I'm glad you guys are back up
Goals:
-Chill the **** out about everything, yet still take things seriously.
-Stop giving a **** what people think about me.
-Have abs so good they stop bullets.
- A 90.00 WACE score.
-Cut down on pot smoking to once a week.
Last Friday (16/3)
We had this picnic thing after school (which I don't remember) and I didn't go to it, but starting about half way through the picnic 15 minutes away from school were picnic afters. These I went to.
I went with weed to sell/smoke and took my friends directions. Ended up going to the right place, then the wrong place, then another wrong place, then the right place again. It got me into a pretty ****ty mood and I just wanted to rip cones and be done with that night.
Finally I walk into this park and the sprinklers turn on. I say goodbye to a friend whose leaving and try to find my friends while I nervously chatter away in my head.
They all come as a group to greet me. This party was boring, so I'll glide straight through:
-I had the opportunity to protect a bro from watching his crush hook-up. I pussied out due to overthinking it.
-I got high.
-I tried to sell pot to a girl, she tried to take advantage of me.
-At first I was with a group of girls from my school, all disliked me.
-Then there was a group of other girls, they all liked me. I was all over them touchy-feely but I didn't want to take it sexual.
Then we all went to Baskins and Robbins and then a train station, caught the train to Claremont with a kid who rocked up during the party. He is a cool guy, basically what I am on my best days. All the time. Consistency is what I crave.
We meet up with a group of people, I hug all the girls and shake all the guys hands as per usual. It became natural and I'm not sure how.
Fast forward through boring ****, these chicks are well juvie and eventually literally run off because we were scaring them.
There is still one girl left and we're trying to get another girl out. Two more girls from the original group rejoin, the kid who invited us walks them home and hooks up with one of them. I nearly pass out then we all (Pom, Marshall, Frazer and I) catch a taxi to mine. Then after a while the kid (he's gonna be Island from here) catches one to mine.
Saturday.
I was invited to an 18th by my friend. I smoked too much the night before and that morning, I missed good opportunities to hook up and was slightly pissed about it. I decided to make a pact not to have cones until I had hooked up. It had been organised by my friend Stoner that he and a friend of his, a girl, were going to stay at my house. He said the girl was alright looking.
I met up with them in the city, she's instantly into me. And hotter than I expected.
Me, Stoner and his fairly hot chick friend all smoked a joint. I took one puff, then passed it on and didn't have another. We got to the party 2 wrong turns and twenty minutes later. I hugged every girl and shook every guys hand, most of the time with Stoners hot chick friend under one arm. Most people thought we were a couple and if they asked she said "No." and I said "YES! We've been engaged for 9 years, half my life with this girl." After a delay. Was pretty hilarious.
There was around 30-40 people there, but some were inside and didn't come out the whole night that I can remember.
The host of the party and another girl came up to me, on two separate occasions, and said to me that literally every girl at that party wanted me to hook up with them. Apparently I'm really hot. Some girl gave me a free vodka cruiser and a cool guy gave me a free beer. We later returned the favour and shouted him a cone.
So, I made out with Stoner's friend after about half an hour and sooooo much procrastination. I got nervous for some reason, maybe because she's a different kind of hot then I'm used to. Very curvy. Anyway, then I smoked some cones. She did too- in fact, she shouted me- and then she nearly passed out while I started shaking and talking about my tingles.
The host came up to me as I was wandering around the party talking to everyone and asked me how old I was. I responded sixteen honestly. She said "DAMN. If you were 18 I would have hooked up with you." She said she might go one year down, then changed her mind and said younger was just wrong. Apparently she has a sister my age and it would be weird.
After that, I hooked up with Stoner's friend again (she was sobered up a bit and I was probably a bit worse off), fingered her and then approached a group of sitting girls and Asian guys. Some chick grabbed my ****. Not sure how that happened but she was ugly. I exclaimed she had grabbed my **** and she winked, I walked off really fast while shivering (weed makes me shiver/shake).
The host came and sat on Stoner and I's lap. I started rubbing the backs of her legs before I realised what was happening, I rubbed up to her ass through her panties.
I hooked up with Stoner's friend again in the hosts litlle (5-10) sisters room. Fingered her a heap. Not cool. I passed out on top of her then stood up like a minute before Stoner came in.
Then I'm not sure what happened but me, the hottest girl from the party and Stoner all ended up back at mine. The hottest girl was the only girl the whole night who didn't want to hook up with stoned me. As in literally, if I sat with any other girls they'd start feeling me up or I'd have an arm around them/them on my lap before I could resist. Also some guy got really pissed off at me because he had no game and I Dominate by Figure so yeah. I touched him at the end of the night to say good bye and he said "Don't touch me." but didn't make eye contact. I laughed at him. I introduced myself to his whole group like four times, he was the only one with a problem.
I found a lot of guys laughed at me, but most girls went for me. Guys would make jokes out of me (I was gone) but girls would just ignore them and be captured by me. The only thing I can attribute this to is ULTIMATE SINCERITY POWERS. Because I was so stoned I had no mask, I was bearing my real emotions and intent 100%. People liked it in general. One guy from the whole party didn't, so what.
After the party at my house I kept making out with Anne (SHE HAS A NAME) and after a while we were both naked and started rubbing crotches, but she was a virgin. I fingered her a heap, she blew me a bit and I went down on her because she would let me *** on her face if I did. She felt really good inside.
After I cummed on her face I laughed and told her I'd cummed on her face. Then we started up again, grinding, etc... I cummed on her tits. In the morning we started up again but she had work and Stoner knocked on the door.
