nicksaiz65 Odyssey

[nicksaiz65]

This guy says he's turned the corner and devoting himself TOTALLY to "acing" his next exam because, "this shyt's hard."

Proceeds to spend the next two days on sosuave talking about his shoes lol.

Thanks for reading. Ever heard of a study break?

 

[nicksaiz65]

Question for You Guys: Friends

So my test date was pushed back... In the meantime I'm about to hit the gym and do Stronglifts/Stationary Bike. But I have a quick question that hopefully you guys can answer while I work out.

How do you guys feel about "lower value" friends? Basically friends that are kind of "weird" or "quirky" and not exactly high value. I mean I'm not quite high value yet either, but still. One dude I'm making friends with has a lot of the same musical interests that I do. But I can kind of tell that his social skills are weaker, and he doesn't really fvck bytches like that, gets too close to me when I'm talking, and so on. I know I was(and still am to an extent) kind of like that. Long story short, should I add him to my social circle? We have similar interests and all that, even though he's not a "cool kid." I do need an actual social circle next semester cause all of my friends are graduating, but am I judging too harshly? I'm kinda worried even though he's cool-ish, hanging around him might drop my SMV? But what do you guys think??? Idk.

Also do guys ever hang out one on one? Is that ever a thing? Whenever I think back to me hanging out with people it's always been in groups

 

[LiveYourDream]

Re: Friends... Why not aim higher? Why do you feel like you have to settle low on the totem pole? Why is that ok with you? Don't give me the excuse about time and having to do it quick. How many people are in your largest class? How many classes do you take? Why do you feel your only options are Thugmaxxers or the more socially inept???

On to another topic...
In case you were still not aware I am a woman. I appreciate that this is YOUR journal. So you know, I find the way you refer to women offensive. I show up to help offer help because I care. I am aware you did not ask for it. Reading about your desire to fvck bytches and fvck hoes makes me want to never open your journal again. It's your world. You are close to your sister. Do you think of her as a Bytch or a hoe? What about your mom or your female friends? Do you refer to all women as bytches or hoes or only those you want to fvck?

In my eyes, yes I am a woman, it doesn't elevate your perceived value by others here, including the men. It comes across as an overcompensation. It's like you have to call women bytches and hoes to demean them so you feel elevated. In reality it just demeans you and comes across as deeply insecure.

That's just me. I am not sure who you think you are impressing with your language. I am pretty darn sure it's no one on this forum.

Why do you do it? Who are you trying to impress? Does it really make you feel more elevated? Is it really an accomplishment to fvck a hoe or a bytch? That's what you aspire to with the skills you are learning here?

Your journal. Your world. I mean well.

End of rant/

 

[nicksaiz65]

Re: Friends... Why not aim higher? Why do you feel like you have to settle low on the totem pole? Why is that ok with you? Don't give me the excuse about time and having to do it quick. How many people are in your largest class? How many classes do you take? Why do you feel your only options are Thugmaxxers or the more socially inept???

On to another topic...
In case you were still not aware I am a woman. I appreciate that this is YOUR journal. So you know, I find the way you refer to women offensive. I show up to help offer help because I care. I am aware you did not ask for it. Reading about your desire to fvck bytches and fvck hoes makes me want to never open your journal again. It's your world. You are close to your sister. Do you think of her as a Bytch or a hoe? What about your mom or your female friends? Do you refer to all women as bytches or hoes or only those you want to fvck?

In my eyes, yes I am a woman, it doesn't elevate your perceived value by others here, including the men. It comes across as an overcompensation. It's like you have to call women bytches and hoes to demean them so you feel elevated. In reality it just demeans you and comes across as deeply insecure.

That's just me. I am not sure who you think you are impressing with your language. I am pretty darn sure it's no one on this forum.

Why do you do it? Who are you trying to impress? Does it really make you feel more elevated? Is it really an accomplishment to fvck a hoe or a bytch? That's what you aspire to with the skills you are learning here?

Your journal. Your world. I mean well.

End of rant/

I just need to go out and meet more people. The issue is 90% of the people in the Computer Science and Music Department have those same issues. I'll just keep working on socializing and making new friends. It's not like I have to do all that this semester anyways, no reason I can't make friends well into next semester too. I don't have poor social skills but I'm not a "cool kid" either. I'm kind of caught in the middle. Where can I go to make friends?

Two reasons for that: the first being that I read a good chunk of Red Pill/Black Pill stuff for fun whenever I have time for a break, and the language they use is very similar. So I guess I just picked it up after enough exposure in those communities. Heck in the videos too, AMS says that kind of stuff all the time so I'm just copying him I guess? Just trying to give you an honest answer

And two, dealing with women is extremely frustrating with their games and tests, so it makes me want to cuss lol. I already cuss a lot so that's just how it comes out.

I can try and tone it down in the future if it's offensive.

 

[nicksaiz65]

SIDENOTE: What is WRONG with my phone? I literally just got this thing and all the reviews were good. It's freaking out as soon as I got added to an active group chat. All the rest of them are iPhone Users so maybe that's it. Ughhhh I thought this phone mess was done. It won't send my messages and I get the other messages in packets every 10 minutes. I'll restart the phone and see if that helps but Jesus freaking Christ. This stuff makes me want to chuck my phone out the nearest window

 

[mrgoodstuff]

Re: Friends... Why not aim higher? Why do you feel like you have to settle low on the totem pole? Why is that ok with you? Don't give me the excuse about time and having to do it quick. How many people are in your largest class? How many classes do you take? Why do you feel your only options are Thugmaxxers or the more socially inept???

On to another topic...
In case you were still not aware I am a woman. I appreciate that this is YOUR journal. So you know, I find the way you refer to women offensive. I show up to help offer help because I care. I am aware you did not ask for it. Reading about your desire to fvck bytches and fvck hoes makes me want to never open your journal again. It's your world. You are close to your sister. Do you think of her as a Bytch or a hoe? What about your mom or your female friends? Do you refer to all women as bytches or hoes or only those you want to fvck?

In my eyes, yes I am a woman, it doesn't elevate your perceived value by others here, including the men. It comes across as an overcompensation. It's like you have to call women bytches and hoes to demean them so you feel elevated. In reality it just demeans you and comes across as deeply insecure.

That's just me. I am not sure who you think you are impressing with your language. I am pretty darn sure it's no one on this forum.

Why do you do it? Who are you trying to impress? Does it really make you feel more elevated? Is it really an accomplishment to fvck a hoe or a bytch? That's what you aspire to with the skills you are learning here?

Your journal. Your world. I mean well.

End of rant/

In the dating game especially at his age they say that. Its because its the mindset at the time. Females also have derogatory terms for the men.

 

[nicksaiz65]

In the dating game especially at his age they say that. Its because its the mindset at the time. Females also have derogatory terms for the men.

Ohhhh they definitely do lol

 

[mrgoodstuff]

Ohhhh they definitely do lol

If you dont look at em like that youll get played for a chump. They want to get laid at that age. By the guys they want to fvck. Loverboys gets used for a backup plan while they pursue a big guy on campus. Back bending to him and getting played. In return they run game on lover boy.

 

[LiveYourDream]

In the dating game especially at his age they say that. Its because its the mindset at the time. Females also have derogatory terms for the men.

Ohhhh they definitely do lol

I am truly sorry to hear that.

 

[mrgoodstuff]

I am truly sorry to hear that.

It represents 85% at that age most are testing their power. The loyal girl is a minority. You cant try to have a relationship youll get played. If your lucky sex happens and she gets addicted to your cawk.

 

[nicksaiz65]

If you dont look at em like that youll get played for a chump. They want to get laid at that age. By the guys they want to fvck. Loverboys gets used for a backup plan while they pursue a big guy on campus. Back bending to him and getting played. In return they run game on lover boy.

Or he just gets played and used for all his nonsexual attention and then friendzoned. That's why you need Game. People always ask why I don't want a girlfriend:
1.) She'd cheat on me cause hypergamy
2.) I haven't mastered the Game yet so I'd be stagnating my skills

 

[nicksaiz65]

I am truly sorry to hear that.

I wish you could hear half the stuff these college girls say about guys. That's why I'm always going on rants, a big part of it at least. I know "get better not bitter" and "Increase your SMV" but going on these rants helps me frame the situation and makes me feel a bit better

 

[mrgoodstuff]

I wish you could hear half the stuff these college girls say about guys. That's why I'm always going on rants, a big part of it at least. I know "get better not bitter" and "Increase your SMV" but going on these rants helps me frame the situation and makes me feel a bit better

Discipine. Discipline. Discipline.

 

[LiveYourDream]

I find all very sad. If that is the attitude they take on young...what good could that possibly grow into?
So sad to me!

 

[LiveYourDream]

I like that ---> "Get Better, Not Bitter"

 

[GrowingPains]

Personally, if I refer to a woman as a b!tch or a hoe on the forum its means nothing. Its humorous and I don't mean anything by it. I'm purposefully being extra and overly expressive. She's probably a nice lady. perhaps it's rap inspired... I listen to a lot of rap. Maybe it's because of my sense of humor - I find offensive things funny. As long as it's not said with harmful intent. Like the word can't be used for it's actual purpose - being mean. For example, if I call my close friend a phag, we'll both laugh. Because we both know it's not serious.

@LiveYourDream I see where you're coming from though. But just be aware it's probably not meant the way it's read at face value. It is probably in jest. It would be tough for me to read someone's journal and help them if they constantly used the N word to describe black people.

At the same token, a guy who is a guest lecturer for my class was dressed extremely well today. I just could not believe the swagger this man had... Like how did he match these seemingly impossible to match colors and speak so elegantly? This man was refined. This man was inspiring. And so I thought to myself... Am I refined? Am I as suave as this gentleman? I started looking up what it means to be refined. And one thing that I came across is that a refined man doesn't curse (excessively, addition mine). Maybe the occasional swear but not like a sailor. And I think that should apply here. So from now on... I'm gonna make an effort to exclude those words from my vocab. I think there's something so magnificent and alluring about someone who can tell intricate stories and capture you with their words without excessive swearing. I'm still me so I'm gonna use slang but I'm an educated feller, I gotsta speak like it.

Anyway shout-out to that guy he's so suave.

 

[LiveYourDream]

Personally, if I refer to a woman as a b!tch or a hoe on the forum its means nothing. Its humorous and I don't mean anything by it. I'm purposefully being extra and overly expressive. She's probably a nice lady. perhaps it's rap inspired... I listen to a lot of rap. Maybe it's because of my sense of humor - I find offensive things funny. As long as it's not said with harmful intent. Like the word can't be used for it's actual purpose - being mean. For example, if I call my close friend a phag, we'll both laugh. Because we both know it's not serious.

@LiveYourDream I see where you're coming from though. But just be aware it's probably not meant the way it's read at face value. It is probably in jest. It would be tough for me to read someone's journal and help them if they constantly used the N word to describe black people.

At the same token, a guy who is a guest lecturer for my class was dressed extremely well today. I just could not believe the swagger this man had... Like how did he match these seemingly impossible to match colors and speak so elegantly? This man was refined. This man was inspiring. And so I thought to myself... Am I refined? Am I as suave as this gentleman? I started looking up what it means to be refined. And one thing that I came across is that a refined man doesn't curse (excessively, addition mine). Maybe the occasional swear but not like a sailor. And I think that should apply here. So from now on... I'm gonna make an effort to exclude those words from my vocab. I think there's something so magnificent and alluring about someone who can tell intricate stories and capture you with their words without excessive swearing. I'm still me so I'm gonna use slang but I'm an educated feller, I gotsta speak like it.

Anyway shout-out to that guy he's so suave.

You get it! The thoughts we think and the words we speak, create who we are! There are no exceptions!

 

[GrowingPains]

And about this milk controversy...

Skim milk... Almond milk... whole milk... Breast milk...

There's also the fact that humans are the only ones that drink other specie's milk. What's nature got to say about that? There's so many opinions in the nutritionsphere that you just have to take the generally accepted info and then figure out the rest for yourself.

 

[mrgoodstuff]

I find all very sad. If that is the attitude they take on young...what good could that possibly grow into?
So sad to me!

Male and females alike had been raised to do an extended childhood "ho" stage until they are 30. Parents also felt safer if females talked to several at a time so their heart dont get broke by 1.

 

[mrgoodstuff]

And about this milk controversy...

Skim milk... Almond milk... whole milk... Breast milk...

There's also the fact that humans are the only ones that drink other specie's milk. What's nature got to say about that? There's so many opinions in the nutritionsphere that you just have to take the generally accepted info and then figure out the rest for yourself.

Breast milk from a dominant specimen.