The Jedi Bootcamp Journal.

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I'm going to close my 'bootcamp' here as originally intended and see if I can get some order into my life. Right now I've come to believe that I have to sort out a few things in my life before really going after women, or that women would naturally come into life once a few things are sorted out. So rather than put the cart before the horse, I'm going to be focusing on stabalising a few things and at least having a real choice of moving out into some other half-decent place. People on this thread here seem to think that being independent is very important.

I have a few friends - and have a system whereby if I continue lucking out with women, c0ckblockers or whatever by October 25 this year, I'm going to go on a porn vacation on November (can watch internet/movie/whatever porn and think about wh0res, easy women, sex tours, whatever....) - which I have purposely deprived myself for over six months, and whatever. If things can work out smoothly and seem to go 'somewhere', then I'll continue depriving myself of porn, so either way I win.

So, keeping the focus away from women and into trying to build something for myself or being 'independent' - while at the same time, trying not to be oblivious to them entirely.

However, if I am able to move away from my parents, or am assessing how I'm going to move away (i.e. how I would do so with a bad credit rating, no predictible income, how much I would have to budget for, etc....) then I'll follow up on these things later here.
 
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