I was just going to keep a low key demeanor, but I feel I need to say @ least a bit something, as it is incredibly relevant to my life.
I happen to be 'casually dating' (that's what she calls it...I call it 'hanging out') an HB10 counseling professional. (Psychology)
And WOW..is it one hell of a challenge. If it weren't for such our great chemistry and loads of laughter we share, I'd cut her loose SO FAST, lighting would appear snail-like..............I'm actually on the verge of hitting that 'next' button...I'll explain in a bit.
I posted a thread a few weeks back regarding an issue where I had her IN MY BED, and she wouldn't let me penetrate that arse.:
http://www.sosuave.net/forum/showthread.php?t=167428
JoPhil & Jitterbug happened to drop some golden advice regarding that issue. Thank you again gentlemen.
If you read the thread, you'll get the full scoop.
After being intimate, nothing's really changed as far as the vibe and connection, BUT, the power struggle has been INCREDIBLY INSANE. For instance, I call her late Friday night (1:30am) asking her what she was up to. (She happened to call me earlier that evening)
She happened to be @ home, and it so happened I was in the same city where she currently lives. I ask her if I can pay her a visit, and she firsts gives me a hesitant 'no', it's late, I'm just hanging out, a lil' tired, blah blah blah. (I'm thinking to myself, yeah yeah yeah..here you go again trying to play your game, which I always push aside) I keep pushing with humor and ****iness, and after a while, she FINALLY gives in and allows me to come stop by. So long story short, we hang, handle our business, and that was that.
Now, this past Monday night, I call her up in the evening seeing what she's up to. We talk for a bit, and ask her if she'd like to pay me a visit and just hang. She says no, it's beginning to be a lil' too much..it's almost as if we're in a serious relationship, and PLUS...you got your way on Friday.
I respond, "No I didn't, You got your way by me paying you a visit. A serious relationship..Girl, it's called 'hanging out'...this is by far a serious relationship"
She says,"No, YOU GOT YOUR WAY, and I'm not coming over tonight. I've been in more serious relationships than you (She's been in 3..I've only settled down ONCE), and with that said, I have way more experience than you, so I KNOW"
I respond, "You've got it all wrong, it's still 'hanging out' in my eyes...I enjoy your company, and I see NOTHING wrong with me wanting to see you."
She responds, "No, you're the type that ALWAYS gets your way..and may I add, ****Y as ever, and I KNOW you always get your way. You're not getting your way. PLUS, it's getting toooo much. You're pushing me away..."
I respond, "HUH???? Too much????? I hardly ever call you, we talk every so often, and see each other MAXIMUM twice a week.....THAT'S TOO MUCH?? Ok, that's understandable..maybe I should call you once a month and see you twice a year then."
She responds, "I just need my space..it feels like you're pressuring me and pushing me. That's a RED FLAG!!"
I immediately CUT HER OFF and say, "Excuse me?? Did I just hear a RED FLAG??? Throw that RED FLAG up, NOW. DO IT and I'll walk."
Her: **SILENCE**'
Me: "That's what I thought. You're not throwing any red flag. Stop lying to yourself."
Then she speaks, "I just don't want a controlling man..I've had a controlling man in the past and I don't want....
I immediately cut her off with: "HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA....Controlling?? ME? You must be out of your f***cking mind!!!!"
Before I can say anything else, she says, "Okay, that's enough. I'll talk to you later. CLICK."
(The conversation was a a lot more intense than what I chose to write..too lazy to add adjectives to intensify the feeling)
A lil unexpected, but it didn't phase me, f*ck it, I thought........................I also thought to myself "This HB10 "Psycho"logy professional is on some different level....but it's actually quite fun & the challenge is something I haven't experienced..a bit frustrating, but more intriguing..I kinda like it."
I obviously didn't call her back, and very early this morning (Couple days later), she calls..I don't pick up and leaves me a voice mail stating she wanted to discuss our incident.
I call her 12 hours later (I wanted to wait a whole week before calling, but she's a counseling professional..she's on top of the game..so I shot through the game and dialed her #), and she happened to be on the run so we couldn't talk in depth, but she basically apologized for hanging up on me and I stated I wasn't even angry, but that was extremely disrespectful on her end and it really wasn't that big of a deal. I told her we were going to discuss this manner in person (I feel it's something I need to do to really set the thermometer on this HB), and she agreed with a high pitched voice and a smile..almost as if she was super happy I mentioned the words, "when see we each other."
I try to cut the conversation there, but she went off and started blasting me with small talk questions, which I answered in one word form...which eventually got me off the phone as fast as I intended.
So now, I'll just lay off all contact and wait for her next move & leave it @ that. I actually don't want to see her anytime soon. I just told her that we had to discuss the issue in person because I want to look into her eyes and read every bit of bullsh*t/sincerity she'll throw @ me.
Due to our great chemistry (When the power struggles aren't involved), I'm going to ride this one out and have fun with it. But, I've got the 'next' button all nice & pretty ready to be pushed whenever.
Lesson learned for me though...if you want one hell of a challenge, try an HB counseling professional. WARNING: You will be in for a CRAZY, CRAZY ride.
Okay, that's all.
Also, any feedback/tips regarding my situation would be pretty awesome!!
Thanks fellas!!
PS
JoPhil...I respect what you did man. MASSIVE PROPS!!! Best of luck with your situation! Also, if you feel I sabotaged your thread (I felt it was relevant), I can delete this post and maybe start a new one. Please let me know. Thanks!