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update/ revelations and maybe some growing up I've been busy lately just getting on with my life. I've picked my saxophone again after 5 years of not practising it! Man am I rusty haha. But I remember now why I started in the first place! It's coming back slowly but with more practise I'll...

Thank you! It's a science course, I have to go back next academic year though to finish the qualification off

update So since I've come back from holiday things have been hectic. I dropped everything and focused on my education for 2weeks. Now I've finished college and I'm on break till august/ September. What I've found since I have finished is that: -my ex creeps into my thoughts -miss my ex...

Thanks there bud! yeah i know there's not many brits on here. ah okay how far from brum? ah okay that's intresting, yes i've come to realise that myself comes before others. Oh yes i agree with you there, i see it as women are just to compliment life or like you said are a bi-product and not the...

More detailed update like promised! Right, so after a while of not updating this, iv been putting what iv read into practice, what i found that 70-90% of it works depending on the situation, also iv learnt that what i have read is not a strict guideline to follow it should flow even if there...

Exactly, personally I find my self holding back my "feelings" you could say, and the amount I want to love a women because I know it's not going to last. Thanks man, it's mighty appreciated! Adz--

When see it from a point of view when it's not myself hooking up with these girls I think how naive their "boy friends" are and it makes me think there isn't anyone worth my time, but on the other hand they're easy targets. But hey hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil I geuss. Adz--

major updates, experiences, learning and antics! Woahh it's been hella of longtime since I updated this. So here goes! First of all iv sorted out most of the negative influences in my life and I'm starting to focus on only the positives and dropping negative people and things. On another...

Week 2/3 again its been over 3 months now altogether. i broke NC once before coming to this site. i still have daily thoughts about her.. went out this weekend and got with a girl F*cked her, and she still popped into my head for one second.. 3 days have passed since. I still have the...

problem I have a issue that I hope somone can shed some light upon, after the events of last night which I mentioned above. I'm finding that I'm still having feelings over my ex. There are still slight feelings that I have towards her that play on my mind. Which in tern make my mood...

number close, kiss close or **** close or all 3? So I went out last night for my one of my close friends girls birthday party. Lon story short there was a HB7 at the party, we talked, kinoed, C+F, drank, grinded, got her number, danced some more kissed, then I was dropping her off home, but she...

Thank you! Rant about the past Right so situations from my past come up in my head and I get angry at myself for acting like a beta AFC and doing stupid things. It's extramly frustrating. It's like I can see what's happening and I'm screaming to my self stop being a AFC! Adz--

Updates, Changes, getting wiser and eyes are becoming opened Iv been texting this girl who's one of my friends to get my C+F responses up to scratch along with my texting game, confidence and making we laugh. Coincidently it's the same girl who I kissed that had BF.. Anyway, we are having...

update/ venting The last few days have been a roller coaster for me. From Saturday to Wednesday this was the most happiest, content, positive I have felt in years.. It feels like it went by so quick.. I had no plates was on break from college and only had assignments, work, revision and a...

Day zero now

I'v been working out for about 2 months now and i have never used her as motivation and i push myself quite hard, but this time when i used her as motivation i pushed even harder for some reason, the reason i tried this was to see if there was any difference and there was. But i work out for the...

2 months and cant remember the day I'm starting to feel like i have taken 5 steps back. I really am tempted to break NC. Earlier today my mind was on her from the moment i woke up, went to work and all i think is her. I fooled myself into thinking yeah i'll call her up and meet up...

Questions and advice needed Yesterday while I was working out I used her for motivation and I found my self pushing much harder then I usually do, has anyone got an answer of why this occurred? Second I haven't been able to get her out of my mind, but today I said to my self il'l call her up...

Back in my AFC/Jerk day's, i had oneitis without realizing that i had fallen for her, long story short we both ended it mutually but then i missed her and it took me near enough 2 years to get over her.. (In that time frame there was a lot of personal issues that occurred in my life) To try...

It's been about 2 months or so since NC with my ex. Iv stopped counting. Some days I am in my element and well I wouldn't say become a DJ but come close to it, like I feel content, have a smile, feel strong and confident talk to everyone I see, think rationally and clearly and the day is...