Yeah, I'm going to be a regular reader for this dude. He's an inspiration tbh.
Would be great if you could record your interaction somehow TG. Even though not much people are posting in here, I can say that you are definitely helping a lot of us out who reads your log. Keep it up man.
I just read the entire thread in less than a day, mainly because everything you say I can relate to.
Just leaving my support here since it doesn't seem like much people are posting ITT. Really appreciate the very detailed logs as well. Here's to the best to the both of us.
^that still didn't give you the hints? It means she doesn't want anything to do with you. Unfortunately you're going to have to move on, this one is lost.
Just wanted to update everyone on what happened since I found it unbelievable.
So yesterday I went to a party and ended up leaving early and going to bed at 12 midnight because I was THAT drained from it. I was afraid that tonight's party was going to result in the same thing, so I made sure...
Just want to update on what's going on.
So basically I have increased my meditation to at least 20 minutes a day now (usually do more) and I am conscious of what I say to myself. Instead of putting myself down, I remember the good highlights.
Now there's a pattern I see. When I'm with a...
Haha I meant exposing as in just getting used to the social interaction. Like chatting up with cashier, random small talk etc. I just moved out recently and my parents were the biggest influence in my lack of social interaction to say the least.
And yes, you are right on with the buggy eyes...
I'll admit, I felt like I was a "boss" when I was shredded down and when I felt great about myself. These past months does have something to do with my small depression and stress.
This is probably why I'm acting the way I am. I have never really been this bad at socializing.
Here's the thing, (like today) I force myself to look at girls in the eyes but my eyes enlarge (like the creeper look lol). So of course I have to turn away to get my eyes back to normal. This is one of the issue.
The other issue is me laughing when the scenario is funny but then my face is...
Thank you guys for the tips.
There is a psychological block. but that's why I had to move out, I knew it was affecting me. At least I was aware of that :)
I don;t know... I've been so sick and tired of feeling awkward in social situation (mainly with girls) and but it's probably because I...
I recently moved out and since then, I've been trying to put myself out there. I'm doing pretty well but most of the time, I have this awkward look on my face or I'll laugh and my face just tense up.
Do I just have to keep being more social and eventually I'll be more relaxed? I'm also...
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