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    Most disturbing thing I've come to realize

    Well my life? On vacations and weekends, I spend all my time inside my house doing nothing really. I go to the gym 3 times a week but it only eats up one hour and there's nobody there anyways. I know I need to go out but I have nowhere to go.Medellin, Colombia, is not a place for a lonely...
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    Most disturbing thing I've come to realize

    Yes Slickster, I've been to Cancun, Argentina, Los Angeles, San Francisco. Travelling does me a great good, but it's often short-lived and I always come back to my same down mindset as soon as I step back into Colombia. I know I should move, but immigration laws have been holding me in this...
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    Most disturbing thing I've come to realize

    DTP, just contacted you on the gmail address on your profile, if you don't mind.
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    Most disturbing thing I've come to realize

    Specifically what kind of information would that be? Which details, because I honestly could write a small book with everything all in all.
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    Most disturbing thing I've come to realize

    But how do I take control? Every single plan I've laid out and tried ever since I hit rock bottom after high school has failed because I can't take action on things concerning myself. The therapists just tell what I already know, they don't offer any help. How do you change that?
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    Most disturbing thing I've come to realize

    I believe it's under control for people that can actually take action in their life. I've never been able to take action about personal things. I always give up on myself not long after, which pretty much screws everything up. But if I want to change that awful trait on me, I need to actually...
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    Most disturbing thing I've come to realize

    http://roissy.wordpress.com/2011/01/12/shades-of-george-sodini/ There you go. And it's not only about this guy or how it ends. My uncle killed himself at 50+ and I never knew a woman in his life. I was listening to This American Life the other day about this young man who was suicidal, he never...
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    Most disturbing thing I've come to realize

    Today I was reading Roissy's entry on that murderer that commited the shooting in arizona and stumbled upon a link to his own blog talkign about Sodini, remember? Since I'm still doing nothing because of vacations, I decided to check the comments and somebody copied the contents of Sodini's...
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    Your state of mind - is it supernatural?

    You can't fully control your thoughts, even less what's going on behind the scenes on your mind.All of that is just training and conditioning to get to a certain degree of control but it will never be 100%. Out sense of self is not even what we think it is,it's just some cute story we tell...
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    Your state of mind - is it supernatural?

    I don't want to go to deep into it, but I think you don't really control your mind.At most like 20 to 25%. That's why there are people here spinning their tires for 3,4 or even 6 years without any progress. Depending on your upbringing and other factors, I believe some people have even less...
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    The most beautiful woman I've ever seen.

    Give me a Russian woman. Like this one, for example
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    Any other guys grow up without a father figure?

    My dad has not been a father figure at all. He pretty much has not given a damn about me unless he's drunk or needs help with his cellphone. For my brother on the other hand, always had him AND my uncle as father figures and they actually taught him their seduction experiences and tricks. Do I...
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    Why don't they have Psychology or Social Dynamics academics in High School?

    The cynic in me says that this would get nowhere and nothing will change anyways, even though it sounds like a good idea.
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    December 21, 2012

    I predict that in 2100, 99% of us will be dead. Give me Nostradamus' crown already, that clown had nothing on me, I know I'm right.
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    What type of girls are you attracted to?

    I'm a sucker for Polish, Russian and Ukranian girls :)
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    Why do people insist that "no money down" is possible when buying real estate?

    Because it's a sales pitch. Why do people lie? To take advantage of it.
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    Why the hell is Justin Bieber so damn famous?

    Who the **** is justin bieber?
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    That's it, I'm done with women

    I tried one. But right in the last moment, I had a moment of lucidity and saved my own life. I realized that I had zero potential in dating, that it was easier for cows to talk than for me to have a date with anything but my hand, but I had a boatload of potential in other areas and such...
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    What are some other forums you like to read?

    I like to disagree with ideas on this forum. I'm also pretty active at HFboards (Hockey forum), and that's all, nothing else.
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    Got robbed last night

    If it makes you feel better, those kind of people never live long. Sooner than later, they'll try the same crap with someone well armed and they'll get a fistful of lead right between the eyes. I ****ing hate thieves, I've had enough of them here in Colombia. I've been robbed 9 times now and...
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