OMG How embarassing
Even
I'm having difficulty understanding what the hell I was babbling on about last night! That was after I'd left the club and climbed about a construction site for over an hour (wtf?) for no apparent reason.
I dont usually go out on a Thursday but I'm off work and Emma persuaded me. I thought "fuxk it, it'll be a laugh", so I went. I didn't make too much effort with my appearance cuz I have a GF so I wasn't on the pull. I didn't bother cutting back on the drink either
Anyhow, the place was TOTALLY PACKED which I didn't expect for a Thursday. While I was dancing with emma I saw this drop dead gorgeous chick. Emma went to get a drink or something and I went to dance with the chick and her friend. We just connected and her friend left her dancing with me. I thought "don't cheat on Clare, don't cheat on Clare" but this chick was HOT HOT HOT and displaying VERY HIGH IL (holding hands and sh1t), she even licked my belly. I lasted about 5 mins until I just HAD to kiss her, and I spent most of the night with her after that.
So now I feel like an as$hole. Tonight I'm going to see T3 with Clare and she's coming to stay over at my place for guaranteed sex tomorrow. The last time I had sex with her she cried after expressing a fear of being used.
I wanna see Jen again (HB from last night), but I don't wanna hurt Clare. Fukkkkkkkk! I wish I had stayed at home last night.