : Seeya XD
Then I took the bus.
In the bus, there's this asian girl HB6, an acquaintance. I was taking a whole seat just for me, then she talked to me.
Girl : Hey Mindgamez, could you sit in the back?
Me : No!
Girl : Uh, why? x)
Me : You have to ask it politely!
Girl : Alright alright. Could you sit in the back please so I can get a seat?
Me : Hahaha! No.
Girl : Ohhh come on XD.
Me : Alright alright, because you asked kindly.
Girl : Aw thanks, you're so cute.
Me : Hehe, I know
Girl : x)