February 14th
Man, I'm feeling good!
I talked to a good amount of girls today. I chatted a little with Samantha, a girl I flirted with a long time ago. She's pretty, but she's not the prettiest. I said hi to a couple of girls in the hallway. I think one of them ignored me, but whatever haha.
I keep poking Kris. She doesn't like it, or maybe she likes the attention and she acts like she doesn't like it! I like to touch her, it's fun.
Claudia loves it when I pet her hair hahaha! She's like my little cat.
When Sophie passed by me in the locker room, I pushed my chest a little on her. I could feel her boobs on me. She said : Ohhh Mindgamez! I didn't see her facial expression though, but I just said something like : Hey, be careful to where you go. She left lol.
Mel is always nice, but I love playing hard to get with her. I often throw negs at her and I disqualify her. I don't think it is bad, because I remain a good guy and I'm not mean. I'm just being less needy. I still feel some attraction towards her though. She's the prettiest girl in the class! Anyway, she already said no, so let's move on.
I was in front of the class, getting ready for my oral presentation (that went really well), and this new French girl (Sophie's friend) was looking at me. I caught her looking at me, and she did the *call me* sign to me. I lifted one eyebrow with a subtle smile and she cracked up. Wow, I didn't even interact with her yet! Well, I kind of did. Leon talked to her and I just said one remark saying that Leon likes to be a gentleman with girls like her. Seems like she was just playing. What y'a think?
I'm feeling more and more confident.
I managed to make my classmates laugh before and after my oral presentation. I realized that I'm funny when I think that I am funny. I just said a couple of random remarks and it was cool. I usually don't do this kind of thing.
Tomorrow is Break dancing time! Hell yeah! Didn't exercise in a loonnng while... that's not good. Gotta do the bootcamp man, gotta do it man. I'm feeling more confident these days. Better catch up and finish week 3! And ask for a number for week 2, but this won't be a big problem I think.
I love listening to self hypnosis. They helped me for today!