Bro........the reason I did this is because of my beliefs that i WILL not violate, not every guys out there who is an alphamale taps ass all the time, I hate to break it to you but being an alpha male is soo much farther beyond just having sex all the time that it isnt funny....you need to brush up.......I get sexual urges and I have plenty of drive and in every area of my life I am alpha in all things I do and people may not like my opinion on something, if they don't tuff Sh*t, deal with it......they may not agree with me, but for one thing they will do is they will respect me for it......
Alpha male much like djing isnt all about tapping ass all the time its being in complete control of your attitude, your emotions , and your actions at all times and thats what makes a DJ so sttractive to women.....if you want to be an alpha male in your sense.......go hang out in the jungle with all the other silverbacks and you can be all the alphamale you want..........
Im not looking for a F8ck, im not looking for a LTR (although I will be in one), What I am looking for is a woman worthy of marrying and who meets all the standards in a woman that I want to marry........and because of that I am not going to have sex before I am married because then seriously what do you have to look forward to, if your screwing a girl all the time and your living with her, getting married is just like another day, it's nothing special or sacred, its just a title that goes along with all the actions youeve already demonstrated (ie F8cking, living together).....its just another day in the neighborhood when you do that stuff and u get married afterwards........I want my marrieg to be special and I want things to look forward to when i get married not be bored with her already by the time we do get married cause there are no suprises left to discover......abstaning is all about anticipation......
which one are you gonna respect and love and enjoy more, a ford mustang tommorow or a ferrari thats guranteed to you 5 years from now that you have to wait for.......that ferrari is gonna mean alot more to you cause you have anticiapted it more and waited for 5 years for it and you will respect that ferrari that you get more than u will the mustang, cause you have time invested in it and you have waited for it in hopeful anticipation and everyday after that 5 years you own that ferrari it will have a REAL value to u cause you have invested soo much into getting it and you literally had to work to get it......
I am neither a virgin nor a beta male, but by my own choice and out of respect for myself and my future wife I will wait because I want something that lasts not just a "fling" and having that type of conviction into your beliefs and values is something that is lost these days and that is about as Alpha male as you can get.........
Just a rant
any other help with the questions and not dumb opinions and cutdowns from people?