I have been on monk mode for the most part since 2016 or so. What happened early 2017 was I purchased this smart-TV, learned about Blu-ray and HD streaming, and got this Tablet and just lost interest in women in favour of viewing movies and TV-shows on that type of media. It just feels like I can't be bothered with the whole chasing women thing. Having a Tablet you can carry around and either stream or watch something anytime with headphones feels like amazing, like I'm king, lol! Now I also see other women in public doing the same thing. Sitting beside me and streaming Netflix on their smartphones or something, or in other tables in restaurants. Maybe there is too much TV around in the digital age, lol !
That being said, I do appear to be sensitive to women I interact with from time to time, but that is usually short-lived since it's one movie or TV-show away from being forgotten. Not to say this is an idol, I do look at allot of Christian content and documentaries and try to look at good stuff.
After going through one break-up with a soul-mate I loved in 2012, and a divorce that put me over the edge and into bankruptcy in 2014, and after visiting a pen-pal after driving 12 hours to see her marry off to someone else about a year later, I think I'm more at peace with myself without having any woman I'm chasing.
That being said, I do appear to be sensitive to women I interact with from time to time, but that is usually short-lived since it's one movie or TV-show away from being forgotten. Not to say this is an idol, I do look at allot of Christian content and documentaries and try to look at good stuff.
After going through one break-up with a soul-mate I loved in 2012, and a divorce that put me over the edge and into bankruptcy in 2014, and after visiting a pen-pal after driving 12 hours to see her marry off to someone else about a year later, I think I'm more at peace with myself without having any woman I'm chasing.