i wanna sleep
well.......first one of them didnt say hi to me but whaaat the fvcck double you are a fvcking badazz now
he was the only one that really complimented me - but no surprise - he is the only one who is still stronger as me(but with higher bf) - a skinny guy for example was like you have just gotten fat!! but the other guys said no he has definatley packed on muscle mass too! so he stopped the bullsh1tting and called me hercules from then on
my 3days-beart and stylish mohawk got lots of comments also. oh man i sound like a attention *****
it felt a bit strange to be in a club cauz it has been a long time that i have been the last time. i didnt get approached or any very obvious signs but when i sat on the bar i had some girls pushing their azz against me while they walked over...but i dont know how i should approach them when they continue walking after the azz action?
didnt had the confidence to do an actual approach till me + my "wingman"(aka the beachlifter) after a lot of talking and drinking(was more like 30minutes rule instead of 3seconds) finally approached to girls. he went to the bar with his girl, i wanted to go dancing with my girl. she first said that she didnt want to dance because the dancefloor is so packed or whatever...i was like comeon.....then finally took her hand and lead her to the dancefloor...was a bit uncomfortable for one minute or so...she didnt seem to be that into me.....but then i suddenly relaxed and may dancing game was real good. it was real fun, because she tried to dominate the dancing with stuff like dancing in circles fast.....but then i just grabbed her and spinned her around in circles and stuff. also fun was to push our tits against each other so the benchmaster could show his goods
or i grabbed her hands and clapped with them to the party music, also some ass grabbing. she smiled almost the whole time. lots of people looked at us and made place for our dance show. i was just nice talking to her a bit and finding out where she's from(she asked me first, good sign i would say).so everything was fine till my wingman fvcked it up with his girl and the girl wanted to go to the toilet with mine but they left the club or something. what the fvck after the nervous beginning she was really into me!!maybe she tried to find me but i was drunken at the bar and she didnt saw me cauz i was on another place dunno.
some more things to say:
-i wasnt horny while i danced with her and i have no idea why. maybe i was just to drunken. also i was fvcked and catching air, i really need to improve my endurance. a funny thing was that she tried to dominate the dance from time to time.....and i had a real hard time to battle her cauz my muscles were shredded from working out
-i ddidnt want to get her number i wanted to get the pvssy this night, but thinking about it i probably have to rethink about that....most girls are there with one or more girlfriend.....and espiaclly when they are there with only one girlfriend then chances are slim that she just leaves her alone or? also slut blabla......hmm so maybe i have to get the number and hit it on the first "date" that would certainly increase my chances. but it would increase the effort, too :////
-one guy wanted a cigarette from me and i explained friendly to him that i only have two more and that i need them for the rest of the night. but this ****er didnt want to listen, this ****face ddidnt know who he was talking to. he even followed me, and then the rage inside of the benchmaster grew big time......and i was short before losing my self control.....but then mr ****face went away silently
overal it was a cool evening
i licked blood, so i was in another club the following day. but this time i only drunk two beers, i think that's okay while bulking. it was the club i didnt get in after several tries the last time, but this time i got in!!!!!! i asked 3uglos if they get in with us(no others in sight).....she almost scared me with her talking that i need a gf i was like humm im gay or something.....but then we finally got in and i was free! i was tired and wasted from the last day so i just sat down and chilled.......thinking about how happy i will be if i finally get in my bed. two girls sat down next to me.....the first typing something on her mobile.....the second with her girlfriend(but a little bit faced in my direction)....dunno if these girls wanted to be approached....well i should have tried because they were both fine......but i was so tired that i will forgive me. then i made it to the dancefloor.....but the beat was **** so i was just watching two girls next to me. then one come up and positioned her azz that my hand touched her azz. for 10seconds or so. then i thought ok she was pretty hot and said "hey do you wanna dance". she said "no.....it is too hot here"............and went on dancing with her girlfriend. i was like aha i really want to get in my bed and went back to my friends. later on at least for one song the beat was cool and i was bouncing but then two hot girls disturbed because they danced so close to me, so i looked at them like wazzup....and HB9 smiled and hit me playfully.....then i wanted to dance with her and she went away lol. i was like who carez at least the beat rulez.....but then the dj went on with his **** beats.....and i was tired and pissed off......crap beats and ****ing *****es...but the overwhelming feeling was the tiredness............overall average evening
-great that i now get some signs from cute and hot girls but not so great that these signs weren't worth sh1t.......umm ok i only did 3 total approaches which isn't enough but i hate my bad luck, over social circles things are so easy and in clubs the girls seem just to be *****es. but whatever first i have to increase the approaches and second i have some final improves for my aappearance like a tan planned. and if then things dont work out i really say sh1t on the club game and try something else like street approaches or nerdy internet single chats