nicksaiz65 Odyssey

[nicksaiz65]

The Final Hair Update... Goodbye to my Waves

So with the exception of posting how my various haircuts have gone, the journey of getting waves and shyt like posting about my hair care is finally, finally over. And I’ll update y’all as to why.

So I was getting really frustrated with the way my hair was going. It was so thick, it wasn’t curling right, and it just looked ugly in general. So I got fed up at last, and I took the clippers and put a 1.5 guard to my head... which is for all intents and purposes a buzz cut. Too low for waves, but it looks good. I forgot how great a low cut, bald fade, and a fresh lineup felt.

But being honest, I really like it. I posted on my Snapchat asking people. And this girl that I had a huge crush on but graduated told me “I’m here for it” with clapping emojis. Asked more female friends and they said it looked good, and they preferred my hair short. It feels great. And with a fade, I’ve got swag too.

Easy maintenance too, it’s very simple. All I have to do is moisturize it and cut it once a week. Plus, it looks masculine just like Pook says. And all the brushing and wolfing of waves is just killing me. Can’t do all that anymore.

On top of that, the low cut is easier to cut than when it’s thick. So I may invest in some better clippers, and when I get really cold with the haircuts, I’ll be fresh 24/7. On top of that, if Chris Brown and Try Songz can make a buzzcut look swaggy, there’s no reason that I can’t too.

So I’m really glad I was a waver for a bit. I learned a lot about hair and found some really cool channels. But it’s a buzzcut from now on! Instead of going for deep waves, I’ll have the low maintenance cut that looks short, clean, crisp and trimmed.

Plus that stupid hair insecurity is now dead so I can really hit the gym.

 

[nicksaiz65]

4/6/18: Fvck this ****, Mastered Inner Game

I had a fvckin revelation the other day. I’ll keep it short, but I had a mind blowing convo with my bros the other day.

Fvck not being confident. As of today, I will be 100% confident. If I keep procrastinating and “working on my inner Game” or keep telling myself that I’m not good enough, or I’m inferior, or I’m not there yet, I’ll be here for years. So I’ll keep building my confidence of course. But even if I have to fake it, I’m gonna be confident as hell. I’ll be the person I wanna be NOW. As you think, you shall become. And like Dr. Nerdlove said, even faking confidence for now can get you hella results. It makes sense after just living, way after I read the material. I’m taking this confidence NOW. And I’m gonna give myself permission to mess up.

Another thing. In regards with not knowing what to do. I’m gonna view the world of women and socializing through the lens of a PUA. And **** what other people think. I’m not living to please other people. PUA will show me what to do when I don’t know what to do. I’m gonna be the shyt. Cause I’m a nerd, it makes this stuff tangible and almost like one big video game. And fvck fear too.

With this ****, my inner Game is finally complete. Fake it till you make it if you must. I’m gonna ignore those negative voices in my head and do whatever the hell I want. With this, my inner Game is finally complete. Fvck these negative thoughts. I don’t care if I’m weird, awkward, antisocial, weird fat, a nerd, or don’t have my waves in yet. I’m still gonna be confident WHILE I work on this. I like being an awkward nerd, that’s who I am. I love being a weird awkward nerd. I will be absoluty confident in myself. I’m a Don Juan, PUA, and savage. These dudes are confident as hell. And they take whatever the fvck the want out of life. If I hear a negative thought, I’m gonna say “screw that” and do whatever the hell I wanna do. I’m gonna have the confidence of a rapper, be extremely confident, and be extremely positive. I can’t do it myself, I’m gonna work extremely hard, enjoy my life, take breaks when I need them, and be that dude. So to summarize this post, I’m gonna be comfortable and confident as fvck, and I’m gonna make my life what I want it.

 

[nicksaiz65]

2 Dates Lined Up

So I’m already seeing results. Let’s talk about inner Game first.

Since I pretty much snapped, faking it is going really well. Of course I’m gonna be self improving. But I need this high level of confidence NOW... and it’s working. Dr. Nerdlove’s advice was really solid.

I asked out two really attractive girls today. One is HB Letter, who I’ve told y’all about. She’s not in town, but she’s down to hang next weekend. And this hot Asian girl named HB Nana agreed to get coffee with me too.

Still working on crushing and ignoring my negative thoughts. It’s working great. No matter the crazy **** that’s going in my head, I’ll have the confidence of the final version of me. And I’m gonna be bold as hell from now on.

 

[nicksaiz65]

4/9/18: Absolute Confidence Day 1. Getting Over Myself

Quick update on Day 1 of the absolute confidence. Doing the positivity exercises. The negative thoughts are really persistent. But I’ll just ignore them. If I have to fake it forever, I’ll do it. Even if I feel horrible inside my head, I’m gonna still do the confidence actions. And that will be enough to get the chickas. Having this amount of confidence feels great, and some of the best players I know fake it. All I want is the confidence now. I’m so happy that my inner Game journey is complete.

So now it’s time to go hard on my outer game so I can have a much easier time with this stuff. With my life too! It’s gonna be a lot of seduction, gym, and hair.

Fun fact, my haircuts are getting even better. I’m now able to straight razor myself for the ultra sharp hairline. My waves came back with barely any brushing. And I did a to be honest with this old girl that I didn’t make a move on, and she told me my hair is always fresh.

 

[nicksaiz65]

4/9/18 #2: Cold Approaches 7 & 8

Decided to do some day game today. Thanks to what I saw from some of my friends, I now know that it is totally ok to do it and I’m not worried about it anymore. Deciding I am high value and faking my confidence, along with not comparing myself to others and outcome independence is working great. These approaches were effortless.

The first approach, I sit down and I see this girl while I’m eating in the cafeteria. I just start making conversation with her. While we’re talking, her friend who I know from class comes up. The first girl has to leave, but her friend invites me to sit with her group. So I’m playing it cool and we’re talking. In this group is a HB 7 Asian girl named HB May. So I start by talking to everyone in the group, then we start talking individually. The whole time I’m being sociable and making everyone laugh. After that, I social media close everyone.

After that, I go up to the pasta bar line. I see this cute HB 7. I open her by talking about how long the line is. I’m wearing a Tom and Jerry shirt and some light wash jeans. She compliments me on the shirt, and we start talking about old cartoons and stuff like that. It turns out that she’s from the same city as me, and we have a mutual friend. So I social media close her as well.

So this is great. I now have 4 propositions that I could get out on a date by the end of the school year. Honestly, fvck Tinder. Cold Approach is where it’s at. Now I just need to follow through with these numbers and see where I end up.

 

[nicksaiz65]

Blowout Number 1
Well, had a blowout with one of my propositions today. You know what they say though... if you’re not losing, you’re not trying.

I asked out this cute girl in my class group to coffee. She seemed a bit crazy, but still cool. My text message was read and ignored.

But it’s ok! I should be able to get at least 2 girls out on dates next week. So we’re making forward progress towards being smooth.

Edit: Still working on school, deep waves, dancing, running, and all that good stuff as usual. I’ve come a long way for sure. But I have a looooong way to go in my life in general.

 

[nicksaiz65]

nicksaiz65, Super Seducer
Finally got my hands on a copy of Richard la Ruina’s “The Natural.” Since I’m gonna be doing this stuff pretty much forever, might S well read lots of books on the subject. After I’m done reading it, I’ll write a review on how it is.

 

[nicksaiz65]

4/15/18: Lay Report 2

Well would you look at that! More improvement. Doing this PUA stuff is making my life much, much better. What’ll happen when I’m 2 years into it?

So long story short, I got a bootycall from a girl that I met while playing the violin. I’ve been crushing on her for a while, and I finally got to fvck her. She said the sex was really good, and it was really rough. Definitely enjoyed it. She came about 2-3 times.

Shoutout to the NoFap Challenge. I haven’t watched porn in months, and I’ve severely cut down on masturbation. I was a bit nervous at first, but I didn’t have any problems getting it up like I did before. I’m gonna keep doing the challenge.

So the objective is still the same. Work on myself and my life all while becoming a Master PUA. I feel a lot better now. With sufficient time, I can do this for sure.

 

[macallik]

Congrats on your recent progress. Definitely don't overthink the hair situation. Longer hair is in more nowadays anyways and doesn't take as much maintenance/upkeep.

 

[nicksaiz65]

Fitness Goals

I just wanted to post in here again real quick before I go to bed. Got the gym first thing in the morning.

Before anything, I’d just like to be able to run a 5K. I need to get myself in reasonable shape. And I want to actually be good at cardio and fit like Scooby. That’s the type of body I’m shooting for now, like a Success Story on Scoobysworkshop. That’s buff enough that I can call myself a bodybuilder, attainable, and I can still go out and drink and live my life some.

But like he says on the website, I’ve gotta get in shape first. So looks like it’s time to start training for this 5K.

 

[nicksaiz65]

Congrats on your recent progress. Definitely don't overthink the hair situation. Longer hair is in more nowadays anyways and doesn't take as much maintenance/upkeep.

Thanks man! I had long hair once upon a time but I can’t go back to that. Too itchy for me lol

 

[nicksaiz65]

4/18/18: Just another Quick, Boring Update

Not much to say today honestly. Just a quick update.

Working hard on school and the gym. Same old same old honestly. Got a violin concert coming up. Responsibilities are very tedious, but I’m just playing awesome music to get through. I’m making it a point to work extremely hard. Trying to work as hard as an entrepreneur would.

Eating healthy, doing Scooby’s workouts. Still training to do that 5K as my first fitness goal. Going out tonight.

I think HB Nana, another prospective, is feeling me. I’ve been doing RSD’s Social Media Game. Unfortunately, she’s busy this week. At this point, I’m just trying to get her out before school is out. Then she can be a fvck buddy while I take my summer classes.

I feel like I need a bit more self improvement if I’m gonna get these 7s-9s that I really want. Just basic stuff like cutting hair, getting ripped, and so on.

The girl I fvcked last weekend has been texting me a ton. So that’s proof that if you do it right, they’ll come to you.

But it’s mid-day so I’ve got lots more work to do. And a quiz tomorrow that I’m not ready for. So I’m logging off Sosuave fam, I’ll probably do another update this Friday. I’m gonna try to get in some more Cold Approach too.

SIDENOTE: I think that once I become a master at this PUA stuff, I really am gonna make a blog and compile all of the knowledge I've gained to help people in a similar situation to me. But that's gonna be a while away. For now, I've just gotta focus on getting better, doing crazy **** to update this Odyssey, and fixing my life in general.

 

[Papa_smu]

SIDENOTE: I think that once I become a master at this PUA stuff, I really am gonna make a blog and compile all of the knowledge I've gained to help people in a similar situation to me. But that's gonna be a while away. For now, I've just gotta focus on getting better, doing crazy **** to update this Odyssey, and fixing my life in general.

I would start now with the blog. You're starting to see success and it wouldn't hurt to capture those moments with blog entries for others to read. Who knows, by the time you graduate, you'll have a nice passive income stream coming in to cover for your expenses.

 

[nicksaiz65]

I would start now with the blog. You're starting to see success and it wouldn't hurt to capture those moments with blog entries for others to read. Who knows, by the time you graduate, you'll have a nice passive income stream coming in to cover for your expenses.

That is true. It’d be a fun project to put together over summer. Until I can do that I’ll keep doing this journal. My vision for this blog was something like Richard la Ruina and Dr. Nerdlove were doing. Just like a whole book showing me what I wish I could’ve known at 12 years old. I really don’t know much about maintaining a blog though at all. I’ll research, but how much would that cost? How would you make money off it? Would maintainining a Blog look good on a Computer Science resume?

 

[nicksaiz65]

4/20/18: First Updates of the Day Before Class

Happy 4/20 to all my readers that smoke.

I meant to update this yesterday, but I fell asleep before I could. So expect several updates over the course of today.

Also, for the most part this journal has been about improving my love life. This is about to change. For the next 4 months, this journal will be more about my WHOLE LIFE. I’ve got to put it back together, with these hella responsibilities, and my future in general.

I feel like I’m sort of hitting a plateau in my dating Improvement because I don’t really know where I’m going with it. I think a good benchmark for me would be able to get one of my old “flames,” HB Aleena. We were totally compatible with each other, but I managed to screw it all up. Due to several insufficiencies on my part. So I’m gonna keep increasing my game(reading books, watching lots of RSD and ****, field practice) and SMV until pulling her would be a cinch. And then I’ll have reached a whole nother level of game.

 

[nicksaiz65]

Cold Approach 9

Very very quick update. I’m tired.

So I did another cold Approach today at work as promised. Very thick white girl. I couldn’t believe how many hot girls were there tonight.

One thing that I could use some work on is just chilling out and letting there be lulls in conversation.

Whenever I Approach, it feels like I’m on autopilot. Don Juan philosophies aren’t really running through my head.

The first PUA Book I’m reading is The Layguide by Tony Clink. I actually bought it on Kindle lol. Pook recommended it; we’ll see how it is. I heard it’s more step by step, which is what I need.

Shoutout to The Red Pill. That community is extremely helpful. They’re helping me stay unplugged while I continue to go on this PUA life journey.

I’m gonna lay in bed a bit then clean this junky ass room. The first step in getting my whole damn life together.

 

[nicksaiz65]

Tweaking my Cold Approach

One thing I could definitely be better at is approaching groups. Attractive women always travel in groups.

I just don’t think that I’m dealing with the groups super effectively. Last night there were 3 girls: 1 really hot, 1 average, 1 ugly. I got the average one’s number. If I play my cards right I should still be able to fvck her though.

But as I read the Layguide I’ll be thinking about this so I can get my Cold Approach even tighter. I may jump back into Dr. Nerdlove’s New Game Plus and some PUA articles too. I’m gonna reread all the ones on conversation also so I can talk better and deal with **** tests.

I’m feeling better. Got a test on Tuesday, and a last minute gig today. But I’m just fighting hard to undo my shyt life and get on the top where I deserve to be.

Fighting Back Life Gradually
So for now, my priority numero uno is finishing strong on school. Over the gym, making new music, over everything. Although I will be getting my speakers back today so I can finally actually start making decent music again. But I must finish strong on school to pursue my ambition of being an engineer and violinist. So I’m gonna be going HAM in these last couple weeks or so. Even if I don’t do well, passing my classes will open up all of my upper division courses so I’ll be set up. So long story short, my fitness and music are gonna be kind of on the back burner while I grind to be a perfect engineer. Still gonna eat healthy and do push-ups and cardio though. I can work towards getting in shape if nothing else. I hate being lethargic. And EDM and Classical music are gonna push me through.

 

[nicksaiz65]

How I Know I’m Getting Better at Cutting Hair

Still getting compliments on my haircuts. Honestly, I don’t think I’m gonna go to the barber for a while. Just gonna take care of myself. Getting compliments on my waves too. So I’m gonna cut my hair every 7 days and keep waving. That will be enough to keep me looking sharp even while I’m on the wave grind... and I can really focus on running this 5K.

 

[nicksaiz65]

More Haircuts
I was just bragging about haircuts and I managed to push my line back with a straight razor today lol. Well, looks like I’ll be growing this back for a month. Not chopping my wave progress off, I’ll just grow back the line. It’s all good, I can still work on getting my waves deep and improving my fading skills even more in the meantime.

Instagram
Posted a fire picture of me in a suit today. Keep improving that value.

 

[nicksaiz65]

More Awesome Sex

Had the same HB from Lay Report 2 over for a college date. Damn she’s thick... and she’s got tattoos. We went to the gas station, got some margaritas in cans. Watched a movie for 30 minutes and then we got straight to it.

We literally fvcked for 2 hours. Crazy positions. Shoutout to PUA Training(Richard la Ruina) for teaching me some new tricks. I got lots of head. I hit it raw. We jacked each other off and I came all over her tits, she said it was hot as hell. That felt freaking amazing, I’ve always wanted to do that lol. I tried eating pvssy for the first time, and I really like it. We went through 2 boxes of condoms, and she came at least 5 times. Heck, at one point we just watched porn while she sucked my dyck and I fingered her. I fvcked her so rough that she was bruised on the chest(by my mouth), her vagina almost started bleeding, and she could barely walk lol. Basically I fvcked the hell out of her. When I get my strength, abs, and get in shape: how hard will I be able to fvck then?

She loved how I was gentlemanly(Don Juan) enough to walk her to her car. I was telling her about my waves and fitness and she told me I looked sexy now. In fact, her friend texted her and said “damn I see why you fvcked him” while I was at my job. Big ego booster. Still gotta get these waves and get in shape if I’m gonna get to the next level though.

So once again, I’m getting in lots of good practice here. Great for my self improvement. I’m just gonna keep improving myself so I can get the life and the bytches that I really want.

SIDE-NOTES:
I cleaned my junky ass room.
I’ve got to practice my violin and learn my engineering material.
My hair is freaking ruined after that marathon sex session. I’ve gotta wash and brush to bounce back. Also, I can’t feel my dyck lol. So I’m gonna take this time to just work on improving myself and my life while I recover.
What’s the freaking point in reading all this Seduction material? I’d be better off just improving my life and working on waves, fitness, and dancing. So that’s exactly what I will do.
I don’t feel as accomplished as I thought. I mean the sex was great... but I see what Pook’s saying. There’s more to life than vagina. I must chase my own dreams.