Note: Maybe a lot of typos due to me typing from phone on the bus...
I've been busy, constant school and memorizing. I have school 3 days in a row. This whole blueprint journal is honestly going to change my lie once again 100x more than back when I first transitioned to blueprint stuff a year ago. I want to point out yesterday I didn't go out...excuse was because of rain but for now on its no excuse.
Sets Approached Today: 11
Cold Approaching Observations:
- All sets shall open...I am still waiting to meet a set who will blow me out. When I open the women can't help it but laugh and enjoy the invitation to my reality.
- Eye Contact...this is what creates that bubble. I noticed when I don't hold eye contact it would break that bubble and cut them out of my reality each time I looked away.
- If they love your world then they won't blow you out and actually try to contribute to the interaction.
Realization of Concepts
- Being indifferent feels sort o like a**** because I don't give a **** and so at times I won't even keep eye contact. But you can see it working because my focus on them only occurs when I'm talking to them or if there saying something interesting...this has a lot to do with RAS, which I will focus on in the next 2 weeks.
- Being indifferent...I can now read my scripts outloud on the train over and over...people don't even say ****.
- Dudes are of no effect I don't even see them no more. Two real 90s gang members who back in those days used to cut people's faces for no reason was right next to me talking all types of ish...I didn't react at all, I didn't even realize they were there, I was myself...
- I seriously no longer care what anyone thinks both good and bad
- You can feel good all day for no reason...you can eassily access the nimbus. This is automatic now.
- Amusing yourself shows your in your own reality, shows you are the generator of emotions and creates the parties. The fun is always by you. People are drawn towards the party.
- From the start women are assessing your value and seeing if your in your own reality. This is why if you assume high value your in like flin.
- Assume high value and you will naturally act accordingly, there was no doubt in my mind that I wasn't high value. I basicaly have this internalized.
- Assuming High Value caused many women to watch me, and be in proximity. My eye contact alone got me opened twice today. One chick opened me reminding me that we met before and each time after that she'd watch me, smile and wave. Also some random chick started smiling at me and saying Hi as I gave sexual intent with my eyes.
- I surely have the abundant mentality, might be a bit too extreme...passed up 3-4 solid chicks...2 hot actress/models (I really liked both), one decent food lover, and one cute cook...I'm basically willing to lose them all...which at this point I already did. Also a chick who flew out to Cali is coming back to NY...she wants to hangout and is interested in my crazy adventures.
- Each set I go in the chicks know I don't care about the outcome and they know I'm willing to walk away.
- I feel women are abundant because I can honestly meet any girl.
- In my social circle the women love me and appreciate me more than ever, especially due to the self amusement...I can make jokes for days...
Nimbus
- Nimbus was ON basically all day, low energy it was "Hot searing cold" and every so often I'd go all "Raging Brush Fire".
- I was feeling good all day from morning to now. No ups and no downs
Lessons Learned:
- Indifferent is way better than being confident...because you'll automatically feel confident due to assuming value.
- Abundance mentaliy can be taken to the extreme...don't know if its a good o bad thing
- If you have the value then everything you do is unique no matter how weird or creepy it may seem on the surface...I make a few stalkerish voice tones or retarded body movements.
- Feeling good for no reason is priceless, especially when you go in and out sets feeling the exact same no matter how good or bad the set went is just great.
Field Report: "Authenticity wins 2-2"
Have school tomorrow and didn't have much time to sarge but I wanted to approach something so I can keep internalizing things and gaining the reference experiences. Even if I had to do one liners, as I started this blueprint internalization plan I had made a habit of just doing one liners as I walked down the street.
Mixed Set
- I open with an accent asking for broadway st. This was funny just playing with the accent.
HBUmbrella
- I joke about loving her umbrella which was all messed up, it brought a smile to her day.
UGMickey ds
- This chick was not cute (Bad acne, cool style) as I realized when I opened but I no longer compare one chick higher than the next...so I opened infront of my social circle...mentioning her big mcdonald cup, calling it gigantic size. She loved it and enjoyed that I spoke to her, she started talking to me. I start saying if I need a drink she can save me by giving me some. I eventually go back to talking to my friends.
HBJournal
- Seen a chick at journal section of bookstore, I open by picking a book and saying this might be good to write about my six gfs who I'm cheating on. She jokes back saying I should get a bigger book for that. I ask her what she's putting in hers and she goes to say the first entry would be about how she met me. This goes on for a bit but I'm going to meet my class mates and I tell her that I will comeback to chat her if I see her around when I'm with my friends. Then an incongruency in my interaction by asking for the # when I clearly said I would get it if I see her again, so she repeated what I had said and I was cool with and said "This isn't love this is destiny". I leave...now if I wasn't focused on internalizing concepts I could've never go to my friends and just interact or introduce her to my friends.
HBMyspace
- I seen this chick with a nice ass but realied a 4 face when I opened. I said something about move night and pointed out thins for us to watch. All of a sudden I say she's my myspace date. Something I realized was I thought she was locked up so to unlock her I amused myself by getting ready to bust on her for not getting the jokes but she got it. I say in set fo a bit and then leave to look at this sex tv...made me want to start watching TV again.
HB8
- Seen a HOT girl waiting outside so I mention something about texting. This chick had that ***** look on her face...I open about texting and she mentions she's waiting for someone. I ask her if she's going on any big adventures today, she isn't...I eject.
HBDrinks
- A hottie, with a nice gym ass...I accuse her of trying to take advantage of me because she has two bottles of wine. We joke about that, she's loving it. I tell her how she took advantage of me 3 nights in a row. I'm having fun with her she's cool and hot. We then part ways because she is about to go in some store.
HBOk
- Not my type but cute, I tell her we broke up already and to stop texting me it was 10 years ago and I came to NY just to tell her stop. She says she was the one who broke up with me. (Rare that chicks add stuff right off the start) I go into a whole story about her best friend, we talk about allergies, then my school. Thn we have to go separate ways becaue she is headed in other direction. What's interesting is we got seperated many times but she would catch up to me to continue talking...I'd jut talk as if she was still next to me even when she was way behind.
Hb7
- This chick was cute, I was memorizing my script as I go home, I seen a homeless man and felt like amusing myself so I opened chick to my right saying "If we put together two nickels we can give him a dime, it blows wide open, she's smiling and all into me. She continues talking about working all day and I talk about school and how I do it everyday. She is loving me, like literally loving me, but she has to get off because her stop is up...
HB4
- Instantly turn to my left because I thought the chick to my left would be hot...I was wrong, but I don't judge or value a hot chick more than a chick who is less hot anymore. I say the same stuff as HB7 but then somehow we start saying we would meet here same day, same time, same seat and give money to a homeless person. We fluff about my school and then we start talking about our stops. I have her guess my stop which was a long ride, her stop is next...I tell her I have to take a long ass bus right after the long ass train ride. Her stops up and she says she will meet me tomor, same place, same time, and I say "Same seats too".
