I don't know what's happening today, but I am obsessing over her, want to contact her so badly; I keep pushing these negative thoughts upon myself, her sucking his **** and stuff..
I fell like a psycho right now, just want to fvcking brake something! ...
Had to get my aggression a out within this post, man was the girl good to me while in the relationship, helping me with my company and everything, but still, I know it would be wrong to forgive her for cheating and choosing another guy over me...
Fvck man, my head is a huge mess today, perhaps it is because I am at work, because I am forced to stay in the office - I fell trapped within my own head, caught in between my feelings of anger and hate towards her, and the same time love, regret and me missing her...
How could she ignore my last message after fvcking two years ... **** man!
Rage-Quit..