No joke Brenbaus!!! It's time to get moving! Alright here's my field report for the day. I had a ****ty time the past couple of days, I've been floundering to say the least. I will have to admit that coming back to the town where I was with my ex-girlfriend and seeing all the familiar sites has brought me down a bit.
BUT NO MORE! I let that rule me for two days, but now I'm getting my confidence back.
I have 2 convos so far. With an HB6 and an HB4 :/
Today, I finally met a girl that is living downstairs from me.
I saw her in her door way as I was walking down the stairs, and said, "Hey" and smiled. We walked down the staircase, (not together), and at the doorway she kinda just paused. She didn't want to go out in the rain. I took this as a golden opportunity, and offered to walk her since she was going the same direction as me (I had an umbrella). She gladly accepted, and introduced herself to me. (IOI). Her name was Lisa. We walked and talked for about 2 mins, and she went to the store she was going to. I didn't get her number because pursuing a relationship with someone who lives next to you is trouble! Maybe I'll try and lay her sometime in the future if I get my act together, lol. But that really upped my confidence for the day!
In class today, (I have a small class, about 15 people, all sitting around a conference table), I managed to Alpha it up. I was making them laugh, and managed to get myself noticed by all the women. They were peaking at me from time to time. I'm definitely the alpha guy in that class (Thank you physics guys...lol). So that was another success..
The third happened on my way down, There was this girl waiting at the doorway, and her friend was on the phone. I waited for about 30 seconds, not really looking at them...truthfully I was waiting for the rain to go down. Finally I was just like, "Hey, you look like you don't want to get wet, where do you live?" She lived near me, so I offered to walk her. Her friend wanted to walk as well, so I took them both.
Now there wasn't enough room under the umbrella, but we were having a good time walking and talking, and I was definitely getting some reciprocation from the one girl named "matty". These girls were easily HB8(minus) and HB8(plus). Good looking women.
I asked her name, and she gave it to me, and I asked the other girl, but she was yapping away on her cellphone, so I joked to the first girl in a sarcastic smile, "Oh her name must be "cellphone"." The HB8plus on the cellphone got real embarrassed, and was like, "oh sorry, I'm zoie". So I gave them so crah course info on how to survive their first year science courses, since I had already taken them, and we got to talking about the rate of entrace to McGill, which led to another good neg hit.
HB8minus: "Apparently, our year that got accpeted is a "dumb" year. That's what they told me at the admissions office anyway".
Me: "Well it wouldn't surprise me...I mean you did forget to bring an umbrella."
Her: (laughing) "Ohh...burn".
Me: "Yeah! I'll bet you would have caught fire if you weren't so wet!"
Another awesome thing that happened was that I was getting free social proof from all directions! I saw this one cute asian chick that I met while doing organic chem 1, and I was like, "I got your message the other day" She was like, "yeah, I was wondering why you didn't call!". Then I was just like "Cool. Let's go out together some night!" (Right in front of the girl that I walking home!. hahaha
You could see how she was like, "What!?" And became MUCH more attentive from then on.
I got more free social proof from two other people that I know.
Hehe. It was good times. Man...I don't know why I didn't number close it. I should have. The rationalization I used was that she was too immature for my tastes, for me to actually want to spend time with her, and there's the possibility that she's 17, which would make it illegal. ****. She did seem like a total shell though...No real life experience, no real outlook.
Oh well, even so, it was still two solid conversations so far today!
I'm at 4 convos today, and NOW I'm gaining my confidence back. Alright! Feels good!
Guys! Where are the rest of you that said you were going to bootcamp with us! Is this the extent of your willingness to be better!?!
C'MON!
That would explain why I pick on middle aged women..
