8YearLurker
Don Juan
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I really wanted to post something after having a deep conversation with my friend about this very problem of mine...
I've worked hard and went to school 8 years longer than most people to get this degree, this high paying job. I even went into an incredibly lucrative field because...well one I love it, and two it pays like no other, and three, I only have to work a few days a week if I really want to.
I work out 5 times a week, I'm into bodybuilding and looking great. I take care of myself like Patrick Bateman from American Psycho.
I have a couple amazing friends and I'm close with my family. No problems there.
I have a sick wardrobe, I basically went into Bloomingdales and bought everything that looked good on me.
I have about 2 really pretty and another two really fckin hot girls I'm sleeping with on a regular basis. The sex is actually incredible.
My job is a position of power and I help people too. You can't really get much better than this. It took a lot to get here, really it was grueling but I got it.
I am unhappy. And I think if I saw 10 psychiatrists none of them would be able to help me. But I really believe YOU GUYS CAN HELP ME.
Here is what I believe the problem is. I don't approach any women. I get all these girls off the internet because its just so easy. But something is still wrong. I should be happy I'm getting girls, hot ones too. But I never went through the right steps to get them. I cheated.
I do not approach anymore. I feel like that was part of my youth. And my job is high status and it would just be wrong of me to do things like that.
There was a hot girl sitting by me when I was at the store and I did absolutely nothing... I went home extremely depressed.
She should be coming up to me right? I've got everything going for me right now! She should be lucky to even be near me!
I think in the end, all this stuff about self improvement really means nothing...
There must be some evolutionary pathway embedded in the male brain that automatically makes one feel depressed if they don't approach a girl.
Maybe back in the day for thousands of years, the only way to spread your seed was to approach. So therefore if you don't approach you're automatically making your brain depressed.
Am I out of my mind???????
In fact, if I pass 2 pretty girls and don't approach I feel almost TWICE as depressed.
Am I out of my mind?????
I've worked hard and went to school 8 years longer than most people to get this degree, this high paying job. I even went into an incredibly lucrative field because...well one I love it, and two it pays like no other, and three, I only have to work a few days a week if I really want to.
I work out 5 times a week, I'm into bodybuilding and looking great. I take care of myself like Patrick Bateman from American Psycho.
I have a couple amazing friends and I'm close with my family. No problems there.
I have a sick wardrobe, I basically went into Bloomingdales and bought everything that looked good on me.
I have about 2 really pretty and another two really fckin hot girls I'm sleeping with on a regular basis. The sex is actually incredible.
My job is a position of power and I help people too. You can't really get much better than this. It took a lot to get here, really it was grueling but I got it.
I am unhappy. And I think if I saw 10 psychiatrists none of them would be able to help me. But I really believe YOU GUYS CAN HELP ME.
Here is what I believe the problem is. I don't approach any women. I get all these girls off the internet because its just so easy. But something is still wrong. I should be happy I'm getting girls, hot ones too. But I never went through the right steps to get them. I cheated.
I do not approach anymore. I feel like that was part of my youth. And my job is high status and it would just be wrong of me to do things like that.
There was a hot girl sitting by me when I was at the store and I did absolutely nothing... I went home extremely depressed.
She should be coming up to me right? I've got everything going for me right now! She should be lucky to even be near me!
I think in the end, all this stuff about self improvement really means nothing...
There must be some evolutionary pathway embedded in the male brain that automatically makes one feel depressed if they don't approach a girl.
Maybe back in the day for thousands of years, the only way to spread your seed was to approach. So therefore if you don't approach you're automatically making your brain depressed.
Am I out of my mind???????
In fact, if I pass 2 pretty girls and don't approach I feel almost TWICE as depressed.
Am I out of my mind?????