Monday, December 30th
Date with Ani.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bHhw1JQPVlQ
This is the creepiest Djent metal ever. Holy sh1t, love it.
It was nice. Quite frankly, I realized that I wasn't so interested in her after all. My plan was to pull her home, but then I realized something after Julien's video.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3odLnYa9fEY
Near the end of dinner, I escaped to the bathroom. After I peed, I looked at myself in the mirror.
So alright. What do I do now? Pull her? Is that what I really want? Am I doing it for me or not?
And then I realized that I was doing it more for the lay count than for my actual pleasure. Because I wasn't so attracted to her.
Alright, we'll just end this date quick and go back home. She'll be my friend.
And that's what I did. We ended, we had separate bills. All good. A bit of sexual talk here and there. She likes telling me about her adventures and I tell her about mine. It's fun.
R E S O L U T I O N S
2 0 1 4
They will require a lot of mental discipline, but I will really do everything in my possible to achieve these.
Because I know that EVERY action I take right now is much better than getting instant gratification right away.
This year will be intense.
Yes. INTENSE.
Like, VERY INTENSE.
And I will read this list every day when I wake up.
- Live by my list of life values
- Being able to make sustainable income through filmmaking (finish website, business cards, get contracts, etc.)
- Get into a Film Festival
- Watch one good movie every 2 weeks for inspiration
- Deliver my best 1 hour self-development speech at the agora with Porno
- Finish the 10 days Mental Diet Challenge by Emmet Fox
- Create self-development videos at least once per month
- Get 90% on final piano exam
- Meditation 20 minutes a day, every day
- Read empowering material at least 15 minutes a day
- Give up video games forever
- Exercise at least 3 times a week (cardio and/or going to gym)
- Shuffle at least 2 times a week, 30 mins a day
- Sleep at least 8 hours per day
- No spending on useless **** (junk food, overpriced alcohol, etc.)
- NO MORE PROCRASTINATION (this will probably be one of the hardest one.)
- No more getting lost in unconscious short-term pleasure fun activities while there is STUFF to be done.
- Get an ABUNDANT sex life
- Get laid with an 8.5
- Pull girls from night clubs and have sex with them
If you ever see me slacking off, please give me a slap in the face to put me back on track!
No excuses, just do it.
Date with Ani.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bHhw1JQPVlQ
This is the creepiest Djent metal ever. Holy sh1t, love it.
It was nice. Quite frankly, I realized that I wasn't so interested in her after all. My plan was to pull her home, but then I realized something after Julien's video.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3odLnYa9fEY
Near the end of dinner, I escaped to the bathroom. After I peed, I looked at myself in the mirror.
So alright. What do I do now? Pull her? Is that what I really want? Am I doing it for me or not?
And then I realized that I was doing it more for the lay count than for my actual pleasure. Because I wasn't so attracted to her.
Alright, we'll just end this date quick and go back home. She'll be my friend.
And that's what I did. We ended, we had separate bills. All good. A bit of sexual talk here and there. She likes telling me about her adventures and I tell her about mine. It's fun.
R E S O L U T I O N S
2 0 1 4
They will require a lot of mental discipline, but I will really do everything in my possible to achieve these.
Because I know that EVERY action I take right now is much better than getting instant gratification right away.
This year will be intense.
Yes. INTENSE.
Like, VERY INTENSE.
And I will read this list every day when I wake up.
- Live by my list of life values
- Being able to make sustainable income through filmmaking (finish website, business cards, get contracts, etc.)
- Get into a Film Festival
- Watch one good movie every 2 weeks for inspiration
- Deliver my best 1 hour self-development speech at the agora with Porno
- Finish the 10 days Mental Diet Challenge by Emmet Fox
- Create self-development videos at least once per month
- Get 90% on final piano exam
- Meditation 20 minutes a day, every day
- Read empowering material at least 15 minutes a day
- Give up video games forever
- Exercise at least 3 times a week (cardio and/or going to gym)
- Shuffle at least 2 times a week, 30 mins a day
- Sleep at least 8 hours per day
- No spending on useless **** (junk food, overpriced alcohol, etc.)
- NO MORE PROCRASTINATION (this will probably be one of the hardest one.)
- No more getting lost in unconscious short-term pleasure fun activities while there is STUFF to be done.
- Get an ABUNDANT sex life
- Get laid with an 8.5
- Pull girls from night clubs and have sex with them
If you ever see me slacking off, please give me a slap in the face to put me back on track!
No excuses, just do it.