Bingo-Player
Master Don Juan
OP i dont even need to read 6 pages to tell you , you're living inside your own head
How do i know this ? because i do exactly the same and whilst when you are younger you can get away with it because your social circles are bigger , once you get a bit older you become a recluse within your own mind
Lockdown really taught me a lesson
Spending time alone , doing everything alone is mentally toxic ..... i long believed throughout my 20's i didn't need anyone on this earth and i had a horrendous ego and attitude problem as a result of it i treated people as though they were disposable and i paid a heavy price for it
At 30 i now have to build social circles from basically nothing , its tough because i realise i actually have to offer people a side of me i have basically killed
Even saying hello to people in the gym has become like a fvcking military operation for me but i am forcing myself to do it
And you know what when you talk to people authentically and dont want or expect anything from them you can actually form the basis of a human relationship
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT
Modern men are taught to be these workaholic economic output machines that feel no emotion and just want sex from women and drinks in a pub with sport
NO
This is not life , life is experienced better with others and if that means being vulnerable so be it
How do i know this ? because i do exactly the same and whilst when you are younger you can get away with it because your social circles are bigger , once you get a bit older you become a recluse within your own mind
Lockdown really taught me a lesson
Spending time alone , doing everything alone is mentally toxic ..... i long believed throughout my 20's i didn't need anyone on this earth and i had a horrendous ego and attitude problem as a result of it i treated people as though they were disposable and i paid a heavy price for it
At 30 i now have to build social circles from basically nothing , its tough because i realise i actually have to offer people a side of me i have basically killed
Even saying hello to people in the gym has become like a fvcking military operation for me but i am forcing myself to do it
And you know what when you talk to people authentically and dont want or expect anything from them you can actually form the basis of a human relationship
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT
Modern men are taught to be these workaholic economic output machines that feel no emotion and just want sex from women and drinks in a pub with sport
NO
This is not life , life is experienced better with others and if that means being vulnerable so be it