I didn't read this entire thread, cause it's too damn long.
On Christmas I was lonely and took a sexy girl home. Yes, we had sex and it was good. The next day I took her home and didn't ask for her number. We met at a bar a few days later. When we were together, we flirted a lot and laughed and had fun.
A week ago, I took her home and we had sex again. I never really expected this to turn into anything, but I kind of regret not getting her number or trying to let her know that I want more out of this than a two night stand. I never had this happen before. I would usually be happy to have sex once or twice and never see her again. But, I feel kind of bad. Like I'm missing an opportunity for something more with this girl.
I guess she feels bad too, but I have no way of knowing. I don't even know if I'll ever see her again.
At a certain point you realize that maybe you've had enough one night stands, and it's time for something more. I've had a lot of one nighters. My number of women that I've slept with is getting big enough, that I don't want any woman to find out. But, eventually you get a reputation. I think this makes some women want to be the one to tame me, and other women afraid of me.
Not sure if any of this rambling helped, but it's just my 2 cents.