The Life and Times of a Philly College Kid

[TriniBoySmooth]

May 20, 2012

Field Report: Did a lot of chinese, then went back to philly. worked out then played some fifa with the buddies from the other dorm then going to pass out. Saw elizabeth after all this time in the elevator, talked a lil but i mostly ignored her and talked to the other person in the elevator instead.

School: studied chinese. clutch
Food: ate mostly well, no complaints
Workout: friend taylor showed me crazy shoulders workout.At one point we were doing handstand pushups against the wall. Also did a new ab routine with him. I still like my ab ripper x more though

Goals reached:
literarly none. today was a joke. Gonna text melissa tomorrow, HOPING FOR THE BEST :rockon:

“A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.”

Today Im grateful for
A. Beating almost everyone in FIFA (won 6 out of 7 games)
B. working out with the gym junkie. When he talked about supplements and workout methods, it was like listening to arabic
C. Being back on campus. I love my home/family/friends but campus is always a blast

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

May 21, 2012- I WON!

For all intents and purposes, this journal is complete .Last night i fvcked Anne on the roof of my dorm building

Field Report: Went to co-op class, blond chick who i had awkawards moments with was given me eye work when she thought i didnt notice. Could be judging, could be checking me out. The way i handled her was not great but she definitely had attraction before hand and if im right, she still does now. Then napped and went to english. Had an awesome presentation and shared eye contact and a smile with Jaclyn.At the end of class she looked over at me as if she was expecting me to walk with her again, but i had a question for another kid in my class about intramural soccer so we didnt talk. Then i went to chinese and i wasnt a complete idiot for once Can't wait till i'm fluent, albeit its gonna take serious time and effort. After that i just hung out for the most part, did some of my paper for class. Went to the gym with Taylor and this other kid from his floor and did a great chest workout. I still cant make my elbows touch. Now here's the good stuff. Anne keeps sending me messages and stuff asking what i'm doing/if i'm almost done with my project/ that she's slightly drunk etc... stuff to let me know she want's the ****. I say i'll come over and as i near her door i think about the situation.Her and her roommate are slightly intoxicated at 2 in the morning and i think id be kinda taking advantage of her, even if she wants me to come over. I leave as my morals kick in but she rapid fire texts me asking why im taking so long. I go over, chi chat for a bit, hop on her bed and she puts on the movie as her roomate passes out. Not even 30 seconds in the movie, we're hooking up. It gets pretty intense and then she leads me up to the area just outside the roof where the door says 'alarm'. we hook up there and the intensity is kinda dying. Not wanting to not get some, i telll her 'wanna see something cool?' and i bring her out to the roof. It just happened to lightly rain last night so she's having a field day with the view, height, and rain falling on us. We hook up some more and i had a pretty awesome moment where i'm sitting on the stairs to a utility room on the roof. She's on my lap giving me a lapdance with her shirt off and tits out and the entire Philly skyline was in the background. I swear that was such an epic moment. We then go back to her room cuz it was a lil too wet and we hook up some more. We both are shirtless and i finger her and stuff. She gets all hot and wet and tells me if her roomate wasnt there, she'd "**** my brains out" :crackup: . She starts to get a lil loud and becomes more passionate. then she casually suggests to go up to the roof again. Knowing that sex is inevitable, i'm pretty happy. We hook up on the roof again, i take her to up the later to an even higher point there there luckily is a piece of metal that acts exactly like a bench. She thinks i'm a player, tell me that "I've got some serious moves/game" and that her mind "was blown" and that "she sobered up now" but she still was going hard. She tried to **** test me by asking why i waited so late to get her number when "we could have been doing this since september". It's cuz she's average but ofcourse i dont say that, i ignore her question, and tell her better late than never as i go into the kiss again. We hook up some more but she isnt really giving me much. Im like 'fvck this' in my head and tell her i have to leave. We climb down the later into the semi enclosed area and as i head to the place we came from she grabs me and we hook up passionately. Not wanting to not fvck i start fingering her like mad and press her against the wall. She's moaning like a wounded animal (quite the analogy, i know) and screams my name. It's super hot and she's having the time of her life. Oh yeah, i kept teasing her (tactic to make her more horny) and she LOVED it. She kept saying 'please' and 'fvck me' but i first had to make sure she was as horny as she could possibly be. I bring her hand down to my **** and she rubs it from the outside. She wont go inside my pants meaning she's not 100%. I take her hand and leave. As we go back into the room where we originally started (place that had the warning sign just inside from the outdoors part of the roof) she grabs me again and we hook up intensely. She asks if i have a condom, i did, and she asks if i wanted to use it, and i did and before i know it i'm entering her from behind. I could tell she was new too so the chemistry was off but it was awesome. She was bent and pushing me back into the wall. Then i turned her around, picked her up by her legs, pushed her against the wall and fvcked her like that. She WAS LOUD when i did this. I could only hold her up though for like 30 seconds cuz i'm not that strong to do it for a while but then she rode me and i fvcked her doggy style. We had sex probably for about 20-30 mins but sadly I couldn't get off. I think i might have put the condom on backwards so that could be why. I kept super exhausted and decide to stop (i also did a rigorous chest workout that night too) and we kiss goodbye before i shower up and try to get rid of the stench that is vagina. gross.....

Goals Reached:
1. intramural final this thursday. aww yeah
2. No new numbers..........yet
3. LOST MY VIRGINITY!!!! GOAL REACHED
4. Could have talked to more peope but i dont really mind
5. did well in classes today, proud
6. might swim tomorrow
7. no paycheck yet

"Good things come to those who wait"

Today I'm grateful for:
A. Finally losing the v card
B. The conditions that were out of my hand yet helped make the sex happen (light rain, beautiful view, the bit of vodka she had )
C. Having a good english presentation

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

May 22, 2012

Field Report: Chill day. Good opportunity at the end of the night that I sadly missed out on. There was another bonfire and i invited my friends to come from the other dorm. They decided to be lame and didnt go so i didnt go either and went to play basketball for a while instead. Turns out Jaclyn, Lauren, and my own friend Julia all went. MAD CUTE GIRL!! They wondered why I didn't go and Lauren called once and Jaclyn twice but i missed both cuz i left my phone in my friends room. They were all super drunk though so don't give me too much credit

....got scared of texting Melissa though. Damn.

Workout: Did biceps and back and played a couple game of basketball

Food: ate well

Goals Reached: same yesterday

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving.”

Today I'm grateful for:
A. New pants friend gave to me cuz they were too small for him
B. Good food at the dining center
C. LOSING MY VIRGINITY LAST NIGHT!!

 

[loveshogun]

Good job, brotha. Now just keep it cool. Keep improving. Your results will get even better over time.

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

Good job, brotha. Now just keep it cool. Keep improving. Your results will get even better over time.

Thanks, it was good to have your advice along the way

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

Field Report: Wednesday not much went on. was scared of texting melissa again and chilled the whole day. Noticed my drive for this journal has waned a lot since i've gotten laid. I am not as determined as I was before. This is kinda bad i think. I've been eating junk and i'm not going out of my way anymore to achieve my goals. This shows that i actually DID put a lot of my efforts on sex rather than on improving myself.... I need to reboot my state of mind :box: I also havent been doing my weekly review like i said i would. that'll stop too. At night though, I went swimming AND climbing at the rock wall so that's good

Goals reached:
1. soccer game thursday
2. GOAL COMPLETE
3. No new numbers cuz ive been lazy
4. Not much socializing cuz ive been lazy
5. studied for econ and chinese
6. Rock climbed for 45 minutes with my good friends then swam 18 laps
7. BROKE-goal failed

"A man who dares to waste one hour of time has not discovered the value of life."

Today I'm grateful for
A. going swimming and
B. fighting the resist to smoke weed. I had a moment where i really wanted to but my friend helped me to surpress it. Need to get on point again and do good! worried.......
C. New found courage to start kickin ass again

 

[PrettyBoyAJ]

I remember the first time I had sex. The smell of that girl's cooch was on my finger and third leg for days. Good stuff playa and nice journal.

 

[loveshogun]

I forgot to post this in my reply:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lQlIhraqL7o

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

May 24, 2012- Thursday

hahah thanks guys, appreciate the love. I almost went down on her but once I smelt the ***** I made a U-turn and went back to fingering and kissing :crackup: . Bout to check out your link Shogun, i'll let you know what I think once I see it

Field Report: I'm on my grind again, caused partly for sleeping through my damn econ quiz i was up till 4 in the morn studying for........Can't let that happen ever again,i was so pissed. So fueled by my anger, i decided to be ballsy and i texted Melissa. We had a short and surprisingly pretty nice convo. We picked up right where we left off. She stopped texting but i dont mind, i def don't see her as a prospect (rumor has it she and this other dude are close to being official). Also, the kids on my soccer time have a close-knit floor with a bunch of chicks interminging with the guys over at their dorm building. They come to out games and give us water, oranges, cheer for us and **** like that which is really cool. The cutest of them all is also into me ( my teammates tell me and she starts instant messaging me on facebook) but my friends say she is a nut case/occasionally gets around. I want to get with her but at the same time, i trust my friends enough not to. I'll see what happens when i'm drunk next time i'm over there . And speaking of soccer, we had our game today but we lost and are eliminated. It was the finals for our division and i was mad as hell at the end. I played really good too. I had the pinpoint cross from the corner for my friend to head it in, put tons of pressure on the defense and was always running, had a couple of good moves ( had an epic nutmeg on one of their dudes, made him my b*tch ) but at the end it was all for nothing. We lost 3-2. And i only scored 1 goal this season instead of 5. We were unlucky though, one of my closest friends is in the saturday league where the kids are so bad they come out to play in their basketball shoes:crackup: my one friend has 8 goals for the season and they won their division. I was hoping to be drawn against them if we won our league but it wasnt to be. Also.....earier today my friend Packard (kids got game, albeit i think he's friendzoned by a good amount of girls even though he gets *****), my other friend Greg (kid is an afc) and I all went to grab dinner. Packard sees this fine blonde that is his friend and she comes to eat with us. I talk with her, we share mutual interest in house and electro music, and the energy is great. She got a job promoting the shows in Philly (what hot girls do who love electro) and she said she'd let me know when and where. I should have grabbed her contact info but i had an afc moment and didn't. we left the dining center and we all parted ways, that could have been sweet if i got her number but as for this week i'm still without new numbers. I have been talking to Anne still, partly to not seem like a douchebag who fvcks girls then never talks to them again, and partly to test my luck and see if i get lucky again:rockon: . Now that we've had sex though, the energy is less vibrant between us but we're still on good terms

Hot girl list
Well, i realized i haven't updated this part in a while. Guys like me have been making moves and the hot girls are dropping like fly's out of the market.

Jenn-taken. Officially off the list
Joana-taken. Officially off the list
Elizabeth- flaked me. saw her the other day and talked briefly but she was distant. Don't really care though, there are other girls
Jaclyn- text each other every now and then. As of right now, i care less than she does. This could either work for or against me, don't know yet. Only time will tell.
Melissa- maybe taken? I'll try talking to her later, we'll see what happens

Goals for today-
1.Eliminated in the final ( GOAL Uncompleted= 1/5 goals for the season. There is always next year)
2. Had sex. Complete
3. no new numbers. could have today but afc'd out. Happens to the best of us
4. Missed my econ quiz and can't make it up worried how i'm doing in that class. My grades have def taken a backseat to my social life
5. Talked my ass off. Always friendly, always starting small talk. Great way to get out of your comfort zone
6. Went swimming and rock climbing this week. Sadly missed yoga. Trying to run saturday, i miss my long runs into center city. they are zen
7. Handed in my SIXTH (yes, 6) application for a job this term. Its very late into the year but i don't even care. Money is money and i very damn much need some.Best part is, they say they can keep me hired for sophomore year. score...
8. Event coordinator for Drexel Int. Business Club and member of the Drexel Running club. GOAL SUCCESSFUL

"Wisdom, compassion, and courage are the three universally recognized moral qualities of men"

Today I'm grateful for
A. Free wine, pizza, and buffalo wings i had at my soccer team's dorm. Went over after the game, ran **** on FIFA12, and they gave me free wings & dip, a slice of pizza and a glass of wine
B. Having a decent amount of dining dollars. Enough to get by
C. Being alive. Take the time to be grateful that you have a shot at life people
D. Also, resiting free weed. I came VERY close again to succumbing to the temptation. two friends both really wanna smoke with me but I just cant do that

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

@ Loveshogun

HAHAHAHAHHA

 

[st_99]

drexel's campus is looking good. a lot of new buildings, back in the day it was pretty drab and sh!t.

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

May 25, 2012

drexel's campus is looking good. a lots of new buildings, back in the day it was pretty drab and sh!t.

the plans they got for the future are only gonna make the place look better. Excited to see everything

Field Report: Friday was a crazy day. No class all day but a lot happened. Woke up and had a meeting with my English professor to go over a project, I did that project, then did some other work. When i had lunch, Mica happened to see me and she ate with me. It was a nice lunch and my friends came over to eat with us too. Then in the evening, Mica and I had a date and went to watch the Asian culture show. She's super into Asian stuff cuz she's half asian herself, the other half is black so we both look mad interesting when we're next to each other. She is a high energy person, to a point that she's almost child-like, but i've got a hype personality too so i keep up with her. The culture show was amazing. The asian dancers blew my mind Such a COOL talent.. They served us free asian food too which is always a plus and it was lots of fun.There was an after party at one of the club leaders house and we all went there after an hour of the show. Mica dressed up super Japanese like but I didnt mind. As we walked to the party it was Mica, Me, and a couple that are her friends. John and my other friend Alex really wanted to go too so i allowed them to come meet up with us. This is where things got interesting... Once I told Mica that John was coming, she got really happy once she thought i wasn't looking with the other two people. John is half Asian-half white and her being really into asian culture and not, apparently was hands over heals for him. Realizing what exactly was happening, I had a proud don juan moment. I was not jealous at all and continued with what ever happened. Once they met up with us, she was obviously very much into John but John didn't like her. At the party John and Alex didn't want to go in because it seemed bad, but she was willing to pay their guy charges to get in. I didn't care for her much afterwards, focused on having fun for myself. I think she was upset but I didn't really know for sure cause i didn't do much with her afterwards. In the party I saw some people I know and this Asian girl in the club who hangs with a crew of girls who all think i'm hot. I talk and see my friend Theo grinding/hooking up/doing work on this Philipines looking honey. Inspired, I start dirty grinding with the girl. Me and my girl and Theo and his are the only people grinding in the party haha. Every other guy is too scared and it was kind of a club/school event. Other girls would walk by and whisper judging comments about her to her ear (jealous b*tche ) so i tell her that it's cool and i'll just drink. I talk to my friends and enjoy the good vibes. I then went upstairs and talked to Mica for a long time but she was very weird. I brought my friends and she was talking more so to my one friend from UAE so I wingman him for the prize. She still doesn't give much so we all peace to the basement to dance again. I had another proud don juan moment. I was educating my friends on how to approach girls in the dancefloor and how getting rejected isn't a big deal. I help my same UAE friend and identify the girl that was with Theo early.................and easy target to say the least haha. He's scared so I approach her friend to make it easier for him. Like that we are grinding and its hot as fvck. He goes close but gets scared out at the last moment. I continue dancing and then bring my hand on top of her panties and rub her p*ssy. That goes on for a bit but she then backs out and doesn't want to anymore. I go back to my friends and i tell them that it really isn't hard. They think i've got huge balls but i tell them its not that impressive. I get rejected all the time too. I go to some girl on a whim, ask for a dance, she says no and i go back and prove that its ok to approach and get turned down. I set my friend up for the girl i first dance with, she says she will dance with him if he asks himself and then he does and she politely says no. He sees that its not that awful and i was happy as hell for him. The rest of the party consists of me challenging people to drink with me, the few that do lose, and I act like a **** by yelling out my triumphs. Also had a clutch shot on pong right at rebuttal to pull us back but we lost. The party was in Mantua (not the nicest neighborhood) so we left and me being drunk and started fvcking **** up and kicking stuff over. The hood big black people come out pissed and i yell at the back calling them names. They get hella mad and my friends and I sprint back to campus, convinced I'm insane. They all thought they were gonna get shot...... I go to the pizza store, end up with a slice despite being broke. Then i go hang out with Anne, we cuddle and I'm beyond drunk so she kicks me out after a bit. hahahah succesful evening

Workout: was too busy to workout. Serious dancing counts if anything haha
School: got a lot down
Food: very healthy

Goals reached-
same as yesterday

"practice what you preach"

Today im grateful for
A. Cool ASA show
B. not getting chased by the angry ghetto people
C. free pizza!

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

May 26, 2012

Field Report: Another crazy day. The morning was spent passed out and the afternoon was laid back. Warm whether prompted me to play some footy but the field was being used by cricket players. I come back later and pass around with a kid playing club. he's my age and i talk to him, dude's cool. I let him know i'm interested and its good to always get to know people, especially when they play for the team your trying to play for! chilled, talked to this cute black girl in my friend's room who is friends with him too. Then she has to leave for memorial day weekend and my friend and i hit the gym. I do my abs and then we shoot around and play some horse. I go back to the dorms, chill and watch the sixers game, then hang out with Julia and her two friends from home. I bring them up to the roof and they smoke pot and Julia gives me a four loko so i swig it back. I know four loko is lame but it was better than nothing. Then just as the bowl is kicked, fireworks in the distance go off. It was great. The weather, view, and fireworks created an incredible moment. I also found myself drawn towards Julia. She sadly is off limits because her friend Jaclyn is my main goal. Still.. Then afterwards I went to play beer pong with my good friends at the other dorms. These kids are half from out of the country so they got serious cash. We played pong and raged for a bit then brought out the hooka, put on some smooth jazz, and sipped on some fine wine. I shouldn't smoke tobacco but it was relaxing. We ended up raging again and last i remember is bringing my friends to the roof of my dorm building. then i woke up in a completely different floor in my friends' building having no clue where i was.

Goals Reached
1. season is over. 1 for 5 soccer goals
2. Lost my virginity
3. No new numbers for the week. Laaame
4. My mind hasn't been in it this term. I need this year to finish
5. Super social. I talked to Julia's two friends like they were my own
6. Solid week. Went rock climbing, swimming, and more
7. waiting to hear back
8. In two clubs. Management is shifting next week and we'll be in charge. Respect mah authoritah!

"Don't look for a sanctuary in anyone except yourself"

Today I'm grateful for:
A. Forgot to mention the crazy stunt i pulled that would have gotten me FVCKED HARD if i got caught. Currently the construction people are working on building a building (lol) and there's a huge crane in the middle of the yard. I got my friend to come with me and we hopped the fence, ninja'd our way over to the bottom, and climbed that jawn! the view was to die for and the rush of adrenaline was AMAZING. We were so badass:box: So yeah, im thankful we didn't die or get caught and get arrested/expelled
B. Fireworks just happening to go off when we were on the roof of the building
C. My friend's basketball warm up. Will help my jumper tremendously

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

May 27, 2012

Field Report:Considering the crazy **** that happened the past day, its understandable that yesterday was lame. Did some hw which was cool then went to the other dorm to chill before going tothe bonfire. I hyped up the bonfire because last time i went, it was a festival in the woods. SO much fun. But yesterday the fire was **** and the people that wasnt with us were lame. THis is where things got ****ty, especially for me. I had three groups of friends there. Julia and her hometown friends, my friends from the other dorm that i chilled with the whole weekend, and the kids who invited me to the fire. No one was mingling and i couldnt devote my entire self to one group, which made all the groups mad at me. It was awkward, especially because the bonfire sucked and i felt like i was the blame for all of this because i brought 2/3 of the groups there (i told julia to come along with the other dorm kids). I felt like a fake and i was bummed when the groups started leaving because everything sucked. This is a reoccuring problem too, i know a lot of people/have a lot of friends,but since ive been at college i cant name one person who would classify as my best friend. I don't have close friends and instead of trying to be friends with everyone, i need to cement my place in a group of kids.

Not much done with hot girls, i feel like im slowly slipping back into my comfort zone.NOOOO! so to stop that, i'm going to down one thing a day that makes me feel awkward

Goals Reached
1. soccer season over, GOAL FAILED
2. No numbers this week, GOAL FAILED
3. Had sex, GOAL REACHED
4. Today I wasn't charismatic or Alpha enough to draw the three groups of kids together and have everyone mingle. I wish i had the personality type to do so. GOAL FAILED
5. Did homework so i'm happy with that
6. Solid. GOAL REACHED
7. No paycheck yet
8. Joined two clubs, GOAL REACHED


“Move out of your comfort zone. You can only grow if you are willing to feel awkward and uncomfortable when you try something new.”

Today I'm grateful for
A. No hangover from saturday night
B. Friends giving me free beer
C. The nice day

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

Field Report: Slowly getting out of my comfort zone. Again need to get my mojo back. I slept in cuz i was really tired from the long and hectic week. I oplayed soccer for like 20-30 min but it was too hot so i went to eat with my friends and then did hw. Spent the whole day working on two projects and I more or less finished both. Good sh*t. Then I went to eat dinner and saw Marisa. We had a nice convo and i KNEW i should have grabbed her number or offer her a chance to eat but i pussed out. What's up with that? I then saw Mica and talked for a bit but im no longer interested after the weekend. Then I left and saw Marisa sitting by herself. I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE ATE WITH HER!! but i didnt and Julia at the table over talked to me briefly about the crazy homework we have to do and Jaclyn and Lauren came by then. Jaclyn told me she just texted me about the hw we had to do and i tell her in person what we have to do. What i really should have done though is just sit with Marisa, chat for a bit and eat then grab her number. She's cute even though she's kinda religious and whatnot and i'm sure she would have said yes to me asking her out to lunch or something. Damn..

Goals reached
1. nope
2. nope. should have asked Marisa
3. yep
4. yep. lots ton hw wise today
5. kinda. Should have talked to the chicas more today, get outta that comfort zone. its the plague to confidence
6. New week means no opportunity to go swimming, running, climbing. Lego!
7. joined two clubs. Board meeting this thursday
8. Never got the paycheck:box: I don't think i ever will.....
9. Awkward thing done today-Random convo with ppl i dont know, convo went nowhere. then stuck on elevator for rest of the ride lmao

"A dream is your creative vision for your life in the future. You must break out of your current comfort zone and become comfortable with the unfamiliar and the unknown."

Today I'm grateful for:
A. Being born here with the life I have. We could all easily have been borne in Syria where the whole country has gone to hell. RIP the children
B. Having the day off cuz of memorial day
C. All the veterans and soldiers who put their lives on the line. Hats off to you all

 

[FairShake]

I remember being under 21 in Philly. It was all about hookah lounges back then. I think Shampoo has college nights too. And there are all these hipster bowling alleys around now.

Congrats on losing it by the way dude.

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

May 29, 2012

Field Report: Went to econ and proofread my paper for IAS instead of paying attention. I know that is bad because I am struggling in that class but I got a 92/120 on the second exam and that is without the curve. YEAH! My grade for the quarter as of right now is between 72-76 but that is not including the final and participation (which i do a lot). Ate and let Andreas know that I'm not trying to live with joe and him anymore because Joe took to long to take care of his business. Still haven't seen joe even though i went looking for him. I waited for this kid for so long that now I only have 2 weeks to find a place to live for next year! wtf.. I then went to ias, talked to Julia for a bit as I passed Melissa and she saw us having a blast. Sucks that you flaked me huh girl? That could have been you (even though we aint together, just friends) then I read a bit for english, did my post, and hit the gym. Went super hard today because I didnt workout the past two days. Started off with lessons in kickboxing. My two buddies are trained in different techniques and they were teaching me how to kick some serious ass. Excited that they not only love this stuff too, but theyre amazing at it. At first i was kinda intimated because they were beating the **** out of the heavybag (knocked it off before i came) but they helped me with my guard and kicking form. I'm so used to soccer kicks but the kicks in their techniques (muay thai/tai kwon do) are very different. That was sweet as fvck. Next time we go, we're working on my punching technique. After that i took my friend who kick boxed with me on a run. he's also a health nut so we always enjoy testing our own limits and push those limits even further. We ran deep into center city but he told me that too much running goes against building muscle (heard that before but didnt really care about it) but he's my partner so we stopped and ran back to campus right before it started to randomly pour down. Chilled at his dorm till the ran was over and we went to the gym again. We did tons of abs, chest, and triceps. Im so damn tired, im gonna go to sleep the moment i submit this post.

Goals reached
1. soccer season over. 1 for 5
2. lost my virginity
3. no numbers
4. Did a good amount of hw. Trying to stay ahead of the game
5. grabbed my balls and looked for awkward moments. Tried to make eye contact with girls i knew, theyd look at me for a split sec than go on. Very awkward . Also was very social too in other aspects
6. going rock climbing tomorrow
7. no job. broke as sam hell
8. joined two clubs. Meeting on thursday
9. awkward moments listed above

"Nobody can hurt me without my permission"

Today I'm grateful for
A. Free protein shake after the gym
B. Rain coming down AFTER we were outside running
C. My good grade on the econ exam

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

I remember being under 21 in Philly. It was all about hookah lounges back then. I think Shampoo has college nights too. And there are all these hipster bowling alleys around now.

Congrats on losing it by the way dude.

Thanks homie. I'm hoping i finally get the paycheck from the catering gig from forever ago. With those funds i'm knabbing a fake. There is no way i'm going another year in this town missing out on the drunken adventures at the bars, clubs, and Erin Express

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

May 30, 2012

Field Report: Been a while since ive updated, my b. Wednesday was action packed but i forgot some stuff already. Went to ias class then had a date with Anne. My parents came down and we talked to financial aid. The school is really expensive so i might not come back next year then they took me to eat again and i went to chinese. After class i went to rock climb with my buddies at the gym and then i went to chill and do hw. Went to anne's room late at night and we cuddled/watched tv/hooked up but no sex. Not a fan of that and im trying not to have her my gf so fvck that. Then i went to chill with my friends across the bride who were toking up. They really wanted me to smoke with them but i used a lot of resistance to say no. yee

Goals reached
1. soccer is over
2. no numbers when i could have:yawn:
3. lost but didnt have sex again today
4. did a lot of hw
5. hahahahahhaha i guess the door to the handicap stall was unlocked and the dude couldnt see my feet so he walked in while i was mid-**** LMAO
6.went rock climbing and ran to the smoke spot to hangout
7. no job and broke
8. meeting on thursday
9. was social

"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams"

Today I'm grateful for
A. Free lunch
B. Easy hook up ( albeit no sex)
C. getting better at the V2 line at the rockwall thats super hard

 

[TriniBoySmooth]

May 31, 2012

Field Report: Chill day. went to all my classes and then had the meeting for int. business club. they told me all the stuff i need to do and i took a lot of notes. Then i went and did 10-12 laps at the pool.lost count trying to help my bulgarian friend better his freestyle technique. had a moment here where i laughed at how silly i think some times and other people think all the time. This bulgarian kid is a NASTY fighter and amazing at rock climbing. I felt kinda inferior a bit, but once in the pool he was struggling. Everyone will ALWAYS be better at someone else at something..so don't identify with that set of skill or you'll be saddened once someone better at it comes along. Don't be attached to your ego. then i did a hell of a back and biceps workout and came back to the dorm.

Goals Reached
1. goals for soccer season =1/5
2. girl's numbers gotten this week= 0
3. times had sex this term= 1
4. assignments done today= alot
5. social? yes invited a lot of people to friday's rager. jaclyn included who was super pumped
6. swam and did back and biceps
7. amount of money to my name= $1.25
8. awkward moment. saying hi to people i barely know and they ignore me
9. went to meeting for business club

"I am ready to meet my Maker. Whether my Maker is prepared for the great ordeal of meeting me is another matter."

Today Im grateful for
A. that great Winston Churchill quote. too good haha
B. My realization to cut being ego identified
C. good weather