You sound just like my ex husband.
I divorced him 11 years ago. He had a couple of girlfriends in the first year after I left him...but he hasn't had anyone in his life in 10 years. That's typical of jerks, though. The only thing that saves them when they're young is their looks. But once they get older, no one wants them because their personality is toxic and they don't look good anymore. My kids won't even have anything to do with their father he's so miserable. He actually bought the book "How to Make Friends for Dummies"...he is THAT much of a pathetic loser. All jerks end up alone. That's where you're going to find yourself too at the rate you're going. But first you'll marry some naive and insecure girl, get her pregnant a few times and treat her like crap to make yourself feel better. She WILL become fat. She'll still leave you, though. Even fat women won't stay with jerks once they lose their looks.
Oh...and I'm not fat...but I bet you're ugly, lol.