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Oh ****, still stuck in the same place. I have this absurdly long summer vacation and I'm not sure what to do with it. I do sports, I have my hobbies (I wrote a pretty decent short story recently) and my buddies and I even have buddies who share my musical hobbies (freestyling in garage is...

Hey, my life was pretty static lately. It's cool to slack off, listen to funky music all day and get drunk with friends on evenings, but it's not like I accomplish anything by doing this. I started running few days ago and it's not really as painful as it used to be. I told you about this...

So, I texted her and asked if she would like to go out with me today and she replied that she already has the whole week organized. Eh, whatever.

I plan on meeting her tomorrow (I can't call her now, as my phone is broken now, but I'm getting new one this afternoon) and of course I want to get some physical contact and a kiss, but I'm afraid if I don't manage to do it tomorrow I'll be forever stuck in the friendzone. She says that she...

Sorry to be rude, but somehow I find it funny that you mention heavy petting and praying in the same sentence ;).

After few months of unsuccessful drunken advances to various girls, I decided to call a girl from my class for a meeting. I've spent almost two hours sitting in a park with her, which is not exactly my idea of an exciting afternoon. She's definitely willing to spend some time with me again...

Forget about her. I tried to touch her just a little bit and she was absolutely terrified (and I really didn't overdo it, trust me). Next week will be last week of high school for me. Finally I won't be forced to meet people who don't like me (I mean of course most of my class) and I can focus...

Few days ago a girl from my class (her name is Martyna) was absent, so I asked her friend "where is she? she always cheers me up!". So Martyna found out about this and now all she's telling me is "you're so nice and sweet!". Yesterday she wrote about that on my facebook wall. I wrote "remember...

It's been a few weeks since I wrote anything here. I didn't made any progress. I have a lot of learning to do, but honestly I could be learning more or I could spend some time chasing girls and still learn enough. I don't know, I just can't feel confident around girls (man, it's getting so...

I went to a concert in my town's only club and I really enjoyed it. I tried to do something with chicks and once again I failed. I had such a great time overall that I can't complain. I don't want to analyze this stuff too much, it's really not that complicated. I'll just try again until I'll...

Wow, I didn't think that my new attitude will make me enemies. I was walking through a hall with a wide smile on my face and one guy who always disliked me told me something like "why the **** are you smiling so wide? you're such a loser!" and I replied him that a guy as *****-whipped as he is...

Hip hop is full of this anti-AFC stuff, although as much of hip-hop fan I am, I think that some of those lyrics are just vile. They shouldn't be really taken seriously. Some stuff I like: A Tribe Called Quest - Electric Relaxation (it's perhaps the ultimate "DJ song" of hip hop, pure...

I suppose I can provide leadership if I become a real man first. I can become truly confident only if I keep on working on my goals. Most of people I know are convinced that I won't get a driver license, I'll prove them wrong. Only if I become a man I'll really start to think about getting laid...

Yeah, leadership, that's a tough thing. Now even my 13-year old sister tells me what to do. You need to have competence to be a leader in anything and I definitely lack that. So sometimes I think it's good that I don't have a girlfriend, because she would be ruling me in the same way that my...

I can say that I really enjoy my life and until something terrible happens I will continue to do it. Previously I was usually depressed for no reason until something cool happened. Now I am usually happy (also for no reason) and when something cool happens, I'm simply euphoric. Sometimes I...

I must admit that I don't really understand your post ;).

As you see, I'm doing this and I hope I won't stop. I'm just little frustrated with my own lack of action. Man, my grandfather once thought that I'm gay (seriously, I've heard him saying that to my mom). He said that he would love me even if I was gay, so I have to at least give him props for...

I've had awesome time last night. I was totally chilled out and fun. I had to take care of my no-fun partner and that held me back a bit. Also, I had to dance with her often and she was a totally woody dancer (at least I put some enthusiasm into it), but overall I think I had awesome time. I...

Tonight I have a big school party (a polish of equivalent of what Americans call "prom night") and honestly I'm feeling anxious about this. I've made really bad choice of my partner. She's totally shy and quiet person and I've chosen her because at the time I've thought I'll be AFC forever and I...

I once tried to abstain from masturbation and I lasted one week. I didn't really feel any effects, but maybe I've given up too early. I was always a really atypical kind of outsider, because I was introvertial and extravertial at the same time. I really liked to stay home all day, but when I...