point-of-life
Don Juan
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I'm sure I'm not the only one who's wondered this. As I work towards my goals to get more women, make more money, get stronger, etc. I know that it's not going to change my state of mind. Sure the journey is great, and so are the rewards at the end of the road, but I feel empty inside. As though none of it means anything. As I enjoy a moment of my life, there are so many others in the world who are suffering. And regardless of our differences, we all have the same fate which is death. There's no way to escape this world.
I'm not depressed or suicidal. I am very much normal with a wonderful family, friends, and a great girlfriend. I make good money too. But beyond all that, what really is there? When you feel like you have everything, what's next?
The times when I feel happiest, are the times when I realize how little all of my life means compared to the rest of the world and universe. Is the point of life to just pro-create? Is it to be remembered after we die?
I keep going on, because I know this life is all I have, but still, I just can't stop thinking of how helpless we all are. All of humanity is just a flame that's going to get blown out. It doesn't matter how much technological progress we make, we just make ourselves busier. We still die, regardless of how much we try to avoid death and prolong our lives, the end will always be the same. How is any one person better than the next when we all have the same destiny?
I feel like my eyes are open, but I wish they weren't. I wish I was a dumb fvck and never thought about these things. I feel like I see through a lot of the drama of everyday life because really nothing means anything. My whole life is a temporary existence that can end at any time. Not that I'd want it to end, I still have plenty of unfinished business.
But it's like for the longest time I feel like I've been on the outside of life, looking in. I feel so alone.
Anyone feel the same?
I'm not depressed or suicidal. I am very much normal with a wonderful family, friends, and a great girlfriend. I make good money too. But beyond all that, what really is there? When you feel like you have everything, what's next?
The times when I feel happiest, are the times when I realize how little all of my life means compared to the rest of the world and universe. Is the point of life to just pro-create? Is it to be remembered after we die?
I keep going on, because I know this life is all I have, but still, I just can't stop thinking of how helpless we all are. All of humanity is just a flame that's going to get blown out. It doesn't matter how much technological progress we make, we just make ourselves busier. We still die, regardless of how much we try to avoid death and prolong our lives, the end will always be the same. How is any one person better than the next when we all have the same destiny?
I feel like my eyes are open, but I wish they weren't. I wish I was a dumb fvck and never thought about these things. I feel like I see through a lot of the drama of everyday life because really nothing means anything. My whole life is a temporary existence that can end at any time. Not that I'd want it to end, I still have plenty of unfinished business.
But it's like for the longest time I feel like I've been on the outside of life, looking in. I feel so alone.
Anyone feel the same?