Jack Wealthy's Journal of Beasting

[Jack Wealthy]

thursday
Went out this night. Had a girl over first, sesh and sex. I froze up and got so nervous after we had smoked but finally I just went for it and had some pretty much amazing sex where I actually came from the sex. It was honestly just indescribable.

Afterwards went to see Batman with the brose, smoked weed after and my blood pressure went so low I had a seizure. That was pretty ****ed and I sprained my ankle really bad, vowed to never smoke weed again. My friend was talking to the police when all of a sudden I said to another friend "Dude mgfmghmdfgmdsmfmdf..." and sat down, then fell down. I woke up to him saying "Dude the cops are like right there man" and I said "Are they?" Sat up and then felt one of the most intense pains of my life in my ankle.

We had to catch a taxi to mine and an 40 minutes later when I looked at my ankle it was the size of a softball.

Friday
Where to begin?

I ate reaaaaaaaaallly well this day mainly. Heaps of natural anti-inflammatory and high protein foods. Same with Saturday.

My friend picked me up from mine around 6 because I couldn't get out on my own easily. We went to the city and met another friend, he helped me get a walking stick. The whole rest of the night I had a cane.

So we went to this house party that got designated to a park instead, while there I met a few girls. None sparked. While standing there having fun with guy friends a girl came up and said "My friend said to talk to you guys, I don't know why or where she is..." I said "Because I'm here and Jessies here, I'm Jaedon." Eventually the conversation progressed to her saying "I live around here" me saying "You should give me a tour then" and her saying "There are some trees" To which I responded "Give me a tour of them." She laughed. We then talked about tree-top tours. She protested a little. I said I didn't want to see trees I wanted to hook up with her. Made it unsubtle. May have complimented her.

Jessie wingmanned the **** out of me then I took her to some trees. she just talked an talked and talked, then drunk some. I threw her drink away. After she stopped being annoyed I kissed her. It was mediocre.

Her friends came at this point, I met them. They liked me. She hung out with them and refused to go off with me for the next hour and a half. I had a cane this whole time btw, I was limping really bad and looked pretty terrible. I was dressed okay though. Half derro half indie.

After the allotted time I went back up to her and her friend helped me get with her. We walked to a construction site. I farted and chucked a piss. Broke us into the construction site. We lay down near the entrance I made but people came when we were naked, then my friend called me and I made her move our stuff. then we had a little sex but I was having difficulty getting hard in the cold, our jackets on the floor were not overly comfortable and my ankle was giving me gyp. So I told her to suck me and she said no. I told her to wank me then, she hurt my **** so I did it myself. Then I had sex with her.

The sex was weird, her ***** was small. Not as in tight, thoguh she was tighter than average, but short. After a couple of minutes the police came to break up a fight Jessie was in where he knocked out three people.

Me, the girl Jessie and Ed (can guy) all went to the train. I had a proper conversation with the girl and got her number as she was leaving. We made out for a little while longer but twas mediocre. She was hot but had such an annoying voice and didn't go down. The whole thing was one night stand-y to me as well. I bumped into a friend from primary school and his friends on the way to the train as well, one of them liked her heaps and was smashed drunk.

Catching the next train Jessie saw a very hot girl and said "Jaedon, attack!" I went up to her and said she was hot or something. We talked until I got off and kissed her cheek/got her number/got a photo with her. She was French and I kept jokingly saying Italian phrases/stereotypes about her.
Her: I have a boyfriend.
Me: Do you want another one?
(We were talking about sex with each other)
Her: you'll have to ask my boyfriend if that's okay.
Me: No I don't, the sex would only involve us. It would be good for us, not for him.
...
Me: You have to admit though, we have the same colour eyes (ching ching ching). We'd have good looking kids (JACKPOT)
Her: (Laughing very hard and touching me quite a lotly) Yes we would. (sexy French girl accent)

I've got a picture of her I should totes post.

Crashed at Jessies.

Saturday
Woke up at Jessies and went back home. Don't remember what I did really. We all met up (Me, Marshall, Jessie and Ed) to go to a party in flannels because of my flannel jokes. We did.

We had a pretty hectic bus ride where we all agreed to use a different persons name as a joke. We held this for about half an hour before it got too hard to hook up and we all stopped. the guy who threw this party loves me for some reason, he kept talking to me and asking how my night had been. Good host or a bit creepy, still up in the air for me.

About 20 minutes in other people begun to arrive. I immediately walked up to one of them and said "You're attractive." She said thank you then looked away. I said "I want to sleep with you." she barely responded, did not give a ****. I said "Come with me." She smiled and said okay. Walked with me out the front. I put my arm around her. On the way out she started stumbling a bit. I said "you're drunk aren't you?" She said yeah. I said sorry but no, she said something about being dissapointed while I passed her off to her very worried looking friends.

Later she made out with my friend, whole different story.

After her I went up to another girl and said pretty much the same things. She later said to me "you had me until you started being arrogant." I lol'd, ball'd and moved the **** on.

I went up to heaps of people, met/hugged them and kept saying "Share the love." Very touchy feely after such a strong start to a night. Two girls were laughin at everything I said so hard I stopped thinking it was funny, They said "You're really funny" I said "No, it's the sexual tension between us because I want to **** both of you at the same time and you are both considering it" They laughed hard but I didn't actually want either because they seemed like virgins. actually that interaction was before girl two, whose name is ruby btw.

After that I approached a black girl, she said she'd hook up with me when I was drunk. A couple of other girls seemed into me. I made a joke about a girl called Molly being on MDMA. I approached a girl with braces I've met before but forgot about, told her I wanted to **** her a couple of times because she was beautiful. At first she was all like "But you don't know me" So I was all like "I know you're ****ing gorgeous, if you want me to get to know you put on 15 kilos and we can talk." she ended up taking me around the corner, she was one of those girls who doesn't want other people to know we were hooking up. we made out and it was ok. She said to find her later in the night so she can have sex with me.

I left and talked to heaps of people, had a fat ****ing hang. fast forward two or so hours and I went back to her. I took her out front but there was heaps of people there and it was ****, so we went back out back and started to go downstairs. Backyard had a downstairs, ****ing cool house. Unfortunately (ohhhhhhhh noooooooo) some ***** who wanted me came up and was all like "EYE NOSE WHAT YOU GUISE ARE DOING WEAR PROTECTION" and I'm like "No we're not." Then she walked off. My girl said that ruined the mood for her and left.

I was frustrated as **** man. **** man. I went up and hooked up with some random girl, don't know how. Something like "I'm hot, yada ****ing yada yada you're hot let's do this." At this stage I was partying ****ing hard, my group were the life of this party. I went shirtless and girls started feeling me up. I have a ****ing good body. I as shirtless because a girl asked for flannel since she was cold, I gave it to her because I was hot. Inexplicably whe she gave it back some other girl ruined the mood and we didn't hook up. She wasn't that hot anyway, the other two girls were the hottest anyway. Pity ****ing ****blocked was I. Probs cos this party was huge, about a hundred people.

I'm partying ****ing hard being the life of ****, huggin everyone. I walk up to black girl and say "I'm hooking up with you now." Push her up against a wall and kiss her. At another stage I said "I only want to hook up with you, because you are hot and because you are black." She smiled and we kissed for a bit. Was okay. She was a good kisser but no chemistry.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Next I got rejected by a ginger I went for. I lol'd onwards. I hooked up with two/three more girls, including German girl from this guys last party. Tongue-piercing was sick so she wouldn't with me. I don't really remember much else, crashed at some girls. Had a cone of chronic (not weed bro) and sat down. got a couch when everyone else didn't. Some ***** was hooking up with my friends, then stole my couch and slept with some other guy. LITERALLY SLEPT, NOT SEX THEY JUST ****ING SPOONED AFTER MY MATE MADE HER WET???????

The girl who said she would of slept with me if I wasn't arrogant and I had a D+M, she was a *****. I was super nice to her and just talked about myself/her deeply, made a connection. Today she messaged me this "Dear male model, sorry for being rude to you. I wasn't having the best night. Hope that if i see you again i could actually get to know you" I think I'm in with a chance there, which means I've been rejected less than ten times as new me and have had a handjob, sex, three girls agreeing to sex with me and 4+ makeouts.

Marshall and I left in le morning. The girl who messaged me *****ed about us after we did. She kept making thinly veiled threats. she must be really attracted to me come to think of it. this is what her friend said about me "nice looking! Bogany touch with the flanno, too bad he's a prick haha!"

Sunday

Slept at mine with Marshall. We had a bit of a convo. Slept until 4, ate two massive meals then went to Jessies.

At his we watched tv shows and planned the next day. Also he messaged the girl I spooned and we both got invited to her boyfriends house for his party and then to sleep at hers afterwards. she's making it seem like I'm just invited for that and to give her a card of hers, but no. There is more. she messaged me and said we might be sleeping in the same bed, then asked if I'd nag her to suck my **** again. I responded "Probably yeah. will you still annoyingly be saying no?"

We went to sleep later than I wanted.

Monday

woke up, dropped, showered, went to mine. got distracted in city on acid. Stayed at my house and made a facebook event for the day.

Chilled in the city for ages but not much happened. there was no girls I wanted to sleep with, just a couple I would sleep with if I didn't have to put in any effort.

When Marshall came to the city we left to mine, smoked the last of my weed and had a fine send off to a brilliant holidays.

EDIT: And by the way my ankle swelling is all the way down and I can walk with barely a limp for medium distances. My fingers still ****ed from like 3 weeks ago though.

 

[NorwegianDJ]

The sex was weird, her ***** was small. Not as in tight, thoguh she was tighter than average, but short. After a couple of minutes the police came to break up a fight Jessie was in where he knocked out three people.

She must've been... Pettite
YEEAAAAAHH
http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4044/4328882572_6c15479ab9_o.jpg

 

[eastcoast15]

Solid stuff dude.

Be careful that you dont go overboard and get too ****y. I know thats part of your game but keep it in check as it seemed to bite you in the ass a bit.

Also keep in mind that you can tone it down a bit from time to time. I know youre loving the direct route but if you spice it in with a bit smoother slower burning game you'll be even more lethal. Just calibrate it a bit so you know when to pull it out instead of 100% lets **** right now all the time because as you know that type of thing isn't going to click with all girls right away.

It's just going to allow you to pull even more then you do now.
Either way solid stuff.

 

[LearningSlowly]

Wowowow.

THE JAEDON GUIDE TO GETTING GIRLS:
1. Go up to girl
2. Ask for sex
3. Laugh a lot
4. Take girl away to have sex

 

[Jack Wealthy]

eastcoast, thanks for the advice man. I think I might have given the wrong impression, I talk normally about 1/2 the time to these girls. It's just that isn't interesting to put down so I usually just put "we had a 5/10 minute convo" instead.

After school Tuesday I was invited to a girls boyfriends party. I wanted to sleep with her really bad. t the start of the night it seemed inevitable, I just had to wait. However he caught on and kinda ****ed it.

I smoked a little bit of weed. I was super social, talked to everyone. Jessie and I took our shirts off and got drawn on with neon markers, some gay guy kept feeling me up.

Basically the whole night I tried to sleep with the girl who'd invited me and Jessie tried with the hottest girl there, his girlfriend+my friend broke up with him that day. He got too drunk and failed pretty badly. At one stage we played a game where he jumped and I caught him, that ended when he head butted me in the face with a bad jump.

After 3 or so hours the girl who invited me walked me to her house. She backed out. I kissed her twice and she touched my genitalia, but she ended up backing off every time and eventually her bf texted and we walked back to his.

After that I was really horny and her best friend wanted to sleep with me because I'm very hot and very confident and very sincere. We made a mess in the parents bed, I cam inside her. Then we got kicked out of that bed, so we had sex again in another bed and fell asleep. She told her friend it was amazing sex, some other people commented on how long/how I ****ed her twice. I came from the sex both times which is awesome.

I woke up and Jessie and I went to Subway then school.

School was great if a little stressful. I was hell worried I wouldn't finish this assignment but I nearly have because I got home early. I did a little workout at lunch then bailed on sport, with permission. I wanted to do cardio but because my ankle is **** I just did an upper body circuit.

The rest of the day, the morning, I was really happy. Everyone I spoked to loved it. I hugged heaps of people. I shared the love. I just have such a strong frame now. If people don't like it, I just state my belief and nearly every time nearly everyone agrees with me. In fact, I don't think I've been embarrassed or called down since school came back. These holidays have forged me.

Also Tuesday day a friend asked for my method, I wrote him up a rough outline of what I do. He was stunned. I am pretty hectic.

I'm just writing this while I eat, I'm going to go back to studying as soon as I'm finished. this ritalin is awesome I'm taking all six now.

Also, I have to pass a drug test maybe on Friday. Eeek.

Oh right, Jen, girl with boyfriend, is staying at my house tonight. I told her it's just cuddles because I need sleep. I'm already so ****ing horny, I doubt that.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Wowowow.

THE JAEDON GUIDE TO GETTING GIRLS:
1. Go up to girl
2. Ask for sex
3. Laugh a lot
4. Take girl away to have sex

Nah man, part two is actually "Tell the girl exactly what I want with her." You had the same misconception my friend did when I told him. I'm not going up to these girls and asking for sex, I'm going up and basically saying "Listen, I'm skipping the bull****, I'm only talking to you because you are attractive and I want to sleep with you. Besides that, I want to get to know you a little." The rest is all self amusement/being a sexual guy. So yar, besides two you nailed it.

Also eastcoast, I feel like I skimmed over writing a reply to you. I fully understand what you're saying and since I read that it's what I've been doing. I rushed into being that direct because I wanted to be at that level where I could do that. Now that I can, I'm tuning it to find where I feel best. I'm honing my instincts.

Originally, I used to be fairly indirect. Even if I complimented girls and talked sexually I wasn't really direct. So I've taken myself from what I thought was direct, to what is actually direct, now I'm just readjusting my intuition to function in these new, deeper waters.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhNFrPtbKGc

 

[eastcoast15]

Nah man, part two is actually "Tell the girl exactly what I want with her." You had the same misconception my friend did when I told him. I'm not going up to these girls and asking for sex, I'm going up and basically saying "Listen, I'm skipping the bull****, I'm only talking to you because you are attractive and I want to sleep with you. Besides that, I want to get to know you a little." The rest is all self amusement/being a sexual guy. So yar, besides two you nailed it.

Also eastcoast, I feel like I skimmed over writing a reply to you. I fully understand what you're saying and since I read that it's what I've been doing. I rushed into being that direct because I wanted to be at that level where I could do that. Now that I can, I'm tuning it to find where I feel best. I'm honing my instincts.

Originally, I used to be fairly indirect. Even if I complimented girls and talked sexually I wasn't really direct. So I've taken myself from what I thought was direct, to what is actually direct, now I'm just readjusting my intuition to function in these new, deeper waters.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhNFrPtbKGc

Cool man, keep up the good work. You're killing it you man *****.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Jen came over around midnight. I skipped the cuddling completely. At first she stopped me doing anything past feeling her up and her feeling my body, but eventually I got her tits in my mouth and after that I started rubbing her ***** through my pyjamas she was wearing. After she came like 3 times she went down on me for a while. I was disappointed, I thought she'd be better at it. Anyway, when she stopped we started up and she came really hard a couple more times. We started dry humping though her pyjama bottoms, she was so wet I actually managed to get the head in with the pyjamas around it. She stopped me after she came again because she was tired. I told her to blow me. After a bit of resistance she did and swallowed very well.

Molto Today
I was exhausted for obvious reasons. Handed in that assignment. We had a native speaker in Italian today, she was pretty hot. Okay face 10/10 ass.

After that we watched a movie in English, then had two intellectual conversations. Next I chatted to a girl I don't usually talk to about drugs, people and values.

Finally I had an ADHD appointment. I wasn't drug tested. He gave me 5 months prescription.

Throughout the day I texted one of the girls from Saturday and set up a tea-date for this Saturday. No definite time or place yet but she seems keen. After that I set up a date with the girl I had sex with in a construction site for Sunday. She said probably but her mum might not let her go out. If one of them comes I'm happy, I've got a g2g this Friday I may get laid at. Hoping to find something Saturday night.

Also I'm really centred now. I just walk around the school normally and all these girls smile at me. I walk past people and hug them because I feel like it. People just react to me well because I'm so sincere. Someone said that either today or yesterday.

now I'm going to shower, have a protein shake, brush my teeth and read until I fall asleep. Hopefully I catch a few sick Z's.

 

[Mindgamez]

I never really read your journal before, but I realize that I really like it.

You're direct, sincere, and to the point. No bull****, and you're very sexual. If you feel horny, there's no way you're trying to hide that and that's ****ing fantastic.

Keep it up man, keep it up.
I though that I was being direct, but I have to be both direct AND congruent. I liked your advice on Simple Pickup's forum on Mail's journal.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

I never really read your journal before, but I realize that I really like it.

You're direct, sincere, and to the point. No bull****, and you're very sexual. If you feel horny, there's no way you're trying to hide that and that's ****ing fantastic.

Keep it up man, keep it up.
I though that I was being direct, but I have to be both direct AND congruent. I liked your advice on Simple Pickup's forum on Mail's journal.

Thanks Mindgamez

I'm really sick and have been since Friday. That's the context for this. I don't remember Thursday but I was in it so likely it was astounding.

Friday
I went to Marshalls house with Jessie and we chilled, smoked some weed, played some video games. I was feeling okay here. Then I went to sleep and woke up with a heinous headache, a runny nose and a sore throat. I guess technically Saturday was my first day sick then.

Saturday
I was supposed to meet up with Ruby and some of her friends at 10:30. I was ready then but Marshall+Jessie wanted to chill for longer so we didn't leave until 12. They waited for us though. We were going to go to the beach because they wanted to impress us in their bikinis, instead we went to a ****ter suburb nowhere near the beach.

Because I was sick I didn't want to hook up with this girl and get her sick. So I didn't. There was plenty of signs she was into me, for example taking pictures of me and buying me a sock to wear on my ****.

We made plans to hang out next Friday then left.

After that I felt sort of disappointed, I like this girl a lot. There was a massive build up to this. I had a flu. I decided I wanted to go to a party so Jessie and Marshall tried to find one. We found three, went to the easiest.

Got to this park party an hour late, it was ****. I met all 30 people there. I already knew five of the 10 girls. Construction site girl was there and the only memorable thing from the whole night is at the end of it, I told her to hook up with me and she didn't. I was just bored.

It's amazing how much I was taking my tonality and volume for granted. Without my voice this is a lot harder.

We went home because this party blew. Chilled with some friends. I talked to Ruby's sister. Some American girls starting talking to Jessie and Sam on the train, but I was too quiet and they ignored me. ****ers. We got back to mine and crashed hard at like 11:30.

Sunday
I was awake for four hours of this day. Intense headache, the room was spinning and I was coughing so hard I couldn't breathe. I thus spent the majority of those 4 hours lying in bed.

Monday
Had the day off school, started an English essay and went to the doctors.

My mum called me at night to say someone had called the school and asked to speak with my parent. After she had, my mum called me back and told me someone from my school had gone to the emergency room after smoking pot. The girl had then said she got it off someone else, who decided to blame me and whose mum subsequently called me.

Also Ruby facebook chatted me.

Tuesday
first off I was fairly stressed about this. I could have been kicked out of the school. I requested to speak to the deputy. He saw me during class. I outlined the following points:
-I speak to neither of them; extending so far as I don't have their numbers nor do I socialise with them any more than incidently.
-I'm an easy target because of the previous drug scandal

The girls mum decided I was a drug dealer and said she was going to call the school. The girls a narcissistic drama queen. Her lie makes no sense, she's immersed in a drug scene I've been a part of since the start of this year. The other guy has less contacts than me, let alone her.

Besides that and the fact I kept coughing up half a lung, the day was fairly good. I graffiti'd a friends mug with a funny haiku and some quotes. The end was the better bit.

After school I went to a modelling agency I'd made an appointment with and the woman loved me. The husband was interested in having me there, but the woman said because I was so mature and had a great look I didn't need any more than a parents phone call to go there. she's the one who owns the agency. They originally wanted my parents to come in, but we discussed what sport I did, what school I went to and what I wanted to and had to do at the agency.

After I got home I studied for like 20 minutes then came on here. I studied on the bus this morning so I've done half of today's study.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Oh wow I should update more.

Ruby and I dated for a while but it was ****. Friday night she stayed over, she said she was scared when I went to finger her. We just made out a lot.

Same with Saturday. I went to two parties this weekend but they were both pretty boring. I'll do highlights.
Friday:
-Went to a huge open house.
-A girl hit on me while Ruby was on my arm, literally tried to get between us. She was really hot. I met her on a train by beckoning for her to come over with another friend, then hugging her when she did and complimenting her flannel.
-Cops arrived as we did.
-I helped evacuate everyone.
-Some guys driving past started a fight with me and some friends afterwards. Six of them got out of this car and chased us to the cops. The cops then chased them away.
-We went back to my house and had a sesh, only Ruby, Jesse and I of the six.
-Ruby and I made out heaps.
Saturday:
-Hung out with the same gang.
-Smoked a cone.
-Went around the city and ****.
-Went to a party.
-Partied pretty hard, dancing heaps even though I was pretty baked. At first I danced in slow motion but eventually I started cranking.
-A girl tried to spill a drink on Ruby cos she waz jealous but she spilt it on my arm instead. She apologised.
-Then she stared at us with hate while we cuddled on a couch.
-Ruby and her sister had an argument.
-Ruby and I went to my house.
-Ruby left.
-I smoked more weed and had a wank.

Monday
We had a hot French exchange in form. Is there any other kind? I hit on her a little. Went ok.

After that the day was fun but normal.

Worked out when I got home. Studied an hour+ Then I stayed at Jessies. Also Ruby sent me a message about how we're incompatable. Probably because I sent her a gay chode message about how much I like her. It's prettyyyy hilarious so I'll post it:
"Hey, Marshall and I talked and he said you feel like I'm just interested in you for sex. I'm sorry I come across that way and I totally understand how I would. I have spent a long time being single. I'm not used to relationships and I don't have skill in them yet. But I want to get better and I want you to feel more comfortable, I want to support you and I want you to feel safe with me. I want to give up being single and let this develop into something. I'm not sure what you want to hear, but this is all the truth of how I feel. I like you a lot and I want to spend more time with you."

My anus wept tears of excitement.

Tuesday
Jesse's dad brought us breakfast in bed. At the train station I hit on some of Jesse's friends, it went well.

Barely studied. Normal fun day. Smoked weed after school, thus the first sentence.

Wednesday
I went up to all the French exchange girls and hit on them. I was too afraid to go direct in the day time at one girl in front of two more girls and a guy, as well as a group of kids from the year below.

Besides that I hurt my ankle a little today. I was going to workout but I feel weird so instead I'm not going to work out. I've studied half an hour so far today. Also my Italian teacher complimented my effort in class today.

Also, everyone found out about Ruby. I mean everyone. I got so much sympathy. All my friends wanted us to be a couple and everyone else found out because I guess I have a reputation as a player now and no one expected me to want to date a girl.

 

[apocolipto]

Messed up situation.If you want to date her,do it.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

wtf I swear I updated recently...

I did nothing this weekend basically. Smoked weed with friends. There was one party but it was difficult to get to and I was in a bad mood. Oh right, I got really ****ing angry at one stage. there's this train station in my city which has a bus station attached. Unlike the dozen or so others just like it though, to get to the bus station you have to catch between 2-8 escalators. On top of that, also unlike other bust stations, there are no timetable boards. Only written pamphlets. So to find what time your bus comes you have to search through 50 odd pamphlets for your route. Then in my case the pamphlet was wrong. It took me an hour to get somewhere which was 20 minutes walk, because this station is a hole. Also it is a straight 50m walk from the train, but instead it's a 150m+ walk up and down escalators and through buildings. ****. Then the 5 platforms are all named differently to EVERY OTHER STATION IN THE CITY and build independently, so to get from one to another you have to go up and down stairs/escalators. I got so pissed off I smoked a joint in the upstairs garden thing, but because I was pissed off I rolled a really bad one which made me more pissed off.

Monday I had a zoo excursion for human bio. Easy. Fun. Then I worked out.

Today I was immensely confident but I forgot my meds and was very unfocused. I hit on *****es like a black belt though. Not super direct like I approach but we ALL knew there was something up.





MY PENIS.



Did very well. Everyone laughed at everything I said, regardless of the lack of hilarity. The funniest moment was when I cut into the icecream line ahead of 80 people, then laughed and cut ahead of the other twenty. A girl in my year wrestled me away. I cut in front of some year 10's then started hitting on them. I accused everyone of cutting then made them get behind me. At the front I again cut in front of the girls in my year. I then loudly shouted for everyones attention. When I got it I shouted "Hey everyone, I'm cutting, does that make you mad?" I then exclaimed that I was lactose intolerant and left the line to many laughters. Then I made a year ten girl sing the Adventure Time theme with me.

Something that I've noticed of late is that as my centredness increases my temper becomes harder to control. When something violates my morale code of decency I want to punch it in the face. Must work on that. Do some meditation and combat sports.

Weights are going well, sono molto ripped.

Ruby messaged me, replied. Not going for anything because I thought to myself "Why the **** would I want a relationship when I'm not using love as an excuse to not try and have sex with every girl I want? I actually can have sex with heaps of girls so I should. Dating is not for me." Except it had the word fag in there a lot.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

I feel as though I've been back sliding lately. Today was the critical peak of the last couple of weeks for me, I had a house athletics carnival. Basically a sports day. I insulted my own values with my behaviour, I was not genuine and I have regrets about today which reflect my inaction these last weeks.

I went to meet my friend in the city before school because this carnival was optional and he was the one asking me to go, I agreed so long as we met in the city first. On the way there I sat next to an attractive woman. I did nothing.

On the way to school I again missed an opportunity to approach. She was a girl from another school I felt an urge to go up to. Alas I did not.

At school I got on a bus and was loud and obnoxious along with the entirety of the back seat. Myself especially though. At one stage we shushed everyone so I could play a Wu Tang song, but my speaker is broken and the sound was **** so I rapped it instead.

At the sports carnival a girl painted my body with racing stripes and smilies. I competed in shot put and I think I placed first. I drank a lot of other peoples juices. Strawberry, berry or mango, I guzzled their thick liquids. the guy I went with and I ate cereal we'd stolen from a girls house who lives across from the school, some of her friends let us in. The dogs loved me.

After ****ing around the whole day I ran in the 100 metre for my second event. I was limping and coming last when I dropped a baggy containing my pipe and weed. Definite low point to the day, although I picked it up before anyone recognised it for what it was. I feel some people might suspect though. During the same race some girls went through my phone and found texts I didn't want them to see about drugs.

It was at this point I felt my day starting to slip. I still flirted hard but I wasn't on the mark and I wasn't feeling it. I just didn't feel right.

On the way home I flirted with a girl in my year really heavily. I locked arms with her after some play wrestling and talked sexually to her in a joking way, she was with a friend. After that I packed a pipe and smoked it on my walk home. I smoked it in a suspicious rush on streets in my neighbourhood while I practised standing tall.

I got home feeling a little better, even though I felt the world was putting obstacles between me and the smoking it felt instinctively right at this point. I nearly immediately begun writing the article I posted today http://sosuave.net/forum/showthread.php?t=196892 when I had an epiphany about life and the smaller scale arena which is picking up girls.

After that I had another realisation about my former goals: There were too many. I've decided to simplify them to four goals:
1. Eat right 5/6 meals a day 6/7 days a week. Fast once a week. Drink green tea every morning.
2. Study one or more hours a day five days a week and at least two extra hours a week. Do not forum, facebook or smoke before hand.
3. Make at least seven social connections a week.
4. Workout or stretch 5 days a week. Smoke weed on stretching days only and weekends.

Besides that I legitimately feel no want to ever take a drug besides those I'm prescribed and weed. I've thought a lot on it and harder drugs aren't my scene, but I feel pot improves the quality of my life. I smoke, I stretch better, I think creatively and I sleep easier. I feel like the drawbacks are worthwhile when minimised, the lack of motivation and lethargy is of negligible negative effect after I've finished my day and the appetite is a benefit while I bulk.

I feel a weight has been lifted from my chest and a vision for my future set down. Whether I achieve what I want in life or die trying is irrelevant, it matters more that right now I want to put maximum effort into the attempt.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Oh man I never post enough any more. Then I come back and I realise ****, now I have to summarise a week into a journal entry.

Saturday
I don't remember Friday so probably not much happened. Actually I made a bong and smoked weed with Jessie my bffl. Also, I hacked a friends facebook on Friday during maths class and made this funny post on another friends wall while she was in my math class: "every math lesson with you is the best. i love you and want to cherish you forever. i want to hold you close And tell you how much you nean to me with poetry. then i want to softly kiss youR toes. i want to make tender loce to u. then i want to bend you over and **** u hard while you moan loud like a jet plane. ill take u liek u never been loved before then spunk on your tittayZ like man mayo on ur sweet moreition potatoes" then this from my account: "this may be a amath lesson but there is obviously some chemistry going on." and then again from his (permission to hack):"he had a case of blueballs cus now we togther N he not gettin any wen u sukkin mah dik hard while we make meaningful eue contact then you swallow my spicy ginger load"

On Saturday I went home, did the basic ****, then hung out with a friend in the city. He knows PUA also. I was very out of state and unmotivated but after watching him approach a couple of times I started doing it too. I shouted "Hey Maria! Maria! Oh ****, you're totally not Maria!" at this group. Had a funny interaction but the girls were mediocre. They laughed at everything I said then I left.

We went to Woolworths before that and my friend approached a girl. I interjected with "Buy this green tea, I'm an athlete." After regaling her with tales of my athleteicism I ab flashed her. I then left after she said "Is this how you hit on women?" to which I replied "Oi nah, cos I'm gay."

We went around the city causing mayhem. I sat down with these people who had a camera and started talking to them. Hugged the girl. Told her she was hot, I wanted her, ejected gracefully when she laughingly declined because she was not hot enough to merit persistence in an environ this fun. I saw another couple of people I knew but besides that it was just ****ing around and having fun with mah bud. Eventually we got to talking and realised we both have skills which compliment the others in our mutual dream, starting a PUA company. So yeah. That.

Eventually Jessie got to the city with his FWB's Charlotte. I convinced him to party with me, then bailed on a group of friends I no longer associate with because they're massive stoners and I am a massive partier who smokes weed, to go to a bigger party.

While we were still in the city I got two girls numbers. I was really direct. I don't remember it much because I approach pretty much the same way. I know the second girl I shouted "Do you remember me?" With an excited look, then hugged her and said "Nah, I don't actually know you but I wanted to hit on you cus you're hot." When she went to leave I told her I still wanted to hit on her, she stayed and eventually I got her number. she had a boyfriend but idc.

the other girl was the first one. She was less hot than the other one, a tall and stunning ginger, but this short blonde was pretty. I totally went direct and like totally got her digits. I will text her now: "I bet you've totally forgotten who I am by now, but I have a serious question I must ask you. Why is your name "nickname I gave her"? she just replied while I was adding that facebook stuff above. finishing this now to commit to replying.

Saturday night I was in charge of directions to get to a party. **** idea, I got stoned then got us lost. We were right in front of the party when I cut us across the wrong park. 2+ hours later we cut across the right park and got there 20 minutes before closing, in time to see the complete lack of single girls. There was a thirteen I could have pulled, a fifteen year old and a girl I've already hooked up with who's somewhat of a slutbag. I don't mind obviously because I'm easy myself, but I just figured her lips may taste like spunk by 11pm.

Sunday was spent stoned meditating or something, idk. I get stoned a lot though.

Monday

Completely hectic but totally forgotten. Jessie stayed at mine after school, we smoked weed. I worked out as well.

Tuesday
I remember today better but I'm pretty sure yesterday was better. I was tired and then took ritalin at school which made me sleepy as ****.

Before that though Jessie and I caught the train. I hit on a couple of his friends, then a really hot girl from his school. I was legit nervous so he called her over, then I said "Hey, when I'm around really attractive girls who I also want to sleep with I get really nervous and you're one of them." She was a little freaked out, didn't shake my hand so I hugged her. she was smiling and laughing. Good enough.

On the walk to school I tried to convince a really hot girl in my year to **** Jessie. She was all like "I have a boyfriend" but I was all like "Yeah, but your thing with Jessie would just be sex." Into it.

Then I took Ritalin and slept a lot. I think I made some funny jokes but can't remember was sleeping.

I didn't take my meds at lunch because I was too tired, by the end of school I was pretty energetic. I was shouting "OI NAH" at people as they went under the bridge, but as though it were a conversation or debate. For example "Jaedon, your argument is repetitive and invalid." "Oi nah!" "Oh I do say, it appears after all that you are right."

Jessie and Jeremy came to my school after school and we chilled a little. Jessie caught my bus and we hit on a yhear ten girl from my school. Actually, I more just freaked her out and tried to push her onto Jessie but he was all like "naaaaah" but then after the buss he said she was hot and he would bang her.

Also Jessie told me the girl I hit on in the morning train was really into me and had said so in a conversation she had with him in which he wingmanned me. In.

 

[NorwegianDJ]

You should detox for a week. See if you feel better by the end. I think you're having too much drugs.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Nah it's all g.

I haven't been on much, but life is great. Studied for an hour 5/7 days, did two hours today but they were innefecient cos I was tired from this weekend.

this weekend I had two get togethers, dropped at the first and smoked weed at the second. Before that I was in the city with a PUA friend, we pulled two goth girls and he went to one of their houses. I smoked weed with the other one then left to go to this get together.

As a way of awarding me for this act of bromance the universe sent me a gift. Waiting for the bus a hot girl came and stood next to me. Stoned out of my mind made me uncomfortable, so I asked her to move somewhere else. She looked at me funny, then hugged me. I moved away. She talked to her guy friend, then came up to me and started stroking my arm. I asked her why she was feeling me up, she said she wasn't and if she was it would feel like this. She then rubbed my body and commented on how hard it was. We had a small conversation about being models. She asked where I live, we live 3 streets from one another. She has a girlfriend she doesn't like. She said we should hang out, I got her number, we texted on the bus then I stopped texting cos I was stoned and forgot. I texted her today and she agreed to meet up, but her phone was dead and the location she gave me was a fair walk, I was hanging with Jesse and we had things to do.

I worked out twice last week and once the week before, only because I was busy+sore+tired with modelling/touch rugby/something else. I had a heap of tests too, I'm doing well overall but bombed math. Italian and math both were my best marks this year though.

Also I regressed in game. I have been approaching again though, so all g.

the only goal I suck at is the weed stipulation. I've been smoking more socially and isolated. The other goals I've hit all of them. I'm on chains as well, that thing is good for keeping me accountable. Thnx Norway
EDIT: I should have less drugs, but without my ritalin my grades will regress and I've been smoking weed because my ankle pain gives me insomnia. My ankle is nearly completely healed now. I forgot to mention, but while stoned I began exercising my arches. I have collapsed arches, now relaxed I have a slight arch. Holding I have about 75% of one. My left foot, the ankle one, has always been worse. I think that leg is longer and to compensate that foot is flatter. I can't wait to smoke less cones

Also I texted two girls, neither wants to meet up but one does next weekend. She said no sex though. Boring deep convo lol hahaha I made it funny but. ruby and I are hanging next weekend, she cancelled because of weather this weekend.

 

[Jack Wealthy]

Hey there Delilah...

What's up? I started today tired as ****, low energy but happy. I was motivated. Within hours I was at full ADHD beastmode, spraying stupid shiot around like a verbal uzi. I forgot my meds which didn't help.

My friend had sex with the hotter of the two girls we pulled on Saturday. The other one wants to sleep with me but she isn't that hot so I probably won't, although she is cute. I figure I'm going to be ****ing the hottest girls I want soon enough anyway so no point in going for a girl just because she's ****able.

On the model who approached me, I'm going to wait for her to contact me.

I just left this page thank god I use chrome.

I didn't work out today because the weather is ****. Torrential downpour ****. Probably won't go to school tomorrow from this.

I found a new thing which entertains me: Saying "Hold on, I'm getting a call." Then putting my phone up to my ear and saying stupid **** like "It seems that you shouldn't be so rude to someone talking to you who you don't know" or "Apparently you're talking to some hell hot girl" or may favourite "Yeah, she's pretty good looking. She has nice eyebrows. You're right, all girls with nice eyebrows are crazy *****es."

Also I like to speak in **** accents and flowery language. Today I cracked my whole group up with my Scottish one. I called out to a guy in our year dating a girl two years younger "I love your relationship, it reminds me of the one my uncle used to have with me."

 

[apocolipto]

Lol seems u also love AMOGing? Or do you do it naturally?

Anyway, on the chick, why not fvck her? And why u getting all the hot chicks soon? College I suppose?

Damn this, this post is full of questions. Isn't it?