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    20/52 Fun week. First though, in the interest of full disclosure, I fvcked up a couple of weeks ago and didn't share it here. I tried to have sex with an unattractive woman. ... again. It was just a dumb spot where we were chatting in her living room, then she started massaging me, and I tried...
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    19/52 Hello SoSuave brother players. Life has been solid and productive over the last week. I've felt generally happy and content and am applying myself well to my work and my training. That short break I took and the chance it gave me to reflect has been beneficial. My workouts are...
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    18/52 I have fallen in love with the pain. I booked a place out in nature for yesterday afternoon and last night and took shrooms. The overall picture of the trip was positive and bullish. At a fundamental level, I love myself and I am happy with who I am and where I am in my life right now...
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    17/52 I went out a few nights ago with a thirsty, desperate, frustrated sort of an energy. That may sound retarded or extreme, but looking back on how the night went, it's clear to me that I was chasing a buzz. I told myself I wasn't out to pull, rather to have a good time. (I'm not sure I...
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    Thanks mate - I appreciate it.
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    16/52 5 more workouts. That has become a big part of my identity. The consistency in my approach to the gym currently is pretty remarkable. I'm tired and sore but I'm also relishing this journey of cultivating mastery in this area of my life. I also began this week incorporating ice baths into...
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    15/52 5 more solid workouts. I'm excited about my gainz. And a very good week at work. As to game, I don't know what to tell you. My intentions for this week were: don't masturbate - successfully achieved don't pursue whales - also done Eat clean - yep Write when horny - nope I mean, I feel...
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    14/52 Solid week. Max productivity. 5 good, intense gym sessions. My body is starting to change since I started focusing on taking more good quality carbs and structuring my workouts for hypertrophy. Work has also been intense and I'm focusing on being relentlessly consistent there. I have...
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    13/52 Pretty fun week. I was in the gym 5 days in a row (short workouts) to make up for gains lost while sick. I was then suddenly very tired on Tuesday and had not masturbated in a while. So I found myself grinding OLD. I ended up having a fun experience. The girl who I went to meet was an...
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    Excuse the wall of text, but you've given me a good opportunity to riff on this... Appreciate the engagement. Your message has made me think how starkly differently we all, as men, approach dating and women. It's remarkable. What's even more remarkable is how rare candid conversations with male...
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    12/52 As far as I remember, I have not fapp'd this week. I was sick all week so *shrug* ... I guess that's a win. I don't really know what to tell ya. I still managed to have a relatively productive week. I'm trying to pick up Athletic Greens or something similar to bolster my immune system...
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    Men's clubs / groups

    Do you know of any good men's clubs or groups that operate online? I'm looking to connect with a group of men on a video call on a weekly basis where we hold ourselves accountable to just be better. I'm not looking for any paid consulting or to hire a coach or mentor or to buy a course...
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    11/52 Sup I have been enjoying the Murk thread. I appreciate your candor. It is refreshing and endearing. Tough spot. I would recommend a massive dose of psilocybin mushrooms every 18 months. Then you will marry this woman and be happy. Talking therapy, not so much. Don’t bother. You’re too...
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    10/52 I experienced a 'proof-of-concept' here. I ignored this plate, as per the above. I was away at a party and posted it on IG. She instantly reacted to it and DM'd saying that she was glad I was having a good time. I simply replied "thank you. Yes, it was great." Two weeks or so later, she...
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    9/52 There doesn't appear to be consensus in the forum on whether masturbation and porn are bad habits for men, or whether they have utility in specific circumstances. This is a question that I am currently considering. Last month was draining and hectic for me: an inordinate amount of travel...
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    8/52 All I'm interested in doing this week is shouting out some fellow forum members. I read the forums a lot and these guys, as I explain below, posted ideas that have helped me further understand game and how I can continue to grow and develop strong game. Fruitbat *Posted in a thread (can't...
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    7/52 Money / muscles May officially sh1ttest month so far this year. Got sick and burned out. Looking forward to Q3+ 2022 grind. Game Going to bin only current plate We fvcked last week. I bought dinner (I always pay). We’ve seen each other maybe 6 times. Average once-a-week or every 9 days...
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    6/52 Pretty sh1t week, all things considered. Doesn't feel like I have a strategy right now for improvement; just fire fighting. Money Spent the week battling burnout symptoms after a period of travel and attempting to keep intensity high in work and gym. The lesson here is that you can't...
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    21 year old virgin. Am I doing something wrong?

    Hi OP, some thoughts: You are displaying unusually high intelligence and wisdom beyond your years. How? You are putting you first. This is absolutely correct at your age. The focus, intelligence and creativity that you are applying to your studies and professional training is to be commended...
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    I (20M) broke up with my first gf (21F) of 1,5 years.

    OP, my man! Well done. You have aced an important test on the never-ending journey of becoming a Man. From the information you provided in these two threads, this was absolutely the correct decision. And you have shown very strong backbone in how it went down. Honestly, take a moment to...
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