djghost said:
How the game. I haven't played GoW since 1.
It's friggin great, highly recommend it. If you get it PM me your gamertag.
9/21/11
There's gotta come a time when you realize you made the wrong decision. I think that time comes when you find yourself regretting the decision you made rather than relishing it.
I really don't think I'm cut out for football anymore. I just don't enjoy the practices, the games, going at a person full speed and having to feel the impact for weeks afterwards. I play too often to not be injured, and I don't want to be injured because I love what bodybuilding has done for my body and I want to build up my physique while football is tearing it down.
I'm a 160lb. LB/TE...have you ever heard of somebody so light playing these positions. I'm thinking about how I don't plan to play college football or strive for the NFL after high school football, I just played the sport because I enjoy it, and right now I'm not enjoying it. If I'm not enjoying it, why am I playing?
I'm not trying to impress some girl.
I don't expect a scholarship for this or any sport, I realize I'm an athlete but I am no superstar.
If I leave the sport, I'll lose friends, but then they must have only been friends of circumstance...that would be gone once the season would end.
I mean...I think to the future, what I want to do, and what I could do with the time I would save. I want to learn the stock market and be a successful businessman or model or physical trainer or something...not a football star. I could use this time to study for my upcoming SATs, to work out and become a healthier person, to go to the chiropractor and straighten up my back, or to get a job so I don't have to rely on Christmas and birthday money.
This upcoming game is only the 3rd week of the season, and at the rate it's going, I don't see myself lasting another 7. I don't care if we win or lose, or what position I play, but my heart just isn't in this sport anymore.
I don't know what else I need to say, right now I think I'll play the upcoming game and then that'll be it. That might change, but we'll see...
Otherwise today was a regular day, I gotta study for SATs on the 1st, check out the math section of the study guide. Went home, chilled out and played Gears 3 with my brother.
I'll probably be playing the hell out of this game along with sarging the mall or Main St. this weekend, I'm just not satisfied at all with the girls I have in front of me.
Sorry for the long football rant, thank you if you read it and know where I'm coming from and feel free to give me your perspectives. Talk to you later.