Jack Wealthy's Journal of Beasting

[Jack Wealthy]

Cheers guys.
Thursday
Before maths exam I went to the State Library to study with my friend that's a girl. I got there early and this cute girl sat behind me, obviously wanting a chat, but I considered it and thought I should probably actually study for this exam since I had procrastinated and gotten laid when really I should have been studying before.

The girl got there and we had a really funny conversation, of course that meant my studying was limited. Then here friend who she wants me to date showed up and I studied a bit. Had no idea what was up. This girl from my school walked past though and I roped her into helping me, she ended up writing me notes and everything. I love being me.

Had the maths exam. Like usual I sucked hard at it. I had heaps of time left over, so for one of the simple questions that had a mathematical solution/was worked out only with numbers, I turned it into a word answer in the form of a short story. I made characters and everything. It was still a complete solution obviously.

Friday
Had a psych exam in the morning. I feel like I did alright. I answered a joke question I didn't know the answer to then left early.

A lot of my friends also finished early and we chilled outside. We had some funny conversations, pretty normal though. I ended up going to the city with a group of girls from my school. Barely talked to them because I just felt quiet. Thought a lot.

Got off early and bought some socks. Caught another bus with annoying Asians from my school. I teased them. One has a crush on me.

Went to the city and bought a whipped cream dispenser. On the way to the store I saw this red head who was so beautiful I sort of froze, it was weird. My brain just went blank and I stared at her. She was on the phone though, but she smiled. Saw another girl who checked me out and smiled, reacted too late though. I was over-relaxed if anything.

Went to G2G and chilled with friends. Everyone was stoned or drunk, I realised I'm such a chill person now I didn't need to be stoned or drunk to have a good time. I wanted to leave hell early though. I did nang also. Shouted everyone several.

When we finally did leave the host and sister came with us to get food. I had to sit with her while they went off because she was so drunk. She said "We can't hook up. That would be weird. Because of what happened to me..." I was literally so over her being drunk and annoying I just said "Cool." and ignored her. Quote from earlier "Guys, look at me, look how drunk I am." That was a quote, not how she was acting. She literally said that. She got my number because she wants to text me. Never replying ever. Just remembered another quote: She threw up then said "I shouldn't have eaten that food, it made me throw up." Immediately I said "No, that was all the ****ing alcohol you drunk." She shut up after that.

Saturday
Woke up around nine but my friend had a hangover so I went back to bed until 12. Played some Fable 2 then went to the store. Was hungry and broke so I shoplifted a protein bar. Then I was thirsty because protein bars are like that so I stole some water. Then I was sort of in the mood to keep shoplifting so I stole some protein powder and a magazine.

Caught the train. Was boring. Caught the bus, was boring. It was very rainy so no one was really out even though it was late Saturday.

Didn't feel like going out at night. Just read heaps of workout science and some other assorted stuff. I don't think there was anything on either.

Sunday
Did some homework. Did a workout. Really good one. Hung out with mum. My date and I both mutually cancelled because the weather was really really bad.

I cooked a stir-fry tonight. I've got the first day of school in a long while tomorrow, all I really want is to be ready for that nutrition and rest wise.

On that note, my body is the absolute best it has ever been. After I quit smoking I went down to the leanest I have ever been just by resisting sugar cravings. I've started a bulk now because I was down around 75-77 and I want to be up around 82-84. I figure winter is the time for this bulk anyway. But I've been bulking and lost weight even while my strength was going up. My arms look smaller than they did before but my legs are much larger and my abs are as defined as they ever have been, regardless of the fact I've been bulking hard for the last five days and have put on nearly a kilo.

Meeting up with my FWB for an actual date. I found out last time after she left she's foreign. Realised I should actually learn some stuff about this girl, she is interesting. Not a girlfriend though. Just fun.

Will be hitting on more girls shortly.

 

[apocolipto]

Lol at the shoplifting

 

[LearningSlowly]

Whats nang?

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Nitrous Oxide.

 

[apocolipto]

Where do you get nitrous?I've always wanted to try,but don't know where to get it.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

I'm not telling you where to get nitrous.

My mum left today. I was in the city Tuesday, saw this attractive ginger. Made eye contact. She smiled. I hesitated in front of my mum. Waited until we got on the train, had an awkward conversation. Got no number.

Besides that I want to an ADHD specialist Tuesday. He was great. He got me. I'm on Ritalin now, he recommended dex but my mum said she didn't want me on it. So now I'm just on maximum dose. I find it makes logical thought a whole lot easier and I sit still and don't have my thought process fly-around so much, but because of that creative thinking is hard. During English I couldn't think the same as normal so I took to taking notes instead. The work of the uninspired.

I went to a free-running gym with a friend and his friend yesterday. Learnt some stuff. Sparred BJJ with a guy. Got triangle choked for like 2 minutes. Should not have held on so long. I'm too sore to workout today now. This gym will be weekly from now on likely.

Got invited to party by same friend. FWB I slept with recently is there, I think she really wants me. going to have the "I'm a diversity kinda guy" chat.

Have vitamin b-12 deficiency from nitrous. May or may not have done permanent nerve damage. Everything feels like it has paper on it and I have to push through that to feel it properly, ****ed up pressure sense. The cold is making it worse but now I've started supping b-12 it's all but gone away.

Have not had a wank recently. Stopped for like 5 days, but lost sex drive and got bored of girls. Had two in two nights, got it back.

Girls have been going great. Very little fear of girls. Socialising very well. Haven't had a bad reaction I can remember in a while. Having said that I don't actually care so...

 

[apocolipto]

"I'm not telling you where to get nitrous."...For what reason if I may ask.

And infront of your mom,,I approach infront of family.Nothing to be ashamed of.

 

[foolyoufool]

I got a few questions for you Jaedon,

How did you become so comfortable with approaching girls, and how did you become so comfortable with being physical with girls before you hook up? Those are my two biggest problems.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

"I'm not telling you where to get nitrous."...For what reason if I may ask.

And infront of your mom,,I approach infront of family.Nothing to be ashamed of.

this isn't a drugs forum. Google it man. I have approached in front of my mum before, it's more awkward for the girl.

I got a few questions for you Jaedon,

How did you become so comfortable with approaching girls, and how did you become so comfortable with being physical with girls before you hook up? Those are my two biggest problems.

Two things: I approached a lot of girls and I changed my mindset. Girls love sex. Girls usually feel the same as you do when you go up to them. So if you go up nervous, they're nervous. Go up calm and they'll be calm. Go up fun... Go up feeling what you want them to feel and hold onto that feeling until they do.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Stalling.

Friday
I got irritated easy. Blaming ritalin. Have not had the problem since, I got over it pretty quick.

This girl in PE studies was being a *****. I made a joke and a couple of people laughed, then she loudly said "OH you're so funny Jaedon." I said "I can't tell if you're being sarcastic or not." Sarcasticly. She said "Of course I am you idiot." She was pissed. My friend said she'll probably have been lying home awake and suddenly just thought "**** JAEDON GOT ME!"

Saturday
Went out during the day. Met up with some guys. They all ended up being on acid, so I left with two of them who I actually like and we went to the city. On the way we met a girl we know on the bus. We had a massive wicked convo waiting for the bus and catching the bus.

I was invited to a massive party that night and went with a friend. I rented him my whipped cream dispenser because I no longer use it. We got there around 8, I'd taken a Sudafed for a blocked nose, with caffeine, with ritalin. ll normal doses but combining them caused me to go into overdrive.

I talked to everyone, shook every guys hand. There was about 50 people when we got there first, we hung out with some girls and my friend taught them to nang. I walked around and socialised.

By about 9 there was 120-ish people there and a good guy/girl ratio. At this stage though my FWB had rocked up and at first I was walking around with her, then she sort of followed me. I like her and didn't mind that much but wanted to get with other girls so this impeded my chances. There was a guy with a taser who 3/4 people asked me to bash. Someone stole my nang cannon. Don't care.

Not much really happened. I broke up two fights towards the end of the night, then crashed and lay on FWB's boobs. I hit on some *****es pretty hard towards the end. 3 girls gave me the look but I didn't want to in front of this girl. I was staying at her best friends house and saw it as shooting myself in the foot, possible wrecking two good friendships for one to three hot hook-ups.

My friend whose house I was staying at used the line I used to get with my FWB the first time, "Do you want to draw me naked?" He used it 4 times and hooked up with three of them. Decent.

I pissed some girl off but just sat there non-reactive and she eventually thanked me. I took her seat, then moved and she was really happy. If I had of apologised and moved she likely would have been more pissed.

Some guy admitted his love to the girl the friend I went with was trying to hook up with. The he cried because she danced with another guy. Gay.

After the party the host let me and FWB have a room because I was horny and making it awkward. She was on her period so she just blew me twice. She really badly wants to hang out next weekend but I'm bored, I'm going to go full approach mode and find another couple of girls.

Sunday
Had breakfast, some other girls came over. I was exhausted and a bit out of it. Ended up getting like 3 hours sleep.

Left around 11, took 2 tabs and went on a trip. I had nothing else to do and felt like it would be a good idea. It was a pretty brilliant trip. I just had a fat think about social conventions, girls, the porn industry, what I want to do as a career... Afterwards I got the number to a modelling place and decided to give them a call tonight. Also had a talk to my mum about what I want to do at uni and if I want to have a gap year.

Monday
Had a good day at school. Got a lot of work done. I wasn't the most exciting guy out but I wasn't offensive at all. Had fun as well. I took 1 ritalin in the morning, 2 at midday and one more after school to do some Italian and English homework. I also started an English speech in maths today, planned the whole thing and have two weeks to fill in the details.

I've taken a break of working out since Thursday, because I felt I was overdoing it and not recovering properly. I'm starting again tomorrow.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

keep forgetting to call that modelling place. I don't want to waste my credit in case I want it to call a taxi so I'm waiting for the home phone.

Tuesday as
This day was fairly Tuesday. Not necessarily more Tuesday than Tuesdays of previous weeks, but definitely more Tuesday than all day's prior this week.

Wednesday
ah now Wednesday, this right here was a day.

It was raining heaps and I let this girl share my umbrella in the morning cus I'm a nice guy.

I got in trouble in form because I made wanking gestures during a story. The teacher was pissed because apparently I should be getting in trouble in all classes for this behaviour. He asked if it was normal, I said yes. He said that was worrying. He asked if I did that in other classes. I said yes. He asked if I got in trouble for it. I said no. He threatened to take me down to the deputy principal to explain that.

We played a soccer game for the last periods and I was team star. Got a hat trick. Spent some shirtless time being topless.

Thursday
Started of the day by flirting with some year 10's.

Next, I showed up late to Italian. Did some Italian.

After that I had some fun in English.

Next came psych, I looked up bulking diets on my phone.

After lunch I had PE studies. We did some stuff. Was entertaining.

Human Bio was last, we had the other Hbio teacher and I took some notes. My teacher is ****.

I took 1 out of the 6 Ritalin I'm prescribed a day today. I'm also actively trying to eat more because I'm hungry.

I knocked out one approach, I knew the guy in a group of 3 girls and one guy. Made him awkward... I was like "Hi, I'm Jaedon. Jaedon. John. SEE WHAT I DID THERE? My name progressed from Jaedon to John."
they were all like "What is your name then?"
I was all like "Jaedon, but my friends call me big John the Stud."
One of the girls called me this, I said we weren't friends, she said she'd just call me stud behind my back then. I asked her if she wanted to get naked with me. they all laughed, we had a fat chat and I said goodbye and hugged them when my bus came. On the bus I missed two great approaches. It's my ****ing ITD. Intermittent Testicle Disorder. My huge balls just come and go. ESPECIALLY COME DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

 

[NorwegianDJ]

Y U So Funnaay

 

[apocolipto]

Y U So Funnaay

"I took 1 out of the 6 Ritalin I'm prescribed a day today."

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Oh **** I hate writing about the weekend sometimes.
Friday
Probably could have gone out, wasn't actually invited to this party though so I didn't go. Two friends asked for me and he said no but they said just rock up and he won't care. Instead I watched Friends.

Saturday
Worked out then went for dinner in the city with two mates. They were on acid, at first I made them laugh a heap and talked to a couple of random girls. then we were chilling listening to this guitar guy and Marshall offered me a tab, I accepted.

We ended up going to a high-class area as mine was kicking in so I was ****ing weird. We got kebabs and I tried to eat mine as fast as possible because everything tastes **** on acid. First kebab since I was like 10 and my mum bought me one. We then went to the school, had a massive bro-fest. Bonded like glue.

After that I had to trek it back home and walk half the way. Met two drunk dbags. They thought I was cool. Went home, slept a heap. Had the best visuals I've ever had as well.

Also I wore a flannel. I make jokes about flannels.

Sunday
I'd promised my friend with benefits I'd take acid with her, she had one tab and I had one and a half. It was not that strong because of the night before. We had sex a couple of times and I nearly came after like 20 minutes, think it was the acid. We watched like 8 hours of Friends and the New Girl as well.

I walked her home and her parents liked me. Was on acid.

Monday
Chill day. Was in a good mood. Needed to man up and approach though.

My FWB's asked me what I thought our relationship was, answered FWB's she said ok.

After school I had a two hour nap, then had a normal nights sleep after that. Was exhausted.

Tuesday
Why are Tuesdays always so good? We had this English lecture day at a uni. the bus ride there was boring. Then I met some friends, still boring. Got checked out during the first lecture, friend agreed to hit on *****es with me.

After the first lecture I went up to a group of four girls, talk to two of them, they were into it but I stalled.

Next I talked to a guy and two girls. Had some fun there.

Then I had chased down two girls, they followed me back to my friends and talked with me but I invited to my lecture which they'd had already so that was that.

My FWB's was there and she brought a friend, introduced her to my friend by saying he was really well hung and we called him donkey ****. Because he's hung like a donkey and likes donkey kong. My friends were in hysterics this whole time, she didn't like me much.

From this point my FWB's followed me around and **** so the hitting on *****z was hindered. I get the feeling she wants something more.

during my last two lectures this one girl checked me up and down, but I didn't go for her because I feel weird doing it in front of a girl I'm sleeping with. Who I actually like.

After that I had a bus ride with a good friend, three girls got on the bus and he knew one, I hit on them all. Was good. One of them caught my other bus, she liked me but was not attractive. The best looking one was the youngest and had a boyfriend. Everyone laughed.

Recurring jokes:
-Big John The Stud.
-Me speaking bad Italian.
-Me wearing a flannel, me channelling said flannel and being a douche. Ex. "You'll say to your parents, 'Oh, I met this one of (my friends) friend, he was a douche in a flannel. AVOID." Or "I know it's hard to resist such a good looking guy in a flannel."

After that I went into the city for a bit to chill with a friend who said he was setting me up with a girl. Well, no. He ended up trying to get with her the whole time so I just went to Woolies and bought milk. He is actually the biggest ****-block.

Also was invited to a massive party this Saturday.

Took 2/6 Ritalin both today and yesterday. Missed a workout because of the weather+meeting a friend.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Friday

I did a speech in English... Oh wow, I just demolished it. I won't be surprised if I get top mark in the class.

Friday night I did nothing.

this was the 30th day I'd swapped for pot.

Saturday

Went to the city with Marshall and hung out with two chicks for a while. I walked up to a guy dressed as a giant tooth and said "But it's not even two thirty yet" he said "Oh god" and I walked off.

Went and met up with another friend, visited some more friends then had a small sesh.

That night I went to a party with Marshall, all our other friends cancelled. There was supposed to be 100+ coming but the house was remote and tiny so it turned out more like a crowded 60. I was still a little stoned going in and was shy/weird for the first hour and a half. It passed so slow. I did 5 or so approaches I can't count because I was stoned. Then I was sober and approached three more girls at least, one forced her number on me. She was standing in front of me with a hand around my neck and my phone putting her number in. Then her boyfriend came up and hugged her. She said "What, I can make friends."

Before that point, taking it back, I was walking around half on my own and half with Marshall and another friend. Started talking to mass people, self amusing. Was liked by all but two groups of girls from what I can tell. One was hot and liked me before. Oh well.

I and the other guy made heaps of jokes about heroin and some people thought I was on heroin. I picked up one really small girl from that night I went clubbing, she was alright. Might have been able to get in there if I wasn't so ***** about it. Some guy took his shirt off and I took mine off next to him and posed. Better torso but he had huge arms. Apparently I'm mire worthy.

After that I went straight to a girl I'd opened high and kissed her after a bit of ****ing around. She kept turning and I was too passive, waited for her to turn back. I tried to isolate with her but the party was in a tiny backyard.

Then I was walking around with Marshall, two girls kissed him then me.

After that we decided to leave, I kissed the first girl I did and she got really turned on. Boobed. I then left her and Marshall kissed her, so I kissed this German girl he'd made out with earlier. She got into it too but was a terrible kisser.

We smoked a little weed on the walk and got pizza in the city. Crashed at mine.

Sunday

Hung out with Marshall and eventually Pom. We smoked four cones total between us, as in me and Marshall.

Don't feel like smoking again now but I might with my FWB's before sex one time. Then I'll probably sell whatever I have left and live happily ever after.

Also saw a girl and guy from school, had the guy in stitches but the girl was getting off the train. Hugged.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Alright so I'm feeling really centred. Decided to make a new goal:
Study for an hour every week day.

If I don't I don't get on the forums. Simple.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

I don't know what it is but I've been so confident and good feeling lately.

Today I had the day off school. I studied for an hour, was supposed to hang out with friends, they cancelled so I went to the bank and did some shopping. I was going to go into the city but cbf so I went to the slightly closer shops and caught a different bus there. After shopping I saw an insanely, improbably, immensely attractive woman waiting for the bus. Brunette, those colourful braid things, absolutely stunning features...
Me: Do you know what time the 400 comes?
Her: No, but you can check that... haha. (I was checking the sign as she said it.)
We talk for a bit.
Me: You're really good looking.
Her: No, I'm not...
Later.
Me: What are you doing this weekend?
Her: All my friends are leaving tomorrow, so nothing.
Me: We'll get coffee Saturday.
Her: I don't drink coffee.
Me: I drink tea.
Her: Same.
Me: It just sounds weird to invite you out for tea though.
Later.
Me: Do you want to see my house?
Her: I have to meet up with my friends today.
also there was some severe eye contact goin' on. She texted me like 5 hours ago. We had a small chat. I also lied and said I was 20, she was 19 and I'm sick of girls caring about ages. After sex I'll tell her. Also she was Irish and is visiting her dad atm. She does sports psychology in uni, which is very similar to what I want to do. we had other things in common too. We're also both insanely good looking. She forgot my name when she texted me, so I told her she wouldn't get it until she told me a joke (running theme from when I saw her). She said she didn't want to, I said unlucky, left it there.

Only thing lacking was NEEDZ MORE TOUCHING.



Anyway, my FWB's is going on holiday friday so she invited me over for dinner with her parents tomorrow. I'll go. I worked out today. I did 40 minutes of study the two days before today, but two or so hours today. Finished an assignment a day early. Did some math, which is amazing for me. This Ritalin really helps. I feel so relaxed when I take it regularly, not even just on it, off it too. I imagine it's like what antidepressants would be like for the depressed.

Also I wrote this at some stage because so many people on SimplePickup just plain suck: http://simplepickup.com/forum/under...-problems-you-anyone-else-here-brings-up.html

 

[P stranger]

Dam man, you didn't know that girl and asked her if she wanted to see your house?

Atleast for me that would have been a little embarrasing as she might know somebody i know.. And make fun out of me, im scared of that.. My biggest fear i guess^^

You're really good at this though, keep it up man! Lovely reading!

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Cheers man.

Let's take it back to 05/07

I don't remember, I did a fair amount of stuff. then I went to my mum/grandma's house in the town. Chilled immensely. Worked my legs hard.

Before that I tried to arrange a meet with Irish girl, did not work. Will go again now I'm back. Studied hard, not hardly studied.

This Friday I went to a party, smoked weed, went like all parties with weed do. got insanely paranoid.

Saturday, same thing except two parties. I was more outgoing though. I crashed 3 or so hours before everyone else, woke up a couple of times during the night and everyone had just decided to hang out around me while I was sleeping. My friend asked me how I was, I said "out of ten." and went back to sleep. Woke up and made another two one liner jokes I remember, before going back to sleep. Had a shower then left.

hung out with two friends, one has immense game. After that I hung out with a girl friend and immense game guy came and got a date for today. I was going to go out but am exhausted because I went tripping after that with him and another two guys. I was a sort of trip teacher, one of the guys was a first timer and said I was really nurturing and the other first timer said he wants to do it again with me. I don't think I will do it again, at least not for a long while. Same with weed. It was good to do something nice though.

Went to a study day today, talked to a cute girl. Had very little voice or energy and just kind of groaned at her. It's odd because confidence wasn't the problem, actual linguistic skills were.

Tomorrow I'm going to get back in the groove of working out, missed 6 days cos they was hectic. After that I'll just study, work out, go to a party this saturday. Better click attending.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Day before last, idk who cares.
Yesterday Went to study thing like I have and will this whole week, late. Chilled. Hung out with Jessie after and some other guys, went to gym in jeans. Was ****. Hung out with some girls afterwards, we all dropped acid but mine did nothing. We chilled at a park and smoked some weed, I barely got high. the two girls spent literally their entire trip describing what I look like. A casual tin soldier. A spoon. Voldemort. Barack Obama. I made moves like the mother ****ing man I am and ended up spooning the hotter one, rubbing her ***** through her jeans, kissing her neck and feeling her boobs under the bra. She also wanked me for 5 strokes exactly. She had a bf and kept pulling the bf card on me like I pull my **** out.

We went to maccas from the park and on the way someone threw an egg at me from a car. What a ****.

the other girl would have had sex with me and Jessie, but Jessie was first. He was too stoned for sex so he said "**** Jaedon, he's really good at sex". She was all like "I just want to **** someone." I still thought I had a chance with the slightly hotter girl so I was like nah bro.

The girl I was with was obviously into me, she sucked my finger for like 5 minutes while I tried to convince her to suck me off. She said without a boyfriend she would **** me.

today I had a fat ****ing chill. Rocked up so late to this class thing, ugh. Talked to a couple of girls there, was easy. Now I have a girl coming over to have sesh and sex, then I'm bailing on her to go hang out with friends and see a movie. I love my life.

Here's how you get a girl: Say hello. Tell her she is hot. Make moves. Relate to her. Blame all moves on her hotness. Make more moves. Relate. BE A MOTHER****ING MANBEARBEAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!