As soon as I started talking to (and occasionally fvcking) my bpd girl ex, the gf did a 180 in regard to her attitude. A typical night is going to her place, she buys beer, cooks dinner, does my laundry, and then we have sex for a couple hours. Then I leave. She has already asked me to move in with her.
BPD girl is tall, thin, hot, a lot of fun, and amazing in bed. But she's also a pillhead, which I can't stand. I won't be around her when she's fvcked up on pills. She asked me last week why I wouldn't marry her, and I told it was because she was a drug addict. I don't even mean that as a moral judgment; I just don't like the person she is when she's on pills. But when she's not fvcked up, she's more fun than any woman I've ever been around.
Like I said before, this is exactly where I was five years go, with the same two women. Back then I used to get off on fvcking both of them in the same night, but the thrill wore off eventually. Lately that just seems like too much work. Maybe it's me getting older.
