You're clearly on a spiral, you're infatuated with this woman, its fine, happens to all. Now you're going to approach women to make you feel better. Stop it.
Get a minimum 3 months for yourself, stop the approaches and get your mind straight, be alone in your house, with your thoughts, with what you want to do, women won't disappear for 3 months.
You need to heal, you need to feel in solitude whatever emotions go through your mind and let it out, that's how men heal themselves, women need party, other partners, validation, but its empty, men are the opposite.
Your first priority is to get your mind right, being alone with your emotions, you gotta feel it to heal it. In the end, you'll find somebody better if you do the work, and this girl will be just a distant memory.
