bradd80 said:
yo switch, just wondering if your mood improved.. if not i'm surprised all this exercise hasn't improved it have you tried seeing a doctor?
hi man, thanks for the support.yeah i got an appointment with a shrink this week , so i have to talk with her and see what will happen.
im just frustrated i guess, not sexually but in ,how should i put this....im frustrated with my life,ill be graduating soon and well i have no direction or idea of what to do...
my profession is boring as sh!t, we have the 2nd highest rates of suicide amongst professionals in north america so yeah its boring.
my friends are fine
for now because they have the typical dreams (family , disney wife, mercedez benz etc0.
i on the other hand well....have no plans, apart from trying to squeeze my ass into another boring as fvck stream -orthodontics....
also im alone. my friends are either busy with family or finding a fat wife(understandable) or douchebags (only a few).
my dad has never failed to ridicule me and continues to do so,just like 10 years ago when he started by calling me "micro-penis" ,
I , call him "nelson" for obvious reasons..... mom is depressed due to sh!t.
one night stands are just pointless,im jgoing thru the motions, doing a chore, satisfying some girl who I KNOW is slvttier than a toothless mexican *****
sometimes im like "ill just start a relationship with this 4 or 3 or 2" but then i know i can do WAY better,also i know that if i start something with a 4 or 3 ,im gonna end up cheating or dumping them and i dont wanna break anyone's heart
(awww see? switch is human afterall and not a misogynist bot gaylan accuses me of.....)
i dont know ,a relationship with a 3? or should i just grind it for another 2 years till i can leave this place......?? a relationship can help me but on the other hand i dont want distractions.....or my conscious driving me to
*gasp* wife up a 3 -----*getting seizures from that line * -_____-
...what will my friends think if i date a 3?