Journal - Approaches on street, at mall, etc.
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Thursday, August 8th
Nicer than expected... haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6rXZs9FviFQ
So yeah, after filming another dance video with my friend Darnell, I decided to stop by the local mall. I was SOLO.
So I walked around for 10-20 minutes or so, finding nothing but groups... skipped one or two girls by themselves too. I feel like sh1t as I'm heading back to the bus stop...
But then, I tell myself that I can't go and that I have to at LEAST do one approach before leaving. So I go upstairs this time, and it's totally empty. The mall was pretty much dead tbh.
After I'm done texting my buddies, I look downstairs and see a girl by herself... She seems cute from the side...
ALRIGHT MAN. NO EXCUSES, ENOUGH B!TCHING OUT WHILE SOLO.
So after 3 seconds of hesitation, I'm like FCK THAT SH!ET and I go. Thanks for SP podcast on going out alone that gave me motivation.
So I approached her. Turned out to be very cute, I'd say an 8. We talked for a while, she was quite open and friendly. Too bad her boyfriend arrived literally 30 seconds later haha. He was friendly too, because I had a friendly vibe too? Yes, because I'm awesome. I waved goodbye, they had a nice smile on their faces.
Ahhh, pickup is about giving love guys!
Next approach, I almost b1tch out but then I'm like NO, and go for it.
Me : Hey excuse me...
Her : Mh?
Me : Are you single?
She looks a bit weirded out, does the very formal handshake and walks away from me telling me how weird the situation is haha. Whatever, she wasn't thaaat hot.
So updates...
Tried to reschedule with Jen for Tuesday next week, but she told me that she has soccer. I didn't respond yet, I think I'll wait.
Send Laos a message to setup a date, waiting for response.
About the Russian girl, tried to setup a date for wednesday. She said that she'd like to but that she'll be out of town for most of next week. She asks me if we could do it some other time.
You know the girl I approached who wants to bring a friend to the date? Well everything solved : I'm bringing Oli with me so he can take care of the friend! Hopefully they like each other...
CONCLUSION
- Approaching and socializing is about GIVING LOVE, letting people have a good time. The girl with the boyfriend was giggling and smiling as I was leaving, it was nice to see. I love seeing happy people, and it should be the same for you.
- I realize how much approaching solo is better for the soul, as you know you do it for you and her, not because your friends told you to. It feels much more personal and sincere. It's scarier because you have no one to turn to after a rejection, but solo is how you learn better.
- About dates, SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT. Ask them out. Get them dates, get the reference of going on dates. Socializing is fun.
Thursday, August 8th
Nicer than expected... haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6rXZs9FviFQ
So yeah, after filming another dance video with my friend Darnell, I decided to stop by the local mall. I was SOLO.
So I walked around for 10-20 minutes or so, finding nothing but groups... skipped one or two girls by themselves too. I feel like sh1t as I'm heading back to the bus stop...
But then, I tell myself that I can't go and that I have to at LEAST do one approach before leaving. So I go upstairs this time, and it's totally empty. The mall was pretty much dead tbh.
After I'm done texting my buddies, I look downstairs and see a girl by herself... She seems cute from the side...
ALRIGHT MAN. NO EXCUSES, ENOUGH B!TCHING OUT WHILE SOLO.
So after 3 seconds of hesitation, I'm like FCK THAT SH!ET and I go. Thanks for SP podcast on going out alone that gave me motivation.
So I approached her. Turned out to be very cute, I'd say an 8. We talked for a while, she was quite open and friendly. Too bad her boyfriend arrived literally 30 seconds later haha. He was friendly too, because I had a friendly vibe too? Yes, because I'm awesome. I waved goodbye, they had a nice smile on their faces.
Ahhh, pickup is about giving love guys!
Next approach, I almost b1tch out but then I'm like NO, and go for it.
Me : Hey excuse me...
Her : Mh?
Me : Are you single?
She looks a bit weirded out, does the very formal handshake and walks away from me telling me how weird the situation is haha. Whatever, she wasn't thaaat hot.
So updates...
Tried to reschedule with Jen for Tuesday next week, but she told me that she has soccer. I didn't respond yet, I think I'll wait.
Send Laos a message to setup a date, waiting for response.
About the Russian girl, tried to setup a date for wednesday. She said that she'd like to but that she'll be out of town for most of next week. She asks me if we could do it some other time.
You know the girl I approached who wants to bring a friend to the date? Well everything solved : I'm bringing Oli with me so he can take care of the friend! Hopefully they like each other...
CONCLUSION
- Approaching and socializing is about GIVING LOVE, letting people have a good time. The girl with the boyfriend was giggling and smiling as I was leaving, it was nice to see. I love seeing happy people, and it should be the same for you.
- I realize how much approaching solo is better for the soul, as you know you do it for you and her, not because your friends told you to. It feels much more personal and sincere. It's scarier because you have no one to turn to after a rejection, but solo is how you learn better.
- About dates, SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT. Ask them out. Get them dates, get the reference of going on dates. Socializing is fun.
Cool times.
But right now feeling sh1tty as hell for some reason. It's because of tonight's incident.
Saturday, August 10th
Meetup with Dumi at his place at 8ish. We get to the clubs at 10:30 PM.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdDery8wMt0
Still can't believe he approached NO ONE that night. It's unbelievable, how he has so many presuppositions, excuses not to approaches, etc. It drives me completely CRAZY. He doesn't even dance or anything, just stands on the side and do nothing.
Whatever. Our vibes are different, but it didn't stop me from approaching.
So I started off *****ing out a lot. At the beginning of the night, the mood's not quite high yet so it's hard to get sh1t started.
It's around 11:30ish that I start approaching for real. The Tokyo club had more people at this time, so I started dancing with a few.
I approached that 23 year old looking girl. She seems quite interested as she asks me a plenty of questions and gets close to me. At this point, I realize that age doesn't fckn matter when you're just clubbing and having fun. I felt like everyone was older and taller than me, worrying too much for nothing.
Later, her friend drags her away. Dumi didn't do the wingman lol.
Later, I approach that set of two asians. One is quite interested, I grind her from the front and kiss her on the cheek (failed make-out attempt). After that, she backs off for some reason. Her friend suddenly starts acting a bit b1tchy when she was quite open at first. They thought the making out attempt was too much? Whatever, lol. After a while I reapproach, they go away from me.
I approach some more, but not many results. I lose state at some point, I approach and it's not hitting. Girls not interested.
I still party and have fun with the random people I meet. Some girls and guys are really nice to me. At some point there's a circle and I decide to shuffle in the middle. Everyone cheers me up, it's a big load of fun. Probably the best part of the night.
Sunday, August 11th
Party at my place! Though I only invite friends I know, so it's a small thing. Like 15 people.
We have fun in the pool and everything. There's that girl who names herself Charlie (mentionned her a long time ago in my journal, never mentionned her name). She seemed a bit flirty around me, looking at me a lot. Her nipple was about to slip out her bikini and I could almost see it... haha.
Some sexual flirting happening, too bad she has a boyfriend. This is what really stopped me from moving things further. Though after a while of talking about relationships and stuff, she tells us how she'd be ready to break up if her relationship isn't emotionally satisfying, how a boyfriend could be tossed like a pawn in chess.
She hugs me tight, tells me that she loves me. We exchange goodbyes, I text her some ridiculous sh1t my friends wanted to tell her. She didn't respond yet.
Monday, August 12th
Thinking about that night feels like sh1t. I'm feeling so guilty... Whatever, I must write about it.
So yeah,
My friends wanted to go to a strip club. I wasn't sure at first, but I thought that why not give it a try.
So we went there, sat at a table and looked at the women dancing naked. They gave me pressure to go ask some woman to dance with me (yes women, because they were all in their twenties and up). The more they pressured me, the more I felt like a *****. On one side I felt like I getting a lapdance, and I thought why not. That 25 year old woman walks up to me after I gestured to her. She caresses me a bit.
Me : Hey it's my birthday. Can you give me 5$ discount?
Blablabla, I'm talking to her and my friends are looking at me laughing. I couldn't tell if they were laughing at me or not. Nonetheless, I felt quite like a b1tch. Flirting with a woman looking like an experimented porn star prostitute? She looked like a real MILF, intimidatingly hot.
She grabs me by the hand, tells me to come with her. I hesitate for a bit, I'm not even that turned on. But I was thinking in my head : Hey, why not for the reference of touching some MILF's tits? That could be cool I thought.
So we get in the room. I tell her to spin, to do this or this or that. When I tell her to play with my ****, she tells me to pay 15$ instead of 10$. I'm like OK. It was written 15$ per song, but I didn't acknowledge that... So then when I realized that, I asked her how many songs have played so far.
It was 4 songs... 60 fcking bucks. 60 bucks for a slutty hoe to play with my ****, pretending like she enjoyed it just to get the money out of my wallet. She was manipulating me all this time.
I got mad at first, immediately felt really guilty. Wasn't it 15$? She never told me when she'll stop, so I wasted my money. This is ridiculous. When I went to the counter to get some money off my credit card (because I realized I didn't have enough in my wallet), she gave me that fake drunk smile that disgusted me. She was like an object to me, no connection. It felt awkward, it felt just wrong.
My friends were laughing at me. I laughed with them and realized that yeah, whatever. The past is the past, we do make mistakes and whatever. We are young and still learning. But deep down, I felt stupid. I looked at some old man asking for some lap dance to some other woman. She looked all happy and everything, but it was so fake. So fake I wanted to throw up.
When on facebook, got mad at Dumi because he was telling me how desperate I was about all of this. But then I realized how he was just being honest, and it's true that I got a bit manipulated. Whatever.
Talked to my childhood best friend. I immediately felt better, knowing that it was just an experience and just some mistake we might make.
Anyway. I'm taking it as such a big deal. I should just brush it off and go get some real girls.
Updates,
Girl flaked the double date.
Jen, I don't know what to do yet.
Sophie the skype girl is on vacation. I'll call her once she comes back.
Alexxx, girl I met the 24th of June, is coming back to town. I'm setting up a date with her.
CONCLUSION
- Do NOT pay for lap dances. It's a waste of time and money. Just thinking about it makes me cringe because it totally goes against the self-development side of pickup. Would you rather let some girl manipulate the horny side of your brain for money and pleasure you with zero emotional connection, or would you rather find quality girls who are genuinely interested in you?
- Keep the positivity. Life is beautiful. Don't let yourself down for some stupid sh1t you did.
But right now feeling sh1tty as hell for some reason. It's because of tonight's incident.
Saturday, August 10th
Meetup with Dumi at his place at 8ish. We get to the clubs at 10:30 PM.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdDery8wMt0
Still can't believe he approached NO ONE that night. It's unbelievable, how he has so many presuppositions, excuses not to approaches, etc. It drives me completely CRAZY. He doesn't even dance or anything, just stands on the side and do nothing.
Whatever. Our vibes are different, but it didn't stop me from approaching.
So I started off *****ing out a lot. At the beginning of the night, the mood's not quite high yet so it's hard to get sh1t started.
It's around 11:30ish that I start approaching for real. The Tokyo club had more people at this time, so I started dancing with a few.
I approached that 23 year old looking girl. She seems quite interested as she asks me a plenty of questions and gets close to me. At this point, I realize that age doesn't fckn matter when you're just clubbing and having fun. I felt like everyone was older and taller than me, worrying too much for nothing.
Later, her friend drags her away. Dumi didn't do the wingman lol.
Later, I approach that set of two asians. One is quite interested, I grind her from the front and kiss her on the cheek (failed make-out attempt). After that, she backs off for some reason. Her friend suddenly starts acting a bit b1tchy when she was quite open at first. They thought the making out attempt was too much? Whatever, lol. After a while I reapproach, they go away from me.
I approach some more, but not many results. I lose state at some point, I approach and it's not hitting. Girls not interested.
I still party and have fun with the random people I meet. Some girls and guys are really nice to me. At some point there's a circle and I decide to shuffle in the middle. Everyone cheers me up, it's a big load of fun. Probably the best part of the night.
Sunday, August 11th
Party at my place! Though I only invite friends I know, so it's a small thing. Like 15 people.
We have fun in the pool and everything. There's that girl who names herself Charlie (mentionned her a long time ago in my journal, never mentionned her name). She seemed a bit flirty around me, looking at me a lot. Her nipple was about to slip out her bikini and I could almost see it... haha.
Some sexual flirting happening, too bad she has a boyfriend. This is what really stopped me from moving things further. Though after a while of talking about relationships and stuff, she tells us how she'd be ready to break up if her relationship isn't emotionally satisfying, how a boyfriend could be tossed like a pawn in chess.
She hugs me tight, tells me that she loves me. We exchange goodbyes, I text her some ridiculous sh1t my friends wanted to tell her. She didn't respond yet.
Monday, August 12th
Thinking about that night feels like sh1t. I'm feeling so guilty... Whatever, I must write about it.
So yeah,
My friends wanted to go to a strip club. I wasn't sure at first, but I thought that why not give it a try.
So we went there, sat at a table and looked at the women dancing naked. They gave me pressure to go ask some woman to dance with me (yes women, because they were all in their twenties and up). The more they pressured me, the more I felt like a *****. On one side I felt like I getting a lapdance, and I thought why not. That 25 year old woman walks up to me after I gestured to her. She caresses me a bit.
Me : Hey it's my birthday. Can you give me 5$ discount?
Blablabla, I'm talking to her and my friends are looking at me laughing. I couldn't tell if they were laughing at me or not. Nonetheless, I felt quite like a b1tch. Flirting with a woman looking like an experimented porn star prostitute? She looked like a real MILF, intimidatingly hot.
She grabs me by the hand, tells me to come with her. I hesitate for a bit, I'm not even that turned on. But I was thinking in my head : Hey, why not for the reference of touching some MILF's tits? That could be cool I thought.
So we get in the room. I tell her to spin, to do this or this or that. When I tell her to play with my ****, she tells me to pay 15$ instead of 10$. I'm like OK. It was written 15$ per song, but I didn't acknowledge that... So then when I realized that, I asked her how many songs have played so far.
It was 4 songs... 60 fcking bucks. 60 bucks for a slutty hoe to play with my ****, pretending like she enjoyed it just to get the money out of my wallet. She was manipulating me all this time.
I got mad at first, immediately felt really guilty. Wasn't it 15$? She never told me when she'll stop, so I wasted my money. This is ridiculous. When I went to the counter to get some money off my credit card (because I realized I didn't have enough in my wallet), she gave me that fake drunk smile that disgusted me. She was like an object to me, no connection. It felt awkward, it felt just wrong.
My friends were laughing at me. I laughed with them and realized that yeah, whatever. The past is the past, we do make mistakes and whatever. We are young and still learning. But deep down, I felt stupid. I looked at some old man asking for some lap dance to some other woman. She looked all happy and everything, but it was so fake. So fake I wanted to throw up.
When on facebook, got mad at Dumi because he was telling me how desperate I was about all of this. But then I realized how he was just being honest, and it's true that I got a bit manipulated. Whatever.
Talked to my childhood best friend. I immediately felt better, knowing that it was just an experience and just some mistake we might make.
Anyway. I'm taking it as such a big deal. I should just brush it off and go get some real girls.
Updates,
Girl flaked the double date.
Jen, I don't know what to do yet.
Sophie the skype girl is on vacation. I'll call her once she comes back.
Alexxx, girl I met the 24th of June, is coming back to town. I'm setting up a date with her.
CONCLUSION
- Do NOT pay for lap dances. It's a waste of time and money. Just thinking about it makes me cringe because it totally goes against the self-development side of pickup. Would you rather let some girl manipulate the horny side of your brain for money and pleasure you with zero emotional connection, or would you rather find quality girls who are genuinely interested in you?
- Keep the positivity. Life is beautiful. Don't let yourself down for some stupid sh1t you did.
Sinking back into old habits...
Is it my fault? Kind of, but It's also because I'm not able to walk much after my surgery.
Thursday, August 15th
It was a left TESTICLE SURGERY.
http://youtu.be/ROSo44plo1w
Yeah, not quite fun lol. Though, apparently my sperm production is much better after my varicocele (that's how it's called) is fixed.
So right before the surgery, I'm feeling quite good and fine.
Then, I get some text from Sophie, the girl from the camp. She tells me thatit was nice of me to invite her to hangout again, but she thought we made clear it'd be only a summer-only thing. I didn't remember quite saying that, so I got a bit disappointed and replied very briefly, almost jerk-like while she was trying to be nice telling me how I was the funniest guy she'd ever met. Then I realized that there was no point in this, that I want to give people love.
So I told her how I was happy to meet her, how I'd be happy to see her at school (because she's going to my school) as friends. Friendzoning each other, why not? I'll meet her friends, she'll meet mine.
Then after surgery, I text the slutty girl again. She tells me that she now has a boyfriend!
So same again here, I tell her congratulations and I don't try to avoid it. Funny how she was acting all b1tchy by text earlier!...
Sunday, August 18th
Well guess what? I've been in my room almost always for the past few days. I have no other choices.
I was playing Super Smash Bros. Brawl the whole time, gaming with people from France. After my friend Roux (let's call him like that. I mentioned him earlier in my journal but never really gave him any name) told me about that upcoming tournament of Brawl. I was hyped because I knew I wanted to participate. I just practised practised so much... Too bad I didn't have anything else to do.
I read some Anthony Robbins along the way. Good stuff, I did the exercises too and I'm developing a good emotional intelligence.
Though I have to come back to doing meditation 20 minutes a day... I'm not doing it enough. Maybe do it even longer since I have nothing else to do.
AND sh1t I have to work on video editing damnit! I have a project due next week for 200$ and I haven't really started yet. I have to set my habits in place.
Later on, Sam told me he wanted to bring skype girl at my house just for a visit. I was down for it.
So they came. I gave her a hug, it's all fun and stuff. Funny because right before I was nervous because I thought I didn't look right, I'd look miserable in my bed unable to move, and that I was rusty from having close to no human interactions for 4 days.
A bit of flirting here and there. She seemed more at ease than me, and when I told myself that I started being a little b1tch. They only stayed a couple minutes with my playing Wii (because I couldn't move from my bed anyway...)
As they were about to leave, I was thinking of asking skype girl out, but Sam was here and I thought it wouldn't be the appropriate moment. Well I was stupid. Basically nothing happened.
Apparently skype girl is into Sam too. But she's into me at the same time. What the fck man, I have to call her. I'm *****ing out from doing it.
So just for the fun of it, I thought I'd call slutty girl to tell her about how I'd give her back her glasses she forgot at my place. I joked around about how I sold them to some poor asian slave. Then I realized how it's no big deal to call girls on the phone...
I want to make it a no big deal thing to call girls. So from now on, if I have to tell a girl friend about something or ask something, I'll get into the habit of calling. Calling guys is always no big deal for me, so I have to call girls.
So now I'm thinking about adding skype girl on skype and having an actual 1 on 1 convo with her (yes, I didn't even add her on skype yet LOL). She's very pretty in my opinion. half asian half white is a big win, right coolkid?
So updates,
Sophie from camp, we are now good friends. Better be friends than enemies!
Slutty girl has a boyfriend, who cares.
Gotta add skype girl on skype. Damn I'm feeling needy about her...
No signs of Lili. Is she back from camp? I'll just wait for her to text me. If she doesn't in a week or so, I'll text her again, then call.
Alexxx, got a date setup for Friday evening. I was planning on bringing her home that night, but I'm not allowed of sexual activity for TWO WEEKS because of operation... pfftt.
CONCLUSION
- Even though you're in pain and unable to do your ordinary activities, make your time valuable and learn some things. Don't be like me and start playing video games again! It's a waste of time... Stupid tournament haha, but I want to be good at it...
- Call girls, it's funny. Don't get too comfortable with texting all the time.
- Outcome dependence. If a girl says no, don't get mad. GIVE LOVE, don't lose your cool and keep the abundance and positivity. Be grateful that you made a friend and had the experience with her.
Is it my fault? Kind of, but It's also because I'm not able to walk much after my surgery.
Thursday, August 15th
It was a left TESTICLE SURGERY.
http://youtu.be/ROSo44plo1w
Yeah, not quite fun lol. Though, apparently my sperm production is much better after my varicocele (that's how it's called) is fixed.
So right before the surgery, I'm feeling quite good and fine.
Then, I get some text from Sophie, the girl from the camp. She tells me thatit was nice of me to invite her to hangout again, but she thought we made clear it'd be only a summer-only thing. I didn't remember quite saying that, so I got a bit disappointed and replied very briefly, almost jerk-like while she was trying to be nice telling me how I was the funniest guy she'd ever met. Then I realized that there was no point in this, that I want to give people love.
So I told her how I was happy to meet her, how I'd be happy to see her at school (because she's going to my school) as friends. Friendzoning each other, why not? I'll meet her friends, she'll meet mine.
Then after surgery, I text the slutty girl again. She tells me that she now has a boyfriend!
So same again here, I tell her congratulations and I don't try to avoid it. Funny how she was acting all b1tchy by text earlier!...
Sunday, August 18th
Well guess what? I've been in my room almost always for the past few days. I have no other choices.
I was playing Super Smash Bros. Brawl the whole time, gaming with people from France. After my friend Roux (let's call him like that. I mentioned him earlier in my journal but never really gave him any name) told me about that upcoming tournament of Brawl. I was hyped because I knew I wanted to participate. I just practised practised so much... Too bad I didn't have anything else to do.
I read some Anthony Robbins along the way. Good stuff, I did the exercises too and I'm developing a good emotional intelligence.
Though I have to come back to doing meditation 20 minutes a day... I'm not doing it enough. Maybe do it even longer since I have nothing else to do.
AND sh1t I have to work on video editing damnit! I have a project due next week for 200$ and I haven't really started yet. I have to set my habits in place.
Later on, Sam told me he wanted to bring skype girl at my house just for a visit. I was down for it.
So they came. I gave her a hug, it's all fun and stuff. Funny because right before I was nervous because I thought I didn't look right, I'd look miserable in my bed unable to move, and that I was rusty from having close to no human interactions for 4 days.
A bit of flirting here and there. She seemed more at ease than me, and when I told myself that I started being a little b1tch. They only stayed a couple minutes with my playing Wii (because I couldn't move from my bed anyway...)
As they were about to leave, I was thinking of asking skype girl out, but Sam was here and I thought it wouldn't be the appropriate moment. Well I was stupid. Basically nothing happened.
Apparently skype girl is into Sam too. But she's into me at the same time. What the fck man, I have to call her. I'm *****ing out from doing it.
So just for the fun of it, I thought I'd call slutty girl to tell her about how I'd give her back her glasses she forgot at my place. I joked around about how I sold them to some poor asian slave. Then I realized how it's no big deal to call girls on the phone...
I want to make it a no big deal thing to call girls. So from now on, if I have to tell a girl friend about something or ask something, I'll get into the habit of calling. Calling guys is always no big deal for me, so I have to call girls.
So now I'm thinking about adding skype girl on skype and having an actual 1 on 1 convo with her (yes, I didn't even add her on skype yet LOL). She's very pretty in my opinion. half asian half white is a big win, right coolkid?
So updates,
Sophie from camp, we are now good friends. Better be friends than enemies!
Slutty girl has a boyfriend, who cares.
Gotta add skype girl on skype. Damn I'm feeling needy about her...
No signs of Lili. Is she back from camp? I'll just wait for her to text me. If she doesn't in a week or so, I'll text her again, then call.
Alexxx, got a date setup for Friday evening. I was planning on bringing her home that night, but I'm not allowed of sexual activity for TWO WEEKS because of operation... pfftt.
CONCLUSION
- Even though you're in pain and unable to do your ordinary activities, make your time valuable and learn some things. Don't be like me and start playing video games again! It's a waste of time... Stupid tournament haha, but I want to be good at it...
- Call girls, it's funny. Don't get too comfortable with texting all the time.
- Outcome dependence. If a girl says no, don't get mad. GIVE LOVE, don't lose your cool and keep the abundance and positivity. Be grateful that you made a friend and had the experience with her.
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Life is music. Life is the roller coaster of emotions music gives you. Life offers value the way music does without asking anything back in return.
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Friday, August 23rd
Great day.
Funny because the day right before I had a date with an ugly girl. It was the russian girl from the party last time. Wow she wasn't hot at all! Probably was I a bit drunk when I took her number? Haha.
I used that as leverage. I was tired of only dating 7s and below. I want to have high quality girls in my life. So I knew deep down that such a thing was possible. The difference today is that I not only thought of it, but also believed it and FELT it.
First sets were okay. We kept shooting until we saw two gorgeous girls. One looked like katy perry, quite the HB8. The other one was clearly an HB8.5. She was smoking, had great tits and was beautiful.
So I talked to both of em. Tried to make the hot Italian 8.5 invest more, but she seemed a bit shy. I ask them out on a double date for next week and they agree. I was full energy and happy as I said so, which is good. Not hesitant, I knew I could get it. As I get her number, she asks me to text her now so she has my number too. The other 8 asked for my number too, I told that Porno will just text it to me.
She texts me Heyy, I text her the next day How's Italia going! And she answered like 2 minutes ago.
Feeling quite in state, I go walk to the washrooms but on my way there I see a group of girls. I approach them with some funny statement, 100% self-amusement. Inspired by Sasha daygame.
I then transition to telling them they're cute.Afterwards, I go sit next to the hottest girl, a good 8.5 out of 10, very hot. She was giving me a lot of IOIs, she seemed quite interested. I wasn't that nervous, it was a controllable nervousness. I felt really attractive on that one for some reason. The talking seemed natural. At the end I do some *false time constraint* as we call it.
I later text her and it seems to be going fine. I then text to setup the date and she never responded.
Kept approaching. Cool stuff cool stuff. I was left unaffected when rejections happened. I was feeling very in control, much more than the usual.
DATE WITH ALEXXX.
When I saw her, I was like meh. Not as hot as I thought she was. My standards are going up and up. But hey, she's still a decent 7 and she's fun to be around with. So why not!
We walked around arm wrapped around. It was maybe just a bit awkward at first while we were eating. She didn't know what to talk about and it was obvious. Same for me a bit lol. But yeah, then we started talking about random funny cool **** and it was all fun and games again.
We left the restaurant, I gave her a slap on the ass, spinned her around and made out passionately. She loved it.
We walked some more, made out some more. Find some more private spot and just looked up at the sky and talked about anything. We were so comfortable, it almost felt like we were a couple. Just comfortable doing anything together.
We walked some more, find some bench to sit on where there wasn't as many people. We sat and made out from different angles. I slid my hands up and down her body and she really enjoyed it. I massaged her boobs and she started to breathe faster and hold me tighter. Green light.
I took her hand and place it on my crotch.
Her : Oohhh... so I'm allowed to touch it?
Me : Haha yeah... I just can't ejaculate with my surgery...
She kept squeezing and rubbing it. I fckn loved it.
Until she opened her eyes and saw some old lady looking at her with a PRICELESS look. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. We got caught...
So we kept looking around before doing it again. She was the one to grab my crotch this time, squeeze it hornily.
At some point, I slid my hands between her legs over her crotch. She was breathing faster again. Then, I slid my hand down her shorts. As soon as I felt her ***** lips, she pulled my hand out.
Her : Wooah, you're playing with fire now!
Me : Haha couldn't resist... I told you it's been a week and a half without jacking off!
Her : Hahaha!
We kept making out.
So yeah. Basically the whole date was just chilling around, enjoying the moment together just kissing and looking at the sky.
Saturday, August 24th
NIGHTGAME.
With Karl, Porno and Jad.
Because of my surgery I couldn't grind girls, so I just danced around with my cane, it was funny.
Not much happened. I approached a couple of girls, usually in the clubs. Karl didn't approach... he wasn't comfortable approaching. Porno seemed out of state too, most of the time. Though, I really like his comeback : as we were about to leave the club, he bounced back in and approached the two girls.
Funny because the club we went to was quite dead, with a 5guys 1 girl ratio LOL. Funny enough, they were too ***** to approach them.
We went back home after 2 hours or so, because Karl had to wake up early the next day. Thinking about it, I thought that the night was quite bad because I didn't go in for the make-out or anything, didn't push things far enough. It is true, but I still learned some things.
Sunday, August 25th
Had some skype convo with Sophie (skype girl) and Ani (brown-haired girl with freckles at party). I don't know why I was nervous to call them at first. Then, I made things funny and started talking sexually a bit.
With Ani, I message her on fb about sex or flirting all the time. Sophie's more conservative I feel like, but nonetheless she's funny.
So yeah. They knew I went on a date with the Russian girl (which I find to be ugly now tbh), but I don't really care. It's going to be like that at school too : Everyone's going to know who's seeing who.
I could get lays with both of them? Why the hell not. I just need to chill with them sometime. Worst thing that happens is that I make cool female friends.
Updates,
I texted Jennifer again (girl I approached in a set of two with Denis 2 weeks ago), and she responded. I say Tuesday, she tells me she can't and suggests Wednesday. I tell her I can't and suggest Monday. It's her birthday that day, so I'm like : Ok don't worry I'll let you know when I'm free, and she said : Sounds good
Jessica, the hot 8.5, I have to setup something with her. If she's too shy at least it'll be a double date with Porno and the Katy perry looking girl.
Texted Alexxx telling her I liked how she played with my crotch. She later explicitly told me that she can't wait to push things further. She wants SEX.
Lili? She didn't respond to her text. Is it over? I don't mind haha.
You know the girl who number closed me 3 weeks ago? She texted me today. Funny because I forgot to get her number. I asked her out on a date ASAP and ask her if she's free tonight at 6, she simply answered : No ;p.
Lol What The ****? You text me and you don't want to go on a date? Or is she just not available and testing me. I don't know what to do.
CONCLUSION
- At night, don't stay still and just loaf around, look around for girls. Keep moving and keep the energy!
- After each day/night, ask yourself what you learned that day.
- Guys are usually too ***** to approach, afraid of hurting their ego. It's even worse during the day...
- Keep shooting the ****.
- A girl might take up to 1-2 days to answer sometimes. Don't freak out.
- Girls you didn't text in 2 weeks or so? Text them again, They'll most definitely answer if truly interested.
Life is music. Life is the roller coaster of emotions music gives you. Life offers value the way music does without asking anything back in return.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1k31INfb5bg&list=UU1xizmywhQRGOh7YHMmJDng
Friday, August 23rd
Great day.
Funny because the day right before I had a date with an ugly girl. It was the russian girl from the party last time. Wow she wasn't hot at all! Probably was I a bit drunk when I took her number? Haha.
I used that as leverage. I was tired of only dating 7s and below. I want to have high quality girls in my life. So I knew deep down that such a thing was possible. The difference today is that I not only thought of it, but also believed it and FELT it.
First sets were okay. We kept shooting until we saw two gorgeous girls. One looked like katy perry, quite the HB8. The other one was clearly an HB8.5. She was smoking, had great tits and was beautiful.
So I talked to both of em. Tried to make the hot Italian 8.5 invest more, but she seemed a bit shy. I ask them out on a double date for next week and they agree. I was full energy and happy as I said so, which is good. Not hesitant, I knew I could get it. As I get her number, she asks me to text her now so she has my number too. The other 8 asked for my number too, I told that Porno will just text it to me.
She texts me Heyy, I text her the next day How's Italia going! And she answered like 2 minutes ago.
Feeling quite in state, I go walk to the washrooms but on my way there I see a group of girls. I approach them with some funny statement, 100% self-amusement. Inspired by Sasha daygame.
I then transition to telling them they're cute.Afterwards, I go sit next to the hottest girl, a good 8.5 out of 10, very hot. She was giving me a lot of IOIs, she seemed quite interested. I wasn't that nervous, it was a controllable nervousness. I felt really attractive on that one for some reason. The talking seemed natural. At the end I do some *false time constraint* as we call it.
I later text her and it seems to be going fine. I then text to setup the date and she never responded.
Kept approaching. Cool stuff cool stuff. I was left unaffected when rejections happened. I was feeling very in control, much more than the usual.
DATE WITH ALEXXX.
When I saw her, I was like meh. Not as hot as I thought she was. My standards are going up and up. But hey, she's still a decent 7 and she's fun to be around with. So why not!
We walked around arm wrapped around. It was maybe just a bit awkward at first while we were eating. She didn't know what to talk about and it was obvious. Same for me a bit lol. But yeah, then we started talking about random funny cool **** and it was all fun and games again.
We left the restaurant, I gave her a slap on the ass, spinned her around and made out passionately. She loved it.
We walked some more, made out some more. Find some more private spot and just looked up at the sky and talked about anything. We were so comfortable, it almost felt like we were a couple. Just comfortable doing anything together.
We walked some more, find some bench to sit on where there wasn't as many people. We sat and made out from different angles. I slid my hands up and down her body and she really enjoyed it. I massaged her boobs and she started to breathe faster and hold me tighter. Green light.
I took her hand and place it on my crotch.
Her : Oohhh... so I'm allowed to touch it?
Me : Haha yeah... I just can't ejaculate with my surgery...
She kept squeezing and rubbing it. I fckn loved it.
Until she opened her eyes and saw some old lady looking at her with a PRICELESS look. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. We got caught...
So we kept looking around before doing it again. She was the one to grab my crotch this time, squeeze it hornily.
At some point, I slid my hands between her legs over her crotch. She was breathing faster again. Then, I slid my hand down her shorts. As soon as I felt her ***** lips, she pulled my hand out.
Her : Wooah, you're playing with fire now!
Me : Haha couldn't resist... I told you it's been a week and a half without jacking off!
Her : Hahaha!
We kept making out.
So yeah. Basically the whole date was just chilling around, enjoying the moment together just kissing and looking at the sky.
Saturday, August 24th
NIGHTGAME.
With Karl, Porno and Jad.
Because of my surgery I couldn't grind girls, so I just danced around with my cane, it was funny.
Not much happened. I approached a couple of girls, usually in the clubs. Karl didn't approach... he wasn't comfortable approaching. Porno seemed out of state too, most of the time. Though, I really like his comeback : as we were about to leave the club, he bounced back in and approached the two girls.
Funny because the club we went to was quite dead, with a 5guys 1 girl ratio LOL. Funny enough, they were too ***** to approach them.
We went back home after 2 hours or so, because Karl had to wake up early the next day. Thinking about it, I thought that the night was quite bad because I didn't go in for the make-out or anything, didn't push things far enough. It is true, but I still learned some things.
Sunday, August 25th
Had some skype convo with Sophie (skype girl) and Ani (brown-haired girl with freckles at party). I don't know why I was nervous to call them at first. Then, I made things funny and started talking sexually a bit.
With Ani, I message her on fb about sex or flirting all the time. Sophie's more conservative I feel like, but nonetheless she's funny.
So yeah. They knew I went on a date with the Russian girl (which I find to be ugly now tbh), but I don't really care. It's going to be like that at school too : Everyone's going to know who's seeing who.
I could get lays with both of them? Why the hell not. I just need to chill with them sometime. Worst thing that happens is that I make cool female friends.
Updates,
I texted Jennifer again (girl I approached in a set of two with Denis 2 weeks ago), and she responded. I say Tuesday, she tells me she can't and suggests Wednesday. I tell her I can't and suggest Monday. It's her birthday that day, so I'm like : Ok don't worry I'll let you know when I'm free, and she said : Sounds good
Jessica, the hot 8.5, I have to setup something with her. If she's too shy at least it'll be a double date with Porno and the Katy perry looking girl.
Texted Alexxx telling her I liked how she played with my crotch. She later explicitly told me that she can't wait to push things further. She wants SEX.
Lili? She didn't respond to her text. Is it over? I don't mind haha.
You know the girl who number closed me 3 weeks ago? She texted me today. Funny because I forgot to get her number. I asked her out on a date ASAP and ask her if she's free tonight at 6, she simply answered : No ;p.
Lol What The ****? You text me and you don't want to go on a date? Or is she just not available and testing me. I don't know what to do.
CONCLUSION
- At night, don't stay still and just loaf around, look around for girls. Keep moving and keep the energy!
- After each day/night, ask yourself what you learned that day.
- Guys are usually too ***** to approach, afraid of hurting their ego. It's even worse during the day...
- Keep shooting the ****.
- A girl might take up to 1-2 days to answer sometimes. Don't freak out.
- Girls you didn't text in 2 weeks or so? Text them again, They'll most definitely answer if truly interested.
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How do you build a habit? You do it over and over again.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vla3dalU-jQ
Monday, August 26th
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
I enter the first class, feeling totally out of it haha. I see a bunch of girls I already talked to before, getting all self-conscious. When the teacher starts and asks me to present myself I'm all caught off guard and I'm like oh shiet.
I look at the class a little hesitant, and present myself weakly. Lol XD
At the end of class, I exit and Sydney talks to me, HB Blondasian's friend I met at a party. She's pretty cool and friendly. Kinda hot too.
During break, I'm with Porno and I walk around for fun. I see Blondasian and her friend Talya. She's cool too, a 7 or so. We chat for a while. On the way, I talk to a bunch of people I talked to before. They all ask me about my cane and I tell them about my testicle surgery.
I always hesitate to approach the hot girls I once talked to a long time ago, or a cool guy I once talked to but busy with his circle of friends I don't know.
I honestly have to get over that fear that I'll mess up and people might know about it.
I HAVE TO FCKING GET THROUGH THAT AND START DOING MY SH1T. I HAVE TO ARGHH.
So yeah,
In French class, I don't notice Nya who sits right next to me. (Used to call her Niya. Girl I approached near my old locker location back in august or september 2012)
She has a boyfriend apparently... But it didn't stop me from teasing her and messing around with her.
Me : Hey you made a mistake here.
Her : Noooooo! What the hell you talking about blalbalblabl.
Me : Shut up zebra!
Her : Zebra?
She looks down on her striped top showing off her cleavage a bit. She hides her boob crack with a funny smile.
When class finished, should have asked her to wait for me instead of letting her walk away.
Oh, forgot to mention that HB Nipples is in the same French class too. She always holds very strong eye contact with me, and it feels seductive. I can't tell whether she's still interested or not. She's so hot. So is Nya. Both 8.5s.
So at bus stop!
I see one Indian friend I know. Oh, and some cute brown girl from gym class last semester. It's a big group of Indians actually, cool people haha. Funny how all brown people hangout together.
I'm feeling friendly and just social. It's fun.
We get in the bus, I sit next to some high school friend and let the brown friends sit in the back (when I call them brown it's not racist, just to identify them haha).
When I get off the bus, the Indian girl from my gym class is walking behind me with her friend.
Me : Wuddup Indians!
Her : Wuddup, where you going?
Me : NO, where are YOU going? You're following me?
Her : Haha no, you're the one following me. So you're creepo
Me : Why do you have a zipper at the back of your pants, so you can poop better?
Her : No haha... It's for easy access!
Easy access? I immediately start thinking sexually.
Me : Ohhhh haha nice! I'll remember that!
We walk separate ways, she keeps the smile on her face. She's a 7 or 7.5 or so. She's cute.
Updates,
The hot Italian 8.5 didn't respond to my date offer.
Lili's friend told me that Lili's ignoring me for some reason. That's totally fine, I was acting a little needy near the end of our last date and I get it lol.
Sophie the skype girl (I'll just call her Skype girl it'll be easier) is the first one to initiate the conversation on facebook. She seems into me. I'm going to skype call her and setup a date as soon as I've got some time off.
CONCLUSION
- At school? IT DOESN'T MATTER. TALK TO GIRLS. What happens to guys who do so much daygame or nightgame is that they get used to those moments of having nothing to lose, of never seeing the girl again. Well guess what? At school you'll see them again over and over, and there's nothing you can do about it. Take it to your advantage. Enlarge your social circle and bang the friends of friends. Player reputation you'll say? There's no way to hide that, so be it. EVERYTHING spreads. Embrace it, it's part of college game.
- Going back to school made me feel like a chode again for some reason. I associate my past self to people whom I talked to before. Like when I see hot girls from my high school again, I remember my journal from 2011. But you have to let go. Let go of all this.
- Don't go in your comfort zone and just hang out with your usual friends. Or sit next to the usual friends. Sit next to the hot girl, hang out with the hot girl. Close the deal.
- Every day is a new day. I'll make tomorrow a fresh start. Photography class? I've got TONS of chicks in it (according to the list). Haven't been yet, but I'll make sh1t happen for sure.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vla3dalU-jQ
Monday, August 26th
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
I enter the first class, feeling totally out of it haha. I see a bunch of girls I already talked to before, getting all self-conscious. When the teacher starts and asks me to present myself I'm all caught off guard and I'm like oh shiet.
I look at the class a little hesitant, and present myself weakly. Lol XD
At the end of class, I exit and Sydney talks to me, HB Blondasian's friend I met at a party. She's pretty cool and friendly. Kinda hot too.
During break, I'm with Porno and I walk around for fun. I see Blondasian and her friend Talya. She's cool too, a 7 or so. We chat for a while. On the way, I talk to a bunch of people I talked to before. They all ask me about my cane and I tell them about my testicle surgery.
I always hesitate to approach the hot girls I once talked to a long time ago, or a cool guy I once talked to but busy with his circle of friends I don't know.
I honestly have to get over that fear that I'll mess up and people might know about it.
I HAVE TO FCKING GET THROUGH THAT AND START DOING MY SH1T. I HAVE TO ARGHH.
So yeah,
In French class, I don't notice Nya who sits right next to me. (Used to call her Niya. Girl I approached near my old locker location back in august or september 2012)
She has a boyfriend apparently... But it didn't stop me from teasing her and messing around with her.
Me : Hey you made a mistake here.
Her : Noooooo! What the hell you talking about blalbalblabl.
Me : Shut up zebra!
Her : Zebra?
She looks down on her striped top showing off her cleavage a bit. She hides her boob crack with a funny smile.
When class finished, should have asked her to wait for me instead of letting her walk away.
Oh, forgot to mention that HB Nipples is in the same French class too. She always holds very strong eye contact with me, and it feels seductive. I can't tell whether she's still interested or not. She's so hot. So is Nya. Both 8.5s.
So at bus stop!
I see one Indian friend I know. Oh, and some cute brown girl from gym class last semester. It's a big group of Indians actually, cool people haha. Funny how all brown people hangout together.
I'm feeling friendly and just social. It's fun.
We get in the bus, I sit next to some high school friend and let the brown friends sit in the back (when I call them brown it's not racist, just to identify them haha).
When I get off the bus, the Indian girl from my gym class is walking behind me with her friend.
Me : Wuddup Indians!
Her : Wuddup, where you going?
Me : NO, where are YOU going? You're following me?
Her : Haha no, you're the one following me. So you're creepo
Me : Why do you have a zipper at the back of your pants, so you can poop better?
Her : No haha... It's for easy access!
Easy access? I immediately start thinking sexually.
Me : Ohhhh haha nice! I'll remember that!
We walk separate ways, she keeps the smile on her face. She's a 7 or 7.5 or so. She's cute.
Updates,
The hot Italian 8.5 didn't respond to my date offer.
Lili's friend told me that Lili's ignoring me for some reason. That's totally fine, I was acting a little needy near the end of our last date and I get it lol.
Sophie the skype girl (I'll just call her Skype girl it'll be easier) is the first one to initiate the conversation on facebook. She seems into me. I'm going to skype call her and setup a date as soon as I've got some time off.
CONCLUSION
- At school? IT DOESN'T MATTER. TALK TO GIRLS. What happens to guys who do so much daygame or nightgame is that they get used to those moments of having nothing to lose, of never seeing the girl again. Well guess what? At school you'll see them again over and over, and there's nothing you can do about it. Take it to your advantage. Enlarge your social circle and bang the friends of friends. Player reputation you'll say? There's no way to hide that, so be it. EVERYTHING spreads. Embrace it, it's part of college game.
- Going back to school made me feel like a chode again for some reason. I associate my past self to people whom I talked to before. Like when I see hot girls from my high school again, I remember my journal from 2011. But you have to let go. Let go of all this.
- Don't go in your comfort zone and just hang out with your usual friends. Or sit next to the usual friends. Sit next to the hot girl, hang out with the hot girl. Close the deal.
- Every day is a new day. I'll make tomorrow a fresh start. Photography class? I've got TONS of chicks in it (according to the list). Haven't been yet, but I'll make sh1t happen for sure.
GOAL : Get a lay with an 8.5+ before 2014.
This goal is set in stone. 7s are too easy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lb7Sah1z9bM
Tuesday, August 27th
First class, English, ***** out from approaching girls in my class. That 6.5 smiles at me, meh whatever.
During break, the usual chilling around. I talk to the usual girls I know, I'm chilling with Blondasian's friend Talya and Porno. Nothing really happens during that break.
Until I go to photography class.
I enter the room and I'm in AWE with the amount of hotness in that room. 5 guys for 25 girls or so. 90% of them bangable. Almost all HB8s and up.
I sit next to a cute girl. ***** out from talking to her. At some point she holds long eye contact with me but I break it first... Oh shiet.
Then in front of me there's two girls checking me out. It's pretty obvious. Girls checking me out so much these days... It's probably the new more confident vibe I pull off
At break, I stand up and see Lexa from my film class from last semester. She's cool, pretty damn hot in my opinion. Too bad she has a boyfriend + I'm friendzoned. She's taller than me too.
When we come back from break, I sit next to her and my friend VG talks to the hotass 9 next to me. Apparently they knew each other. Good conversation starter.
Me : So how you know VG?
Her : Ohh blablabla.
She asks me for a pen. I give her a *Ohh not again...* look, with a smile. She starts giggling, I just assumed 100% in my head it was a pickup move. She was giving me the anime eyes, giving me quite the IOIs and holding strong eye contact as we talked.
I shook her hand, she held it longer.
As she's about to leave, she gives me that warm smile again
Her : Alright it was nice meeting you, see you next class!
Told her goodbye, should have told her to wait for me or something... She's definitely a 9, very sexy.
Next class is Sex and Sexuality class. Quite a name eh? Haha. It's a humanities class.
I don't sit next to girls this time, but sit next to some guy I knew.
Wednesday, August 28th
First class, Art history class, I sit next to some ugly girl I knew. But she was next to some cute girl. 7.5 or 8, quite hot. I was very nervous that day for some reason. I had troubles handling it.
Teacher : Okay, so you guys can do this assignment in teams! Let's go.
So that was my excuse to talk to her.
Me : Sooo... you good in art history?
Her : Haha lblablablabla
We talked for a while. I said some assumptions about how she looked. Too bad she didn't invest really much. She seemed interested at first, but then attraction seemed a bit lost. I didn't know what to do really, didn't get to know her enough. No flirting was involved...
So she exits class and I let her leave. We don't exchange goodbyes, don't even get her name... anyway.
Break happens. I'm with Porno and I chill around with two other 7s. They're cool. We were *****ing out from approaching that 8 Porno and me lol. We just chill around school for fun. As I walk around with a buddy I see some cute girl smiling at me. A 7.5... I was in a rush to class not paying attention, so I forget about it... Sh1t.
In Flimmaking class, I enter with HB Indi's friend. She's cool.
As I enter, it's super quiet.
Me : Oh shiet it's quiet! Shhhttt....
As I say so, I look at the hot HB8 girl behind me and smile. She does the same.
Later on during class. I look back again. She seems lost in her thoughts, hoping that someone will be friends with her. I smile at her and she gives me the shy smile again.
When class ends, I can't catch up with her and she's already leaving. Actually I was just *****ing out.
I HAVE TO STOP GIRLS. I have to get serious and go for the deeper connection.
Thursday, August 29th
Good day!
So first class is Video production. I enter the class, look around and see some hot chick that looks like the HB9 from my photography class. Let's call her Addis.
I'm thinking like HOLY Sh1t is that her? I try and keep my cool. I look at her, she was looking at me but then quickly looked away. I assumed she was simply shy.
So during the whole documentary i'm watching, I'm feeling super nervous and sh1t, trying to control it. I think I never felt that anxious about approaching a girl in a looong time. Why? Hotness.
So then I remember Anthony Robbins concepts of embracing your emotions, that *negative emotions* are simply ACTION SIGNALS that tell you something. In that case, anxiety was telling me to change my view on things, that I was ready to take action, to expand myself to a whole new level. Once I snapped myself out of it and realized that, I felt great suddenly. It wasn't stress, it was excitement. It was feeling energetic, it was feeling ready.
So when class ended, I walk with her side by side. I'm nervous obviously, but I keep control. We talk for a while, I tease her a little bit. She's guessing that maybe we have the same class after, but we don't.
As we leave the classroom, I'm *****ing out from walking with her again. I'm just being a b1tch again... It's like she was waiting for me to come with her. But I was the one to eject.
Oh, now I get it.
SUCCESS BARRIER. Getting a 9 should not be out of my reality. It is just as possible as getting that lay with a 7.
Then Gym class!
After I thought about Anthony Robbins concepts, I was able to turn stress into excitement. I catch many girls checking me out for some reason. I have this different aura about me... I'm a god.
I enter the class, talk to a girl 7.2 I already knew. Blablalba, meet her friend a 7, blablabla.
So then teacher calls us to make a big circle. Sit next to a cute 8. Feeling a bit stressed, I still go for it. As she texts on her phone, I go
Me : Hey, that's veeerry not subtle! You'll get caugh.
Her : Hahaha nah he won't see me...
Me : Mhmmh... yeah he'll catch you.
Teacher suggests a breaking the ice exercise. We have a card we have a bingo card we have to fill with other people's names. We had to match with what the bingo case said. Example it said : Someone who reads the newspaper regularly, had to put someone who did that.
So I talked to the cute 8 first. No flirting was involved, whatever. I walk around and open different girls. I open that 9.5 (literally), she gives me a wonderful smile and I'm full of joy. I talk to everyone, it's cool. It felt like every conversation was like a daygame interaction. I was making assumptions about the girl, blablabla making her talk. It was fun. Met the whole class basically.
There was this very hot 8.5. I talk to her, she gives me a great smile. I touch her a little bit too. I ask her things, get her name. Since there was a FREE case in the middle of the card, I think of something funny.
Me : Are you FREE? Are you free tonight?
She laughs without looking at me. Shy I thought. Then I saw her later holding hands with her boyfriend... fck.
Then I get a little *****... I sit next to the cute 8 while I was looking around for a place to sit, all hesitantly.
Me : I'm... just going to sit here because, yeah...
I looked ridiculous I was like wtf happened. Lol.
We then go outside with the class, nothing happens. As everyone leaves to go inside, I'm still trying to finish that paper he handed in. The girls were all already gone inside school again...
The way I talked to people felt quite natural and good. Though, when time comes to get serious is when I start feeling a bit scared. I think too much.
So later I head in the bookstore. That cute girl just keeps eyeing me up and down. I ***** out from approaching... She was clearly an 8 or 8.5.
CONCLUSION
- When a girl is eyeing you up and down, FCKN GO. I'm getting so many of these these days. I'm not even better looking than usual. I just carry myself better.
- Get SERIOUS. Initiating the conversation is great, but you have to go for the kill.
- Be full of joy, just express yourself. In gym class I did well talking to everyone. But I know it won't lead anywhere if I don't follow up.
- Find any reason to initiate conversation. If you have to, just be direct and introduce yourself. Some Pickup Gurus say that going direct at school is a bit too much, but I don't think so. Do whatever suits your boat. Going indirect is already pretty direct to me, the way I do it.
- EVERYDAY at college meet a new hot girl. There's so many you can meet. Don't make excuses.
- It doesn't matter if she's an HB9 or a 7. The game plays the same. It's all in your head... Keep in mind that hotter girls are used to getting those needy nervous guys around them. Make the move, they'll love it.
This goal is set in stone. 7s are too easy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lb7Sah1z9bM
Tuesday, August 27th
First class, English, ***** out from approaching girls in my class. That 6.5 smiles at me, meh whatever.
During break, the usual chilling around. I talk to the usual girls I know, I'm chilling with Blondasian's friend Talya and Porno. Nothing really happens during that break.
Until I go to photography class.
I enter the room and I'm in AWE with the amount of hotness in that room. 5 guys for 25 girls or so. 90% of them bangable. Almost all HB8s and up.
I sit next to a cute girl. ***** out from talking to her. At some point she holds long eye contact with me but I break it first... Oh shiet.
Then in front of me there's two girls checking me out. It's pretty obvious. Girls checking me out so much these days... It's probably the new more confident vibe I pull off
At break, I stand up and see Lexa from my film class from last semester. She's cool, pretty damn hot in my opinion. Too bad she has a boyfriend + I'm friendzoned. She's taller than me too.
When we come back from break, I sit next to her and my friend VG talks to the hotass 9 next to me. Apparently they knew each other. Good conversation starter.
Me : So how you know VG?
Her : Ohh blablabla.
She asks me for a pen. I give her a *Ohh not again...* look, with a smile. She starts giggling, I just assumed 100% in my head it was a pickup move. She was giving me the anime eyes, giving me quite the IOIs and holding strong eye contact as we talked.
I shook her hand, she held it longer.
As she's about to leave, she gives me that warm smile again
Her : Alright it was nice meeting you, see you next class!
Told her goodbye, should have told her to wait for me or something... She's definitely a 9, very sexy.
Next class is Sex and Sexuality class. Quite a name eh? Haha. It's a humanities class.
I don't sit next to girls this time, but sit next to some guy I knew.
Wednesday, August 28th
First class, Art history class, I sit next to some ugly girl I knew. But she was next to some cute girl. 7.5 or 8, quite hot. I was very nervous that day for some reason. I had troubles handling it.
Teacher : Okay, so you guys can do this assignment in teams! Let's go.
So that was my excuse to talk to her.
Me : Sooo... you good in art history?
Her : Haha lblablablabla
We talked for a while. I said some assumptions about how she looked. Too bad she didn't invest really much. She seemed interested at first, but then attraction seemed a bit lost. I didn't know what to do really, didn't get to know her enough. No flirting was involved...
So she exits class and I let her leave. We don't exchange goodbyes, don't even get her name... anyway.
Break happens. I'm with Porno and I chill around with two other 7s. They're cool. We were *****ing out from approaching that 8 Porno and me lol. We just chill around school for fun. As I walk around with a buddy I see some cute girl smiling at me. A 7.5... I was in a rush to class not paying attention, so I forget about it... Sh1t.
In Flimmaking class, I enter with HB Indi's friend. She's cool.
As I enter, it's super quiet.
Me : Oh shiet it's quiet! Shhhttt....
As I say so, I look at the hot HB8 girl behind me and smile. She does the same.
Later on during class. I look back again. She seems lost in her thoughts, hoping that someone will be friends with her. I smile at her and she gives me the shy smile again.
When class ends, I can't catch up with her and she's already leaving. Actually I was just *****ing out.
I HAVE TO STOP GIRLS. I have to get serious and go for the deeper connection.
Thursday, August 29th
Good day!
So first class is Video production. I enter the class, look around and see some hot chick that looks like the HB9 from my photography class. Let's call her Addis.
I'm thinking like HOLY Sh1t is that her? I try and keep my cool. I look at her, she was looking at me but then quickly looked away. I assumed she was simply shy.
So during the whole documentary i'm watching, I'm feeling super nervous and sh1t, trying to control it. I think I never felt that anxious about approaching a girl in a looong time. Why? Hotness.
So then I remember Anthony Robbins concepts of embracing your emotions, that *negative emotions* are simply ACTION SIGNALS that tell you something. In that case, anxiety was telling me to change my view on things, that I was ready to take action, to expand myself to a whole new level. Once I snapped myself out of it and realized that, I felt great suddenly. It wasn't stress, it was excitement. It was feeling energetic, it was feeling ready.
So when class ended, I walk with her side by side. I'm nervous obviously, but I keep control. We talk for a while, I tease her a little bit. She's guessing that maybe we have the same class after, but we don't.
As we leave the classroom, I'm *****ing out from walking with her again. I'm just being a b1tch again... It's like she was waiting for me to come with her. But I was the one to eject.
Oh, now I get it.
SUCCESS BARRIER. Getting a 9 should not be out of my reality. It is just as possible as getting that lay with a 7.
Then Gym class!
After I thought about Anthony Robbins concepts, I was able to turn stress into excitement. I catch many girls checking me out for some reason. I have this different aura about me... I'm a god.
I enter the class, talk to a girl 7.2 I already knew. Blablalba, meet her friend a 7, blablabla.
So then teacher calls us to make a big circle. Sit next to a cute 8. Feeling a bit stressed, I still go for it. As she texts on her phone, I go
Me : Hey, that's veeerry not subtle! You'll get caugh.
Her : Hahaha nah he won't see me...
Me : Mhmmh... yeah he'll catch you.
Teacher suggests a breaking the ice exercise. We have a card we have a bingo card we have to fill with other people's names. We had to match with what the bingo case said. Example it said : Someone who reads the newspaper regularly, had to put someone who did that.
So I talked to the cute 8 first. No flirting was involved, whatever. I walk around and open different girls. I open that 9.5 (literally), she gives me a wonderful smile and I'm full of joy. I talk to everyone, it's cool. It felt like every conversation was like a daygame interaction. I was making assumptions about the girl, blablabla making her talk. It was fun. Met the whole class basically.
There was this very hot 8.5. I talk to her, she gives me a great smile. I touch her a little bit too. I ask her things, get her name. Since there was a FREE case in the middle of the card, I think of something funny.
Me : Are you FREE? Are you free tonight?
She laughs without looking at me. Shy I thought. Then I saw her later holding hands with her boyfriend... fck.
Then I get a little *****... I sit next to the cute 8 while I was looking around for a place to sit, all hesitantly.
Me : I'm... just going to sit here because, yeah...
I looked ridiculous I was like wtf happened. Lol.
We then go outside with the class, nothing happens. As everyone leaves to go inside, I'm still trying to finish that paper he handed in. The girls were all already gone inside school again...
The way I talked to people felt quite natural and good. Though, when time comes to get serious is when I start feeling a bit scared. I think too much.
So later I head in the bookstore. That cute girl just keeps eyeing me up and down. I ***** out from approaching... She was clearly an 8 or 8.5.
CONCLUSION
- When a girl is eyeing you up and down, FCKN GO. I'm getting so many of these these days. I'm not even better looking than usual. I just carry myself better.
- Get SERIOUS. Initiating the conversation is great, but you have to go for the kill.
- Be full of joy, just express yourself. In gym class I did well talking to everyone. But I know it won't lead anywhere if I don't follow up.
- Find any reason to initiate conversation. If you have to, just be direct and introduce yourself. Some Pickup Gurus say that going direct at school is a bit too much, but I don't think so. Do whatever suits your boat. Going indirect is already pretty direct to me, the way I do it.
- EVERYDAY at college meet a new hot girl. There's so many you can meet. Don't make excuses.
- It doesn't matter if she's an HB9 or a 7. The game plays the same. It's all in your head... Keep in mind that hotter girls are used to getting those needy nervous guys around them. Make the move, they'll love it.
Friday, August 30th
Good day, good night.
Actually first in English class, I was feeling tired. But yeah, still managed to meet a new blonde girl. HB7 or so, nice tits. But it was easy because we had to make teams for assignment, so I just waved at her to come join us.
Later I see her at the caf. We were both waiting for the microwave. She was with some other guy friend he begged to stay and not leave. Why? Because she was afraid of having a 1 on 1 conversation with me? Anyway, she's meh anyway.
At Sex and Sexuality class, I sit next to some new guy. Blablabla, we have a group assignment. We are a team of 2 guys 2 girls. I'm feeling a bit uncomfortable talking about sex and sh1t for some reason. One of the girls seemed so confident and comfortable about talking about sex it seemed almost abnormal haha. She had a manly voice/attitude which turned me off.
As I exit my sex class, I see that girl from my gym class last semester. Blonde, she was a bit chubby last semester but she looked really good that day for some reason. She seemed healthier, had a nice vibe about her. It's funny because since I wasn't thinking about picking her up at all, the vibe was so much better. And she seemed interested.
Me : So, what you think of the Sex class?
Her : Mhmhm I think it's very interesting. Blablalba, why do you have a cane?
Me : Oh it's because I had testicular surgery. But everything's okay, only thing is that couldn't have sex for 2 weeks...
Her : Ohhh haha. Was it hard to wait?
Me : Ahh yes it was... I had such an urge to do it and sh1t.
Her : Haha, well at least now you're ok! Blablalba
We talked a bit more. I told her that I was heading some other way, but she decided to follow me till my bus stop anyway. Next class I have to organise some kind of insta-date with her.
The NIGHT.
I was with Porno and Asian Denis (Because there are two Denis lol). Actually I'll call him Adenis, the other Denis I'll just call him Denis.
We went to the first Pool bar type of bar. Infested with ****blocks, 85% only males! Still managed to approach a couple of em. Good stuff. It was Porno's friend 18th birthday, I knew some of the people there already.
Some of my approached were good. What wasn't good was the escalating further. I tried the friendly method, kind of what Alexander from RSD was talking about. Being non-threatening and just being comfortable with the girl.
The challenge is that everyone seemed to know each other (because there was a University party) and Porno, Adenis and me didn't know anyone.
So yeah, we walk out of the bar because we find it hard to keep reapproaching the same girls over and over again.
there was this HB8 I approached instantly, no hesitation. It was really in the moment.
Because I came from a friendly place, she seemed quite interested and her friends seemed open too. I presented myself to all of them, but then focus the interaction on the 8.
She was giving me the flirty eyes. I was saying assumption after assumption, it was fun at first. I could even feel that bubble between the two of us, my full focus was on her and only her. And when I did feel that, I realized how I should always feel that with every hot girl I approach. That bubble of just me and her.
But then that bubble didn't last long. At some point I lost it because I didn't know what to do to escalate things further. I just kept doing some random assumptions, just because i didn't know what to talk about. Eventually, she turned to talk to her friends again.
The friends at some point told us that it was a very nice try but that they weren't the right girls for us! I took it as a sh1t test and I didn't realize that I was trying to prove her that I could pick them up. I was trying to prove myself! Then I realized how stupid that was. Tried to invite them to some other bar but they refused.
I took it personal at first, but now thinking about it I don't see where's the big deal. Whatever, we messed up at some point and that's it! Were they b1tches at us? No, they were really nice. They even wished us Good luck. They were just being honest.
So 10 seconds later I open a set of 2 cute girls. They were 30 apparently, but that thought didn't even cross my mind. I ran my game like they were our age, but then at some point they start saying how cute being 18 year old boys is, blablabla. They tell us how our game is off and that we won't get girls doing that.
What I basically did was point the cane at the hottest one. She grabbed it and I tried to pull her closer, told her to kiss me right from the bat lol. Didn't work.
Girl : Ohh that's so cute! You guys are 18!
Me : You know what's cute? My **** inside some b1tch. Get down!
I said something crazy like that, I don't remember what exactly but it was because I was tired of being called cute.
So yeah, their sh1t they told us to bring us down made me feel out of state again, almost angry... I just hate being called the *cute puppy dog*.
We say Blondasian randomly in front of some club with her cute friends. We exchanged hugs hellos goodbyes.
Good day, good night.
Actually first in English class, I was feeling tired. But yeah, still managed to meet a new blonde girl. HB7 or so, nice tits. But it was easy because we had to make teams for assignment, so I just waved at her to come join us.
Later I see her at the caf. We were both waiting for the microwave. She was with some other guy friend he begged to stay and not leave. Why? Because she was afraid of having a 1 on 1 conversation with me? Anyway, she's meh anyway.
At Sex and Sexuality class, I sit next to some new guy. Blablabla, we have a group assignment. We are a team of 2 guys 2 girls. I'm feeling a bit uncomfortable talking about sex and sh1t for some reason. One of the girls seemed so confident and comfortable about talking about sex it seemed almost abnormal haha. She had a manly voice/attitude which turned me off.
As I exit my sex class, I see that girl from my gym class last semester. Blonde, she was a bit chubby last semester but she looked really good that day for some reason. She seemed healthier, had a nice vibe about her. It's funny because since I wasn't thinking about picking her up at all, the vibe was so much better. And she seemed interested.
Me : So, what you think of the Sex class?
Her : Mhmhm I think it's very interesting. Blablalba, why do you have a cane?
Me : Oh it's because I had testicular surgery. But everything's okay, only thing is that couldn't have sex for 2 weeks...
Her : Ohhh haha. Was it hard to wait?
Me : Ahh yes it was... I had such an urge to do it and sh1t.
Her : Haha, well at least now you're ok! Blablalba
We talked a bit more. I told her that I was heading some other way, but she decided to follow me till my bus stop anyway. Next class I have to organise some kind of insta-date with her.
The NIGHT.
I was with Porno and Asian Denis (Because there are two Denis lol). Actually I'll call him Adenis, the other Denis I'll just call him Denis.
We went to the first Pool bar type of bar. Infested with ****blocks, 85% only males! Still managed to approach a couple of em. Good stuff. It was Porno's friend 18th birthday, I knew some of the people there already.
Some of my approached were good. What wasn't good was the escalating further. I tried the friendly method, kind of what Alexander from RSD was talking about. Being non-threatening and just being comfortable with the girl.
The challenge is that everyone seemed to know each other (because there was a University party) and Porno, Adenis and me didn't know anyone.
So yeah, we walk out of the bar because we find it hard to keep reapproaching the same girls over and over again.
there was this HB8 I approached instantly, no hesitation. It was really in the moment.
Because I came from a friendly place, she seemed quite interested and her friends seemed open too. I presented myself to all of them, but then focus the interaction on the 8.
She was giving me the flirty eyes. I was saying assumption after assumption, it was fun at first. I could even feel that bubble between the two of us, my full focus was on her and only her. And when I did feel that, I realized how I should always feel that with every hot girl I approach. That bubble of just me and her.
But then that bubble didn't last long. At some point I lost it because I didn't know what to do to escalate things further. I just kept doing some random assumptions, just because i didn't know what to talk about. Eventually, she turned to talk to her friends again.
The friends at some point told us that it was a very nice try but that they weren't the right girls for us! I took it as a sh1t test and I didn't realize that I was trying to prove her that I could pick them up. I was trying to prove myself! Then I realized how stupid that was. Tried to invite them to some other bar but they refused.
I took it personal at first, but now thinking about it I don't see where's the big deal. Whatever, we messed up at some point and that's it! Were they b1tches at us? No, they were really nice. They even wished us Good luck. They were just being honest.
So 10 seconds later I open a set of 2 cute girls. They were 30 apparently, but that thought didn't even cross my mind. I ran my game like they were our age, but then at some point they start saying how cute being 18 year old boys is, blablabla. They tell us how our game is off and that we won't get girls doing that.
What I basically did was point the cane at the hottest one. She grabbed it and I tried to pull her closer, told her to kiss me right from the bat lol. Didn't work.
Girl : Ohh that's so cute! You guys are 18!
Me : You know what's cute? My **** inside some b1tch. Get down!
I said something crazy like that, I don't remember what exactly but it was because I was tired of being called cute.
So yeah, their sh1t they told us to bring us down made me feel out of state again, almost angry... I just hate being called the *cute puppy dog*.
We say Blondasian randomly in front of some club with her cute friends. We exchanged hugs hellos goodbyes.
Saturday, August 31st
Meeting with Alexxx!
Very sexy times. Read through. (Warning : If doing NoFap you might get the urge again by reading this LOL)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1qm0OOf0BA
So as soon as we see each other at the parking lot, we make out.
She gets in the car. I drive to Harvey's. We eat some good hamburger, it's fun and sh1t. At this point I'm feeling a bit nervous and awkward because I'm thinking of how I'm going to escalate to sex. I wasn't realizing that I was putting too much pressure on myself instead of enjoying the present moment.
So yeah. We get to my place and I make a tour of my house.
We go up in my room. We kiss on the bed, close the door. But after a while I tell her I'd be better to go downstairs. So we do.
I start setting up the Wii for Netflix, but midway through I just feel like kissing her. So I do as we lie on the sofa. It gets hot, I put her hand on my crotch. She plays with it, I rub her crotch too.
She starts playing with my belt a bit. Green light. I pull down my pants, she plays with my ****. It's very fun.
I slide my fingers in her *****. I tell her to remove her bra. She removes her top completely, bra included.
I was playing with her beautiful tits, it was very nice.
At some point I pull her neck downwards.
Me : Alright, go...
She knew I wanted her to blow me. She went on her knees immediately and proceeded to suck my ****. Seemed like she knew what she was doing.
After a while, I finger her and make her moan a lot. She loves it. I go look for the condom, put it on and we try and get it in.
It was hard to get in her vagina for some reason! Lol, so tight...
So yeah, penetration for a good while. Real actual sex, not like with slutty girl from last time haha.
After a couple minutes, I order her to go back to sucking my ****.
I felt the *** going into her mouth. She held her mouth in place and made sure to swallow every single drop... She's so dirty, and she did it with the sexy look in her eyes. Damn I'm such a horn dog.
I fingered her a bit more. Then we put our clothes back on and cuddled each other for a while.
After that, I opened the Wii and we played some Sonic Adventure 2. and we watched the first episode of Spongebob Squarepants LOL.
After that, we were making out again. My **** was a bit sore already (because I jerked off in the morning too lol), but I was feeling my boner coming back.
She slid her hand on my crotch again, grabbed it. I was getting horny again. I wasn't hiding it and I was dirty talking all the time.
Me : Oh yeah I know you love playing with my ****...
Her : yeaaahh...
Me : What are you thinking about mhm? What are you going to do?
So as soon as I said that, she untied my belt. Golden.
For a SECOND TIME she starts sucking my ****. I was fingering her too.
We went completely naked again, because we felt like it.
Me : Hey I don't have any condom with me anymore...
Her : I do
So we kept playing. We had some more penetration sex.
It's nice how synchronized and harmonious sex is. When I was breathing faster, she was too. When I was slowing down and kissing her more passionately, she was slowing down too. When I was kissing her with full of horniness, she was following my lead.
At some point, I lost my erection because my **** was sore and the condom was too tight... I felt the bloodflow in my **** being restricted, so I removed the condom.
I fingered her very fast, find the G-spot and kept playing with it. She was getting all sweaty and wet, it was very sexy. I licked her ***** too, she absolutely loved it. I enjoyed it too, since I'm a horn dog.
She was trying to give me back my erection, but I told her my **** was sore, so we just made out and relaxed. Then, we started doing some horny tongue intertwining like lesbian girls and I got my boner again.
She sucked on it again. I finished in her mouth, and again, she swallowed every drop. Super sexy, cool sh1t.
I stay lying on the sofa, her sitting down next to me. I admitted that I was somehow of a player.
Her : Ohhh really?
Me : Yeah, kind of...
She smiled when I told her the truth. That's good. I don't want to lie to girls. I'd rather be an honest player instead of being a lying boyfriend.
After that, I have to drive her back home. It's a cool ride, she shows me her music and I show her mine on the little speaker I brought.
Before leaving, we make-out for a long time. I'm the one to break the kiss, I tell her that we'll see each other next time. She tells me to text her.
Updates.
Skype girl invited me to some Sushi lunch time with her friends on Monday. Ani will also be there, Cool.
Ani is still flirting with me on FB. She'd probably be down for sex if I'd isolate her and do some cool stuff.
Jennifer is always being busy when I'm asking her out for the date. I tell her to tell me the days she'll be available and she goes : Ok I'm sorry ;/
So what am I supposed to do lol?
CONCLUSION
- Lead the sex. Sex is an expression of your deepest most intimate self, which that other girl. It's special, so enjoy it and don't think. Just be present to the moment as you fully let yourself free and enjoy.
- Do it two times if you really feel like it! Assume she's horny, and she'll be for sure.
- Sex is no big deal. It's the most natural thing in the world. If you assume it, they will also. Trust me, they will.
- If you put her hand on your crotch and she starts massaging it, it's a GREEN LIGHT for sex. At least a *******. Trust me. Catch those little signals and act upon them.
- You CAN get laid from cold approach. Here's proof
Meeting with Alexxx!
Very sexy times. Read through. (Warning : If doing NoFap you might get the urge again by reading this LOL)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1qm0OOf0BA
So as soon as we see each other at the parking lot, we make out.
She gets in the car. I drive to Harvey's. We eat some good hamburger, it's fun and sh1t. At this point I'm feeling a bit nervous and awkward because I'm thinking of how I'm going to escalate to sex. I wasn't realizing that I was putting too much pressure on myself instead of enjoying the present moment.
So yeah. We get to my place and I make a tour of my house.
We go up in my room. We kiss on the bed, close the door. But after a while I tell her I'd be better to go downstairs. So we do.
I start setting up the Wii for Netflix, but midway through I just feel like kissing her. So I do as we lie on the sofa. It gets hot, I put her hand on my crotch. She plays with it, I rub her crotch too.
She starts playing with my belt a bit. Green light. I pull down my pants, she plays with my ****. It's very fun.
I slide my fingers in her *****. I tell her to remove her bra. She removes her top completely, bra included.
I was playing with her beautiful tits, it was very nice.
At some point I pull her neck downwards.
Me : Alright, go...
She knew I wanted her to blow me. She went on her knees immediately and proceeded to suck my ****. Seemed like she knew what she was doing.
After a while, I finger her and make her moan a lot. She loves it. I go look for the condom, put it on and we try and get it in.
It was hard to get in her vagina for some reason! Lol, so tight...
So yeah, penetration for a good while. Real actual sex, not like with slutty girl from last time haha.
After a couple minutes, I order her to go back to sucking my ****.
I felt the *** going into her mouth. She held her mouth in place and made sure to swallow every single drop... She's so dirty, and she did it with the sexy look in her eyes. Damn I'm such a horn dog.
I fingered her a bit more. Then we put our clothes back on and cuddled each other for a while.
After that, I opened the Wii and we played some Sonic Adventure 2. and we watched the first episode of Spongebob Squarepants LOL.
After that, we were making out again. My **** was a bit sore already (because I jerked off in the morning too lol), but I was feeling my boner coming back.
She slid her hand on my crotch again, grabbed it. I was getting horny again. I wasn't hiding it and I was dirty talking all the time.
Me : Oh yeah I know you love playing with my ****...
Her : yeaaahh...
Me : What are you thinking about mhm? What are you going to do?
So as soon as I said that, she untied my belt. Golden.
For a SECOND TIME
she starts sucking my ****. I was fingering her too.We went completely naked again, because we felt like it.
Me : Hey I don't have any condom with me anymore...
Her : I do
So we kept playing. We had some more penetration sex.
It's nice how synchronized and harmonious sex is. When I was breathing faster, she was too. When I was slowing down and kissing her more passionately, she was slowing down too. When I was kissing her with full of horniness, she was following my lead.
At some point, I lost my erection because my **** was sore and the condom was too tight... I felt the bloodflow in my **** being restricted, so I removed the condom.
I fingered her very fast, find the G-spot and kept playing with it. She was getting all sweaty and wet, it was very sexy. I licked her ***** too, she absolutely loved it. I enjoyed it too, since I'm a horn dog.
She was trying to give me back my erection, but I told her my **** was sore, so we just made out and relaxed. Then, we started doing some horny tongue intertwining like lesbian girls and I got my boner again.
She sucked on it again. I finished in her mouth, and again, she swallowed every drop. Super sexy, cool sh1t.
I stay lying on the sofa, her sitting down next to me. I admitted that I was somehow of a player.
Her : Ohhh really?
Me : Yeah, kind of...
She smiled when I told her the truth. That's good. I don't want to lie to girls. I'd rather be an honest player instead of being a lying boyfriend.
After that, I have to drive her back home. It's a cool ride, she shows me her music and I show her mine on the little speaker I brought.
Before leaving, we make-out for a long time. I'm the one to break the kiss, I tell her that we'll see each other next time. She tells me to text her.
Updates.
Skype girl invited me to some Sushi lunch time with her friends on Monday. Ani will also be there, Cool.
Ani is still flirting with me on FB. She'd probably be down for sex if I'd isolate her and do some cool stuff.
Jennifer is always being busy when I'm asking her out for the date. I tell her to tell me the days she'll be available and she goes : Ok I'm sorry ;/
So what am I supposed to do lol?
CONCLUSION
- Lead the sex. Sex is an expression of your deepest most intimate self, which that other girl. It's special, so enjoy it and don't think. Just be present to the moment as you fully let yourself free and enjoy.
- Do it two times if you really feel like it! Assume she's horny, and she'll be for sure.
- Sex is no big deal. It's the most natural thing in the world. If you assume it, they will also. Trust me, they will.
- If you put her hand on your crotch and she starts massaging it, it's a GREEN LIGHT for sex. At least a *******. Trust me. Catch those little signals and act upon them.
- You CAN get laid from cold approach. Here's proof
Thanks so much for support guys
College. The Sex and Sexuality class is actually a humanities class. It's not the 8th grade type of sex class about STDs and sh1t lol. We analyse texts and everything, society's point of view on it, etc.
Sunday, September 1st
Fantastic party. Fantastic night game. Sober all the way.
Probably one of my best ones yet.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxz00bH7XSk
5:25AM
As I was driving back home, I could feel the fresh breeze of the night on my face.
There was thunder that night, but no rain. It was spectacular. It would take the whole sky just for itself.
I couldn't even hear the thunder. It simply was.
So powerful yet so silent. Just like the giant that lies within every one of us.
9:25PM
So me, Porno, Jad and Karl meet at local mall. We approach a set of 3 8.5s near the bus stop. They are acting all b1tchy while I'm feeling totally out of it. It's funny nonetheless lool.
So we drive to the party location. We arrive in front of the house, not even sure if it's at the right place. Luckily it was, so we get in. I'm feeling shy at first, I introduce myself to the 15 or so people that all turned their heads towards me as I enter the kitchen. I then go downstairs a bit. Some guys are playing beer pong, nothing's really happening. Had to wait an hour or so for people to arrive.
When girls arrived, I went upstairs again to talk to a few of them. I started with the less pretty girls, just to get myself in a social mood. I was talking to the hotter girls. I just assumed the best and they were all open.
Then I realized that I had nothing to lose. That life is a freaking movie. That I am a step ahead of every single guy at this party because I know the matrix between every interaction, I know how to be present. And I knew that I didn't need actual reference experiences to believe that I can get 9s and 10s. They are within my reach, because gaming them is like gaming a 7. Same sh1t. And you don't need to be perfect!
So I approach that hottie, her name is Nicky. HB9, no doubt.
She was holding eye contact with me already. She already had a smile on her face before I said hello.
I felt different this time. Not like excited high-energy aroused, more like relaxed aroused. An arousal that just reconnects you even more to the present moment. I felt so... at ease. It was almost scary feeling that good.
When I was touching her, she was being all lovely and everything. I looked into her eyes, knowing deep down that I could have sex with her. I looked her up and down, her cleavage was very nice. I pulled her in, the *claw*. She loved it, wrapped her arm around me.
Later, we were dancing in the living room with some other girl friends of hers. It's crazy how I was in a state of non-caring, of non-neediness, like everything in this world didn't matter. That whether I succeeded or not didn't matter.
Because sex is really no big deal. I had it with Alexxx. It was pleasant, it was fun. But getting it with a 9, is it any different? She's a human being just like any other. At the end of the day, it is simply pleasure and fun.
So then I would let out my craziest most obnoxious dance moves ever. I would caress my crotch like a stripper, all the hot girls went *woooohh!*, and I kept doing my crazy sh1t.
I realized why I wasn't getting as much success. It was because, even though I was taking action and doing my thing, I had a belief in the back of my mind that she was out of my league. And that is complete bullsh1t thinking.
Nicky kept doing her dance moves, was getting closer to me, strong eye contact. I got closer too. At some point, I tried to kiss her but she backed off with a smile. Everyone watched us, went : Ohhohhhh!
I didn't know when was the right time to isolate her, so I just kept dancing and havin' fun.
I'd go approach some other girls. 90% of them were very friendly and receptive, because I didn't expect to get anything. I wasn't thinking about picking them up. It was just about coming closer to feeling present.
I approached most of girls at the party. They were ALL 8s and up, very hot. They were all cool.
I would flirt with some of them. Talking about tits, acting obnoxious and stuff. Everyone thought I was drunk, but I was fully sober. Had to drive. People didn't believe I could be that talkative and confident sober, but I was.
And I just assumed they were into me JUST FOR ME. So when they were talking, I'd just let them talk, listen to them. Then I'd just reply with anything, simply. I had no pressure on myself. I smiled only when I felt like doing it, went crazy when I felt like it, not because I was trying to get *in state*.
I went back to grind Nicky at some point. I slide my hands on the side of her boobs. I wasn't even thinking, it just happened AUTOMATICALLY. Feeling so present and having no resistance. She seemed all into me.
She went to do her choreographed dance with her friends. Pretty cool.
Right after she's done, she brings her butt to my crotch and pushes me on some wall. I caress her body again, I think I went to her tits again. She seemed quite receptive. But then she'd just bounce off again and go to her friends.
At some point, she was grinding some other drunk guy! He was ridiculous... I don't know why I got so out of state at this point.
College. The Sex and Sexuality class is actually a humanities class. It's not the 8th grade type of sex class about STDs and sh1t lol. We analyse texts and everything, society's point of view on it, etc.
Sunday, September 1st
Fantastic party. Fantastic night game. Sober all the way.
Probably one of my best ones yet.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxz00bH7XSk
5:25AM
As I was driving back home, I could feel the fresh breeze of the night on my face.
There was thunder that night, but no rain. It was spectacular. It would take the whole sky just for itself.
I couldn't even hear the thunder. It simply was.
So powerful yet so silent. Just like the giant that lies within every one of us.
9:25PM
So me, Porno, Jad and Karl meet at local mall. We approach a set of 3 8.5s near the bus stop. They are acting all b1tchy while I'm feeling totally out of it. It's funny nonetheless lool.
So we drive to the party location. We arrive in front of the house, not even sure if it's at the right place. Luckily it was, so we get in. I'm feeling shy at first, I introduce myself to the 15 or so people that all turned their heads towards me as I enter the kitchen. I then go downstairs a bit. Some guys are playing beer pong, nothing's really happening. Had to wait an hour or so for people to arrive.
When girls arrived, I went upstairs again to talk to a few of them. I started with the less pretty girls, just to get myself in a social mood. I was talking to the hotter girls. I just assumed the best and they were all open.
Then I realized that I had nothing to lose. That life is a freaking movie. That I am a step ahead of every single guy at this party because I know the matrix between every interaction, I know how to be present. And I knew that I didn't need actual reference experiences to believe that I can get 9s and 10s. They are within my reach, because gaming them is like gaming a 7. Same sh1t. And you don't need to be perfect!
So I approach that hottie, her name is Nicky. HB9, no doubt.
She was holding eye contact with me already. She already had a smile on her face before I said hello.
I felt different this time. Not like excited high-energy aroused, more like relaxed aroused. An arousal that just reconnects you even more to the present moment. I felt so... at ease. It was almost scary feeling that good.
When I was touching her, she was being all lovely and everything. I looked into her eyes, knowing deep down that I could have sex with her. I looked her up and down, her cleavage was very nice. I pulled her in, the *claw*. She loved it, wrapped her arm around me.
Later, we were dancing in the living room with some other girl friends of hers. It's crazy how I was in a state of non-caring, of non-neediness, like everything in this world didn't matter. That whether I succeeded or not didn't matter.
Because sex is really no big deal. I had it with Alexxx. It was pleasant, it was fun. But getting it with a 9, is it any different? She's a human being just like any other. At the end of the day, it is simply pleasure and fun.
So then I would let out my craziest most obnoxious dance moves ever. I would caress my crotch like a stripper, all the hot girls went *woooohh!*, and I kept doing my crazy sh1t.
I realized why I wasn't getting as much success. It was because, even though I was taking action and doing my thing, I had a belief in the back of my mind that she was out of my league. And that is complete bullsh1t thinking.
Nicky kept doing her dance moves, was getting closer to me, strong eye contact. I got closer too. At some point, I tried to kiss her but she backed off with a smile. Everyone watched us, went : Ohhohhhh!
I didn't know when was the right time to isolate her, so I just kept dancing and havin' fun.
I'd go approach some other girls. 90% of them were very friendly and receptive, because I didn't expect to get anything. I wasn't thinking about picking them up. It was just about coming closer to feeling present.
I approached most of girls at the party. They were ALL 8s and up, very hot. They were all cool.
I would flirt with some of them. Talking about tits, acting obnoxious and stuff. Everyone thought I was drunk, but I was fully sober. Had to drive. People didn't believe I could be that talkative and confident sober, but I was.
And I just assumed they were into me JUST FOR ME. So when they were talking, I'd just let them talk, listen to them. Then I'd just reply with anything, simply. I had no pressure on myself. I smiled only when I felt like doing it, went crazy when I felt like it, not because I was trying to get *in state*.
I went back to grind Nicky at some point. I slide my hands on the side of her boobs. I wasn't even thinking, it just happened AUTOMATICALLY. Feeling so present and having no resistance. She seemed all into me.
She went to do her choreographed dance with her friends. Pretty cool.
Right after she's done, she brings her butt to my crotch and pushes me on some wall. I caress her body again, I think I went to her tits again. She seemed quite receptive. But then she'd just bounce off again and go to her friends.
At some point, she was grinding some other drunk guy! He was ridiculous... I don't know why I got so out of state at this point.
I was flirting with some 7.5, perhaps 8, at some point. She seemed cool. I lead her to some other sofa with just her and me. We talk a bit.
Her : Ohh but if you're tired, why don't you sleep here?
Me : Ohhh... you wanna sleep here?
Her : Haha, mhm...
Her eyes flickered. It was the horny look.
I should've went physical here and push it a notch. She just walked away after that.
I went back to Nicky, this time feeling so out of it. She was still giving me little signals and glancing at me. But then, I couldn't keep my strong vibe I had at first. I wasn't sure that she was still into me or not. And as soon as this thought went through my mind, I lost it.
Then the cops came... the party was over, everyone seemed sober now. No one was dancing anymore, and then I really lost my vibe. I was disappointed it was over.
So then I walked back to Nicky, but there was no more chemistry in her eyes. Probably in mines too.
So we walked outside. It was Karl, Porno, Jad and me. We were talking about how amazing that night was. How fcking obnoxious and cool I was! The difference is that I was feeling so at ease that night. Really asking nothing from the party except for the fun and experience. And I really, really had it.
And how many beautiful smiles I had from beautiful women. I made their nights.
Why was it my best night? I didn't make out with any girls. I didn't have sex or anything. But I was feeling like my real self, a state of relaxed arousal. Hopefully that feeling will become permanent.
We went to hug Nicky and her friends. They had their arms crossed, seemed like they all lost interest. I was nervous at this point, I wasn't feeling right. But yeah. I was thinking of number closing, but I thought that'd be no luck. I was back to thinking like my old self. I was going back and forth, from boss to chode, to boss, to chode.
So we head downtown.
Near the clubs and bars. We walk around, approach some girls. Nothing really interesting happened on the streets at first.
So we go into some Sona type of bar. It's really hot and humid inside. We go on the dance floor, approach some girls. I'm feeling very relaxed and non-reactive to rejections.
As I'm about to leave, I see that hot 8.5 dancing by herself.
I dance in front of her and go : Heeyyy yeaaaaa!
She smiles. I look at her, say some assumptions about how she looks, etc. I ask her for her name.
She didn't say a word! But she was looking at me with her lovely eyes. She wasn't talking or anything.
So she just smiled, without a word, wrapped her arms around my neck. I pulled her closer. I talked a bit, but she didn't respond.
I understood : She was playing a game.
How awesome I'd be to get laid with a stranger girl without saying a word? It felt like we were two animals, communicating through sub-communication.
So she spins herself around to push her butt against my crotch. We started grinding.
UNTIL her fat friend (apparently mother?!) ****blocked her.
Then I was talking to the both of them. Nothing was happening.
So then I went back to talk to the mute girl. She gave me that veerry weird look. I wasn't feeling confident when I talked to her, which explains her reaction. No big deal.
Later, the mute girl was dancing on the sofa like a real wild animal, kind of like a stripper. She was caught in her own world, couldn't do much about it. It was 3 AM, had to leave.
We pick up Kareem and his friend Simona, some hottie with big tits.
I flirted with her a little bit. Talking close proximity a bit, teasing. We were talking about her tits and my balls, lol.
Anyway, who cares about her. As long as she invites me to her party in two weeks, that's what's good!
The drive back was really long. I felt mad about having to drive everyone back home, because they didn't wanna take the taxi. But I was resisting the present moment...
So I just let it bet.
And realized that, this night was all worth it. Was incredible. Was probably one of my best ones yet.
A good night has nothing to do with results. It has to do with deep realizations, a deep understanding of how life manifests itself. It's about realizing that there's nothing in the outside world that will really bring you happiness, except yourself.
CONCLUSION
- Sex with a 7 or a 9 is probably very similar. Gaming a 7 or a 9 is the same. Getting one is no harder than getting the other. Make it clear in your mind.
- RELAXED arousal is better than excited high-energy nervous type of arousal.
- When you assume they are attracted, they will come to you. Hotties will bump their butts against you, will wrap their arms around your neck, will come closer to you.
- A good night is NOT about the end results. It's about what you've learned and realized through the process.
Her : Ohh but if you're tired, why don't you sleep here?
Me : Ohhh... you wanna sleep here?
Her : Haha, mhm...
Her eyes flickered. It was the horny look.
I should've went physical here and push it a notch. She just walked away after that.
I went back to Nicky, this time feeling so out of it. She was still giving me little signals and glancing at me. But then, I couldn't keep my strong vibe I had at first. I wasn't sure that she was still into me or not. And as soon as this thought went through my mind, I lost it.
Then the cops came... the party was over, everyone seemed sober now. No one was dancing anymore, and then I really lost my vibe. I was disappointed it was over.
So then I walked back to Nicky, but there was no more chemistry in her eyes. Probably in mines too.
So we walked outside. It was Karl, Porno, Jad and me. We were talking about how amazing that night was. How fcking obnoxious and cool I was! The difference is that I was feeling so at ease that night. Really asking nothing from the party except for the fun and experience. And I really, really had it.
And how many beautiful smiles I had from beautiful women. I made their nights.
Why was it my best night? I didn't make out with any girls. I didn't have sex or anything. But I was feeling like my real self, a state of relaxed arousal. Hopefully that feeling will become permanent.
We went to hug Nicky and her friends. They had their arms crossed, seemed like they all lost interest. I was nervous at this point, I wasn't feeling right. But yeah. I was thinking of number closing, but I thought that'd be no luck. I was back to thinking like my old self. I was going back and forth, from boss to chode, to boss, to chode.
So we head downtown.
Near the clubs and bars. We walk around, approach some girls. Nothing really interesting happened on the streets at first.
So we go into some Sona type of bar. It's really hot and humid inside. We go on the dance floor, approach some girls. I'm feeling very relaxed and non-reactive to rejections.
As I'm about to leave, I see that hot 8.5 dancing by herself.
I dance in front of her and go : Heeyyy yeaaaaa!
She smiles. I look at her, say some assumptions about how she looks, etc. I ask her for her name.
She didn't say a word! But she was looking at me with her lovely eyes. She wasn't talking or anything.
So she just smiled, without a word, wrapped her arms around my neck. I pulled her closer. I talked a bit, but she didn't respond.
I understood : She was playing a game.
How awesome I'd be to get laid with a stranger girl without saying a word? It felt like we were two animals, communicating through sub-communication.
So she spins herself around to push her butt against my crotch. We started grinding.
UNTIL her fat friend (apparently mother?!) ****blocked her.
Then I was talking to the both of them. Nothing was happening.
So then I went back to talk to the mute girl. She gave me that veerry weird look. I wasn't feeling confident when I talked to her, which explains her reaction. No big deal.
Later, the mute girl was dancing on the sofa like a real wild animal, kind of like a stripper. She was caught in her own world, couldn't do much about it. It was 3 AM, had to leave.
We pick up Kareem and his friend Simona, some hottie with big tits.
I flirted with her a little bit. Talking close proximity a bit, teasing. We were talking about her tits and my balls, lol.
Anyway, who cares about her. As long as she invites me to her party in two weeks, that's what's good!
The drive back was really long. I felt mad about having to drive everyone back home, because they didn't wanna take the taxi. But I was resisting the present moment...
So I just let it bet.
And realized that, this night was all worth it. Was incredible. Was probably one of my best ones yet.
A good night has nothing to do with results. It has to do with deep realizations, a deep understanding of how life manifests itself. It's about realizing that there's nothing in the outside world that will really bring you happiness, except yourself.
CONCLUSION
- Sex with a 7 or a 9 is probably very similar. Gaming a 7 or a 9 is the same. Getting one is no harder than getting the other. Make it clear in your mind.
- RELAXED arousal is better than excited high-energy nervous type of arousal.
- When you assume they are attracted, they will come to you. Hotties will bump their butts against you, will wrap their arms around your neck, will come closer to you.
- A good night is NOT about the end results. It's about what you've learned and realized through the process.
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BPH
Master Don Juan
I haven't been reading other people's journals much, but I see this one getting popular so I'm just gonna ask, gotten laid yet?
BPH, yes I did!
SO YEAH.
Monday had no school.
And Tuesday Wednesday Thursday (today), not much happened. I could say that I didn't do anything really. Yes I met some new girls and guys, but nothing really ground-breaking. No number close either.
I'm kind of feeling sh1tty right now for my inaction. I'm being lazy and sh1t, I don't know why.
I guess I have to come back to working out like I used to do. I've recovered from my surgery, I should be OK now! And I have to get those life habits handled, sleep right, eat right, exercise right, socialize right.
And stop having so much pressure on myself...
Some days I had some post-it notes in my walled to remind me of keeping the right mindset.
It did help me feel better during the day, but I still felt like I wasn't doing what I was really supposed to do. It's like that downward spiral again!
But that's okay. I've had moments of laziness like that before, feeling like a chode again. I would always justify my inaction with some excuse.
Ohhh I've got sex this weekend anyway. Why should I care?
Ohhh I'm going to see this guy anyway, I don't have time to talk to her.
Ohhh, well I'll see her next time then. Abundance abundance, it's not like I'm going to die if I don't approach her...
And then I started feeling like a b1tch more because I just kept those excuses running through my head.
And I was back to wandering in the empty mall by myself for 30 minutes skipping the few girls I could have approached. How stupid is that.
And in class? The girl that gave me such a positive reaction last time, well I pussied out from talking to her again, afraid to mess things up. And then I'd just walk next to her and say nothing... Omfg I hate those moments.
CONCLUSION
- Get your life handled.
- Keep trying. Nothing in the world will help you if you can't PULL THE TRIGGER. Just SNAP OUT OF IT, and do it. Stop fcking thinking and waiting for the perfect moment.
- OMFG... Fckin gotta get this sh1t handled.
So since a lame ass week is a setback for a comeback, I'll make this clear
STARTING NOW. And for next week (for now)
- No more fapping.
- No more wasting time on facebook/youtube/forums. If I catch myself doing so for no valuable reason, I have to do 20 pushups.
- Practise piano every day
- Start off with homeworks as soon as I get home.
- Approach one new girl a day. If I have to go to the mall after school, I'll do it. Doesn't matter.
- If I'm terribly scared or insecure, I should act nonetheless. Everytime I'm feeling like the biggest b1tch in the world and I know I'm going to look chody, I must go. I figured that my biggest fear is to show the girl I'm anxious. And I will reward myself for failing or succeeding. It doesn't matter. I will show the world that I'm scared if I have to. If I'm feeling negative, I'll let people know about it, act nonetheless. Invite them out anyway, hang out with them anyway, number close anyway. I will make myself totally vulnerable and not resist it.
I'm getting way too comfortable.
SO YEAH.
Monday had no school.
And Tuesday Wednesday Thursday (today), not much happened. I could say that I didn't do anything really. Yes I met some new girls and guys, but nothing really ground-breaking. No number close either.
I'm kind of feeling sh1tty right now for my inaction. I'm being lazy and sh1t, I don't know why.
I guess I have to come back to working out like I used to do. I've recovered from my surgery, I should be OK now! And I have to get those life habits handled, sleep right, eat right, exercise right, socialize right.
And stop having so much pressure on myself...
Some days I had some post-it notes in my walled to remind me of keeping the right mindset.
It did help me feel better during the day, but I still felt like I wasn't doing what I was really supposed to do. It's like that downward spiral again!
But that's okay. I've had moments of laziness like that before, feeling like a chode again. I would always justify my inaction with some excuse.
Ohhh I've got sex this weekend anyway. Why should I care?
Ohhh I'm going to see this guy anyway, I don't have time to talk to her.
Ohhh, well I'll see her next time then. Abundance abundance, it's not like I'm going to die if I don't approach her...
And then I started feeling like a b1tch more because I just kept those excuses running through my head.
And I was back to wandering in the empty mall by myself for 30 minutes skipping the few girls I could have approached. How stupid is that.
And in class? The girl that gave me such a positive reaction last time, well I pussied out from talking to her again, afraid to mess things up. And then I'd just walk next to her and say nothing... Omfg I hate those moments.
CONCLUSION
- Get your life handled.
- Keep trying. Nothing in the world will help you if you can't PULL THE TRIGGER. Just SNAP OUT OF IT, and do it. Stop fcking thinking and waiting for the perfect moment.
- OMFG... Fckin gotta get this sh1t handled.
So since a lame ass week is a setback for a comeback, I'll make this clear
STARTING NOW. And for next week (for now)
- No more fapping.
- No more wasting time on facebook/youtube/forums. If I catch myself doing so for no valuable reason, I have to do 20 pushups.
- Practise piano every day
- Start off with homeworks as soon as I get home.
- Approach one new girl a day. If I have to go to the mall after school, I'll do it. Doesn't matter.
- If I'm terribly scared or insecure, I should act nonetheless. Everytime I'm feeling like the biggest b1tch in the world and I know I'm going to look chody, I must go. I figured that my biggest fear is to show the girl I'm anxious. And I will reward myself for failing or succeeding. It doesn't matter. I will show the world that I'm scared if I have to. If I'm feeling negative, I'll let people know about it, act nonetheless. Invite them out anyway, hang out with them anyway, number close anyway. I will make myself totally vulnerable and not resist it.
I'm getting way too comfortable.
Thanks for support man!
Actually failed the nofap yesterday, but that was because I was so horny form the night before haha. Anyway, I deserved it, good progress lol.
Friday, September 6th
BEST NIGHTGAME YET.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHS3qJdxefY
I won't spoil anything, but it was pretty epic. The day was meh, but the night was very memorable.
So yeah,
Day started off ordinary. I arrive at school, first class cancelled. So I see that girl I kind of know from last semester. Instead of giving myself excuses, I jump in and get to meet her somehow cute friend. Nothing interesting happens.
During break, I walk around and try to find people I know. I see a girl who reminds me a lot of Addis... can't quite tell if it was her or not... it was probably her, fck...
Totally randomly met some new guy. But as always, I meet too many guys.
In humanities class (sex and sexuality), I sit next to the girl I thought was my teammate for the project. Ends up it wasn't her! Funny instance, I make fun of her article about child sexual abuse. Eww. But I didn't do anything about it afterwards...
But yeah, for the project I've got some pretty hot teammate. She was in my class last semester, I don't know if I could do something about her... I've been too friendly already, I gotta see how it goes.
So SCHOOL ENDS. I take the bus and head downtown.
I arrive at 5:45, but Oli only arrives at 6:30. Trying to solo game all this time, I can't muster up the courage to approach by myself.
Funny because at night, during nightgame, when I approach, I'm always by myself... I split up from my friends and do my approaches by myself. And I can't do that during the day.
So we do 2-3 approaches together, nothing much. Charbel arrives, we go to some shop we call the Peacocking shop because they sell a variety of weird stuff that looks cool. We bought rings, Oli bought a cool necklace.
So at first, I was hesitant about going to the party.
Why? Because it was sold out. There were no more tickets... But I tried to give it a try and sneak in. I knew I had nothing to lose. What's the worst that could happen? I just take the metro back home, a little 20-30 minutes more but who cares. You gotta try in life.
I arrive at the door. I feel sh1tty because can't find a way to get a ticket. Till I meet the president of the college. I manage to get a ticket for myself FOR FREE.
PHEW. I was so happy!
So I get in the party!
At first the lights are on. I'm feeling out of it at first, but I start approaching and approaching. At first, it's going quite slow and I approach like once every 10 minutes or so. But then at some point, I realize that the only way I'm going to feel real good is to keep the momentum going.
So I keep approaching and approaching. When I was a bit feeling needy, I'd still go and KEEP SHOOTING. After every approach, I'd go to another one. It was 1 after another, non-stop. 10 seconds between interactions.
So I slowly start to feel really in the mood. Once I'm into it, I start grinding a couple girls. Just a little bit.
I knew I had nothing to lose. Everything to win. life is like a movie. It's fun, short-lived and dream-like. Being in state didn't mean being all high energy. I was much calmer, just smiled when I felt like it, danced when I felt like it. Even though I wasn't smiling as much as usual, my eyes were like ones of a tiger : Ready to eat the sh1t out of the girl. And I was quite physical too, approached and talked close proximity.
I'm being fun, wrapping my arms around some girls. When I was feeling good, they'd just comply and wrap their arm around me too.
There was this asian girl, HB7.5. She seemed quite interested, but I felt like going for prettier girls.
Problem was that approaching just for the sake or approaching wasn't leading me anywhere really. The girls I approached were quite hot for the most part.
Then, at this point, I lose Oli and Charbel in the big crowd and never see them again of the night. I was on my own.
At some point, some girl pours beer on my hair, literally... A girl I approached earlier.
I then run after her, ask her if she did this.
Friend : Oh no, it was me!
Than the friend throws some beer into my face, the can going bumping into my face. I was bleeding from the chin at this point, didn't even notice. Everyone looked at me confused, so was I...
Congratulations on wasting beer!
Was she just being very b1tchy? Or just trying to get attention? Or attracted but sh1t testing me? It was hard to tell, but it made me out of state.
I went to the bathroom to clean myself up. When back outside, feeling a bit out of it. Funnily enough, it only took me like 2 minutes to come back into my playful state again.
Until that hotass HB9 bumps into me. 9/10 no doubt. She had long straight blonde hair falling on the sides of her face, gently resting on her big boobs. She acted surprised when she bumped into me, and then she extended her hand to shake mine as she knew I wanted to meet her. She spoke first.
Her : Hey! I'm Victoria.
Me : I'm Mindgamez. BLablalba
I don't remember what was said, but as soon as I said so I was already 2 inches away from her face. Our bodies against each other.
Me : Wait, Victoria's secret. What's your secret?
Her : Hahaha.
Me : Who are you!
Her : I am...
I pulled her closer, and I could feel my raging boner on her thigh.
Her : I am the goddess of sex.
So we grinded. As soon as we do so, I can't resist but make out with her. She was exploring my mouth with her tongue like a horny beast, so was I. I squeezed her perfect ass cheek, as I could feel her huge tits rubbing against my chest.
After a minute or so, she just WALKS AWAY super fast! I can't even find her, and she's gone already. That's a very confusing thing. She wants me to chase her, right ? Mhm.
So even though she walked away, I was in state like NEVER BEFORE. Like HOLY SH1T. A fckn 9 made out with me, and so quickly...
I was yelling around WOOOH, having an energy so much higher and feeling like every approach and past failures during the past year and a half was all worth it. Like nothing really mattered anymore.
Then I realized that a make-out with a 9 and a make-out with a 7 just stays a make-out. It's just stimulation but on a higher level.
Stimulation.
And it doesn't mean anything. The pleasures from sex or making out does not compare to the joy and pride of fully dedicating your life to self-development. The beauty of it is in the GAME. The game of life.
So I was back partying like crazy. This time, everyone was open to me. The girls were all receptive, because I was coming from a frame of mind of abundance. I knew I was the biggest boss on this planet. Even though the quantity of better looking guys that could've outgamed me, I managed to make out with whom I believed to be the hottest girl in the club. Though, hotness stays a matter of perspective.
Actually failed the nofap yesterday, but that was because I was so horny form the night before haha. Anyway, I deserved it, good progress lol.
Friday, September 6th
BEST NIGHTGAME YET.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHS3qJdxefY
I won't spoil anything, but it was pretty epic. The day was meh, but the night was very memorable.
So yeah,
Day started off ordinary. I arrive at school, first class cancelled. So I see that girl I kind of know from last semester. Instead of giving myself excuses, I jump in and get to meet her somehow cute friend. Nothing interesting happens.
During break, I walk around and try to find people I know. I see a girl who reminds me a lot of Addis... can't quite tell if it was her or not... it was probably her, fck...
Totally randomly met some new guy. But as always, I meet too many guys.
In humanities class (sex and sexuality), I sit next to the girl I thought was my teammate for the project. Ends up it wasn't her! Funny instance, I make fun of her article about child sexual abuse. Eww. But I didn't do anything about it afterwards...
But yeah, for the project I've got some pretty hot teammate. She was in my class last semester, I don't know if I could do something about her... I've been too friendly already, I gotta see how it goes.
So SCHOOL ENDS. I take the bus and head downtown.
I arrive at 5:45, but Oli only arrives at 6:30. Trying to solo game all this time, I can't muster up the courage to approach by myself.
Funny because at night, during nightgame, when I approach, I'm always by myself... I split up from my friends and do my approaches by myself. And I can't do that during the day.
So we do 2-3 approaches together, nothing much. Charbel arrives, we go to some shop we call the Peacocking shop because they sell a variety of weird stuff that looks cool. We bought rings, Oli bought a cool necklace.
So at first, I was hesitant about going to the party.
Why? Because it was sold out. There were no more tickets... But I tried to give it a try and sneak in. I knew I had nothing to lose. What's the worst that could happen? I just take the metro back home, a little 20-30 minutes more but who cares. You gotta try in life.
I arrive at the door. I feel sh1tty because can't find a way to get a ticket. Till I meet the president of the college. I manage to get a ticket for myself FOR FREE.
PHEW. I was so happy!
So I get in the party!
At first the lights are on. I'm feeling out of it at first, but I start approaching and approaching. At first, it's going quite slow and I approach like once every 10 minutes or so. But then at some point, I realize that the only way I'm going to feel real good is to keep the momentum going.
So I keep approaching and approaching. When I was a bit feeling needy, I'd still go and KEEP SHOOTING. After every approach, I'd go to another one. It was 1 after another, non-stop. 10 seconds between interactions.
So I slowly start to feel really in the mood. Once I'm into it, I start grinding a couple girls. Just a little bit.
I knew I had nothing to lose. Everything to win. life is like a movie. It's fun, short-lived and dream-like. Being in state didn't mean being all high energy. I was much calmer, just smiled when I felt like it, danced when I felt like it. Even though I wasn't smiling as much as usual, my eyes were like ones of a tiger : Ready to eat the sh1t out of the girl. And I was quite physical too, approached and talked close proximity.
I'm being fun, wrapping my arms around some girls. When I was feeling good, they'd just comply and wrap their arm around me too.
There was this asian girl, HB7.5. She seemed quite interested, but I felt like going for prettier girls.
Problem was that approaching just for the sake or approaching wasn't leading me anywhere really. The girls I approached were quite hot for the most part.
Then, at this point, I lose Oli and Charbel in the big crowd and never see them again of the night. I was on my own.
At some point, some girl pours beer on my hair, literally... A girl I approached earlier.
I then run after her, ask her if she did this.
Friend : Oh no, it was me!
Than the friend throws some beer into my face, the can going bumping into my face. I was bleeding from the chin at this point, didn't even notice. Everyone looked at me confused, so was I...
Congratulations on wasting beer!
Was she just being very b1tchy? Or just trying to get attention? Or attracted but sh1t testing me? It was hard to tell, but it made me out of state.
I went to the bathroom to clean myself up. When back outside, feeling a bit out of it. Funnily enough, it only took me like 2 minutes to come back into my playful state again.
Until that hotass HB9 bumps into me. 9/10 no doubt. She had long straight blonde hair falling on the sides of her face, gently resting on her big boobs. She acted surprised when she bumped into me, and then she extended her hand to shake mine as she knew I wanted to meet her. She spoke first.
Her : Hey! I'm Victoria.
Me : I'm Mindgamez. BLablalba
I don't remember what was said, but as soon as I said so I was already 2 inches away from her face. Our bodies against each other.
Me : Wait, Victoria's secret. What's your secret?
Her : Hahaha.
Me : Who are you!
Her : I am...
I pulled her closer, and I could feel my raging boner on her thigh.
Her : I am the goddess of sex.
So we grinded. As soon as we do so, I can't resist but make out with her. She was exploring my mouth with her tongue like a horny beast, so was I. I squeezed her perfect ass cheek, as I could feel her huge tits rubbing against my chest.
After a minute or so, she just WALKS AWAY super fast! I can't even find her, and she's gone already. That's a very confusing thing. She wants me to chase her, right ? Mhm.
So even though she walked away, I was in state like NEVER BEFORE. Like HOLY SH1T. A fckn 9 made out with me, and so quickly...
I was yelling around WOOOH, having an energy so much higher and feeling like every approach and past failures during the past year and a half was all worth it. Like nothing really mattered anymore.
Then I realized that a make-out with a 9 and a make-out with a 7 just stays a make-out. It's just stimulation but on a higher level.
Stimulation.
And it doesn't mean anything. The pleasures from sex or making out does not compare to the joy and pride of fully dedicating your life to self-development. The beauty of it is in the GAME. The game of life.
So I was back partying like crazy. This time, everyone was open to me. The girls were all receptive, because I was coming from a frame of mind of abundance. I knew I was the biggest boss on this planet. Even though the quantity of better looking guys that could've outgamed me, I managed to make out with whom I believed to be the hottest girl in the club. Though, hotness stays a matter of perspective.
So I go to the bar to get some water. I see the hot HB9 again.
Her : Hey! We danced earlier!
Me : Yeaaah, waddup.
I was a bit shy, feeling unprepared. But with such hotness, I wasn't used to it. But I guess it's a part of me now. I get girls of that *calibre*.
I had my arm wrapped around her. She was giving me all the IOIs again, seemed all interested in me. She asked me to pay for her drink, but I said I had no money lol.
She started flirting a bit with the bartender. At this point, I felt like she was just the easy type, trying to get guys to chase her. I think she's the type that likes the attention. And since she's so fckn hot, guys ***** out from doing anything about it. What you guys think?
So then she tells me that I should meet her cute friend. She wasn't as hot as her.
Me : What? No, I don't give a sh1t about your friend.
Her : Come on, I want to see your social skills in action! Your ability to meet new people!
My ability to meet new people. Yes, she's really cool. Slutty? No. Just open to adventure.
Me : No. Hey, you show me your dance moves first. GO, right now!
We were right next to the bar, people waiting around us, but she still decided to do her sexy dance, grinding me.
Me : No, more than that!
She went a bit more intense. Then I just had to let it out with the horniest voice, as I squeezed her ass again.
Me : Ohh come on do it baby...
Her : Haha not here...
So then we keep talking for a while.
Me : Alright, let's go dance again. Come on.
Her : Yeaah okay gogo!
So she pushes me out of the bar, then just WALKS AWAY AGAIN. Lol what the hell... So confusing.
So later, I see her flirting with some other guy in front of me, getting touchy and everything. I thought that she was just the flirty type at first. But it's only the next day, thinking about it, that maybe perhaps was she just sh1t testing me from couple meters away, flirting with some other guys to see how I'd react.
And I didn't react well in fact!
I lost my mood a little bit. I just kept approaching other girls instead. Sometimes I'd spin girls around, go physical and say some funny stuff.
Then, the lights were off. There was smoke, color lights, everything was dark.
I was sitting on the chair next to Andrei, friend from long time ago. So glad I randomly encountered him, so he'd give me a lift back to the local mall.
Then, the HB9 comes back.
Her : Hey what are you guys doing!
Me : Just chilling, I'm tired.
Her : Hey guys, get up! Go talk to some girls!
Me : Agghhh!
She pulled me and Andrei up, then just walked away again super fast.
But she was right. Thanks for putting me on the right track again, Victoria.
And I went back to bettering myself as a person, for the best.
Everything happens for a reason.
And I opened a new group. The fat girl immediately asked for her name, tried to high five me. I gave her one, but then turned to the prettier one. She asked for my name too. She was an HB8, very hot.
This one was more slow paced. I talked to her a bit, made her invest more. I sometimes challenged her a bit.
Led her to the chairs where we sat. Compliance is good.
We talk a bit more. At some point I wrap my arm around her. She seems quite interested, not in her eyes but in the way she talks. I bet she was nervous, because I was too for some reason. When I take it slow, it's like I try not to mess it up.
We went back to dancing.
I made some assumptions stories about how we'd go on a trip to Asia later, with our own private boat. She was trying to find anything to relate to me, saying she loved sushis, etc.
Me : We are so alike. We should get married@
Her : Yeah! What are we waiting for?
We kept dancing, no grinding involved. I took her hands and danced a bit.
Till Andrei told me it was time to go.
So I get her number. I give her a tight hug.
Me : Alright, I'll see you later.
Her : At the bubble tea, right?
Me : Yeah, next saturday!
Her : Alright!
I give her a kiss on the cheek. I go for the kiss on the lips. I keep my mouth closed, but then I just instinctively open my mouth. And we are on making out.
My hand slides on her back, her hands too. We switch sides, make out for quite long, as I squeeze her ass again. She's the one to stop.
Her : Keep some for next time!
I give her a very warm smile, let my hand rest on her cheek for a while, then tell her goodbyes.
As I head outside the club, I'm screaming like a beast. Everyone hears me, I'm feeling like the biggest boss on the planet. I'm talking to anyone and everyone.
I'm flirting with some girls as I exit the club. I kiss one on the cheek randomly, she loves it.
As we head towards the car, I see two random cuties. I wrap my arms around them immediately. Ask her for a kiss, she says no. They were very receptive.
Why? Because I simply ASSUMED it.
It is a new part of me.
Updates
Alexxx couldn't meetup that Saturday, because she had work.
Texted the HB8 I kissed today. She didn't respond yet...
CONCLUSION
- Minimize time between interactions. TO THE MAX. Act despite how you feel. Make yourself vulnerable. Don't be afraid to show the world you're nervous. I was approaching almost every set at some point.
- Getting the girl doesn't mean anything to your life. All it is is stimulation. Nothing else. Nothing will give you as much satisfaction, joy and pride than developing yourself to the maximum.
- The moment you fully allow yourself to feel horny, present and just fully in the moment, is the time you will get the girl. No matter if she's a 10 or a 6.
- School game and night game are quite different. Everyone has their strengths. Think about it : Some people might be very good at meeting girls, but are still feeling lonely and have not many friends. It's about developing social skills in EVERY aspect.
- Don't smile if you don't feel like it. Don't laugh if you don't feel like it. But keep the eyes of the tiger. You're the dominant reality.
Her : Hey! We danced earlier!
Me : Yeaaah, waddup.
I was a bit shy, feeling unprepared. But with such hotness, I wasn't used to it. But I guess it's a part of me now. I get girls of that *calibre*.
I had my arm wrapped around her. She was giving me all the IOIs again, seemed all interested in me. She asked me to pay for her drink, but I said I had no money lol.
She started flirting a bit with the bartender. At this point, I felt like she was just the easy type, trying to get guys to chase her. I think she's the type that likes the attention. And since she's so fckn hot, guys ***** out from doing anything about it. What you guys think?
So then she tells me that I should meet her cute friend. She wasn't as hot as her.
Me : What? No, I don't give a sh1t about your friend.
Her : Come on, I want to see your social skills in action! Your ability to meet new people!
My ability to meet new people. Yes, she's really cool. Slutty? No. Just open to adventure.
Me : No. Hey, you show me your dance moves first. GO, right now!
We were right next to the bar, people waiting around us, but she still decided to do her sexy dance, grinding me.
Me : No, more than that!
She went a bit more intense. Then I just had to let it out with the horniest voice, as I squeezed her ass again.
Me : Ohh come on do it baby...
Her : Haha not here...
So then we keep talking for a while.
Me : Alright, let's go dance again. Come on.
Her : Yeaah okay gogo!
So she pushes me out of the bar, then just WALKS AWAY AGAIN. Lol what the hell... So confusing.
So later, I see her flirting with some other guy in front of me, getting touchy and everything. I thought that she was just the flirty type at first. But it's only the next day, thinking about it, that maybe perhaps was she just sh1t testing me from couple meters away, flirting with some other guys to see how I'd react.
And I didn't react well in fact!
I lost my mood a little bit. I just kept approaching other girls instead. Sometimes I'd spin girls around, go physical and say some funny stuff.
Then, the lights were off. There was smoke, color lights, everything was dark.
I was sitting on the chair next to Andrei, friend from long time ago. So glad I randomly encountered him, so he'd give me a lift back to the local mall.
Then, the HB9 comes back.
Her : Hey what are you guys doing!
Me : Just chilling, I'm tired.
Her : Hey guys, get up! Go talk to some girls!
Me : Agghhh!
She pulled me and Andrei up, then just walked away again super fast.
But she was right. Thanks for putting me on the right track again, Victoria.
And I went back to bettering myself as a person, for the best.
Everything happens for a reason.
And I opened a new group. The fat girl immediately asked for her name, tried to high five me. I gave her one, but then turned to the prettier one. She asked for my name too. She was an HB8, very hot.
This one was more slow paced. I talked to her a bit, made her invest more. I sometimes challenged her a bit.
Led her to the chairs where we sat. Compliance is good.
We talk a bit more. At some point I wrap my arm around her. She seems quite interested, not in her eyes but in the way she talks. I bet she was nervous, because I was too for some reason. When I take it slow, it's like I try not to mess it up.
We went back to dancing.
I made some assumptions stories about how we'd go on a trip to Asia later, with our own private boat. She was trying to find anything to relate to me, saying she loved sushis, etc.
Me : We are so alike. We should get married@
Her : Yeah! What are we waiting for?
We kept dancing, no grinding involved. I took her hands and danced a bit.
Till Andrei told me it was time to go.
So I get her number. I give her a tight hug.
Me : Alright, I'll see you later.
Her : At the bubble tea, right?
Me : Yeah, next saturday!
Her : Alright!
I give her a kiss on the cheek. I go for the kiss on the lips. I keep my mouth closed, but then I just instinctively open my mouth. And we are on making out.
My hand slides on her back, her hands too. We switch sides, make out for quite long, as I squeeze her ass again. She's the one to stop.
Her : Keep some for next time!
I give her a very warm smile, let my hand rest on her cheek for a while, then tell her goodbyes.
As I head outside the club, I'm screaming like a beast. Everyone hears me, I'm feeling like the biggest boss on the planet. I'm talking to anyone and everyone.
I'm flirting with some girls as I exit the club. I kiss one on the cheek randomly, she loves it.
As we head towards the car, I see two random cuties. I wrap my arms around them immediately. Ask her for a kiss, she says no. They were very receptive.
Why? Because I simply ASSUMED it.
It is a new part of me.
Updates
Alexxx couldn't meetup that Saturday, because she had work.
Texted the HB8 I kissed today. She didn't respond yet...
CONCLUSION
- Minimize time between interactions. TO THE MAX. Act despite how you feel. Make yourself vulnerable. Don't be afraid to show the world you're nervous. I was approaching almost every set at some point.
- Getting the girl doesn't mean anything to your life. All it is is stimulation. Nothing else. Nothing will give you as much satisfaction, joy and pride than developing yourself to the maximum.
- The moment you fully allow yourself to feel horny, present and just fully in the moment, is the time you will get the girl. No matter if she's a 10 or a 6.
- School game and night game are quite different. Everyone has their strengths. Think about it : Some people might be very good at meeting girls, but are still feeling lonely and have not many friends. It's about developing social skills in EVERY aspect.
- Don't smile if you don't feel like it. Don't laugh if you don't feel like it. But keep the eyes of the tiger. You're the dominant reality.
RiceandChicken
Senior Don Juan
As always Mindgamez, quality post. Very fun to read man. Your life is dang sure exciting. You can do whatever you want, and no one can stop you. Must be fun being 18 isn't it lol.
Need to get my license, then I'll be going anywhere and everywhere constantly just gaming gaming gaming. 5 more months till I test.
Keep on stylin' and profile'n man.
Need to get my license, then I'll be going anywhere and everywhere constantly just gaming gaming gaming. 5 more months till I test.
Keep on stylin' and profile'n man.
