i was talking to my friend about how i ****ed everything up and then it came to me. like the blinding like on the road to damaskus. it hit me like a freight train. What I was doing wrong and why.
i know this is the early stages. I know i have much more work to be done. This is defiantly the...
true.
we just had a chat about it now. more ****ed up ****. not sure at this point if i am going to cut all contact with her.
i do really still like her. after she tells me to come over cos i am the only guy who would say yes. then stops ha;f way threw. WTF.
i'm going to loose a...
it's more then that! a lot more.!
i told her last week i liked her and we remained friends. then all this happens last night.
i have no clue what the deal is between us, i;m just trying to make sence of it all
i didn't mean too she is my best friend. she knows a lot about me. i didn't know why she did it. she might have ust wanted my ****. or what. cos she was drunk.
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she was playing the hole drunk " you know you are taking advantage of me. ".
i replied with the. " it's a guys job too" then...
how do i do. i'm one of a kind man. i was thinking about it and i was like WTF :S
but whatever. what ever it was i got last night i needed it. can still take her in my mouth. yum ;) plus i left her neck in a pretty abd shape :)
i had my hands down there for for 20 mins. so yeah she was good to go as they say.
i don't know. her folks are out of town for 3 weeks and she hasn;t given me my xmass present yet. so i will have to see her again anyway. so. can give it another shot.
ok. all of you have seen me around here. ans who you know about that girl i had no chance with. you know the " best friend" so anyway i'll tell you want happened.
my Saturday night was set. going to see jay-z play with U2 then go out clubbing and forget about my best friend. so jay z...
thanks guy for all the life lessons.
i don't have any to tell really. i am 20 and have only learned one thing.
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don't fall for your bestfriend. in the end she will just burn you
thanks for the advice. i am going clubbing tomorrow so i might be able to do this. this problem being i can't just shut out the girl i like. i mean. maybe i can talk to her for less time. and cut half the crap out. but i can't just drop her that would be unfair on her.
i will try talk to her...
man there more of us out there i have seen them lol. but none of them change. i am here to change. don't judge me on what i have done before. judge me on what i do next!
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