I am very happy when I'm not thinking about dating. I think you misunderstood my post that I'm miserable 24-7, I am not
I don't expect a woman to radically change my life, my life is absolutely awesome. I just expect her to compliment it
It's hard to explain to people how miserable it is to be 29 and never have any meaningful relationship with the opposite gender. When you have a love life, you take it for granted. It's like a kid being born into rich family trying to tell a starving kid in Ethiopia that food and money are overrated. There's a reason that no forever aloner kid is ever mentally healthy and balanced - we are not solitary animals. We need both platonic and romantic companionship to feel mentally balanced
talk for yourself, I prefer to stay alone, but i'm not shy on going to parties or having fun in a group.
lets put all you said till now together and see what works here.
you say you are not miserable, but I think you are faking it, and being bad at it, from what I can undertand your personality is sh!t, or the very least that is what people see when they talk with you, remember what you posted? and I quote "women are fuking retarded nowadays" , so her eis the problem or you are lying about the whole thing, because lets get real here, if you was a dope retarded with nothing going on on your life if you get at any party with a really expensive luxury car you would get girls wanting a go with you, so maybe your main problem is you can't read woman you don't notice when they are waiting for you to just ask then out, if that is the case you its better you start to learn that, or at least have the balls to ask woman out.
again you need to at the very least tell the truth here to get help, in the meat market then it is the internet dating, as long you put a photo of you dressed well, and maybe a photo or 2 of your traveling would make you get hits, if not for young woman so older willing to open they legs, and lets get real here getting woman will make you get more woman, if you keep refusing all woman because age, or make a huge questionary to make her answers before anything is bad, i'm all to have standards, hell I have these too, but are you sure it not too much? as long you can tap go for it, worse case pay for some vvhore, in the end would be cheaper anyway