Snow Plowman
Master Don Juan
Day Five: Oct 5th
Today was a good day despite feeling like ****...I don't like excess drinking, I went to eat almost died...Stuffed myself and was feeling like ****...death should've reigned upon me...
I wanted to do some night time extravaganza but I was going to die...I didn't want to approach but I said I MUST...if I don't approach atleast go through my #s...
Phone Game
This was a mass text at two...
- HB9 responds...
- Chick I met at DSW responded yesterday...she's in Montreal and she responded today
- HBblack...contact...
- Chick from 3 days ago she responded
- Hbactress responded
- Chick in San Fran responded, she's very playful
It was time for the callups...I really wasn't feeling well...
- Chick from 3 days ago spoke with me she's working all day, we can't hangout for awhile...this was my most recent meet, #, followup
- A chick I met 2mins on the street picked up her phone, we were suppose to hang out tomorrow as last time we spoke we said we might...she says she can't she has a JOB...I didn't lead...
- A chick I met months back who was getting a new phone...she picked up the phone, I woke her up...this was TRASH...horrible, I remind her who I am...I say goodbye she just hangs up
- Chick who's taking medical exams just texted me...she's super, super, BUSY...okie dokie
Like honestly I don't even want #s...if it wasn't for this experiment, I'd just chat chicks and never take there #s...I've got totally indifferent to calling #s, my texting is ok too...I will try loren's texts "Call me"...
Honestly I just want to delete ALL my #s...I could careless which chicks it is...but I'm experimenting...when NOV hits I'm deleting almost all my #s...
Today's Interactions
I love going out alone because it really makes me see how far I've come internally...My reality, drawing state within, deep level identity, self-expression...
I did what I could under the sick conditions, did it all while going through my #s
- I first get opened on the train, I somehow felt that she felt...How I was feeling...when I'm alone I can feel my energy on a VERY subtle level...
- As I go through my #s I open a 2set from sweden...there cute, I'm direct, there into me and super SUBMISSIVE...I realize there leaving tomorrow we chat about sweden...these chicks are in my frame, I group hug with them...and don't chat much longer, I leave
- 2set...I go direct, it opens...she introduces me t her best friend and is actually going to meet her husband, I leave after a few mins
- I instantly open this other chick and tell her to get ready were going to play the drums...my sub-communication was leading but my actions weren't...she doesn't know whether I want her to stay or not...haha...
At this time I finish calling my #s and passing out on the train...I didn't go out at night...
Today was a good day despite feeling like ****...I don't like excess drinking, I went to eat almost died...Stuffed myself and was feeling like ****...death should've reigned upon me...
I wanted to do some night time extravaganza but I was going to die...I didn't want to approach but I said I MUST...if I don't approach atleast go through my #s...
Phone Game
This was a mass text at two...
- HB9 responds...
- Chick I met at DSW responded yesterday...she's in Montreal and she responded today
- HBblack...contact...
- Chick from 3 days ago she responded
- Hbactress responded
- Chick in San Fran responded, she's very playful
It was time for the callups...I really wasn't feeling well...
- Chick from 3 days ago spoke with me she's working all day, we can't hangout for awhile...this was my most recent meet, #, followup
- A chick I met 2mins on the street picked up her phone, we were suppose to hang out tomorrow as last time we spoke we said we might...she says she can't she has a JOB...I didn't lead...
- A chick I met months back who was getting a new phone...she picked up the phone, I woke her up...this was TRASH...horrible, I remind her who I am...I say goodbye she just hangs up
- Chick who's taking medical exams just texted me...she's super, super, BUSY...okie dokie
Like honestly I don't even want #s...if it wasn't for this experiment, I'd just chat chicks and never take there #s...I've got totally indifferent to calling #s, my texting is ok too...I will try loren's texts "Call me"...
Honestly I just want to delete ALL my #s...I could careless which chicks it is...but I'm experimenting...when NOV hits I'm deleting almost all my #s...
Today's Interactions
I love going out alone because it really makes me see how far I've come internally...My reality, drawing state within, deep level identity, self-expression...
I did what I could under the sick conditions, did it all while going through my #s
- I first get opened on the train, I somehow felt that she felt...How I was feeling...when I'm alone I can feel my energy on a VERY subtle level...
- As I go through my #s I open a 2set from sweden...there cute, I'm direct, there into me and super SUBMISSIVE...I realize there leaving tomorrow we chat about sweden...these chicks are in my frame, I group hug with them...and don't chat much longer, I leave
- 2set...I go direct, it opens...she introduces me t her best friend and is actually going to meet her husband, I leave after a few mins
- I instantly open this other chick and tell her to get ready were going to play the drums...my sub-communication was leading but my actions weren't...she doesn't know whether I want her to stay or not...haha...
At this time I finish calling my #s and passing out on the train...I didn't go out at night...