Journal - Approaches on street, at mall, etc.

[Mindgamez]

We take a break, she wants to see my videos on youtube. She wants me to show her a little bit of guitar. The best part is that I never suggested to show her and I waited for her to ask me. I don't feel any need to brag about anything.
She sits on my lap while we watch. Her hand is an inch away from my ****. Can't have an erection because her sitting on my leg removes the blood flow to my **** (maybe).
So we stand up, start making out and I push her against the wall. I was thinking like (Ohh, what's the next step? What do I do? Blablabla?)
Then I remembered Tyler's video about how being in the moment enhances sex so much. So I decide to just chillax and just let myself loose.
I was kissing her more hornily, her breathing got a little faster. I caressed her body, slid my hands everywhere on her body. I tried to slide my hand down her panties, but she resisted as soon as I could feel her hot wet ***** lips.
Me : Grab my neck.
So she did. I realized how leading was important at this point, how it could turn her on so much. And it did.
I took her hand and put it on my **** again. She stroked it again a little.

I bring her to my bed again. We make out. This time, she goes on top of me. It's really hot, we make out for a long time. At some point, her phone rings so we have to stop.
We continue on with a massage. She sits on top of me, on my butt while massaging me. It felt so good, so relaxing. It put me more in the mood.
Then it's my turn. I'm sitting on her butt and massaging her body. It feels weird at first, but then I realize how fun and funny it is.
She told me earlier not to undo her bra when I tried, but this time I undid it.
Her : Hey, what are you doing!
Me : It's going to be easier for the massage! Don't worry.
So I undo it and she's cool with that. Brilliant, just tell her how inoffensive it is.
Me : Have you ever seen a penis before?
Her : Well on picture yeah...
Me : Haha, if I show you mine would you show me your boobs?
Her : Haha no!

I go back right next to her and make out. I tell her to go on top of me again. As she does so, I caress the inside of her bra. Note that it took me a couple tries from different angles just to feel her nipples! Keep trying.
It was under her dress, so I couldn't see her tits.
She was right on top, squishing me. Her body heat was very hot and warm. I knew that she was getting reaaalllyy horny probably. Her breathing was very fast and heavy, so I held her by the neck even more intensely. She did the same. I slid my hands down her bum, grabbed them.
Me : Grab my ass.
I took her hand and slide it down my bum. She grabbed it while we made out.
Me : Tell me you're a naughty girl.
Her : What?
Me : Tell me you're a naughty girl.
Her : I'm a naughty girl.
Me : Say it again!
That second time, she said it much more sensually.
Her : I'm a naughty girl.
Me : I know you want it. Tell me you want it
Her : I want it.
Me : Again
Her : I want it!
So I start making out more. We are lying right next to each other at this moment.
So I take her hand and put it right on my ****. She start stroking it and it's going very hot. More intense make out. I'm so horny, so I start unzipping my pants?
Her : What are you doing?
I almost thought of backing off, but I knew there was no reason to do so. I had to go all the way, unapologetic.
Me : Nothing.
So I go back to make out as to ignore the fact that I'm pulling my **** out. It feels more smooth. I put her hand on my **** while she makes out with me and she starts stroking it. At this point I'm getting soooo horny.
Me : What are you playing with right now?
Her : Your ****.
Me : Say it again.
Her : You ****...
Me : I know you want it
Her : Haha... yeah...
Me : In the mouth
Her : No...
Me : In tongue in your mouth.
Go back to making out.
Me : Okay, go on your knees.
She looks at me with a frown, looking confused.
Me : Haha, that's fine!
We go back to making out. After a while, I go
Me : Hey, why don't you just give a kiss to my penis?
Her : What?
Me : Just a little kiss! Nothing more than a kiss!
She gives it a kiss.
Me : Ahhh good. Now, give it just a lick, just one lick.
She gives it a lick after hesitating and saying no.
Me : Just one more
So then she starts sucking it for real.
Me : Oh yeaah... I like that, go for it. Mhmhmhm...
She puts it deeper in her mouth.
Me : Oh I know you like it. Mhmhhm.
I grab her head and pull it closer to my ****. We are still lying side by side at this moment. She sucks it more.
So then we sit on the bed next to each other. We make out and everything while she gives me a handjob. She goes down on me again. It's really hot seeing her to it for you. I tell her exactly what I want, telling her to squeeze a little harder, go faster, go deeper.
Her : You're not going to finish in my mouth right?
Me : Haha, where do you want me to finish, on your tits? I don't have any kleenex around!
She didn't answer that and continued sucking on my ****. There was a kleenex box right next to her but she didn't bother mentioning it, so...
Me : Kiss me.
After a while of sucking me, she goes back to kissing me. During this time, I'm jacking off because I feel like I can stimulate myself better. Weird huh? When you're nervous you can't actually be as horny!
So when I feel that *** building up in my ****, I tell her to suck it again.
I tell her to grab it at the same time while she does so.
Me : Look at me.
She continues sucking while looking directly into my eyes. It's probably the sexiest thing ever, right here.
I feel like cumming, but not just like cumming after a porno! Holy sh1t the buildup... I literally moan, I can't resist it. All I could think of was her swallowing that ***. It's like my biggest fetish.
Me : OOAAGGHHH...
I feel like I came a big load in her mouth. I can't tell. I feel my penis contracting twice. She holds her mouth in place, it makes me even hornier. But then she pulls back quickly and my *** just squirts everywhere on my pants... What a mess.
Me : Ahhhh... what a mess! I didn't intend to *** in your mouth, it's all your fault. You are too good.
She smiled after that. She told me not to *** in her mouth? Well if she's giving you a *******, she eventually wants it. Just give it to her, you know she loves it.
Me : It doesn't taste that bad right? Not at all.
Her : No, it's fine
Me : Yeaah, it's no big deal!
I made her agree with me. I make it no big deal!

After that, I felt SO confident like it's not even funny. I felt like everything was possible now. That I could that with every girl. That every single rejection, every moment of feeling depressed or discouraged was all worth it, all for that particular moment.

She laughed because I had jizz on my shirt I had to wipe off.
Me : Ahh, is there some more jizz on my shorts? Damn, gotta change pants!
So I change in front of her, she can see my whole lower body naked. I didn't see her ***** or anything, nor her nipples, but whatever. PROBABLY next time She's just shy.

So I hurry up to drive her back home. The make out at the end was meh because we were discussing some serious thing about Porno and his chick (apparently his chick got mad and told Lili about it).

Anyway, she asked me when I wanted to hang out again, and I told her after I'm done with work!

CONCLUSION
- A NO can very likely be switched to a YES.
- Persist, try different angles and just have fun man. It's all fckin fun. I don't know why I was so freaked out and nervous at first. I was over thinking it for nothing. It was fun and easy, we really took our time to build it up and no big deal.
- Make her admit she's naughty, make her say things. Lead her, be the man. She'll fckn love it. It made her even hornier when I started talking to her. I hesitated about talking at first, but it just made things even hotter. Dominate her. She wants that **** and you know it.
- Try different angles guys! Make it look inoffensive. Just a kiss on the ****, what's so wrong with that? Just a lick! And then wham she's all yours.
- FIRST *******. AND FROM A COLD APPROACH

 

[RiceandChicken]

Unbelievable. Just, speechless dude; that whole entire update. Unbelievable.
Congrats on the Bj; well deserved, you definitely put in the work for that.

I mean, the persistence, goodness gracious I mean if you want motivation then dam* it this is worth a read. I want to get out in the field so bad just after reading that. Knowing I'm a dude who hasn't don't much sexually(I've had chicks feel on my **** and ride me cowgirl style in the back of the bus) but not a Bj or handjo*. Amazing stuff man. Amazing. This is giving more even more motivation. When the upcoming school year starts in August, oh my gosh you can be your life on it! I'm going hard. I'm going hard. I AM GOING HARD! Gotta use this summer to prepare my self physically, sexually and mentally.

Thanks MindGamez, honestly, your journal is the number one thing I keep up with on here beside my journal. Love it. Keep on going man. GO HARD!

 

[ohbe]

Only still come back to SSF to check in on Mindames' journal. ****ing well deserved man. The time has come.

 

[Mindgamez]

RiceandChicken thanks so much man, it means a lot!
You had sex in the bus? A BJ's nothing compared to this LOL.

ohbe thanks you too I'm glad you guys really enjoy reading my journal. I put a lot of time and effort in it!

 

[RiceandChicken]

I haven't gotten my d*** sucked yet so I'd have to say you're ahead of me haha.
If you want I could explain to ya how it went down in Pm's.
Anyways, keep up the great work, love reading your journal.

 

[Mindgamez]

Haha thankz man XD.

Tuesday, June 18th
Meh day, but still.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCCxmOPUi04&list=PLLVeC2nHZ9w1NhErM2vd7EUVdQS07_G7d

So the past few days, I've been jacking off the hell out of my **** till it got sore, like it's not even funny. Failing the NoFap challenge twice per day, watching porn and everything. My excuse was that I got a ******* earlier, and yeah it's okay to take it chill a couple days I thought. LOL.

But then today, I felt so rusty anyway! I was with Denis, we were shopping for clothes a little but I didn't feel like approaching at all.
After my doctor's appointment (got varicocelle on my testicles, thankfully testicles remain healthy), I wandered downtown instead of directly going home.
It took me a while to approach... Maybe like 30 minutes. It's a bad habit to always wait that long, I waste so much time. I was just walking by myself, skipping set after set after set. Funny how I NEVER feel like approaching groups of 2 when I'm solo, because I feel like isolating the girl would be too much trouble.

But I'm just making excuses again.

So I went to the food court. Saw one girl by herself sitting. I tried to pretend to be on my cellphone as I walked by to then approach. Ah I gotta stop lingering around like that and just GO, that's my problem. Especially when alone.
Me : Hey, are you a nerd?
Again classic opener, because she had glasses haha!
We talk for a while. She's very friendly and open, it's fun and games. Though, when I learn that she's nearing her 30s I flip out!
Me : WHAT REALLY? WOW...
And then when I told her I was 17 it got a little awkward and I told her that I had to go meet my friend.

On the way back, feeling happy and a little better, I buy a bit of candy for 25 cents in a machine.
When I walk in the metro, I hold eye contact with a girl. She looks at me up and down. I continue walking to then look at her again. She was looking at me again, and then looked back to her friend to giggle a bit. I look back, still looking at me. I look back, she's looking at me and I wave at her with a smile.
She just ignores me LOL. So I walk up to her and her friend.
Me : Hey, you want some candies?
Her : No sorry... *smiles*
Me : I saw you checking me out so I thought that...
Her : No thank you!
LOL funny moment. It was on the spot. She was kind of cute, but she looked younger with her small ass and tits so I didn't bother.

CONCLUSION
- Hey, fapping won't help you with success with women no MATTER what! It might give you a bit of fun and stuff, but it won't help you. For me at least. If you haven't tried not fapping for a while, I suggest you to do so. Oh shiet, probably on my trip to Tremblant I won't fap for a whole month! Let's get'em all b1tches.
- Have the habit of approaching even when solo. Stop skipping sets and lingering around! Do you value your time? TIME is the most precious thing there is, because you can NEVER have it back.
- *******s feel nice. Read June 15th's entry

 

[Mindgamez]

Didn't get laid, but still had some sexual moments with that girl.

On July 12th I sprained my heel jumping off a stage in some nightclub. I couldn't go back to work, therefore I'm done with the camp. Fckin sucks... the experience at the camp was okay, nothing special really. It was actually quite lame to be honest, because I didn't push myself enough. If not, at all...

Yes, I did a few situational approaches here and there, but nothing really special.
I had some girls giving me eye contact a lot, those I approached. But I never proceeded to close the deal.

Thursday, June 20th
I was with Jad and Denis that day. We approached a couple times at Francofolies event at the Arts Place. Crowded with sh1t ton of people.
[video=youtube;CAQgnce8BuY]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAQgnce8BuY[/video]

I remember that one, two girls with two chody guys. We talked to the girls directly, they seemed very interested. Funny thing is that the guy standing on the side was the girl's boyfriend! He simply smiled at us as we talked together.
I went in physical a bit, did la bise again. I could've gotten her number probably, but I felt bad for the boyfriend so we just left.

Later, Denis and I approach a set of 3 girls. One is very hot, beautiful face, innocent eyes. She was mexican, fun convo. I was a little needy and out of state, but I still managed to get her facebook. We took some funny pictures for facebook. Later I message her for the date and she never responded. Oh well.

Before leaving, approached a set of two girls with Jad. Cool stuff, did setup the date and the girl agreed on it. Though she flaked later. The girl was SO hot, oh my god that cleavage mhmhmhm...

PRE-CAMP.
Friday, June 21st
I'm feeling quite like a b1tch once I arrive at the bus. I'm AMAZED with the quantity of hot chicks going to the camp it's not even funny. I didn't bother talking to the girls really. I was SO in my head, thinking about my image. I was freaked out about the thought that everyone would know about it if I approached since it seemed like everyone knew each other since forever.

Well I was new. I saw with the guy I met at the job interview. Chody guy, very introverted and weird looking. I was bored. I tried to be situational and strike some conversations, but they lasted 15 seconds each lol...

Arrived at camp, met the kitchen staff. WOW all introverted people, super shy people. Funny because the kitchen staff has the ugliest girls at the whole camp. The only easy and accessible girls to talk to...
Funny because they all seem into me LOL. They were following me left and right when I said I was going there or there. They were 4s and 5s... A 6, ****able but not quite hot. She's very sweet and nice though, cool personality and joyful smile.

Though, there's that hot cute 20 year old chick, 7.5 at least.
First day of work, wow she seemed like the mature/serious type of girl. It was hard to relate because I'm the crazy fun type. Weird how we almost kept a distance between the two of us, I was worried that she wouldn't like me.

Before each meal servings, the 10 of us or so would wait at the kitchen. It was silent, everyone was awkward. I was always the guy to break the silence and start the conversation, then they went back to staring at their feet.
Same at every meal! Damn, they are so quiet...

So I walk around camp, I see some girls dancing in the dancing room. I walk in and start dancing randomly as every hot chicks turn around to look at me.
I do my funny dancing, every girl laughs. I chat a bit with the girls around me, it's funny.

The evening, there's a *crazy games* event at the gymnasium. I was trying to fit in, but it was hard to do so. I later learned that people knew each other for 10 or so years already... it's a Jewish camp and they attend it since they were kids. Now they'll be the organizers for the camp and showing the younger kids games.


Saturday, June 22nd
MY BIRTHDAY!
It was fun day.
Woke up, went to work and everything. Funny because I almost forgot it was my birthday LOL.

I decided to hold eye contact with the 20 year old. She frowned.
Her : What?
Me : So you're not working or what?
Her : Well blablalbalbal
Me : Kiddin
Later she offered to help me. She was being friendly.

We later go help Stevo (let's call him like that), leader of our group to bring some boxes in truck. We then chill in some place with couches. Sophie, the 6, bends down to show me something, leaving me a perfect view of her cleavage. Later, she drew a portrait of me, the other 6 did a drawing for me too. We chilled at their shack at night before going to sleep. I was lying in Sophie's bed and tickling her and sh1t. It was fun.

She doesn't have tits that nice really, but I had a clear view of one of her nipples. Lool...
Intentional? Maybe. Whatever, she's clearly into me.

The evening, we went to Tremblant village to chill. The hot 20 year old chick was opening up a bit. In the bus, she told me she liked head massages, so I played with her hair a bit. It was funny.

We chill at the village later. She asks me if I'm going to hit on chicks and stuff, I tell her yes.
We walk around, she asks me questions about my interest in girls and everything.
Her : Pfft I'm the older one. I have the power, you're too young.
Me : Yeah, sorry about that
Her : Haha, you're like my little pet
She messes with my hair a bit lol

We sit at a table later. I'm with Stevo and Laura (20 year old chick).
Stevo : Hey, why don't you go for Sophie?
Laura : Yeah, that'd be so cute!
Me : Nah...
Laura : Why so?
Me : I want... prettier girls...
Laura : Omg so mean! BLalbalba
Stevo : If you get a kiss from her I'll give you chocolate!
Me : Kiss me on the cheek (to Laura)
Laura : What? No *frown*
Haha

We talk for a while.
Laura : So you're into older women?
Me : Yeah I like older women...
Laura : Ohhh, you should go for Ginette the old lady at the kitchen!
After a while, we would hold eye contact. For longer this time. Her eyes flickered, mine did too and I felt that burst of attraction.

Sunday the 23rd
Fun times, not much.
Met guy at music club at camp. He's chill.

Went for a walk in the forest. Then realized how connected we are to the rest of the universe, how every life form is part of who we are. I realized the importance of the present moment, and I didn't care about anything else. The sound of insects chirping like birds, leaves brushing against each other in the wind. It felt like an adventure on my own. Everyone else was busy at pre-camp, so I had my alone time. I arrived at some field and saw some cows. I wanted to cross the gate and run in the field free. It would feel like in a movie, a peaceful scene in nature. Like in braveheart

Monday, June 24th
That night was GREAT.

So I met with Denis, Jad, Fiodor and Bruno (Denis' wing) near the Olympic Stadium. Because it was the St-Jean, there was some big event going on with some Quebec artists performing on stage.

First few approaches are okay. Warming up and stuff. Denis is going quite good as usual.

Approached a set of two asian girls, Bruno and me. It was raining and Fiodor stole my umbrella so I took it as an excuse to go under theirs. It resulted in me being very close, blablabla talked as we walked there. They just randomly ditched after 10 minutes or so, whatever.

We keep walking around, approaching sets left and right. It's going so so. I get into the habit of number closing girls. That one I got her number, she looked weirded out a bit as she was looking away, but still gave it to me. Flake lol.

So I see a set of 3 girls, pretty cute. Two 7s and an 8. They looked from some girls from the camp... So I asked them if they were from the camp as opener.
Conversation starts, Bruno and Denis do a great job at winging, same for me. I take a 7, Denis the 8. At first I thought the 7 wasn't really getting interested and the convo was going nowhere.
Her : Well I think we have to leave and...
Me : But I think my friend really likes your friend. I mean, look at them!
Her : Haha yeah...
Me : Well let's let them do their business!
At this point I was like meh, whatever I'll just wing them and stuff. After a bit of conversation while being out of state, she did seem quite interesting, so I told her that we should go on a date sometime and she agreed. A bit of sexual flirting, it's funny. Number closed.
Me : Alright I'll call you Alexxx, with three Xs
She thought it was funny.

 

[Mindgamez]

We eject from the set. We walk around eating free pizza samples, Dr. Pepper and hotdogs. We see the same girls 30 minutes later while it's getting dark.

I open them happily. I hug my girl. After a bit of talking and stuff, I knew what was the right thing to do. I had to lead. Again, we were isolated 1 on 1 while they 2 others were with my two wings.
Me : Hey, I'm hungry Alexxx. Let's go get some hotdogs.
Her : Humm...
Me : It's okay, they'll join us later. Come.
Her : Ohhh alright! Girls, we're going to go get some hotdogs, we'll be back!
Them : Huumm... okay!

So we walk away from them while we keep talking and flirting. She looked drunk but she wasn't. She was acting perhaps? She didn't smell alcohol at all. At some point, I wrap my arm around her to make things more physical. She definitely likes it, because she wraps her arm around me too.
We find some more private spot without as many people.
Me : Hey, let's go on an adventure, just you and me! Let's do this yeah!
She giggled and just followed my lead. We stopped walking, looked at each other.
Me : Hey, give me a kiss on the cheek.
Her : Haha noo!
Me : Just kidding. Hey, let me tell you a story...
I take my sweater and put it over our heads, hiding us. It was like role playing... welcoming her into my world, showing her the fun of not taking it seriously.
Me : Hey, let me show you the eskimo kiss! You go like this...
I rub my nose against mine, I pull her in more, then go for the make-out. She grabs me by the head and we kiss for a while. I slide my hands up and down her body, it's got.

We walk around for a bit. I had my arm around her neck and she would hold my hand over her right boob. It was touching it.
Me : Hey, what is my hand touching right now? You like it hmmhh?
She giggled, fun times. We walk around more, make out and random places. I find a random tree and push her on it. I make out intensely with her, she pull my hair and everything. She grinds her crotch against mine, and we are in some fcking public place! It's getting extremely hot, she can feel my raging boner rubbing against her.
Her : Oh my good... this is getting so intense...
She pulls me in and goes Mhmhmh! as we make out again.
Her : Ohhh people are watching, let's stop...
Me : Hahaha, yeah you're right... let's go somewhere else.

After a while, we find the girls and my wings again.
8 : Haha, what happened to the drawings on your cheeks? They're all gone! HAHAHA! What happened mhmhm?
We all laughed so hard. They knew that we kissed so hard that the drawings on her cheeks came off.
We chilled for a while.

Alexxx has to go to the toilet, so I lead her over there.
Me : Wait, we going to the toilet? What does that mean?
Her : Haha yeah we're going to the toilet!
Me : Let's go to the washrooms!
After making out, she'd keep breathing heavily.
Me : Ohhh, isn't making out exhausting? Hahah!
Her : Haha yeah it is...
After a while, I try and lead her into some dark forest. I was literally planning on getting laid in the forest, and I knew in my head it was possible. When I saw Julien's video about developing the killer instinct, I knew I could. She didn't wanna follow me in the forest, but whatever lol.

We meet with the girls again near the stage where artists are performing.
We all make out with our girl separately. Oh my god Alexxx was SO good at kissing. She would slide her hands up and down my ass, slide her hands on my neck, even rub her crotch against me. People were watching but it seemed like she didn't care. I would caress her boobs and ass while we kissed. Slid my hand on her crotch a bit, she pushed me away playfully.

Oh my, I'm getting a boner from writing about it.

Anyway. I try and setup a date with Alexxx for the next day but she's not sure. Then Denis suggests a double date with her girl and my girl, she agrees. Of course if she's with her friend she feels more safe

Next day, happens that Alexxx can't meetup for some unknown reason. I tell her that I'll go at the camp for a month or so, she tells me she's going on a trip too. We message back and forth a bit, it goes sexual.
Me : Love in nature is nice
Her : I'm sure about that (; haha
Me : ouh so you're adventurous!
Her : Huuummm it depends!
She then tells me how she can't wait to see me again and how long the wait's going to be. I want to fck her in the forest. She seems quite sexually confident, I bet she's experienced... yummy.


So yeah,
The remaning of the camp was the same old same old every day. I didn't really have the opportunity to meet the hot counselors at camp because I was always busy working in the kitchen, or they were always busy with kids. But I knew that I was making way too many excuses.

I flirted with a couple of them. Mood went back and forth, feeling good one day and feeling like sh1t the next one. Seeing the same people over and over again every day made me go a bit crazy.

Then I realized that my biggest fear was that I was worried of my self-image in a closed social environment where you see the same people every day. Kind of how I'm afraid to cold approach at my school. Hot ass chicks, I could approach them no problem during nightgame or daygame, but the camp was a different story. Everyone knew each other for like 5-10 years (it's a Jewish camp and they come back every year), I didn't know how to fit in. The kitchen staff were kind of excluded from the rest of the camp because we were always doing something else.

Or maybe was I just freaking out?
Yes, definitely. I definitely was.

Friday, July 5th
Party! At some girl's place we don't know... Funny.
Invited by Blondasian. I tried flirting with her friend but she ended up hooking up with some other dude.

Party was LITERALLY the biggest ****fest ever. Ratio was 4 guys for 1 girl or something.
I flirted with a couple of girls. Nothing happened with the hot ones.

Though, that girl from school made out with me. She's a 6, first time kissing a black girl. Damn big lips XD.
She's quite sweet and everything but nothing very special about her.

Saturday, July 6th
So Lili (girl who gave me the *******) came to my place.
I was expecting major sex!

So she came to my place. We made out passionately and everything, as usual. I still think that Alexxx is better and making out...
This time Lili would grab my neck as we did. She asked me if my parents were at home... she wanted to escalate further I bet.
But as we arrived at my place, she wanted to watch a movie first. Fair enough, so we watched The Dictator, funny sh1t.
After the movie, she gets a call from her dad. I imitate her Hebrew language just for the laugh. But she gets a bit agitated, then I see her getting a bit mad at her dad. Closes the phone and looks at me dramatically.
Her : I'm sorry... my dad heard you and he wants me to go home now
Me : What?! I was just paying!
Her : No but... blalbalbalba
Apparently she lied to her parents that she was at her girlfriend's place. She didn't mention that she was hanging out with a GUY, therefore she lied. Blablabla, her dad wanted proof that she was with girlfriend, we tried calling her on skype to pretend like she was. Doesn't work, Lili looks all pissed off and sad as she answers her dad's call a second time.

Had to drive her back home... What the hell strict parents?
I was thinking of doing a quickie before we leave, but she was on a rush to go back...

I try to keep it cool as I drive her back. She has that sad look on her face the whole time, I try to cheer her up a bit.
Her : Ohh I'm wondering what my dad is going to say... I'm so dead...
We'll only be able to see each other in middle august because she'll be gone. Whatever.
Before she leaves, she grabs my head and we make out one last time. She gives me her lovely smile as usual.

Back to camp,
On saturday evening we'd go at the village with the camp for fun. No one wanted to come with me... I was a loner, but guess what? I still decided to go when my friends from the kitchen staff decided to stay in their shacks. I was by myself walking around, with the goal to approach.
So I did! And I even went in a nightclub for the first time. It was a very small club, but still cool nonetheless.
I approached a set of 2 girls 1 guy. I isolated that girl the best I could and grinded her. Gave her a kiss on the cheek. She was shy because her brother was there. Blablabla, interaction dies down, I stand around awkwardly and they leave.
Then approached a group of asians. They reapproached me later asking me for some Cambodian lessons. I kissed two of them on the cheek before heading back to camp.

 

[Mindgamez]

Etc. etc. SO sleep depraved because of this camp. Had to sleep 7 hours per night every single day. 6-7 hours is not a lot if you do that for 2 weeks straight... Couldn't sleep because I was with an annoying roommate lol. Though we still became good friends.

Ohh, and about that 6,
How did I game her? I didn't even do anything. I was just fully me, unapologetic. Everyone in the staff thought I was the weird guy, the funny guy, the crazy guy, but most of them loved me for that. I was dancing randomly in the dining halls as we were setting up the tables. I was making funny sexual jokes.

The 7.5 at one point grabbed her tits in front of me. She moaned sex sounds with me, pretending to have sex LOL. It was fun, at some point I believed it'd be possible to get laid with her. But my BIG mistake is that I didn't lead. I didn't invite her to chill with me, I didn't do any of that. Result? She gave a ******* to Stevo the supervisor instead.

Back to the 6. So I was teasing her a lot, playfully. I had TOTAL TOTAL freedom from outcome. I didn't give a sh1t, and I never had that much freedom from outcome for a girl I picked up ever. Results? She was ALL over me. She was hugging me all the time, touching me and stuff.

First time I kissed her, it felt a bit forced. I did it because I felt like I'd be easy and because I wanted the reference. She ended up being very awkward. Between kisses she'd just lie next to me and do nothing.
Me : What's wrong?
Her : Mhmhmh...
She was a bit weird.
Her : Huuhh I don't know! I don't know... I... I don't wanna do this...
Blablalba, I say it's chill. I go back to my shack and it's all good.

Some other day, I sleep in her shack. Nothing happens (because she shares her shack with some other girl. that girl was also into me, a 6 or 6.5)

Some other day, we kiss and make out for real. It's fun.

Some other day, I invite her to my shack so she can draw a dog on the wall. After she did, we proceeded to kissing, etc. Put her hand on my ****, she rubs it a bit. I remove her top and bra and realize that she has the tiniest tits ever... turn off, I feel like losing my erection.
Me : Hey, wanna play in the dark?
I close the lights. Phew, now I could imagine some hot porn star instead, I thought...
Long story short, pulled my pants down and she gave me a handjob. I jizzed all over her hands and myself.

The next day, she was wearing a very short skirt. That turned me on, and her hair looked really nice too. And was I stupid? Her eyes are green, she's pretty. Her smile is full of love all the time, of course she's beautiful.
That night, she came to my shack again. Make-out, leads to me rubbing her crotch, to me playing in her panties a bit, to me reaching for her ***** and fingering her.
DAMN. A vagina actually smells like sh1t. I don't know why I pictured a vagina smelling like a flower in my head? LOL.
She got so wet, her panties got all wet. I removed her panties and I fingered her more intensely. I think I found the G-spot at some point as her breathing was definitely going faster and she was enjoying it so much.

Then, we hear some noise...

Steve (old roommate) : Mindgamez! What time we going to dining hall tomorrow?
Me : I don't know, ask Stevo!
Steve : Lemme come in!
Me : No don't come in I'm changing!
Steve : Haha I don't give a sh1t...
Me : No for real I'm mastubating!

So we don't hear anything, I think he's gone. We proceed to making out. Then...
BOOM. DOOR SLAMS OPEN.

Me : AGHHHH WHAT THE FCK MAN!
Steve : Hahahahah!
*I pull my pants up*
Me : Dude you're so retarded, get the fck out!

I was laughing too. We were all laughing, but it was still a bit embarrassing lol.
After that, I went back to fingering her a bit. But at some point she felt like she reaaaly had to pee. Mhmhm...
Anyway, after Steve breaking into my shack I lost my erection LOL.
Not to mention I kind of had a problem getting a hard on with her at some points. Mhmhm, whatever.

Right now, Sophie the 6 is texting me literally walls of texts. She also mentioned how she's now feeling ready to have sex with me, good stuff.

Then had day off...
Friday, July 12th
Nightgame for real! My 2nd real nightgame, MUCH better than the first one at the village.
I was with Darnell and Cake. Epic sh1t.

The amount of hot chicks was not even funny. It was packed with 8.5s and up, not even kidding. 90% of women in that club I'd most definitely fck. They were ALL hot, good majority of them looked quite young. My sister's boyfriend was with us the whole time, cheering us up to go pickup chicks. Same for my sister, she's such a cool sister.

The approaches? Brutal rejections, harsh rejections. It was quite scary because they were ALWAYS in big groups, no kidding. I approaches groups of 2 girls 5 guys once, got rejected. But I knew it was good because I pushed through so much. The amount of fear I overcame was much more. I was much more into taking action. I wasn't lingering as much, even though I still was a lot.
The people were intimidating. Girls intimidatingly hot, guys all bigger and muscles everywhere. I was the skinny innocent guy in the club! Lol.

Approached approached. Some girls were creeped out by me instantly, it's very weird. They were just very harsh and b1tchy...

I was drunk too. Maybe that helped, but hey I just turned 18 and I figured that I was allowed to have fun for a while at least.

Some approaches seemed to be going quite good. I was going physical and she responded well to it, but then at some point the brother came to ****block me... telling me that she had a boyfriend.

I remember that set of 9s. They were like a group of 4-5 9s or so.
The craziest part was that I wasn't even nervous. I just went in.
Me : Hey, are you girls nazis? You girls blonde.
Blablabla, at some point they sh1t test me a lot. I make them laugh a bit, till the boyfriend comes in and tells me to fck off.
Him : Hey, she's too hot for you. You can't get her, get the fck off.
Her : Sorry, I have a boyfriend so go away.
Friends all pushing me away.
Me : Hey hey! Let me leave by myself.
Other real buff guy : So leave them.
Me : Yeah, I'm leaving.
I stayed here. Some girl pushed me again. I wasn't scared of the guys at all. Was it bcecause I was a little drunk? I'll assume it's because I was a boss.

I kept approaching and approaching. A lot. Had no real results but it doesn't matter. I had a lot of competition, lots of good looking guys everywhere.

So at some point, Darnell suggested me that we go dance on the stage.
I feel like a boss as the 100 or so people cheer me up as I shuffle my way on the stage.
But then I jump off the stage and sprain my heel... Can't even walk anymore, have to jump on one leg the whole time.
Epic night nonetheless.

CONCLUSION
- I'd healthier for the soul to fail with a 9 than to succeed with a 6.
- Push yourself in scary situations. A group of model looking girls? Buff guys? Go for it anyway, realize that there's nothing to be afraid of. There's no reason why you're not enough.
- Push for the lay. Freedom from outcome TOTALLY pays off. If you're needy for that 9, of course she'll be creeped out. That's just how her DNA works, she can't help it. Don't blame her nor you. It is what it is, and you'll fix it.
- Don't jump off a stage if you're a bit drunk.

As soon as my foot gets better, I'm going full daygame/nightgame ALL the fcking time

 

[RiceandChicken]

HOLY CRAP! I read every single word man. Amazing report. Darn worth worth the wait I'll tell you that. Must be great being 18 isn't it? And I'll admit I laughed when stevo sorta ****block you but at the same time not really since you had already sealed the deal in a way. And goodjob on the hand job man. And I really need to go to camps haha. None the less, good job as always. Keep em coming.

 

[Mindgamez]

Haha thanks for support bro! And Rice is amazing, so is chicken.

I miss writing in my journal.
Since I sprained my foot (on July 12th), can't do ****. I'm stuck at home doing nothing, basically watching netflix all day. I worked a bit on some videomaking, practised piano a bit, but that's pretty much it.

Forgot to mention that I finished reading the game about a week ago. Great book, very inspiring. The ending was very nice, reminded me of why I'm into all of this (I won't spoil it for guys who haven't read it).

Friday, July 19th
Went to a high school friend's party. Funny because this guy used to hate me, but I just assumed we were good friends and he did the same.

There were only two girls at the party, girls I knew since years. I flirted with them a bit, got drunk and I did some very funny stuff... like moving my crotch around and spinning my belt in the air.
Remember my After-Prom party and my After-After-Prom party? Well one of them, the blonde one, was at the party. I grinded her a long time ago, nothing serious. It feels weird to hit on chicks you've known for so long...

Anyway. On the way back, I talk with my good old friend from high school. Funniest guy and high school, he was totally against pickup and he gave me a speech about how bad it was and, back in the day, it affected me so much that I cried. I remember, I was wondering why I needed to learn pickup, I didn't know what I was becoming.

But that night? We had a 2 hour 30 walk back home, I was talking to him about my philosophy of life, how pickup is a wonderful thing. And guess what? He agreed this time. It's funny how when you start getting results with girls, your friends stop picking on you. I glad I met this guy, he's so cool. The walk was very long because of my sprained foot and because it was very late 3:30AM, but I didn't give a ****. I was happy in the present moment.

Saturday, July 20th
Had to come back to camp to pickup my stuff.

As I walk towards my shack, I see Sophie waiting at her door. She gives me a beautiful smile. She looked lovely that day, I don't know why I rated her a 6. She's very sweet, nice green eyes. To me she's pretty. I hugged her, went to my shack to pickup some **** because my dad was waiting, and came back to see her before leaving.
The feeling was perfect. It's the same kind of feeling and security I have to feel with every girl I'm attracted to. That feeling of joy, of non-neediness and knowing that we are attracted to each other without a doubt. I made out with her, told her I had to leave, and took pictures before we left.

Said goodbye to Stevo, Vanessa, Oliver and Kayon before leaving. Cool people, I'll remember them.

Sophie still texts me horny texts and stuff.
Forgot to mention that she explicitly stated that she wants to give me a *******. And that she's feeling *ready*, meaning that she wants sex. Good stuff!

Lili, didn't text her for like two weeks, I don't know why. Just texted her today, didn't respond yet.

Remember Laos? LOL yes, that girl. I messaged her recently on facebook, trying to setup a date after a year no contact. She said that she will see because she might be leaving soon. We'll see how it goes, hope no flaking.

 

[Mindgamez]

Cool stuff happened!
Went to my neighbour's house and he was skyping with some chick. Kinda cute, we talked 1 on 1 for like a minute or so. We then exchanged goodbyes.
That same night? She finds me and adds me randomly on FB. The next day, I message her and do a bit of FB game, I make her invest and talk a lot, told her she was cute. I setup a date with her, she decides to bring my neighbour and some other friend (probably because she's feeling awkward about it haha, no problem).
BUT nonetheless, I'll be hanging out with her. My friend neighbour told me he'll try to isolate the other girl and leave me with the chick. She's a good 7 or 7.5, according to picture.

Wednesday, July 24th
First daygame session after LITERALLY a month!
I was with Oliver and Charbel, his buddy. Before that, I was wandering around by myself because my friend Khoi ditched last minute. Pfft. Bought Awaken The Giant Within by Anthony Robbins and was immersed in the book. It's pretty motivating and good.

Wow... I felt SO rusty that day. Anyway, I still managed to do a couple approaches.
First one, set of three asians, average looking. At the end of the conversation, that girl was into me. She asked for my name, told me I had a pretty name. Didn't compliment her since the start, but teasing and sh1t. She was indirectly inviting us to go chill with them, I knew.
Why was I successful on that one? Because I was not needy. I was good, had my funny moments. But I didn't get her number because I wasn't interested...

More approaches, bailed. Whatever, my first day in a loooonnngg time.

I don't know why I was in such a negative state afterwards... I could feel that anxiety and negative energy build up, tensing my head almost like a headache. It sometimes turns into dizziness. I've never mentioned that before, but that's how I usually feel the days I approach. Maybe that's why I'm feeling unhealthy some days? Emotions directly affect physical health. But the only way I'll stop those negative emotions is to face them directly.

So yeah,
Messaged Laos again. She told me that she'll see if she can Tuesday for a date. Messaged Genevieve (girl who lives with boyfriend, girl with no bra) to setup a date. She didn't answer yet.

Planning on doing some more approaching tomorrow

CONCLUSION
- Non-neediness gives you girls. Don't become outcome dependant for hot girls. I know how to do it! I just have to do the same thing I do with average girls and do it on hot girls.
- Rusty? That's okay. Don't beat yourself up. Know what to do next time.
- Buy good books, it's a good lifetime investment.
- Bad emotions, control them. Don't be affected by how you feel physically. Eat, drink some water and push through it.

 

[Mindgamez]

Thursday, July 25th
Good good nightgame!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FLOWh-sgH3U

So I start off the day going at the local mall. I promised myself that I'll go there no matter what for at least 20 minutes to try and approach.
As soon as I step in the mall, I recognize people from my school, girls from my school, and it starts freaking me out.
Sh1t! They're going to know I'm doing pickup... Just wandering by myself like a loner, what the fck
I keep walking around, till I see a friend of mine. We talk for a while, I leave telling him I have to go to the bathroom. When he asked me what I was doing, I had to invent some stupid sh1t...

So yeah,
After zero approaches and being in my head, I head to the apartment where I'd meetup with Kareem, Fiodor, André and some other people.

I arrive there, meet with the guys. I don't know why I'm feeling awkward at first, tired. I suddenly snapped myself out of it as I met the two and only girls that were invited. We were like 7 guys haha, but it didn't matter.

So there was this girl I met... probably the sluttiestgirl I've met so far. A 7 or so.
At first she seemed a bit shy. I was feeling attractive, a boss, I knew I could attract her. I started by asking her to stick stickers on my face. Lol.
I just locked eye contact a lot with her, did my usual flirty expressions with my eyes, eyebrows, smile. She loved it.
I was getting a bit physical. At one point, I started the sexual flirting and she responded very well. I went a bit further and further.
There was this sticker written Happy Birthday on it, so I sticked it on my crotch and gestured to her : Happy Birthday!
She laughed. She took the sticker off my crotch, making sure she touched it. She then sticked it to every other guy's crotch no jokes.

I had to pee, there was no door but only some curtain.
Me : I have an erection, don't look!
She peeks in.
Her : You have an erection? ;o
Me : Hey you dirty bastard don't look!
She laughed more.

At some point, she asked some black dude to show her his **** LOL. She was probably a bit drunk, but still. Then, she asked me and I told her that I didn't mind.
Her : Oh really you don't mind? Can I see?
Me : Yeah I really don't care, let's go!
So we go in the bathroom.
Her : Haha, but I'm not doing anything with it...*smile*
I start flirting a bit with her for like 10 seconds, as soon as I get closer to her, BOOM Fiodor pushes André in the bathroom and the curtain breaks... Wow...
I was ABOUT to show her my penis, but then that sh1t happens.

We go back outside. I dance with her, grind her a bit, smack her ass. She keeps flirting with other guys, but I'm the one going more physical. It was a small chilling, the guys just drinking on their own, the other girl just dancing by herself to salsa. Good enough, who cares.

I was an inch away from her face, stayed there.
Her : Haha... nooooo!
Me : No, not now! Get the fck off...
I get back to her a bit later, then go in for the kiss. She turns her head, whatever. I don't lose my state really much.

At the end when she's about to leave, I make my move and ask her out on a date. She said maybe... I take her number down. I ask her to kiss me on each cheek and she complies. She's going to the movies Friday with friends and she tells me to come, but I'm not down for it because Grown Ups 2 probably sucks and I'm cheap.

At the club!
We decided to go after she was gone with Fiodor. We park the car, we go in the club. It's some Salsa club type of things, what latinos and latinas like.
As soon as I get in, I'm feeling in the mood already. I'm thinking of how boss I am to know all those RSD things, and I'm basically ready to own it. That's what I was thinking.
So I see two girls, I approach them after a bit of hesitation. André is my wingman, wings the blonde and I go for the 8.5. Yeah she was so damn hot, but I wasn't so intimidated by that caliber of hotness. I had enough of those 7s all the time, it was time for me to go for hot.
So she gives me the bright smile from the start. I go a bit physical, very close to her. She touches me too as she screams in my ear (clubs...).
So we dance for a while. We grind, I improvise since I don't really know what I'm doing, trying to be latino with that salsa thing. I just pretend to be in a usual club and I grind her from the front, spin her, grind from back. When we face each other again, I give her a kiss on the cheek. She bumps her lips on my face as she tries to say something, so I told her she was trying to kiss me. Blabla, flirting back and forth. After a while, the blonde girl gets bored of dancing with André so she ****blocks my girl and they start dancing together again...
So we eject, told her 'Ill be coming back. I gotta find a way to deal with those ****block situations!

I walk by a set of 8.5s, even 9s I'd say. I'm not nervous at all.
Me : Hey, what's the matter? The dance floor is over there, not here!
They laugh, bright smile. They get distracted by something else and leave me lol.

So I see a big group of girls dancing together. I go in the middle and do some crazy random dancing. They all cheer me up except some of them that back off caught up by surprise. I try and converse with some of them, high five that asian girl for being asian like me. I get in my head a bit when I approach those two dancing together and I can literally feel my eyes tensing up with fear. She was fckn hot. She looked at me quick, then looked away.
I say some stuff to get their attention, the other girl giggles a bit but the hotter one moves away with a b1tchy face.

I lost state at this point. I go back to Kareem and Luc. We chat for a bit, I try and keep the mood going but I can't find a girl to dance with. I'm caught up in the middle of the dance floor looking around while everyone is dancing with someone else.
Damn, gotta stop looking like a creep not having fun!
I start bopping to the music a bit, do some reapproaches without success.
So I see the 8.5 from earlier and reapproach them. She welcomes me with a smile, but as the convo goes on, I start doubting myself, thinking that since I'm not *in state* it wouldn't work as much. Then I knew I was overthinking. They looked at me weird, I felt a little stupid and ejected the set... pfft.

Dance dance dance with friends. Come back to them with André, do some ridiculous circle dance with the four of us, then they go back to ignoring us.

Later, I see that girl dancing with some other tall black dude. I'm feeling like sh1t at this point.

I approach some blonde 8. I try the *ear ****oris* thing that SimplePickup was talking about in a podcast, but I'm a little clumsy and she's a bit weirded out LOL. She's over 20, blablabla, eject.

Kareem and me decide to leave the club.
Then, I see the 8.5 dancing with some OTHER dude. I'm thinking damn.
We lock eye contact, we smile at each other and I give her the eyebrows. She laughs.
Me : What a seducer, don't you think?
Giggles. I walk away waving her goodbye. Followed by a MIDDLE FINGER! She opens her mouth in awe, a little smile hidden behind it. Haha, the same type of reaction Julien was talking about in one of his vids! I made her react, it was funny. So I go back to her.
Me : This means goodbye forever. You lost your chance.
She looks at me a bit confused, the guy was confused too. So he talks to me
Him : Hey man, you wanna dance with her or something?
He had a nice smile on his face, totally friendly. I was surprised! The guy was probably 24 or something, the girl was 18.
Me : Naah it's okay, nevermind.
And I walked off. My reason? My friends were nearing the exit and I didn't wanna make them wait.

WELL FVCK. That 8.5 was interested. That point was the best moment to pull her away from the guy and make sh1t happen.

And fck...
Could've gone to the movies today maybe. And then do some pickup or something, but I was a lazy-ass. Tried to setup something with the friends to go clubbing but they couldn't do it.
Whatever! Saturday I'm going full on daygame.

CONCLUSION
- The girl's interested at first and then loses attraction? Hey, it's not over. Try a different angle, make her react. Be a little mean if you need to.
- A girl looks at you weird and rejects you? Part of the process. No worries.

 

[Mindgamez]

The night before, I asked my dad if I could go out clubbing.
He got really mad, told me I couldn't go clubbing so often. I explained him how it would help me tremendously with my self-esteem and stuff. After his 30 minutes of rambling and my attempt in remaining calm, I decide to give up. He would not let me go out at night more than once a week, which totally sucks.
Me : I'm sorry dad.
Him : No, I'm the one that's sorry. I've always said yes for everything and I feel bad for saying no again.
I walk back to my room
Him : There's some good food on the table, you should give it a try.
It was his attempt at being nice again. Even though he's strict at times, he's so nice, but I just ignored him. I felt like crying, like my summer was totally ruined now. I wasn't expecting this from him. So I had some tears coming out, because I knew my dad would never understand me. He would never understand what I'm doing, he would never understand that inner struggle of becoming better each day. He would never understand why I keep going out all the time, because I have an intense desire to better myself socially. But I understand, because he's not me and Pickup is totally out of his reality. His outlook on life is totally different, yet none of us are right or wrong. We decide what's right or wrong, yet he won't accept my view on things.

Saturday, July 27th
A good or a bad day, can't really tell.
But what I can tell, is that it's how your interpret your day that counts. I can take from the positive reference experiences.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xZJZwPRI0_A

I was with Bruno (Denis' wing), and Olivier.
Daygaming downtown, the usual same spot. We walked around for 2 hours doing close to nothing. I skipped way too many sets and I was so caught up in my head. I was literally wondering if I could ever attract hot 9s, and thinking about my insecurities.

I figured my biggest fears :
- Being recognized, having a reputation of the *Pickup Guy*
- Other people seeing me approach
- Reapproaching girls I messed up with
- Gaming girls over 8 in hotness
- Interacting with people and them realizing I'm *out of state*
- Being caught up in a downward spiral of negative emotions and not being able to feel good again
- Bigger older guys ****blocking me
- Going back to my chody self and feeling like I'm not progressing

I'll address every single one of those fears later. But for now, I'll write about what happened.

So my first daygame approaches were pretty lame. Weak voice, needy, feelings of negativity. I could feel my eyes tense up, my brain feeling overwhelmed. Worse of all, I felt no sexual drive or motivation to approach. If I did, I couldn't allow myself to feel attracted.

I was waiting for the perfect set to approach. I kind of did set standards in my head and I was afraid of going back to my chody self. Well guess what? That's why I went back to my chody self, because I was afraid of messing up.

I don't know what I had that day. I knew I couldn't rely on nightgame to meet girls because that'd be only once a week. Had to go back on track.

We kept approaching, approaching.

Past 6, we went to The Arts Place to approach a bit. I was able to pull off some approaches with pain. I had to push push through. Damn it was so hard. My problem is that when I don't approach, I beat myself up over it and feel worse. In result, I don't want to approach girls because I'm in a negative headspace, and my fear is them realizing that I'm out of it and messing up. It just feeds upon itself.

We were supposed to go to an All-Ages party, but we got to the place and it wasn't happening... event got postponed to another day.

We took the metro, and as soon as I entered, I gave myself to excuses. I was tired of lingering around. Two hot as hell girls, one 8 and a 9.
I open them poorly and feeling out of it, then HOLY SH1T REALIZE THAT SHE'S THE HOT POPULAR GIRL FROM HIGH SCHOOL.
I start freaking out even more, but then I tell myself that I'm a new me and there's no reason to feel like a b1tch anymore.
I transition to the compliment and all is better. The girl from my school feels a bit uncomfortable, but I just keep going through. I relieve the awkwardness by saying how I'm done with my dare for the day. But I was proud of me.
Me : Hey, you went to my school don't you?
Her : Hmhmmhmh really? But we never talked
BLablabla. I accomplish to give her the flirty eyes this time, she responds with a friendly smile.
Me : Well, at the time I was too afraid to talk to beautiful girls
She smiled back. Damn, it felt like such an accomplishment. Getting over that *loser mentality* from high school by approaching that popular hottie. She responded well too. I don't care that I didn't get any of their numbers, accomplishment was done.

So we went to the Old Port to see the fireworks. It was CROWDED with people. We pussied out a couple times, until I decided to approach that set of four girls sitting.
I decided to try something different. I was thinking of Denis' style, of his suave and smooth low-energy type. I know I should stop seeing him as a god and just assume that it's a part of me, but wtver. My voice got deeper, lower, more relaxed. My eyes were in attraction mode.
She was very shy, but she still kept long eye contact. I saw in her eyes that she was attracted, I definitely knew. She gave me the anime eyes, and it was so cute. A 7.5, perhaps 8.
We chatted for a while. When she told me that she was with her boyfriend for a year or so, I ejected from her and went to talk to the other girls Olivier and Bruno were talking to. The 7.5 was looking at me the whole time with a big smile. I was thinking Mystery Method, maybe ignoring her for a while would spark her interest.
So I went back to her, asked for her phone number. She would hesitate with a Mhmhmhm... while holding very strong eye contact. I knew deep in her heart she wanted to, but she didn't.
Me : Listen, worse case scenario is that we just remain friends! I really believe that everyone has to take any opportunities that present itself, because that opportunity might only be a lifetime opportunity. It can disappear forever at any moment.

She still gave me that no. I lifted myself up and walked away with my friends. She was still looking at me with the brightest smile. I wish I could carry her in my arms and show her my world, show her that love. Too bad she's shy... she missed an amazing opportunity. I feel bad for her.

We keep walking around. While approaching 8s and 9s, I feel myself sinking back into my old behaviours. fidgeting with my glowstick, eating the nail of my right thumb. I remember approaching that set of 3 24 to 27 year old girls. It was a bold move from me, a kick in the ass as I sprinted towards them. But I got caught off guard when I realized their age, got quite awkward and didn't know what to do.

At McDonalds, I see a group of 4 girls and 2 guys trying to get in line.
Me : The line is over there, what are you guys doing?
Her : So you're not in line?
The cute girl used the polite version of the French *you* for older people.
Me : What? Do I look THAT old?
Her : Well... noo!
Me : Well then! Anyway, I'm not in line. Ladies first...

So yeah. Later on I spot her looking at me with the flirty eyes and a slight smile. I know what's going on.
Me : Heey what you looking at? I'm handsome right?
Her : Hahahaha
I go in the whole group, introduce myself. I get her name too. She gives me the cute eyes, I think that she's shy because she kept looking away from me, even though she'd answer my questions.
It was hard because the group was huge, had to isolate each of them but Bruno had a hard time isolating the WHOLE group. he was also trying to game the hottest chick of the group who was acting particularly very b1tchy. Anyway, we ejected because I pussied out from number closing in front of everyone...

Back in the metro, I wait on the steps of the stairs feeling like sh1t. I felt like I haven't accomplished anything in those 6-7 hours or so. It was a lot of messing around, having fun and doing crazy sh1t in the metro, but approaching-wise I felt like that was only 5% I gave that day.

I spot a hot chick in front of me. I'm feeling quite nervous to talk to her. But as I read Anthony Robbins' book, I realize that I must be willing to give up short term comfort in order to achieve long term pleasure. So I go in at the last minute near the metro exit. I literally followed her all the way up, figuring out how I'll approach her. I finally did, but she told me she was waiting for her boyfriend.
It didn't matter. What mattered is that I was willing to go past short term pain.

And ohh...
You know the super slutty girl from last party? I texted her, she's going into the horny texts. She asked for a picture of my ****. I must get laid with her.

CONCLUSION
- Give her the sexy eyes. It kills more than anything else.
- Approach the hot popular girl at your school and make her smile. It's going to destroy any bad assumptions you had about your *loser* mentality.
- Push through negativity no matter what. Make no excuses, don't let yourself sink deeper in a downward spiral by taking action.
- Read empowering books. Seriously guys. Enough pickup material, go read some self-development books about LIFE. A good outlook on life makes you more attractive in every aspect.

 

[Dalshtröm]

If your daddy is in your way of improvement, push past him. That seems to be your ideal motto; to push past problems. Do this, so that, force this and that. Then do it. What is the matter? You better so it. Otherwise your
Motto will be ruined.

Go to your dad and tell him that you do what you want in your life. For god sake, you are eighteen already. You are an adult. And unless one can decide his own life, he is not an adult. You are still very interested in listening to your daddy? It is not a good thing for an adult.

 

[Mindgamez]

Only problem is that I drive HIS car, and he already lets me go out a lot during the day and is nice enough to lift me around sometimes. Therefore, if I break that trust it might become worse. But yeah, I'll definitely try and find a way to go out at night anyway and try to compromise.

Monday, July 29th
Went to do some gokart today. No chicks, but it was a hell of fun. You don't need to read that post. I write it for myself.

But I learned something. As I was reading Awaken The Giant Within by Anthony Robbins, the book was explaining how much of people's success was envisioned way earlier than when it actually happened for optimistic people. Sometimes, it said, being unrealistic and just having faith in it was the key to success.

For thousands of years, people believed it was absolutely impossible to run a mile in four minutes. Well guess what? Someone beat the record in 1954, and not merely by physical practice but by rehearsing the event in his mind and his victory. He just envisioned himself winning.

So I thought that I could beat the time of the day if I believed in it. The record time of the day was 20.85, and my record was set to 22.5. The next race, I did 21.44, then 21.62. A second difference is a lot when you're racing!

Then I realized how much I loved racing. The adrenaline, the boost in energy. The excitement you get before entering in a kart is kind of the same of before approaching. You can't wait for the fun and the rush it's going to give you, but at the same time you don't know what to expect : You might get hit by other drivers, they might be better than you, you might crash and break your leg, etc.

When I raced again, I had one thing in mind : surpass my limits, beat my record but also beat today's record. I was kinda close, but that's fine. After seeing other racers race and do better than me, I just want to surpass them and become a pro. The best time of the month is in the 19 seconds, but I know I could achieve that if I practised enough.

There's a competition on the 20th of August open to the public. I'm definitely down to go.
It's very expensive, but I like this sh1t so much I wish I could do that the rest of my life. If I beat the month's record, I win 300$ which is quite cool. I really believe I can do it. If I'm in the best ones, I might get qualified for the championship. The winner of the championship will get to race with professional karts on a real racing track, karts that go up to 180km/h.

That'd be crazy! It's a big goal in mind, it requires practise and dedication, but it also requires a sh1t ton of money. Damn, but I'll pull it off one day. Maybe next year when I'll get a solid job.

When I was driving, I welcomed every corner, every driver and obstacle as a cool challenge to overcome. I wonder why I don't have that same thrill when I'm approaching girls and working on my game...

Then, I went back to the local mall and did ZERO approaches again. The mall was quite empty, but still I missed potentially 2-3 good sets. They're always in groups, and I was walking around for a couple minutes looking for that perfect solo girl to approach. I have to stop this, this is ridiculous. I'm going back to square one.

Anyway, updates
The slutty girl from the party is coming on a date with me tomorrow evening (at my local mall, meaning that it will be near my house a.k.a. sex location).
Laos flaked.
The girl I met from skype said she couldn't make it for 7 PM and she's asking me if we could do it some other time. I'll wait for tomorrow to respond.

Good sh1t good sh1t. Except the approaching part I'm starting to suck at. I'm getting dates but losing my willpower to approach. WTF.

 

[Mindgamez]

Tuesday, July 30th
EPIC PROGRESS.
But I will not spoilt anything! Read through.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=68hR953XTpc

So yeah,
I wake up feeling tired and sh1t. Had troubles sleeping the night before because I was horny. No fap has been only like 3 days! I was looking at that porn start Bryci, fckn babe. I'm such a horn dog

Anyway. Meetup with slutty girl at local mall. It's a bit awkward at first. Oh, she ain't as cute as I thought, I thought! No, it was because I couldn't see her cleavage like the other day. Naked she'll be hot.
So I see Antoine (friend of mine from high school) who works at the mall. He offers us free chocolate. We bounce around and find some free tea at David's tea.

We sit down and drink for a while. We chat a bit, she seems awkward and shy, but I also was. Whatever, after a while of flirting she tells me that she'd like to go to the erotic shop. Green light.
Me : There's one close to the mall actually. Let's go!
So she follows along. We get there and it gets a bit awkward. I act as if nothing happened. It's been 20 minutes on the date and we were already at some erotic shop LOL. After a while, I lead us outside.
Me : Alright, let's go.
Outside, she mentions how it got awkward and she liked how I decided to leave. Lool, yeah it was.

So we walk back to the mall. I invite her to come to my place to go check some Netflix, and she agrees. We get to my car and on the way there, I take her hand and put it on my crotch. She squeezes it, mhmhm. No shame, she wants it. I slapped her ass a few times.

So we get in the car, and it gets a bit awkward like before. She mentions how it's awkward and we have nothing to talk about. I don't really find it awkward but she did.

Anyway. We get to my house, I present her to my dad and mom, they're open and cool about her, yessss.

We go downstairs. I tell her that we're going for a ping pong match, but I just lie down on the couch as soon as we get downstairs.
Me : Uggghhhh I'm tired.
Her : Haha what are you doing on my bag?
She comes near, I keep the bag between my legs.
Me : Heey! That's mine, don't touch it...
She pulls it and gets closer. I close my eyes to rest for 5 seconds. I open them back and she's got even closer. I tease her a bit, she caresses my face and I do the same. I pull her by the hair a bit, bring her face closer, and make-out. I bring her hand to my crotch and she caresses it once again.
Me : Ohhh you're having fun mhmh? I see what you're doing...
Her : Yeah, haha...
Me : If my parents walk downstairs LOL... Okay, let's go to the secret place where I watch netflix.
Her : Alright let's goo.

So I walk over there, bring her in and we make-out, her lying down over me. I bring her hand to my crotch again.
Me : You want to play with it don't you?
Her : Yeaahh...
So I tell her to remove her sweater, leaving her with her top. We make-out more.
Me : Hey, I can bet you I can remove your bra without removing your top!
Her : Haha really?
Me : Yeaah, lemme show you!
So I do it after a bit of trouble, but succeed.
After that, I go for the make-out but, funny enough, our teeth collide and we hurt each other LOL. We laugh it off and go back to fun.
She was moaning from me just massaging her tits. Wow, I never knew just massaging tits could make her that horny.

Me : Alright, open up my belt.
She does it with trouble, help her a bit and the ****'s out.
Her : Haah, I can finally see it now!
So she handjobs me for a bit. After a while, I tell her to kiss my ****. She kisses it, then sucks it completely. She kisses my **** on the side, licks it too. It looks very hot, she looks very hot doing it. She does pleasure sounds as she sucks it, like a porn star. I caress her head and her hair. She really likes it. Though, her teeth kind of hurts my penis head at times lol, it's a bit uncomfortable.
I lead, tell her to go like this or like that. I tell her to stand up, to lie down, to open up her legs, etc.

So after a while, I remove her shorts. She's left with a cute semi-thong type of underwear. As we make-out, I reach for her wet *****. As I shove in my fingers deeper, she starts moaning already.
Her : Oaaghgh!!!
Me : Ohh wow, I know you like it...
Her : Oaaghhh... I'm sensitive, be gentle...
I keep fingering her more, enjoying her intense moans. That girl's so horny, I love it...
She goes back to sucking on my ****. Then, I decide to stand up and she stays on her knees. I lift her shirt up and I can see her tits hanging as she sucks my ****. I take both of her hands and place it on my butt cheeks. She pulls me in while enjoying it in the mouth, while she does the usual pleasure sounds that make me even harder. I tell her to spit on it, she does. It feels like a porno.

At one point, I remove her panties completely, go back to fingering her. Midway through, I ask her if she has a condom, I look for one in my wallet and find one.
I put it on, not sure if it's on properly but it looks pretty fine. As I put it on, I lose my erection slowly... Ahhh it sucks. She goes back to sucking it for a while. I finger her, she goes on top of me and I insert my **** inside her.
It feels really good. She enjoys it just as much as me, it feels great. It's a mutual thing, feeling the pleasure at the same moment as we move harmoniously together. Though, after a minute or so my **** is out of her vagina. I try and get it back in, but it's really hard to do with lights off LOL. I could still see, but not as much. Anyway, we go back to kissing and sh1t. I lose my erection as it goes on.
Her : Hey listen... hmhmmh I dont know.. maybe we could do that another time.
Me : What? Hey, shut the fvck up...
Her : I'm just kidding, just kidding!...
We go back to kissing and sh1t, then I admit to her the truth.
Me : I have troubles getting hard with a condom on.
Her : I can see that, haha don't worry about it.
So I realize that the condom slipped off somehow LOL (probably because I lost my erection), and she goes back to sucking and licking my ****. Ahhh, it feels so much better without a condom... But the ***** felt nicer, and warm, and smooth. No teeth to get in the way!

She's better than Lili at *******s, that's for sure. But I'd say that Lili is cuter.
At one point, I smell her panties and the smell perfume!
Me : Ohh wow! You put perfume in your panties?
Her : Yeaah
Me : Ohh woaww... that's nice...

Me : Oh yeaah, so you like to feel that **** in your mouth don't you?
Her : Yeah I like it...
Me : And you want to eat all that sperm in your mouth
Her : hummhum, yeaah...
It made me even hornier, picturing her swallowing my ***. So after a while, she gets a bit tired and I feel like she wants to stop.
Me : It's coming it's coming, don't stop don't stop...
So she keeps sucking my ****, and then I explode in her mouth. She keeps her mouth in place, making sure to keep all that *** in her mouth. I'm pretty sure it was a gigantic load...
Her : I'm not swallowing...
Me : Hahaha I don't mind! Agghhh that felt so good...
She goes to get tissues and spit the *** in them, haha. Afterwards, the sheet on the couch smelled like her ***** LOL. Gotta wash it.

After the sex, (can we call it sex? Well, 1 minute penetration but wtver), she seemed much more comfortable around me. So was I. I just drove her home afterwards. We basically went to my house just for pleasuring each other. Great.

So basically,
FIRST TIME PENETRATION.
I'm feeling much more confident in my ability to attract girls right now. I had sexual encounters with 3 girls already, which is great reference experience. Eventually, I will become a sex god and be really good at sex. Hot model girls will be begging for me to pleasure their *****. Slutty Girl kept telling me how good I was with my fingers.

And little updates.
The girl from skype wants to meetup next week, she seems quite interested. We message a bit, she engages the convo a lot.

Laos? Alright, let me show you the convo on FB.

Her : I don't think I can come!
Me : Me neither, I have a date
Her : Ohhh that's cool! First date?
Her : I mean first date with her?
Me : Yeah
Her : Nice, well happy date!
Me : Thanks, hopefully she's more interesting than you lool
Her : haha you mean that I'm not interesting? ;0
Me : I never said that
Her : Oki I thought it was implied!
Me : Do you consider yourself interesting?
Her : Who knows
Her : You do you consider yourself interesting?
Me : Ok. Yea
Her : And why do you think so?
Me : Lol

Didn't say anything after that. Maybe I should setup a date again.

2nd date with the 20 year old girl is still happening on Thursday. Good stuff.

CONCLUSION
- Think about pulling, even on the 1st date. YES, THINK ABOUT PULLING. I don't care if you're a beginner or advanced, you have in mind the possibility of pulling the girl.
- Escalate physically, lead her to do things. Be dominant. Share excitement with her, it's very fun for the both of you. It's value offering, no matter if she's the hottest or not. She's probably hot naked and in bed. When *sexually-awakened*, girls become so much hotter.
- KEEP, KEEP, KEEP APPROACHING and bettering your game. Trust me guys, it is absolutely absolutely worth it.

 

[Mindgamez]

Thursday, August 1st

11:00 PM
I'm biking on the way home, had this playing on my iPod, from 19:50
http://youtu.be/MLZNYQbLCGU?t=18m30s

The day was long and hard, I thought. I felt like I was regressing. It's crazy.
And I was tired of that sh1t, I thought.
What about a 7 day challenge to put myself back on track? Approaching every single day?
I started biking faster.
No, what about a lifetime challenge? A challenge I will never ever end.
I was biking as fast as I could.
Pushing myself to my very limits. Forever and ever. Better myself every day and make no excuses. Every happens for a reason. Those failures were stepping stones for a higher place, a better place. When I realize that, there's no such thing as failure.

So yeah,
When I arrived downtown, I was with Dumi and his friend Mathieu with whom I became good friends with.

They were into approaching and pickup. Wow, I'd never imagine they could do that for close to 7 hours straight. But that's what we did that day...
Walking around ENDLESSLY. Left and right and left and right. I don't know how many girls I've approached, but WAY WAY WAAYYY not enough.

Dumi and Math had egos. They both dated very very beautiful women, and as I explained a couple pages ago, Dumi is a real player who slept with around 15 girls already. I totally believe him, because he has pictures and etc. I felt like I had to compete against them. But at the same time, I had much much more experience than them at cold approaching because I've done it so many times in the past.

But that's what got me in my head.
I was comparing myself with them all the time. A girl I'd rate a 8.5, they'd say that she's ugly... At some point, I was *****ing out from approaching average girls because they expected me to be good in the first place. I didn't want to mess up, but then I realized that this was just some unnecessary pressure put on myself...

Some two girls I approached. I thought the opener was weak, but I pushed through and stopped them in their tracks. We chatted for a while, she seemed interested. SHE was the one to ask for my number. First time it ever happened. Good stuff. Though big mistake : I forgot to take hers... Hopefully she'll text me.

Kept approaching and approaching. Basically, pussied out for SHOCKINGLY long.
For some reason, I felt like I didn't deserve hotass women. I thought that all I could get was 7s, that 9s were out of my league. And hot girls were everywhere that day.

The girls I approached, I felt better as soon as I broke the ice. But as soon as she said that she had to go, I pussied out from asking for the number.

At the end of the day, my feet were DEAD. My legs were killing me. Worst thing is that I was still recovering from my sprained foot and I had cheap 20$ fake shoes from Cambodia lol. My feet were all wet from the rain. But anyway, it was a good day.

Anyway,
With this day with countless hours waisted, I feel like I've learned my lesson. Confidence with girls is not something that's 100% in me yet. I have to make it PERMANENT. I'm tired of those temporary state crashes and instances of feeling depressed, to then feeling like the king of the world. I WILL approach at least one girl a day for the next 7 days. After 7 days, I'll add another 7, then another 7, then another 7.

There's no way I CANNOT do it.

My lifetime challenge is to better myself every day, push through pain. Face my biggest fears. If every day I can go to bed and feel like I've accomplished something, then I've completed my challenge for the day.

CONCLUSION
- DO NOT compare yourself to others. DO NOT expect anything from the world or from anyone. As long as you took action that day and learned something, it is a GOOD day. You've got reference experiences to reinforce your beliefs, your learnings.
- It's a LIFESTYLE. Make it a way of life.

 

[Mindgamez]

Friday, August 2nd

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=66Ti9CwIWBo

Reading Anthony Robbins' Awaken the Giant Within really helped me shape my beliefs and behaviours in the best ways possible. I felt like everything was possible, that every failure had its reason to be, that I was constantly progressing no matter what, and learning new things.

So yeah,
We started off feeling hyped up to go to the Infected Mushroom show. But when Math and Dumi checked online about info to get the tickets, apparently it was part of the gay festival at Montreal LOL. And it really was...
Dumi : Yo, let's go check it out anyway... we never know, there might be some girls over there and it might be cool.

So we went. We couldn't quite feel the gayness until we actually bought the tickets and went inside the place. It was outdoors, awesome music, but oh my god. Gay eyes all over us LOL. I could bear it, but my friends couldn't stand gay guys looking at them, so we had to leave.
Before we did so, I took a picture with a hotass bodypainted model (her nipples were hard and perky + cameltoe through thong, holy sh1t). Also, we got some free condoms from Trojan.

And the epic sh1t started...
Once we decided to put on our costumes. YES, our costumes! I was a carrot, Dumi a rabbit and Math a pig. It was priceless, we could NOT be left unnoticed. Everyone noticed us.

So we walked around for a while. I didn't intend to pickup, because I knew that if I did so everyone would be watching. I was a bit scared at first...
But then I remembered Robbins' idea of associating PLEASURE to the behaviours and beliefs you want, and PAIN to what you do not want.
So I started associating pleasure to being watched by people, to being rejected, to being laughed at, to being crazy. And I started associating pain to inaction, to following the norm like everyone else by fear.

And I felt free at some point. I forgot that I had a costume on and I'd just smile and wave at every single person I'd walk by. My friends were stuck in their heads and thinking they were stupid. The worst part is that it was THEIR idea to do it, main reason is to help us pickup chicks. It didn't really help us... and it made them mad.

Well guess what? I've also learned something along the way. Getting influenced negatively by your friends state or other people is bad because it makes you become dependant on them. So then, even though they were feeling sh1tty and told me to stop being THAT obnoxious, I just kept doing it anyway. Isn't it what they wanted, look stupid in front of people because they apparently *didn't care*? Then I realized how big their egos were.

So we took pictures with a couple girls, funny stuff.
Some hot girls commented on our costumes. I always was the one leading and engaging the conversation while they were standing back. I was very comfortable with the fact I had the costume. I didn't want it to only be a belief that being out of social norms was cool. I wanted it to become a CONVICTION. Turning thoughts into CONVICTIONS.

I asked some girl out from a set of two. They were 8s or so, but she had to leave the next day so wtver.

One set of 4 hot blonde 8.5s, I approach them and I lock eye contact with the hottest 9.
Me : Hey hey wait a sec! Have you ever had a threesome with a carrot? No, so let's do it!
She laughed quite hard, it was a good one and not a creeped out one

After a while of walking around and feeling good, we decide to remove our costumes to do actual real pickup without special accessories. The social pressure was lifted off our shoulders this time.

But I still had my great relaxed attractive state. I approached random girls and asked them if I could take a bite of her food.
Guess what? She gave me HER ENTIRE PLATE. It was ALL FULL, NEW. And I ate it, it was delicious.
So I see two very hot chicks, and I go :
Me : Damn, had free food that's amazing!
Her : Yeah that's amazing?
Me : Wanna kiss me?
Her : *hot giggles* Hahaha no...
Me : I saw your smile!
She giggled again. She was attracted, I didn't make a move...

I was so much more confident. The way I talked and walked felt very different from the usual. I had no stress feeling in my body, it was gone. How? By addressing it directly by doing crazy costume sh1t.
Some girls were checking me out. They said some funny sh1t and I repeated after them. They then looked around and giggled.

My biggest weakness was that I wouldn't go run back to them and initiate the flirting more. It was useless. But anyway, I felt really good overall.

CONCLUSION
- Doing crazy sh1t in public to get rid of your fear of being watched and judged is great.
- Don't do like me and not follow up after you approach! That's what every guy does... CLOSE CLOSE CLOSE.
- Learn to behave regardless of what your friends think or other people think. Associate PLEASURE to having your own set of beliefs and doing YOUR own thing.
- READ GOOD BOOKS. Sincerely, read self-development books. It's not all about pickup, but about bettering yourself as a person.
- Get free food, hehe

 

[Mindgamez]

SO MANY UPDATES.
AND FCCKK WEBSITE CRASHED AND HAVE TO WRITE MY REPORT ALL OVER AGAIN... I'll make it brief...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lPwOjTdbJq8

Saturday, August 3rd
Daygame with Oli and Charbel his friend.

Charbel's a cool guy. He seemed natural, even though beginner at approaching. It was some good fun!
I was better than last time, but my memory is being a b1tch right now and I can't remember sh1t.

Went to party with Cox (neighbour whom I never mentioned his name before).

Basically, there's the girl from Skype at the party and other cute girls.

I get a shy Russian girl's number. I didn't text her because I thought she seemed uninterested with the way she walked away from me, trying to escape me. But couple days later she finds me on facebook and pokes me... Gotta so something about it.

I meet that brown-haired girl with freckles. She seems a bit slutty. She asks me to strip in the living room, and she opens her mouth in excitement as I start undoing my belt.

We walk to the convenience store with her and her friend. It takes an hour or so, at some point i'm 1 on 1 with her and when I tell her to hide in the bush she gestures me a ******* with her hands... Couldn't tell if she was just messing around or was serious... I could've pushed things further, but she kept giving me sh1t tests. I wasn't sure.

I sleep over at the house with everyone else. We're 10 people or so. We mess around with that guy who's sleeping by pouring cream over his boxers and face like he jizzed himself. We took pics too LOL.

The next day we head to Tim Hortons restaurant. I ask skype girl if anything's happening with Cox, she said that no. The night before she seemed all over Cox, but nothing's happening between them apparently. Cox told me to go for her.
We hug goodbyes, I tell her I'll message her. She seems interested, she agreed that I was handsome lol. I pussied out to ask for her number, so I did over facebook... I know, bad.

My excuse for not calling her for the date is that she seems liek the type of girl who wants to take it slow, and that I'm too much of a player for her. But I should still call her... Excuses.

Sunday, August 4th
NIGHTGAME.

Approached girls left and right. Good times. No harsh rejections, EVERY girl was open to me. I approached a good amount.

Made out with one asian chick in 20-30 seconds. Led her to the bar, tried to put a straw between her tits, the thought it was funny. She was from the states, couldn't number close or anything. Her friends dragged her away, gone.

Monday, August 5th
Daygame with Denis. It's been so long since last time. I was with Jad and Charbel too.

Denis, on his trip to Romania, had 5 *******s from different girls and had sex once. Good sh1t.
As we were gaming, I realized that Denis isn't that much of a god after all. His game isn't flawless, I see him retreating into his mind sometimes when sh1t happens. We're all humans after all.

Charbel was better than last time. He seems so natural, I don't get why he just kept getting rejected!

Anyway, my approaches? They were quite good today.

There was a set of two girls. They seemed older than us, I was about to call them milfs. but NO, they were actually 16! Two 7.5s or so.
It went incredibly well. She had the anime eyes the whole time, was giving me very strong eye contact and asking me a billion questions. I didn't need to do anything, she was doing all the work hahaha! She was a bit dirty from eating that candy apple and I told her about it. She was all embarrassed, it was funny.
At the end I asked for her number, she pulled her phone too to take mine.
Let's call her Jen.
She even asked for my last name, so she can stalk me on facebook... hehe. And yeah, we hugged goodbye and she held tight. She told me I smell good even though I got no cologne on. I proceeded to smell her too very not subtly haha, we hug again. I try and setup a date but she says that she'll see.

One approach was a group of 6-7 girls or so. We all approached, it was good isolating. I had the girl's number, she was quite hot, at least 7.5.
The next day I text her, invite her out on a date. She said she can't on that day but can next week, and she wants to bring a friend... I didn't respond yet. What should I do?

Funny enough, the 10 or so approaches I did, I had NO harsh rejections at all. Like 8 out of 10 was a very nice smile, friendly and she wasn't defensive. Why? Because I had in mind the friendly vibe, the idea of giving love and not needing anything back. And HOW in the world can you be mean to a guy that's being friendly, complimenting and just vibing? Unless you're some heartless b1tch, if you come from a positive frame of mind you should always assume the best! And this is what happened. Didn't matter if I only had 2 numbers, it was fun.

Tuesday, August 6th
One approach... not even, but anyway. I still felt very happy about it because it was solo lol.

I was at the hospital by myself. That girl looked bored out of her mind. I hesitate for like 30 minutes to approach her, till she locks eye contact with me.
Me : Haha you look so bored! You alright?
She looks back at her phone.
Her : Yeah

I assumed that she wasn't interested. HB8 or so, I don't know why I was *****ing out so much. Because I was alone?

And afterwards, I went to some place to help film some dance video with a dance crew.
The girls? Sooooo hot... oh my god. I was a bit nervous at first, but when I started opening up I realized that they were really cool and friendly.
Afterwards, I went to McDonalds with 2 girls and the guy friend. It was fun, they're cool people.

Lately, I realized that it's becoming easier making friends and connecting with people. People respond well to me. It's pleasant to be with them, they have fun with me too. I'm connecting on a more personal level, understanding that they enjoy my company and that I'm high value.

Anyway. Hugged goodbye with the three.
I'll see them again for a future music video

Wednesday, August 7th
Slutty girl came to my place that day.

Long story short, she gave me the best ******* ever and I jizzed all in her mouth. As I moaned like a horn dog, my *** went everywhere on her lips, she had to spit it because there was too much for her to handle. She was surprised with the big load. Damn 5 days nofap!

She was on her period so no sex...

So updates...
I'll try to setup some date with Jen for next week.
For the girl who wants to bring a friend? Mhmhm, maybe I can still meetup with her, what you guys think?
I should also setup something with Laos again. Maybe she'll agree this time.
About skype girl? Mhmhmh, I don't know... I'll be dating her friend Tamara soon haha, they'll both realize?
And yeah, Tamara I gotta call her and setup something too.
And Lili, Alexxx and Sophie will be coming back from their trips soon... I'll have plenty of girls to play with soon
But yeah, still gotta game hotter girls... I get the 7s and 7.5s only.
At the moment talking about sex to the brown-haired ginger on facebook.
Forgot to mention that Denis, Charbel and Jad are down to start a youtube channel about pickup... That'd be amazing.

CONCLUSION
- Assume the best, receive the best. Just be totally friendly and free from outcome!
- Setup DATES. GO GO GO!
- *******s are amazing.
- Escalate QUICKLY when it's night. Lead.