Reyaj
Master Don Juan
So the girl I had been chasing for months finally came to an end a few weeks ago. The one who was hot and cold..... I actually got her out and then got invited to a friend's fancy dinner party. I got the kiss close but she seemed to get distant after that...... We were going to hang out 1 Friday but she gave me an atttitude about it saying she wasn't in the mood for my jokes cause she had a rough day at work. Well since she lives far I wasn't about to waste a trip..... she never called me or texted and neither did I.... The next week we traded emails in which they seemed to be argumentative. Finally I wanted to understand what happend. She said I was a good kisser and it wasn't that.... I asked her on myspace as cordially as possible and here was her response:
"Well there are a couple of things but I guess it just comes down to one...
The emails were a big turn off for me as well. I will admit that I did have a bad day at work and I took it out on you and I apologize for it. It was the back and forth emails after that. I didnt like the fact that I was being blamed for us not speaking when it was both our faults. Our discussion was just silly, but it made me realize something
I saw it as this...If there was really something there I would have disregarded that whole incident and I also felt that one of us would have called eachother by now. As days went on and I didnt hear from you, and I honestly didnt have the urge to call you, I thought to myself maybe this isnt what I thought it was going to be,
All in all, I am upset with myself at the end..
You need absolutely no self improvement..I am the one that needs it. You are such a smart, funny (good-looking lol) person and the fact that I can't feel anything for you drives me crazy. I am so sorry that it happened this way but so you know it had absolutely nothing to do with you. I am just a ****ed up person and you deserve so much better.
There is probably more I can say but I am not as good with words as you are..this is basically the jist of it..."
She also sent the following:
"To be honest I dont have a straight answer. I honestly feel like I was forcing myself to try and develop strong feelings for you cause you are such a good person, but thats not fair to both of us. To be totally honest I am glad this happened now. Better now that If i had realized this later on..you dont deserve that at all. There is a better woman out there for you..."
Now I basically dhv'd by not calling her after she had an atttitude or was different after our kiss etc... If I wanted to I could have chased her a bit and probably seen her at least 1 more time... but I basically decided she wasn't worth it. Still after getting so far with this girl (considering she nexts guys all the time) reading her messages did kind of affect me.
Thoughts?
"Well there are a couple of things but I guess it just comes down to one...
The emails were a big turn off for me as well. I will admit that I did have a bad day at work and I took it out on you and I apologize for it. It was the back and forth emails after that. I didnt like the fact that I was being blamed for us not speaking when it was both our faults. Our discussion was just silly, but it made me realize something
I saw it as this...If there was really something there I would have disregarded that whole incident and I also felt that one of us would have called eachother by now. As days went on and I didnt hear from you, and I honestly didnt have the urge to call you, I thought to myself maybe this isnt what I thought it was going to be,
All in all, I am upset with myself at the end..
You need absolutely no self improvement..I am the one that needs it. You are such a smart, funny (good-looking lol) person and the fact that I can't feel anything for you drives me crazy. I am so sorry that it happened this way but so you know it had absolutely nothing to do with you. I am just a ****ed up person and you deserve so much better.
There is probably more I can say but I am not as good with words as you are..this is basically the jist of it..."
She also sent the following:
"To be honest I dont have a straight answer. I honestly feel like I was forcing myself to try and develop strong feelings for you cause you are such a good person, but thats not fair to both of us. To be totally honest I am glad this happened now. Better now that If i had realized this later on..you dont deserve that at all. There is a better woman out there for you..."
Now I basically dhv'd by not calling her after she had an atttitude or was different after our kiss etc... If I wanted to I could have chased her a bit and probably seen her at least 1 more time... but I basically decided she wasn't worth it. Still after getting so far with this girl (considering she nexts guys all the time) reading her messages did kind of affect me.
Thoughts?