*BIG UPDATE*
Ummm another shocker tonight guys. You are all going to hate me, probably.
I was at work all day and she came in during the evening. Now this is the first time we have seen each other since tuesday night when she dropped the bombshell on me. I never fake my emotions with her so I was not going to act any different then how I felt and I was still upset so I did not smile at her. I just kind of gave her a nod and we didnt talk for the first couple hours but kept seeing each other regularly.
Then we started small talk like usual but nothing serious or emotional. Then she comes up to me and tells me "Drex I want to be with you tonight, please dont leave work early, wait for me."
So I said to her "What do you want to talk about, just tell me now."
She says "I dont want to talk about anything, I just want to be with you."
So me being the softy that I am gave in and agreed to stay later and go out with her after work. I was HOPING that she was going to tell me that she could just keep things the way they were and still be friends.
Well we go out for a drink and a quick bite to eat and she just keeps asking me "what should I do drex, what should I do, I cant be without you it's too hard but I cannot leave my husband because I will not force my baggage upon you."
I told her she needs to go see a marraige counselor by herself to get an unbiased opinion of the situation but she insisted that my opinion was good enough. I kept telling her that I would have no say on what she does with her husband.
Well this went on for a while and then she started telling, even begging me to NOT go out on my date sunday with this other girl from work (WHOM SHE ORIGINALLY SET ME UP WITH). She told me she wanted me for herself and that she cannot share me. I told her she did not even have me yet and that this was unfair to me. She just kept insisting that I not go out with her. I told her I need a reason not to and she is just not giving me a good enough reason.
Well this went on for a while. We kept bouncing between small talk and shooting the sh*t like we did as friends and then she'd go back to this whole situation.
Well fast forward to her driving me back to my car. We pull up and she keeps insisting that I not go out sunday on my date. Then she asks me "would you be able to go back to the way things were, before I told you how I felt, just best friends again?"
I told her I could but that I did not think she could handle it.
This is where things get interesting...
Next she says that she did not think that I could handle it and that I could not resist kissing her. I told her I know I can resist kissing her as I have been doing it for so long already. Then she says "prove it, come here" and insists that I lean over to her and be face to face with her and not kiss her. So I did, I put my nose to her nose and said "happy?" She says "nope" so I start brushing her hair behind her ears and tell her that I am strong enough to hold back.
Then she says "I want to kiss you so badly before I say goodbye" and throws herself at me, BEGGING for a kiss. She was licking me and biting me (softly of course) and fighting me to get a kiss but I would not give in. This went on for seriously 15 minutes. She kept whisperring in my ears "Kiss me drex, please kiss me." The look in her eyes was PURE LUST. I kept blocking her lips from mine by keeping my head against hers, god she smelt so damn good and her breath on me was almost irresistable.
At first I thought she was just testing me until I looked into her eyes, she really wanted this, she wouldnt stop. But for some reason I just would not let her kiss me. I told her I cared about her too much and that she would regret it. So I kissed her on the forehead a few times hoping that would make her give up but she didnt. I'll never forget the look in her eyes.
So I finally just get out of the car and say good night. She says "drex get back here" and I get into my car. So she pullts out infront of me and we're driving down the street. When we get a mile or so down the road at the stopsign she gets out of her car and runs up to my window. I put my window down and lock my door. She laughs and says "why'd you do that!" then JUMPS into my window and keeps telling me to kiss her while she's face to face with me trying to lick my lips.
So finally she gets back out of my car and looks at me and says "Thank you Drex" and gets in her car and drives off. 2 minutes later she calls me on the phone and asks me what the hell I was thinking for not kissing her. She tried explaining that her guilt would be no worse if she kissed me or not because she already felt too guilty so why hold back. I told her that if I kissed her I would want more. She then says she wants to f*ck the sh*t out of me and that every time she looks at me she gets wet.
I'm in complete shock again and she's telling me that no guy has every done this to her in her 10 years of marraige and that she is so confused, doesnt know what to do.
THEN she tells me again that she does not want me going out sunday night on my date and that SHE wants to kiss me before this other girl does and that it is not fair and that I am hers. She says she is going crazy over me and by the pure look of lust in her eyes tonight that I saw, I believe her.
Guys what the hell is going on here!!!!!!!!!?????????? I am going to see her tomorrow night at work again. What should I do?
