Midterms were today, And I have A's and B's so far. Need better grades, but I've kinda given up on the 4.0 idea. Im definately getting close to it. We'll see how it goes.
So since there is not much to tell, I wanted to all some text convos. All over BBM. (which is basicly IM in text format).
This is gonna take a while. I pardon for any spelling mistakes, as I will not look at my computer. Some smilies are removed due to limit.
So first one is a convo with this intelligent chick. She might be good material, but her friend has higher priority. I'll call her Phil; short for philosopher
Me: Lies (in response to her status, which was something like 'life has already made choices for us", in a more sensible way)
Her:It is.
Me: Explain
Her: Alright -- What we fail to realise is that life makes choices for us, not because we are incapable of making them ourselves, but because the choice itself is an illusion. On life's true course, there are no forks in the road. For every decision we ever face, life has already chosen the option that is best. It makes sense if you think about it. And with the freedom part too. no one is free. its an illusin. Its not a bad thing, but it's true.
Me: Hmm
Her: Its just my perception
Me: Its all a belief isn't it? Whether its true or not might not matter; what matter is if its empowering on disempowering.
Her: Yeah, I know -- that's a good point. And plus, we will never really know IF it is true cause nothing is ever certain in life anyway
Me: I'd say that you have the choice. You might act based on previous conditioning (which might often be mediocre) or you can get acted, or act upon yourself with an external force (the mind). Life might have a meaning for everything; like an universal conciousness, but we don't know.
Her: That's interesting. I'll look into that. Really. Ah, all the philosophical stuff put me in such a state of confusion haha
Me: Haha. I like people like you Phil. You're different. Its all about being happy really. What would think of the statement "Happiness is our default state"? Like we were born happy, but just lost it to our ego over time
Her: Yeah, I think that's true. We're here to just be happy. I mean, why be sad, when you can be happy? But I guess its easier said than done. I think our experiences make us who we are. Far too many of us spend too much time trying actively to understand the best way to liv, instead of concetntrating on the essentially passive act of living itself. We are who we are. Our purpose simply cannot be to discover ourselves. Its not about us. We are so small. Our minds are so small. But here I am being ignorant cause after all we are all ignorant to a certain extent. The scientists provide a how not a why. Okay I'll stop now
haha
Me: We could keep this on forever. I'd love to talk with you, we gotta meet up sometime! I like this stuff, its interesting
Her: Yes we should! I know, it is. but so so annoying cause there are so many different perspectives
Me:I know hey. Everyone has a different view to some extent. Meh, we should learn this stuff instead of maths
Her: I know. I totally wanna study philosophy. So interesting.
blahblahblah school.
Me: but that gives you so little power over yourself, for the most part atleast
Her: I know but its something we can't really help. Like change. Its inevitable.
Me: People tend not to want to change. Change is often hard, you need to step out of your comfort zone and ****. I love change. I'm taking a photoshoot in a random flower field (The ones that know me on facebook ; those gay pics recently added ^^), what are you up to?
Her: Oh nice. I'm off to lunch. Later! Nice chatting.
xx
Me: Have fun. Later xx
I also have another one where this chick did the cube on me and it was really accurate, but it's so damn long.
I'll give you this one though. It's from today and yesterday. Planning stuff with chick from 3 weeks ago.
Monday:
Me: I wanna see you soon
Her: K
Her: Jokes. This weekend (Y)
Thursday:
Her: What are you doing this weekend babes?
Me: I was about to message you! (true) Was planning a gtg at Charles, but he called it off due to weather. What do you think of the parties?
Here we talk about this club she's going to in long street (not allowed) on sat and stuff.
2 hours later:
Me: I'm probably not coming to longstreet. I might go to cav tomorrow, you may join
Her: That's bleak. What are you doing in cav?
Me: No plans, I came up with it now
Her: Oh (laughing face)
Me: I'll see you at like 6 then
Her: Haha. What are we even doing (ROTFL) (<-- yes that is a smiley indeed)
Me: I'm a foreigner, I have no idea miss.
Her: You cant pull the foreigner card, you've been here for a year
Me: Meeeeeh. Hahahaha. We'll just mission around ey. Have sex in public places and **** (Y). Its much easier in norway; we just club them and chain them in the kitchen
cool
Her: Them
Me: One for dishwashing and one for sandwich-making
Her: That's not very nice
Me: That's norway. They do get off duty to polish our weapons though (Y)
Me: (6 min later) Anyways, I'm off to bed. See you tomorrow babe
Today:
Me: Did you just text me (someone texted me asking to go to the beach, wrong number)
Her: No I dont have your number
Me: Yeah, thats what i though. blahblah
blahblah
Me: But am I seeing you today, or do I have to make new plans?
Her: I want to see you but there's nothing to do at cav.
Me: Lame. Any ideas then?
Her: My friend is having a gttg but it's girls only
Me: Im gonna pull the foreigner card now. hahaha. Naah. I don't know hey. We could just chill at my place
Her: Where's your place?
Me: Next to ___, in __
3 hours pass
Me: So I'm not seeing you this weekend? (honestly not a good response ^^)
HHer: I dont know
Me: K we'll do stuff daytime tomorrow then. Hit me up with a proposal
Her: (30 min later) I would've wanted to do something tonight but Im going to my friend's gtgg sorry (hug). We can probably do something tomorrow night, I don't think I'm gonna go to town.
Me: Sounds good babe. Let's go to that lame 9th grade party
Her: Are you jas, arent you in 11th grade? (laughing face)
Me: Yup, but i can make sacrifices
Her: I oath we could find something better to do (Y)
Me: I bet, but i find it fun
Her (laughing face) you can go (Y)
Me:
having talked to Robin, Im gonna bring her to this 18 year bday party. Sounds fun. Just need a bit more info, I'll tell her tomorrow.
Apart from that, I don't think there's much to mention. Although idk if it's worth a mention, but I got that freshman chick easily. I just can't get the motivation to do something unless a good opportunity presents itself.
So, untill later, Cheerio brothers.
